Friday, December 31, 2004
well, it's almost midnight and a few minutes away to the year 2005.
2004 for me was a very challenging year for me. parang rollercoaster ride... without knowing when to stop... and without any safety belts or anything to keep from harm... yeah it was a tough year for me. and i though that it will not be solved within the end of this year...
2004 for me it started very bad (gruesomely BAD) and ended quite good... i lost a friend (jax) and i gain a lot of friends (FA people: israel, ambok, jobi, gato, dave, denise, ron to name a few)... and there were the friends who stood by my side during my troubledsome times (nina, giselle & lloyd)... and yes, there were the famous words like 'renovation', 'redemption' and 'intervention' (and other words na i cnt remember but made an impact to me as well)... and the famous line, 'take it one step a day...' hay naku... this year was a whoopass for me!!! BIG TIME!!
anyways, as the year ends in a matter of minutes... im proud to say that i learned a lot (A LOT!!!) i knew more about myself and this time i knew myself, by myself... not by other people, which is good... got to be able to see what kind of a person i am and what capabilities i can do... I AM A SURVIVOR... the true one.
i may stumble a lot, but i was able to rise a lot as well... this me in 2004.
and for the following years to come... maghanda sila... dahil i'll be kicking ass and rising up from the ashes!!!
and more lessons to learn dude... and to Man above, thanks for taking care of me...
laterz. c",)
Thursday, December 30, 2004
im here at home resting, kasi may sakit ako... i think it's the having-a-few-hours-of-sleep and the constipation i have...
so far, im still experiencing a slight headache... with a stomach ache as well... and i'v been withdrawing my crap for a while... and now im still drinking tea to wash out the toxins off my system... yeah... so far, im better than i was a while ago.
sighs... kung kailan na magtatapos yung taon by 2mrw... humabol pa talaga yung sakit ko oh... asar!! :P
anyways, nood muna ako ng dvd, para di naman mabato dito...
HAPPY Rizal DAY!!! :P
laterz...
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
ei!! few more days nlng at 2005 na!! (yey!)
so far, di ko oras ang mga nangyayari sa akin... yes, this is the prcie when someone knows how to drive in the family... they become the driver... sighs.
anyways, i got nina & lloyd's gift... it's a book... veronika decides to die by paulo coelho... 'stig!! it's the 2nd best gift i got (the 1st was the weird-nice looking art bottle from the FA pips)... :P
hay naku, 2mrw ay di tuloy yung gigs kina ron... kasi he's still in cavite... but hey at least they're safe from the tsunami that happened in asia... but im good... kasi i still have A LOT of things to finish in a shortest span of time... english 5 papers, the problem set for STS, documentation of son's growth stages, at things i cnt remember but i have to face it once i remember it... pati na rin yung money for the comics i ordered from matt and the other issues that will come out this month...oo nga pala, pati na rin yung payment ko for the vigan field trip... hehehe!!!
VIGAN baby!!! :P
anyways... gotta watch TV or read a book or something...
laterz... :P
Monday, December 27, 2004
quite tired from driving people around... what a day!!!
now, im still thinking on how can i do for my paper for english 5... sighs... but i have to force myself na rin to do my paper... anyways... i still have a small time left... kakayanin ko to! (kailangan eh!!)
neways... gotta have some rest from kanina and for 2mrw na rin...
laterz...
Sunday, December 26, 2004
well... wala akong nakuhang pamasko from my ninang ganda, kasi wala siya... but ain't my lost naman eh...
anyways, got to hang-out for a while at israel's pad... mdyo, dyahe ako ng konti eh... pero di ko pinahalata... kasi dyahe ako, feeling ko may kasalanan ako sa kanya eh... but hey!! we're cool pala all along... hehehe :P got to see him in his 'backstreet-boy' look during his high school era... hehehe :P it was fun hanging out with him... di nakababato pag sya ang kasama...!! 'stig nga eh!! :D
hay naku... neways... im good na rin... wala na rin yung sipon ko, still feeling fuzzy but im recovering na rin eh...
o cya...
laterz... c",)
here's the continuation of my blog...
well, so far, ill be having the astonishing x-men vol 1 when classes starts on the 3rd of january... yes!! my friend matt (arcilla) got to help me buy this... hehehe!! and with another comic (x-men 165)... hay naku, mdyo delayed ng konti yung pasko ko... pero sulit na rin ito!!! :P cnt wait to read it and have it!!!
neways, i think im recovering from my cold na rin... lots of liquids nga lng... i hope later i cud buy a new steamer... para next time i cud inhale my remedies out... hehehe :P
o cya... maya nlng ata uli...
laterz!!!
*i hope di asar sa akin si israel... i feel that mdyo nakulitan sya sa akin eh... di ko na muna ata syang i-disturb muna... :D (kulit ko kasi eh!!)
well, i just emailed my sister, who is in the US, the comic i really wanted to have since i saw it a few months ago... this is the comic where i saw a cool drawing of phoenix... and i cnt wait to buy the action figure of that when i comes out next month... hehehe :P
to be continued on the next blog... a few minutes from now (kasi may isa pang picture dun eh)...
Saturday, December 25, 2004
may ubo at sipon ako ngayon... mdyo nakaka-asar nga eh...
plus im quite irritated about myself lately... ang kulit ko to some of my friends ata eh... specially to israel... i think i have to control it... baka lumala uli eh, like before... but i have to apologize later or next time na mag-usap kami... kulit ko uli... hehehe.
anyways, ill be planning to go out later... go to my ninang ganda at cubao for some pamasko... and the money she'll give to me will go to my vigan field trip this january with my FA buddies... but i have to kill this illness i have first... lot of h20 lang yan ata... neways, have to be in good healt palagi...
cge... maya nlng na muna.
laterz.
Friday, December 24, 2004
it's the eve of christmas... and now we'll just have a noche buena as a family... no guest, just us... good for us na rin... simple is good na rin.
anyways, last night jobi & israel hanged out here and we drank here... cnt believe it na i lasted til 4 in the morning... hehehe!! and add to that, nka 3 strongs ice ako befor ebeing 'whapak!'... cool!! hehehe... :P
tapos kanina naman, i drove the guys to their homes na naman... alam ko puyat rin sila eh... kailangan rin nila ng rest and sleep... but i happy for myself and for them... basta... masaya ako. :P
neways, gotta do some papers na rin ngayon, kasi wala naman akong lakad and i think wala namang aalis ngayon... it's a good oppurtunity to do some papers... :P
cge...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
laterz!! c",)
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
grabe tong araw ko... my stomach rumbled and i got to discard at tita elsa's house and at nina's house too... but hey, im good na rin... hehehehe!! :p
anyways, aside from the burial procession of FPJ (which i dnt care AT ALL!) the day went well naman... got to meet with israel and jobi kanina... hehehe!! kahit sandali lng, it was fun!!! seriously!!
anyways, i still have to catch on some rest pa... hehehe :P
laterz!! :D
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
i should write this down before the day ends...
today... was the time... i gave jax my christmas gift...
yes... i went to his place kaninang around before lunch... and i did it... at first there was the tensed feeling, but i was quite calm when 'DV' by Cambio played in the radio when i was around a few minutes from his house... by that time i knew things will not be bad as i am expecting it... and it ended good... absolutely good.
i can say that things ended good between us na... yet im still hoping that we could be friends again (but im not pushing it naman)... kasi right now, i am happy...
i showed myself that i have really moved on... YEAH!!!
whoohoo!!! what a day... and what a good way to somewhat end 2004 in my life... patching up things and having good friends... i learned new lessons and still taking things one day at a time...
di lng matanggal uli yung smile ko ngayon... haaaayyy... sarap nitong feeling!!
anyways, i have to call israel in a while...
i can say it again... NOW TRULY HAPPY!!!
laterz. c",)
Monday, December 20, 2004
right now... im doing some things my mom asked me to do... scanning photos... as in A LOT of photos!!! and later i have to make a powerpoint presentation with the phots i'm scanning right now... i just took a ten minute break just to type it here on my blog kung ano ang ginagawa ko ngayon...
PPPPPPPPPPRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE!!!
anyways, im good still naman...
sighs...
have to go back to work...
laterz!!
Sunday, December 19, 2004
i was suppose to go to the bday party at ma'am myra's today... kaso tinamad na rin ako eh... and still a little bit of sleepy...
anyways, i'll just look for someone to talk with or do some papers, like the one for english 5... it's time to pay some debts for prof picart na rin eh... hmmm paper work... nakakamiss... hehehe! :P
anyways... maya na lng uli...
laterz. :D
December 19, 2004 / 8:04am
just woke up ... the christmas party last night was... tipsy... hehehehe!!! enjoy sobra!!! kaso the hassle part was going home, i really had a hard time fighting myself not to sleep... but i won the battle and got home the girls and myself safe and sound (har-har-har!!) :P
anyways, later i'll be going to ma'am myra's kids bday at 3pm... i hope pwede n yung otap as a gift... hehehe, mdyo mag-tight na ako ng savings ko eh... :P
hay, im still quite feeling the sleepiness (or the tipsiness) right now... but it's more on 'fading away' mode...
sayang nga at di rin ako nakapunta kina dyobi, to there 'outdoor cookout'... but i think na-understand nila... babawi rin ako sa kanila next time... promise!!
anyways, i have to get started na with my day... grocery daw kami ng erpats ko cherry in a little while...
laterz!!! :P
Saturday, December 18, 2004
well... last night was.... WOW!!! even i was kinda of a jerk in some moments (like the making some of my friends miss call me...) things went well naman, there were boring moments but napapatungan naman ng kalokohan...ayt!!! :P
and now, mdyo tamad-or-hang-over mode ako... kahit di naman ako ganuun kalasing, i was having fun with them... hehehehe!!! :D
anyways, i'll be leaving later to buy beer at riverbanks and hopefully i cud watch thier basketball championship later... and be back home and prep up for the psych x'mas party/miko's bday thing later... hay naku... puro party for the weekend... enjoy 'to!!!
oo nga pala, i have to buy something for ma'am myra's kids 3rd bday 2mrw... neways, bahala na, i cud think of something later... sighs... :P
o cya... maya nalng uli... ligo na ko (freshens me up muna)...
laterz!!! c",)
**i'm so happy.... merry chirstmas!!! :P
Friday, December 17, 2004
so far, and it's offcial... it's the last day of class for the year 2004. yeah!!! and the last dsy of class before the christmas break... WHOOHOOO!!!! :P
and later i'll treat my friends for pizza sa brickhouse!!! yehey!!! :P
anyways, i got to sleep and had a very weird and scary dream... why would i think of that? hmmm... maybe because by next year some of my new friends will in UP and im afraid if i go there and visit them that i'll see some ghosts from my past... scary. but i think that will not hinder me to see and hang-out with my friends... walang hahadlang sa kin!!! hehehehe!! :D
sighs... di pa pala ako nakapag-review for my exam later... anyways, i think i have to start studying na rin... or atleast recall whatever i can remember from the lectures... wish me luck!!
laterz.
Thursday, December 16, 2004
well, kanina i got my 10K... and now, i've got my kitchie nadal cd and some bench undies... hehehe...
i'll put the remaining 5K in a bank and start saving some money... tama lang nga eh!!
now... ill start reviewing for my exam for biopsych and 2mrw... PARTY treat with israel and the gang at brickhaus!!! yehey!!! and x'mas party with my fellow ka-psych on saturday night and lastly, ma'am myra's kid's bday on sunday afternoon... this is gonna be fun!!! yipee!!! :P
anyways, i gotta study/rest na rin, kasi punta pa kami megamall later to pick-up something...
laterz!!! c",)
well, just got home from driving my mom to her carpool...
anyways, last night was quite enjoy... kasi i got to eat for free and the food at the KC admin X'mas party was totally delicious!!! and together with israel adn dyobi, we got got eat and have 2nd rounds (hehehe!!)... but that wasn't the best part yet... deng and i got to talk and in her 'mommy-deng' mode she got to say that she's happy to see me happy and see that i have new friends... and told me the same advice i've told myself and other as well that don't screw things up again... and yeah, i won't screw things up, and i have learned from my mistakes na... ayoko nang ma-ulit ang mga nang yari sa akin... totally!!
hay naku... it's been a while that i haven't blog anything yet online... maybe later pag nag-online na ako i cud get to post the recent blog-journals i've written...
true i still miss jax, but at least di na katulad ng dati, there was the 'tie-up-loose-ends' already and somehow we're in good terms na... but as ging would say it always, "...one day at a time..."
anyways, gotta finish what i've been reviewing since last night...
wish my luck...
laterz.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
today isn't a good day...
well, it started waking up at 5 in the morning just to drive my mom somewhere for a 'prayer meeting'... and from that, i was just able to sleep for less than 5 hours... sighs!!
ngayon naman, actually kani-kanina lng... when i was going home... nasa gate na ako at busina ng busina ako for more than 15 minutes na... shit!!! have to open the gate by myself... and when i went in sa room ko, nandun si manag... watching TV... SIGHS!!!! for crying out loud!!! di nya naririnig yung busina ko... arrrggghh!!! nakakabwiset!!! and i told her that i've been blowing my horn for a long time, then i shut the door... BANG!!!
nakakaasar talaga o... hay naku... mga tao dito talaga... mababaliw ka talaga when if keep my guard down... ggrrrr!!! asar talaga!!!
ngayon, nagdadabg yung matanda... SIGHS!!!
yeah, i know mdyo inappropriate yung ginawa ko, but im really quite stressed out lately.... studying at some place isn't my thing, but i have to get out form my home para lng maka-aral ako ng mabuti...paksyet talaga sila!!! STRESSED OUT AKO!!!
neways, gotta do some research na muna...
it really pissed off...
SIGHS!!!
7:57pm
OH FUCK OFF!!! and i thought things just ended... di pa pala... i was gonna try to be online... and guess what... ubos na ang account for the internet!!! SHIT that fat bitch!!! grrr.... im really REALLY that pissed off to the people here... i wanna go out and hang somewhere, but i decided that just to stay here and sleep it out muna... sighs!!!
2mrw... ill buy my own internet card... kupalan na kung kupalan... basta ako, ill have it my way... bahala yung iba dito... bahala sila!! bitch!!!
it reallly pisses my off.... ka-bwiset talaga o...
sighs.
***-this happend, but i have to save it on my PC (wordPad), for archieval purposes....
Monday, December 13, 2004
hmm... im not sure if ill post this later sa blog or not... bahala na mamaya...
anyways, i'm quite disappointed from what i've heard sa dad ko na mdyo matatagalan sila capt.lim to make the final transaction in buying our land... halata na mdyo 'down' si papa... and made me quite a worried one too... kasi by 1st week or 2nd week of march nxt year is doomsday na eh... and im still keeping my faith up, kahit mdyo na-shaken (or still shaking) yung situation namin ngayon...
hay naku, parang timing na timing yung pagpunta ko with israel and the gang later sa 'brick-haus'... dun na rin ako aaral for my exam 2mrw... nakaka-shaking lng talaga...
sighs
Sunday, December 12, 2004
... cnt rest yet...
i forgot to write about this thing...
well, kanina pumunta nga kami sa pampanga to drive my parents to this mass... and weird enough, naki-sit na rin ako for the mass... well, my plan was just to read my book for psych while my parents are in mass... but my dad asked me nlng... so i went and attended with them... and during the mass, medyo grogy pa ako... but what the heck... it's been more than 2 years since i attend a catholic mass...
anyways, in my thoughts runs a lot of things... like my faith... well, all i can right now that i'm a believer... but to be a follower, is still under thinking... kasi i still cnt quite understand the meaning of following... i've been a roman catholic, a born-again christian, and now im just a plain agnostic person... but i can say that my hope & faith is still there for God... maybe im just letting my mind think a lot... hay naku.
basta, ako ay mdyo lito ng konti... but i'll make sure this confusion won't distract my life... so far, i've learned a lot from my past... and now im hopeful and faithful that things will fall into the right places on the right time... i gotta have faith (ryt?!)!!
hay naku... neways... just my mind that is quite in a random-thoughts-mode... but im hoping (and sure of it) that God won't let go of me...
laterz!!! :P
whoa!!! WHAT A WEEKEND (so far)!!!!
last night, i got to watch YANIG SA TAGUIG with my dad and kuya jay... tnx to my friend ron, who gave me complementary tickets... to be honest, di sana ako pupunta... but hey!! i went... and it's a guys night out.... hehehe!!! SOBRANG ASTIG ang FIGHT!!! i didn't know that my nationalistic will come out and shout for manny pacquiao and for the other pinoy boxers... COOL!!! basta astig!!! watching it live is very accelerating and my adrenaline is going up the borders and i just kept shout and cheer for Pacman!!! hehehehe!!! AYOS!!! :P
hay... what a night that was...
now, kaka-uwi ko lng from driving my parents from pampanga... ok naman yung drvie ko sa highway...medyo i can say that i'm ready for EK or tagaytay... ROAD TRIP na 'to!!!
sighs... neways, gotta rest na muna... and later ill review for my class 2mrw and finish my math homework...
laterz!!! c",)
Thursday, December 09, 2004
just got home from the review for my report for 2mrw.
yeah, i hang-out with israel, dyobi, ambok... and later on with goyj, gino, dave, gelo, gato and later i was introduce to some of their friends, trisha, gino and kyla... to be honest, they're really a fun-happy people to hang-out with. SOBRA!!! they're the type of people that i've prayed to hang-out with, very simple people with nothing to be ashamed off... ASTIG sila!!!
hay... i was happy (really!!!)... and i got to study and prep up too for my report... hay naku, enjoy ito!!! im sure it will happen again...
you know, this is good for me... now im having a great life, with new friends and all... masasabi ko na rin na sayang yung 8-9 months of being depressed and all, but with moving on, things went well (and still going on...).
basta, it's hard to explain all... but im so HAPPY!!!
o cya... i have to sleep na rin, have to wake up early rin eh...
im happy and good... :D
laterz!!! c",)
~same date~ 1:09am
well, right now, i was not expecting that israel will call me when he gets home... so right now im listening to him. i didnt expect that he'll share a lot of things to me... for an emotional person, like me, makes me wanna cry for him... grabe now im knowing who Israel D. Remo not just an extra-ordinary person, but also a great friend.
hay naku... it's 1:50am, and im still talking to israel... but i'm enjoying it... the company and having a new friend... 'stig to!!
anyways, usap muna kami... k?
laterz!!! :P
~3:09am~
we finished talking right now... WOW!!! now i have to really catch up with my sleep... but im cool (HONEST!!)... it was a good conversation with israel... sarap talaga siyang kausapin... and a good friend too.
gud morning!!!
laterz...
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
PUNYETA tong araw na ito!! kasi nagpuyat ako from 1am to 5am just to read for my report sa social psych... only knowing later na 2mrw pa ang report... hehehehehe... ka-bwiset... tuloy, sobrang antok ako kanina sa Seminar class ko... (Yawn!!)
anyways, i have to rest na muna... o cya...
laterz...
hmm...im planning to study for my report kina dyobi... hmm... i think i should take it...
laterz.
yes... 3:29AM!!! i am awake na... or in other words, im awake because i have to REALLY catch up with my readings for social psych later at 1030... kasi magrereport kami later and it's about attitude & behavior... sighs!!
anyways... kakausap ko lang kay israel kani-kanila lang... tagal uli... more than 2 hours... enjoy talaga syang makausap... talagang di mo mapapansin yung lipas ng oras... and got to prove to myself that he's worth it to be a really REALLY GOOD FRIEND (at maaasahan ko)...
anyways, i have to go back to my readings... and really understand it na rin...
pero, singit lang... i feel happy na... it's a good & happy for me... new friends... things got patch-up na rin... and im thinking that i am really growing up... di na ako yung dati... im changing to a better person as i was before... i know there are still things to fix up with and to... but i'll take it one day at a time... darating at darating ding yung panahon upang maayos ang lahat... ayon lng...
cge... balik na uli ako sa readings...
laterz!!! c",)
Sunday, December 05, 2004
well, i saw seth & israel yesterday, and they taught me how to lock my dred and they helped me fix up my dred as well... and seth was kinda laughing sa kinuwento ko kay israel... ehehehehe... :P mdyo na-praning nga ako sa dred ko... but, hey!! im good na... just a little more practice pa...
anyways, sunday na pala ngayon... and 2mrw is back to school again... and im planing to do my english 5 homework right now... para di na ako ma-hassle sa sabado... biblio and intro part na rin ng paper ko eh... kaya mdyo dugo-dugo uli... and it's just 2 weeks nlng before mag-start ang christmas break... and i think it will be a bloodshed kasi marami kaming gagawin... kaya it won't be a "merry" one for sure...
anyways... uli... i miss my friends na.... yesterday was fun, kahit di na ko nakapunta sa anime gig sa UP... nakapag-market market naman uli kami... hehehe!! and i got to bought some underwear sa bench uli... hehehe :P
things are ok with me naman... medyo bored lng ata ako... or walang maka-usap, but i have to make time na rin for my study na muna... para di ma-bored... ayon...
o cya... ill start reading na muna yung social psych... para di naman dyahe kay myra at sa class and also my grade-performance... :D
later. c",)
Friday, December 03, 2004
some thing happened today, and i cannot quite believe it.
it all started kanina when someone texted sa cellphone ko... at first, di ko muna pinansin, kasi medyo grogy ako and quite tired... but when i read it noong nagising ako... mdyo natuwa ako sa taong nag-text sa kin... si jax. and he was asking me about any news about the showing of x-men 3 (or X3)... then it led to kamustahan. and later part on"hope to see ya around..." kinda of thing... which i was quite surprise and happy about it... especially when i have really moved on with my so-called-life... nakakatuwa lng kasi rin, kasi yung pinag-usapan namin ni Israel last night about friendship and fixing things... i think i do truly agree that friends fight and friends also fix things up (or patches thing up)... and knowing that the friendship that was is still the strongest bond that cannot (or it's hard) to break it... basta may kasamang time rin... kasi time really heals all kinds of wounds...
im such good right now... i know that this moment has to end... but surely it is one moment that i am happy, really happy about it...
later, please remind me to thank israel and my new friends for really helping out on many things, pati 'tong nangyari kanina... hehehe :P
anyways... i cud really have a good night sleep tonight, kahit sobrang aga ang gising ko mamaya ng madaling araw...
gud nyt.
laterz!!! c",)
kaka-gebs ko lng... what a relief!!!
now, technically, di na ako constipated... i just have to take some more real fruit juice... and ill be good as wolverine uli... hehehe!! :P
anyways... im quite having trouble with my dred... tumitikwas na kasi and israel told me sila na bahala muna once we get to see on monday... MONDAY!!! and tagal pa nun!! and im aint sure kung tuloy yung play ng tanghal 2mrw... anyways... sana matuloy, para i cud watch and attend the anime gig sa UP rin...
hay... kanina napanood ko na rin yung King Arthur... it's good naman.
sighs... quite bored right now... and i hate thinking deep thoughts right now, nakaka-praning minsan eh... sighs... i miss my friends (so much!!)...
cge... gotta read something muna... or something...
sighs
later.
well... im hoping (and i think so) that super typhoon is going away right now and it's gonna be bright and sunny again (even i hate the sunny part... init kasi eh)... but im hoping that people, especially the ones close to me are safe and sound naman...
last night parang christmas lights dito... black-out and light dito... but during the dark times, i got to talk and chikka with Israel... grabe, di ko akalain na he's so friendly and so much may alam... as in, ang talino niya, kinda reminds me of jax (only better or an updated version of him)... and i hope that we can become more solid friends... and i've learned a lot from him too (sobra!!)... and i respect him a lot too... and there also somethings na napag-usapan namin that will go with me to the grave (promise yon!!). and it's kinda weird, kasi it's been a while (as in a really really long time ago) na nakipag-usap ako sa phone na it took more than 12 midnight... whoa!! astig nga eh!! :P sarap kausap siya, talaga (sobra!), tska di ka mababato ang the best thing is i get to learned more about my friends... galing galing talaga!!!
anyways, im awake right now... mdyo constipated... pero hey!! im good...
gotta read out my boredom... have to make some of my homeworks na muna nga...
cge...
laterz!! c",)
Thursday, December 02, 2004
i wasn't able to type in my blog yesterday, kasi nakatulog ako (i wasn't expecting that ill be tired by that time)... anyways, ok naman yung anniv ng parents ko kahapon, simple lang naman, but it's good.
oo nga pala... nagpa-dredlock na ako... there's this one long dred on my right side of my head... hehehe... cool!!! :P
neways, right now, today, classes in all levels are suspended because of the super typhoon that is arriving today... if only this reality will be like with superheroes and all... i cud save and suck the super typhoon with my bloodstone gauntlet... hehehe... but hey, i pray for the safety of everyone, especially the people who are close to me... sana they'll be safe.
hay naku... i think this gives me enough time to do the scrapbook for social psych and the things for english 5... also start readign the da vinci code too (i started reading the prologue... 'sitg!!).
anyways, gotta surf pa for something pa...
laterz!! c",)
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
well... i bought the illustrated version of Da Vinci Code already at Fully Booked at the Power Plant kanina... and during that time i got to see the sexier version of the PS2. which made me more patient and wait for a better upgraded version of that sexy PS2 (yung may direct loading and all...). anyways, ill start reading the book this weekend or sa christmas break (which ever is suitable)...
and on the sad-news-part... my son, Lobo, had an accident... his appendix blew and there's was a gush of blood. yes, he got the appendicitis... so he went for an urgent operation... thank god that the operationwas a success... and now he's resting that my locker. recovering and hoping that 2mrw he'll be okay... hay naku... hirap talaga maging ama... anyways, i plan to see him get better.
o cya... have to read pa for my social psych class 2mrw...
wish me luck...
laterz!!! c",)
Monday, November 29, 2004
well... i just saw and confirmed that there is a sexier version of the PS2... hmm... which made me more patient to buy it... ill wait for the better modified version and a cheaper price na rin... but ill keep saving for it... hehehe!!! astig 'to (sobra!!)...
anyways... it's my son 1st birthday today... i brought him to my kuya's place to meet his tito and tita there in makati... and later i toured him around... hehehe... it was fun!!
sige, gotta prep-up na rin for school 2mrw...
nyt.
laterz!!! :P
Sunday, November 28, 2004
the gun gallery expo at megamall was cool... lots of ammo there... and there were some guns i wish i have, but i know i cnt have it right now... anyways, we got to help papa buy mama a gift for thier anniversary on wednesday...
anyways, im planning right now for my son, *Lobo's first birthday this monday... which is 2mrw... hmmm... and now im planning to bring him for a joy ride... and try to bring him to rockwell... anyways... i so love my son... so my first gift that i'll give to him, even if he can't use it right now... it will symbolize what i want him to have.. a good book... ill give him the illustrated version of Da Vinci Code... i'll try to read him during his bedtime stories...
hay... i love my son so much... i'll give everything... i hope his birthday would be good 2mrw...
o cya... anyways... i have to read some things for my psych class... have to catch up on things...
laterz!!
* Lorenzo Robert Bataclan - my "eggs"-periment for my child psych class. ill place the pictures soon. :P
Friday, November 26, 2004
i am so fucking bored!!! like there's no life running on/in me... kaasara naman kasi walang laboratory ngayon eh... bwiset!!! grrrr!!
kaya i spent my time (or what's remaining of it) sa library...
add to that na i didnt have the chance to pay my tuition and buy the books i wanted to buy... kaasar nga eh... sighs!!!
anyways... im so bored that im home right now and cnt think on what to do... well there's the homework for english 5 and the thing for social psych... anyways... baka yon na muna yung gawin ko...
hay... it's really one of those days na nakaka-bagot... eh...!
cge...
later.
well... it's just 29 days before Christmas... dang!!! ala pa akong pera... but once i have the money... ill get the PS2 na... no matter what!! :P
anyways, tuesday is set on meeting david at UP... so far i haven't have any plans on what to say to him... i'll just let the moment takes its course... but one thing is for sure for me (i hope) that ill be the same and ill be open to whatever God wants with me...
hay naku... im half-excited and half-tensed with this. kahit na im sure of what david will say... pero, ba't ko inuunahan yung sarili... basta bahala na ang anuman ang mangyari sa martes...
cge, ill try to warm up myself na... mdyo maaga yung classes ko eh...
laterz!!! c",)
Thursday, November 25, 2004
well, na re-connect na uli yung phoneline namin... kaya, im back with my blog...
anyways, i wanna post my circulation paper which i wrote for my social psych class... it's about ME...
so here goes...
Real (what i am)
Ako. Ang alam ko sa tunay kong pagkatao ay ganito… Ako ay isang simpleng tao na may mga panagarap. Ang iba sa mga pangarap na pinapangarap ko ay natupad na, at ang iba naman ay nagdadasal na sana’y makamit ko ang mga iyon. Kung tutuusin nga, masaya na ako sa ganitong sitwasyon ng buhay ko. Ngunit tao rin ako at may mga gusto rin ako sa buhay. Tulad ngayon, sa totoo, di ako masaya sa kalagayan ko ngayon. Sa mga nangyari sa akin lately, parang di ako nasasayahan sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko. Pero nagaagwan ko naman i-compensate ang mga nangyari sa akin, kaya nagagawa ko rin na maging masaya anuman ang mga pinagdadaanan ko ngayon.
Ideal (what i want)
Ang gusto ko sa buhay ay maging peaceful ang pag-iisip. Walang stresses sa buhay, tulad ng mga problemang dinadaanan ko ngayon. Isali na rin ang pagkakaroon ng maayos (o mataas) na pinansyal na sitwasyon. At para makuha ako ang ganoong pinansyal na pangangailanagan ay dapat may maayos at respetong trabaho ang aking makukuha. Iyon lang naman ang simpleng hiling ko sa buhay. Isingit na rin yung mga gusto kong magawa bago mamatay (mahabang listahan iyon, kaya saka na lang).
Ought (what people see me)
Akala sa karamihan ng mga kaklase ko ay matalino ako. Pero sa totoo ay matiyaga lang akong tao. Ayaw ko sa tao na tinuturing akong isang masipag na tao, kasi tamad talaga ako. MATIYAGA, at hindi masipag (magkaiba iyon). Kung tutuusin nga, kaya ako nagtiyatiyaga dahil may mga panagrap rin ako sa buhay. At doon sa pagtiyatiyaga ko ay nape-perceive ako ng karamihan ng masipag na tao. Mas gugustuhin ko na tawagin akong mabait (kasi totoo naman), matiyaga (tumpak!), pero masipag (I don’t think so!). Tulad ng research paper ko noong nakaraang semester, hindi ko talaga nagustuhan ang aming topic, kaso pinilit ko na lang maging matiyaga sa gawain na iyon. Kahit na hindi ko trip talaga noong mga panahon na iyon ang pag-aaral na ginawa naming, ginawa ko pa rin ang aking makakaya upang magakagawa ng isang maayos na pag-aaral.
... anyways... ayon...
and i decided a few nights ago to go back to victory... but with my terms... and this time i've learned my lesson, from both sides... i know things will be different, but i am sure that things will fall into the right places...
anyways, pahinga na muna ako...
laterz. c",)
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
good morning!!
now im preping up for my STS class... w/c will start at 7am... SIGHS!!!
napapakulo na akong ng tubig... im waiting for the moment to take a shit too... and preping up the clothes that ill wear today... hay naku... it's another manic-tuesday... hehehe :P
anyways, i agree on what israel said yesterday, it's really a "tamad"-mode during the 2nd sem... parang nawawalan ako ng gawa... pero, i have to push myself lng talaga to work out... hay naku...
anyways, the moment to crap begins...
ill try to post nlng later...
laterz!!!
Saturday, November 20, 2004
well, the typhoon is now reaching our area... it's kinda weird eh, it's been 2 or 3 days na since it arrived our country and ngayon lng dararating sa central luzon area... hmmm, weird... yon lng :P
neways, iv bought na the final part of the 4 part X-Men story line... and all i cud say is... it could have been better... kasi parang "poof!" lng eh... juggurnaut and nocture was gone and there's something wrong with the carter kid at the end... anyways, it didn't stop me to buy the next issues to follow and to buy more X-Men comics in the weeks to follow rin... like in 2 weeks time, ill be buying the X-Men/FF mini-series and the X-Men Unlimited # 6... and so forth and so on.
hay naku... now i have to start reading with psych and later ill do my math 14 homewrok too... and 2mrw ill continue with the psych readings and i hope to plan to make my egg-child na rin... im still thinking to what to name may egg-child... pero i still have time pa naman eh. :D
anyways, i've read the comics and later i'll start to read the psych readings na...
o cya... im one happy camper uli!!! hehehehe!! :P
laterz!! c",)
Friday, November 19, 2004
last night was absolutely fun!!
i got really drunk and the best thing was i was not home alone. isreal, jobi and ambok stayed for the night and gosh they are so fun to hang with!! 'stig!! and so nice pa!! im really happy that im having good friends again. and it's a good sing that i am now really moving on.
hay naku, i still feel quite drunk. even if im not drunk anymore... hehehe :P
basta astig kagabi... nanood pa kami ng irreversible... hehehe :P
anyways, kanina wala pasok ako. as in wala na naman uli si PJ... but good thing naman, kasi i hate going to school with a hang-over (hehehe)... anyways, we (ka-psych), got to finish and revised the consti for our org. as i see it naman, it looks good naman and so far, i see no loop-holes on it. i feel good naman na sobrang ok and it's getting to warm up with the org.
sighs... i still have classes pa pala 2mrw and finalize pa yung ibebenta for the garage sale for the foundation week on monday... kaya ko yan!! (ako pa!) c",)
o cya... nood na muna ako ng TV at maghinta kina papa at mama... pauwi na rin sila from baguio eh... and sana taong bahay uli ako next week. :P hehehe!!
laterz!!! c",)
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
sinamahan ko si ambok to get a tatoo. together with isreal and dobi... and watching ambok get pinched a lot of time is quite painful... BUT!!!
i decided na to get the tatoo na... tsaka (or never) nlng yung pa-dreds... i know that tats are permanent and with the dred i cud get my hair cut after a while... but i see the tatoo on me, and the design (Phoenix) somehow reminds me of my life... that i can rise from the ashes and be more stronger... and it's my body...
right now, i decide to have a tatoo... final na yan!! :D
but right now too, i have to save money na rin... :P
cge, gotta take some ZZZZs na rin... at i have to be in KC at 9am for my service at the library... and for my class at 1pm...
nyt.
laterz c",)
Monday, November 15, 2004
hay... what a weekend it was...
today nga pala yung birthday ng mom ni jax... yon lng... greeted her naman... that is all...
hay... pasukan na uli 2mrw... and 7am uli ang class ko... paksyet!! :P
neways, ill be ready (hopefully) 2mrw...
and 2mrw uli, ill be getting my copy of the sobrang kapal readigns for social psych... hay buhay nga naman o... hehehe :D
sighs... ngayon ay may allergy uli ako... paksyet nga eh!!
anyways, i hope things will be good or better 2mrw... i pray for the best.
cge, gotta take a shower na muna... para sumingaw yung init and so i cud have a nice sleep later...
laterz :P
Friday, November 12, 2004
just finished downloading and watching the new trailer of Elektra (which ill watch when it comes out!!)... astig yung trailer!!! i love the tatoo effect... hehehe!!
anyways, i got to watch The Incredibles kanina, solo nga lng, but im good... it's superhero funny!! and the execution was GREAT!!! i hope i cud see this when the 3rd installment of X-MEN comes out in 2006...
anyways, i need money!! P2000 to be exact... and these are for my readings, and books needed for my majors (oh my!! majors lng 'to!!!) SIGHS!!!
plus i have some things to buy... like the gimik things i want to have... and my plans to have a tatoo... im still deciding on whether or not to pursue on having my hair get dreds... hmmm...
hay buhay...
neways... nood muna ako ng Witch Hunter Robin... kahit tagalized ito, ok na rin...
laterz!! c",)
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
well, i having thoughts on having a tatoo na... and it's getting real na rin... and this is what i have in mind... the phoenix... and ill try to save 1,500 for it... i decided to have a color tatoo...
hmm... tatoo... cool and it will remind me how i survive things...
anyways, 2day is the day... i really pray it is the day... today.
oo nga pala... bka mga next month or the new year ako magpapadred na... mdyo haba pa raw ng konti yung hair ko... hehehe... 'stig talaga yung mga FA friends ko... hehehe!! :P
anyways... i have to get up and start something... im still making ramdam kung papasok ako or not... anyways... bahala na mamaya...
g'morning!!
laterz!!! c",)
Monday, November 08, 2004
well, 2mrw is the start of the 2nd semester... so classes will start... and i will have my first class at 7am... and ends at 10am, which will be followed by another class at 10am 'til 1pm... so 6 hours str8... how nice to start a class opener... hmmm
anyways, im quite tired from the brain shopping kanina at UST and buying some containers for it... anyways, it was fun and tiring as well... haaay... kapagod talaga... but i enjoyed na rin... hehehe. :P
i feel... WAIT!! i think (that's better), that im not that prepared for school... kasi i dnt have any notebooks yet, and there is still one subject that i dnt know what time is the schedule of it (the seminar class on wednesday)... and i have't paid yet, again, for my tuition...
oo nga pala, i got in the scholarship grant again... even if i got a 2.41 GWA... but 50% grant is better than nothing... di ba?
sighs... i so tired talaga... i cnt feel my legs anymore... i wish i cud go to a spa... kahit yung foot spa nlng... haaaay... kapagod... :P
o cya... i have to rest and change pa to my home clothes... cge...
laterz!! c",)
Saturday, November 06, 2004
hmm... what a friday that was... even if it's just a day ago (yesterday...) there was mixed things up... all went in a loop... sighs!!
bad side first... im quite getting irritated with some women in my life, particularly on joy & nina. joy is too "jologs" and sobrang taklesa... next, nina was so not-yet-over stage, in which she's in denial of her insides, particularly on the ateneo and the 'B' thing... shit dude!! but hey... ako, iiwas na muna ko dun.. kasi baka mahawa pa ako... and i hate it when im in the crossfire...
the GOOD GOOD thing... my prof for math 14 this coming sem is my 'lola'... heheheh!!! prof. villalobos, the math teacher of my kuya & ate when they were in high school and the 'inay' of my mom during her high school days... me as the 'apo'... alagang-alaga talaga ako... heheheh!!! :P i will survive math 14 for sure... ehehhehehe!!! :P
anyways, it's so cold here in my room... dat my hands are getting colder like dead cold... hehehe...
ey, just saw the site of elektra the movie... cool... :P
anyways, gotta post this later the blog...
cge...
laterz!! c",)
Thursday, November 04, 2004
well, so far no news from them... but my hopes are still in tack...
2mrw ill be returning to school again. for the RA service and the added subject that im planning to get, seminar... para i cn attain a full 21 units this sem... challenge... but i cn stand it naman... im a survivor naman eh!!
anyways, i have to sleep na rin... have to be early 2mrw...
nyt.
laterz!! c",)
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
well, im enlisted for next sem... 19 units... but im hoping that the pending subject of Seminar would be go for the good... para 21 units ako...
hay naku... ok na rin ito...
by the way, i passed last sem... nakakagulat nga lng na mdyo mataas ako kay ma'am pj than ma'am myra... it's kinda weird... but hey... at least i passed everything... :D
yehey for me!! :P
anyways... gotta rest na muna... and i pray the good news would be arriving 2mrw... i pray & hope for the best...
laterz. :D
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
well, i decided not to go on... which is, i think it's a good move na rin... even if i have to lie about it... and somehow, i have to show the monster who is the boss of me... but it will not just take this moment to defeat it... step-by-step procedure ito... i think it's a good start...
anyways, it's just me... and my dad right now sa house... mdyo boring but i think i can manage it...
anyways, yon lng muna po...
have to get some brains pa... hehehe :P
laterz.
Monday, November 01, 2004
NOVEMBER NA!!! whoa!!
malapit na ang pasko... that sux!! ='c
anyways, my mom, camille and i was able to go to Loyola last night... traffic going there wasn't that heavy, to nice about it, the traffic was organized well enough... and i wasn't able to have a hard time looking for a good parking... things went well naman...
and from what my mom said about it... yes, i'll keep the tradition to go to loyola during undas...
anyways, im dad was quite excited, kasi malapit na yung november 4... i hope it happens na... and i pray thing will fall into the right places na rin...
anyways, gotta set up for breakfast na rin... ala pa kasi si manang eh, next week pa balik nya...
laterz... c",)
Sunday, October 31, 2004
well, its officially Halloween... mamayang gabi ay pupunta kami sa Loyola to visit our dead grandparents & uncles there... and ill try to be patient with my driving, knowing that it will be a gruesome traffic going there and the parking is quite a challenge... hmm... i hope i could find a good spot there to park...
anyways, im having now second thoughts on what to do on tuesday... im quite scared and quite excited...and a little shaky-afraid too (that's different from the scared-factor)... im still thinking about it... kasi, it's more likely that im feed the monsters again... and im afraid of the consequence that will come, and im sure it will cost me a lot... hmmm... i have to decide it wisely...
im still afraid... on almost every decisionsi make... even if its a part of MY LIFE... or all peoples lives, it's still quite shaky to think the things that can and will affect... i have to think about it... wisely and thoroughly....
anyways, gotta wash the dishes na...
wish me luck on this...
laterz...
Saturday, October 30, 2004
i think this is the cover of the last part of the storyline im trying to collect... this is X-Men #164. it will be out November 17 (in the US), but it will arrive here in my beautiful country on the 19th... have to save at least P200, cuz by that time, the dollar myt raise up again...
im also planning to buy the new storyline of the Uncanny X-Men, in which there are new members of the Hellfire Club... but it's still under my decision on whether or not to buy it... kasi there still other thing on my list eh... bahala na lng muna dun...
anyways, it's a saturday... pauwi si manang ngayon, she'll be back a week from now (i think?)... neways, i have to get some warming up na rin... ayoko nang tamarin eh... lalo akong nabo-bored eh...
cge, have to get up and started... :P
laterz!!! c",)
Friday, October 29, 2004
well, having a dvd marathon with series, comedy and some not-so-old flicks... wala lng, pampatanggal ng boredome...
neways, completely complete na yung 3rd season ng ALIAS... whopee!!!
there is still problem with the CSI season 4 dvds... that sux!!
but im not loosing hope... mapapaltan pa rin yan ng mas-ok na-version...
anyways, im watching finding nemo ryt now... still the funniest movie i've watched, aside from shrek 2... sighs...
i still haven't got my class cards, kaya di ko pa rin makuha yung grades ko & hopefully apply again for a scholarship...
hay naku... im still quite bored... but trying to get well na rin... even i have certain things that really bugged me lately... im now fixing things up na rin... sometimes, i just really hate it to be alone... but sometimes too i hate to be myself... too friendly and too trusting... and sometimes, sobrang nakaka-asar ako... but anyways, i should control it and try to be more civil and cool... anyways... i hope i cud get the dreds and the things pang gusto ko... but i have the money first...
pera muna... but i hope natuloy na talaga next week yung inaasahan ng dad ko... para maayos na rin yung mga utang namin sa ibang tao... ang really have a good start on moving on... ako na rin, i have to move on (really!!)... anyways, i hope for the best...
o cya... i have to watch finding nemo na muna...
laterz... c",)
Thursday, October 28, 2004
i wasn't able to get my grades... di pa kasi ako nagbabayad ng kulang ko sa school... sighs!
and then we had a meeting for the psych org... wala namang kwentang meeting... holy shit!!
before going to school... stress went out, in a bursty way... hehehe... felt good. i dnt know why nga, but hey, it felt good... hehehehe... hay.
im sucha jerk right now... this boreness should end na... para di na ako ma-depress and look like a jerk...
anyways... i just cnt feel the day, too much boredom in my system... sighs!!
nakakaasar talaga yung iba tao... they really sometimes get into my nerves... grrr...
tangina naman oh!!
hay naku...
im so bored and so what to do crazy stuff... just for the heck of it and release that stress... sighs!!
cge na nga...
laterz.
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
having an ALIAS marathon...
well, so far no jitters yet... except for the CSI season four... asar!! i have to trade it 2mrw for a better copy...
ill be going to school 2mrw at 9am... for the meeting of the org and the grades...
i hope i pass and have a good GWA... so i cud reply again for a scholarship...
anyways, last episode na ng 1st disc ng ALIAS... gotta watch it... hehehe...
laterz!!! :P
im home... well i was home kanina pang mga tanghali... but right now, im here, doing nothing and trying to catch up with my rest... kasi ang hirap matulog sa hospital... laying just on a bench... hirap dude!!
anyways, im home with my mom right, she's ok na rin... still under observation pero improving naman...
hay naku... si tatay talaga... hehehe basta nlng kuha ng kuha ng dvd sa kwarto ko... kaya ang napapanood nya ay sex and the city, which is quite hard for him to understand... hehehe anyways hehehe... kulit nya! :P
i hope things would be ok 2mrw na... and i hope i cud have a new cellphone na rin, and with new books to read and a CRV to follow... ehhehee :P
and i hate to say this... a dvd set for someone whom i miss na rin for a while... kahit it's hard to remove it sa life ko... he's still my best friend... even in this kind of situations... but time will really tell when thing will be ok for us...
and later on... papa-consult na ako kay ma'am myra about the demons i have to face... feeling ko tuloy, im a slayer and she's my watcher... hehehehe... miss ko na yung buffy... i hope watching reruns would make me not miss buffy... :D
anyways... gotta try to catch up with my ZZZZs....
laterz!! :P
Monday, October 25, 2004
Sunday, October 24, 2004
my mom was rushed to the hospital kaninang hating gabi... we brought her to the new medical city at ortigas... it was the nearest and efficient hospital... and now she's quite a-ok na rin... mdyo under observation pa rin... but im hoping she'll be fine na rin... i pray for her speedy and good recovery of her.
even i wasn't able to attend donnie's burial, i know he understand it naman eh... anyways... kakauwi ko lng... mdyo pagod, but im ok na rin...
2mrw ill be finishing my last 4 hours of my SA... and later on, bahala na... anyways... rest na muna ako...
laterz. :)
Saturday, October 23, 2004
well, the new covers/issues for january are out... so here's one im planning to purchase next year... it's X-Men #166... it's a new storyline... and the cover art is cool...
anyways... ill be going to donnie's later at 730pm... and stay there for a while... and 2mrw will be his burial at Loyola... punta na rin ako... cge...
laterz nlng.
Friday, October 22, 2004
well... im quite not sure if im good or not... i am good, physically and other acpects, but im not quite sure why i feel sad also... maybe it's the lost of donnie...
even if i dnt really know donnie... knowing him for a short while made an impact on me... but i didn't regret to met him and made small kuwentos with him... hay naku... it really makes me feel sad about a great lost... 2mrw nyt kita-kita kami mga KC pips sa last night ni donnie... and im still planning to attend the funeral on sunday...
sighs. on the the brighter side, saw the 4th season of CSI, but im quite doubtful if it's a clear copy... and im also hoping na dvd clear copy na rin yung 3rd season ng ALIAS... these two i plan to buy... :P
anyways, im so addicted on having my wall painted by (hopefully) the FA friends of mine, sina israel, dave, ambok and the rest... :P
anyways... gotta rest na muna...
oo nga pala!!! 4 hours nlng yung natititra sa SA ko!! Yipee!! :D
laterz...
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
i was downloading some wallpapers from Marvel.com when i got to get this awesome Phoenix wallpaper... and whoa!! something good will rise up on January... hehehe!! ill buy this series!! :P or wait for the TPB version of it... cool!!!
didn't went to SA today... have to drive my dad... so 2mrw's another service day... but ill try to get more than 5 hours 2mrw... so i cud finish it on time...
laterz... :P
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
just got from Donnie's funeral... he's peaceful. im sure he's somewhere nice and comfy...
anyways, i am cool with my SA... 18 hours & 15 minutes na lang (whohoo!!)
hay naku... life can really be that complicated and unexpected... sighs...
but hey, life is still good...
oo nga pala... hopefully by the start of the sem or (hopefully) during the registration, magpapa-dreds na ako... hehehe... tapos, pagpapakuha ako ng picture with my dreds... cool!! :P
anyways, gotta rest na muna... and 2mrws just another day...
laterz. c",)
Monday, October 18, 2004
this blog is dedicated to one of my schoolmates at Kalayaan College, Donnie... who just last thursday we were able to talked about Dr. Lee's involvement on Imee Marcos' not graduating at UP to our angst towards one of our prof in English...
Now, he's with our Creator in Heaven...
God Speed Donnie...
even if we aren't that close and we just know each other by means of telling stories or sharing homeworks and saying/waving "hi!"... the shortness of getting to know each other is one of the lessons i've learned...
tnx donnie... God bless ya dude!!
peace out. c",)
Sunday, October 17, 2004
boring day... wala akong ginawa kundi matulog at magpakababoy... tska wala pa rin akong pera... hay buhay... anyways, 2mrw is monday uli... i still have to finish the remaining hours of my SA service... and di pa tapos yung shelf ko... buti i wnt be that bored 2mrw... ill bring the radio uli para di mabagot...
i hope some of the FA would be there... like israel or ambok... hehehe astig silang kasama, kaso mydo nahihiya pa ako sa kanila eh... hehehe kahit mdyo kinapalan ko ang mukha ko sa bday ni ron... hehehehe... :P
i hope i could hang out with them sometime again this sem break... para di ako ganoon kabagot... heheheh :D
cge, i have to sleep na rin in a little while... have to drive my mom 2mrw sa office niya...
laterz...
Saturday, October 16, 2004
now im back on the ground... the slight hang-over is quite gone na... hehehe :P
i got to hear a lot from the FA people (isreal, ambok, dave, gato, ron and the others)... 'stig mga yon!! hehehe... and im still intrigued kung sino yung crush ni ambok sa palaging nka-cap at orange... hmmm... hehehehe :P
they are so cool to hang with!! sana may gimik palagi... :p
hay...joy txtd me... how sweet... but anyways, crush ko lng sya... nothing serious naman eh... haaay!! :D
ayon... ayos naman lahat... panalo!! :P
cge...
laterz. :P
yesterday was awesome!!! i didn't know that ill be meeting new friends... and they'll invite me to one's bday party and gave me a take home... 'stig!!
and these people are from the Fine Arts of KC... cool!! and they're so awesome!! sobra!!
grabe sila... cnt wait to hang-out with them again... hay... this is fun... also may tutulong na sa kin gagawa ng wall ko sa room ko... thank god for them!!!
anyways, im ok na... wala akong hang-over from last night... hehehehe :P pero di ko na-notice na malakas pala ang tama ng red horse... but hey!! it's been a while since uminom ako... hay... basta ENJOY kagabi!! hehehe!! what a good sem break... ENJOY!!! :D
cge, gotta watch Friends na muna...
laterz!!! :P
Thursday, October 14, 2004
good morning... so far today is the day... and i hope it will be a awesome day for us here in the house... i really hope so...
anyways, ill be going to school na rin in a little while, kahit wala yung wallet ko... that's lloyd, ill kick his ass for that!! (grrr...) sighs!!
i think i'll be staying at the library 'till 330 or 4pm later... para asenso at mabilis matapos yung hours ko...
neways, gotta warm up na...
laterz.
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
here are the things i plan to buy/get during the sem break (para at least di ako mabato or ma-bored):
-michael moore's book
-da vinci code (hardbound version)
-wizard's Jim Lee artworks book
-the hardbound version of New X-Men comics (the one i saw sa CCHQ Re: Phoenix)
-tales of the slayers (the whole set if possible)
-veronica decides to die by paulo coelho
-faith statuette
... i think that's good na for the sem...
and here's naman something i plan to buy but no "rush" yet:
-marvel select action figures (thor, wolverine, phoenix & doc ock)
-more comic books (tpb or hardbound)
-the hand-chair (the one i saw sa power plant)
i think yon na muna... :P
oh yeah, pati na rin some stuff ill be needed for next sem, the basics, notebooks, pens and txtbooks (if required)...
hay naku... too many things on my list... i wish santa clause would see this... hehehe :P
cge... yon yung wish list ko so far... sana by christmas or my bday i can have almost all or at least some of them... :D
laterz... c",)
hay, what a day... and now i have no wallet... sighs!! that jackass lloyd talaga oh!! bwiset!! but hey, i got what he meant... kaso i cnt promise him that ill come to his bday dinner... but he got my wallet... im so sad (sob sob!!)
2mrw, back to reality uli ata ako... have to finish the remaining hours pa sa school... hay... ill try to be early and end up at closing time... para sagad ng konti... and hopefully by friday ill be getting the wallet from lloyd... sighs!!
but today, i get to see the ateneo branch at rockwell and i get to see and made plans on what to buy at Fully Booked... i want the hardbound Da Vinci Code, the Michael Moore book, the statuette of Faith, the Jim Lee Wizard book... i want all of this for one main reason... SOBRANG MURA ang prices!! (compare it to Powerbooks, NBS, and other commercial bookstore)... like the Da Vinci Code hardbound, sa Powerbooks P1600+ ito, but sa Fully Booked it's just P1000 lng!!! hay im enjoying this... plus i get to see some furniture for my room... i hope jax would help me out when i ask for his help in fixing my room... i hope lng... :P
speaking of jax... hehehe :P wala lng... hehehe :P miss that dude...
cge, rest na muna ako...
i hope i cud my wallet back soon... miss ko na si marithe (my wallet)...
laterz!! :P
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
right now im watching ragnarok the animated series... kaso it's in tagalog, but hey!! it's cool... once the dvd is out, ill buy it, together with the one i really wanted to buy, Witch Hunter Robin... anyways, i was in Megamall kanina, sadali lng naman, picked up the money my sister sent for my dad... i got to check powerbooks... and they have the hardbound version of Da Vinci's Code... WOW!!! i wanna buy that!!! and other books as well... hay naku... i wish i could buy them as soon as possible or pag may pera na ako... wishful thinking... :P
anyways, 2mrw i'll be at rockwell with nina & lloyd, and hopefully meet up with giselle too for lunch... anyways... i hope it's a fun-fun day 2mrw... :P
cge... gotta rest na muna...
laterz!! :D
Monday, October 11, 2004
HOLY SHIT!!! i accidentally removed the window where im downloading the APA journals!!! SHIT!!! how stupid am i!?!?! ang galing ko... panalo!! now i have to wait for ma'am susie to login again... hay naku!! SIGHS!! ganda ng araw ko...
anyways, im still alone in this room... hmm... cnt do anything but download, even im tempted to browse some naughty sites... 'wag na muna... sa bahay nlng yon. :D
sighs!! it's almost 1pm... parating na naman si ma'am susie... i hope i cud finish 2 journals today... anyways, there's still 52 journals to download (kakayanin yan!!)
this sux... at wala pa akong load, at wala na akong pera (naubos kasi for my brunch... sighs!! ganda ng araw ko talaga... hay naku...
im bored, tigang, and so much BORED 'tong start ng sembreak ko... sana on the following days something will happen, like magkaroon ng pera, get fucked (or something stimulating), or read a good book and even travel somewhere... basta sana maganda yung mga darating na araw...
cge... gotta panik muna... AAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!
laterz :P
i'm here right now sa PC room ng kalayaan college... im doing some downloading of APA journals, for references of the Library and im also finishing the hours remaining for my student assistance...
hay naku, ang dami pang mga journals ang ida-download pa... and nasa kaling-kingan pa ako... ngek!!
anyways, ill be out by 3pm later... magri-reading pa ako ng water meter mamaya (P2,000.00 uli yon!!)
cge... i have to go back to work...
laterz. c",)
Sunday, October 10, 2004
what a day... nakakatamad, and boring... sobra!! anyways, 2mrw ill be finishing the remaining hours (50 hours to be exact) of my Student Assistance... and later on ill apply again for my scholarship... kakayanin ko yan... downloading lng naman ng APA journals yan eh...
anyways, i have to sleep na rin later... but i hope alex would call again... i hope lng...
cge... wish me luck.
laterz.
sighs!! im done doing the letter for my scholarship application for next sem... how bored am i?!?!
now, ill just drive my mo to somewhere... at least i can get out... but i hope i could do something good... hmmm.... better bring a book or something. no money & load right now eh (sad for me)...
neways, i hope alex woul call me tonight, ok syang kausap eh...
cge...
laterz nlng.
i dnt know what to do right now... SIGHS!!!
im still bored... i want to do research or something productive... wala naman akong pera...
hmm... think gem, think...
i have made plans for the whole week, starting 2mrw... and hopefully i cud buy the comics i wanted to buy, by this week or next... and what else.... hmmm...
anyways, ill just have another dvd marathon today kung bored uli ako... or sana tumawag si alex (my new friend), very cool sya!! hehehehe!! :P
cge... gotta be bored now...
laterz.
Saturday, October 09, 2004
lumindol kagabi... astig, kasi i felt the earth move slightly... but im more of a wind person than earthy...
anyways, mdyo bored ako ngayon... kasi no papers to do or research... nakakamiss nga talaga... but hey, i have to get some rest and some fun after the things i've been thru... :P
i'll still bored... but hey, im hoping mawawala rin 'to...
cge... laterz.
Friday, October 08, 2004
OMG!!! officially sembreak na namin (the 1st batch of Psych students)!!
oh shit... now i feel the stress, the one where everything is done and now i'ts hard to adjust to not-doing school work or researches... sighs!
but after the exam kanina sa bio 11, i got the oppurtunity to watch Resident Evil: Apocalypse... VERY GOOD movie!! i love Jill Valentine (",) and cnt wait if ever there's a part three... :P
and before i purchase a movie ticket... i saw jax (again!!!) with a girl at his side (uuyyy!!!) and his friends... hmmm friends, friends kami dati... pero im still optimistic on some things, like magkaka-ayos rin kami for good... i waved at him, he waved back... civil enough... pero ba't twing firday ko sya nakita... it started nung 24th of september (saw him at riverbanks), the week after he txtd me regarding the popular dvd... and now, saw him...AGAIN!! halong asar, ka-bwisitan and happiness yung nararamdaman ko eh... if there's any sign from above, let me get a clearer picture (if ever there's really a sign)... or just make him do the first move...
first move... i guess, there are moves being taken na... but, hey... i still hope for the best for him... his happy with his new friends and all... ako naman, still taking one day at a time... and plus, im planning to talk more to ma'am myra about the "help" and the intervention im so wanting to have... i think it's one way to kill the monster inside...
sighs... what's with me and fridays lately... hay naku, noon i so love fridays. ngayon, mdyo freaky na yung fridays... uy!! Freaky Fridays... hehehe :P
hay naku... i've done on packing my psych papers, bili nlng ako ng box or container for safe keeping & archieving purposes...
sighs!! kinabahan talaga ako kanina, mapa-yosi pa ako after the movie... naubos tuloy pera ko... but hey!! ok n rin yon. :P
i know i have plans for the sembreak... and now i feel disoriented. hay buhay... sana gimik kami ng mga ka-psych this sem... inom or outing... hir-hir!! :D
cge, gotta take some rest na muna...
i really hoping things would be ok na for me... everything.
laterz!! c",)
Thursday, October 07, 2004
what an exam kanina!! it was long (9am to 1pm)... but hey!! i learned something from someone... ok sya... kaso hirap kung pressured ka mag-type in just 2hrs... pero i hope i did good enough...
anyways, ma'am myra talked to me kanina regarding the burden i've been carrying for a long time.. and now a new word is added to, aside for "redemtion", "renovation", and now, it's "intervention"... and ma'am myra will help me out of getting it... :D
hay naku... buti i got to talk to her na before the sem ends... good thing...
anyways, one more exam nlng... and i dnt know what to study sa biology 11... mdyo asar kasi eh...
neways, im looking forward for getting intervention... and if i got enough money na rin, ill go try the therapy ma'am is referring to... basta, now i can kill the monster, for good...
neways, gotta review whatever there is to review... aaahhhh....
wish me luck... ingatz!!
laterz! :P
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
i was just reading something for my answer for the take home finals for PI 100 when i remember the day when my cellphone was confiscated. it was during in my 3rd year of high school, and i still remember that it was during Math class and Ms. de Jesus was just there as our substitute teacher. and 'di lang cellfones and nakuha, pati mga X-Vcds ni ronald ay nakuha... and the best thing that i remember was when i applauded when the OSDS people finished with their inspections and left our classroom... hehehe, it's weird that i remember that event right now...
anyways, i was funny remembering things from the past... and im hoping that even the bad things in the past will be just something to laugh at...
anyways, just a train of thoughts that passes me by here and there... i miss my friends and classmates from high school... kamusta na kaya sila?
sina jax, joaquin, ace, timang, carl, rex, cong, aaron, the kevins, that guy we call zombie (or something), dave, ylagan, ej, howard, chano... dami pa, cnt remember them anymore... but hey, when i see them or hear from them, surely it will come back in my head... too many people i miss...
hay naku... o cya... balik uli ako sa pagbabasa ko... para matapos na 'tong paper ko... ayoko magpuyat uli eh... at may exam pa ako ng 830am bukas...
wish me luck!! and the best for my friends...
Laterz!! c",)
so far, im just finishing one more number on my take home final exam for PI 100... so far, 4 down and 3 more to go. buti naman i got help from kate & angela kanina.
anyways, later at 10am, ill be having my finals on PE:Badminton. and i'll gonna beat sir cacao!!! hehehehe!!! :P i have to... to pass PE.
SIGHS!!
hay naku... once im done with the PE finals, uwi na ko, to finish the PI 100 exam and review a littlle for psych 118... i still dunno what kind of exam ang ibibigay ni ma'am myra... still freaking out (slight lng nman).
anyways, wish me luck...
and fridays near the corner... have to watch a movie and buy some dvds and a good book (or a comic...the JIM LEE one or the hardbound you saw sa CCHQ!!!)... haaay.. oo nga pala, i have harry potter 5, i still haven't read it... hmmm, pwede rin yon, during the sembreak... and if i have money, bili na rin ako ng da vinci code... para sulit naman 'tong sembreak ko... read a lot and rested well enough. :P
hay... God, give me strength... and guidance too... :D
and tnx for helping me throughout this times... tska, take care of him too... k? :D
neways, gotta finish muna 'tong number 2 question... nyt!!
laterz c",)
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Monday, October 04, 2004
so far, im not sure... but the finals started good na rin... i think?
later on ill review for the exam for Psych 145... then 2mrw, ill start with the finals for PI 100 (conscious effort ang kailangan ko dun)... hay naku...
wish me luck for the following exams to come...
laterz. :D
it's finals week na... and i haven't study anything yet... GOSH!!
kaasar naman ito!! grrr....
anyways, may CSI:Miami na akong makukuha later... hehehe...
okay si 'win... manglilibre sya pagdating ng sweldo nya, plus ill get the new menthol ponds thinga-magig... :P kahit may past kami, i'v forgiven him... :D
anyways, have to study, i still have 5 hours left... plus i have to do the take home exam na rin...
pressure 'to, pero i can surpass it naman eh... ako pa!! :P
cge, wish me luck!! (pati na rin si jax!)
laterz!! c",)
Sunday, October 03, 2004
my throat is still soring... but kinda feeling its healing stage... still have the flu (slightly)... but it won't stop me to review for my exams starting 2mrw... wala!!
i had the best sleep again, tnx to jax's txt to me... hay naku... i miss my best friend talaga... :P
anyways, good monring!!
laterz!! :P
Saturday, October 02, 2004
whoa!! i cnt bloody believe it... jax txtd me (sa new number nya). regarding the popular dvd info i sent to him. there is still hope. saya ko... anyways, im glad that he's staying at a dorm, para di sya mahirapan sa mga arki stuff nya and get a lot of good time with his friends and all... i always hope for the best for him eh...
he's still my best friend... nothing changes about that...
ako naman, still improving, taking one step at a day... i think same goes to him too...
here's to jax!! :D
anyways, i have to take some rest na... mdyo sinisipon pa ako eh...
2mrw ill start to study for my finals starting monday... wish me luck!!
laterz!! c",)
what a weekend, since thursday was a tiring start... yes, tapos na yung presentation namin... did good nman. tapos yung kahapon, sarap ng sopas nila rheena... hay naku, now i have a flu again... and i hate it!! sinisipon ako and my throat hurts... asar!!
now i have a class later at 3pm... tapos i plan to start my final paper for PI 100 right now... pero mag-steam na muna ako... sighs!! i hate kapag may sipon ako... grrrr!!
anyways, i hope i cud get enough rest this sem break... cuz i really need it!!
cge, gotta fight the cold...
laterz
btw, i got x-men 162... heheheh. i also saw some comics that i SOOOO LOVE to buy!! kaya magtitipid ako!!! :P
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
my head is getting ok na... kain lng pala ata yon eh... (whoooosh!)
iv scanned and tested the pictures for our presentation... (yipee!)
and so far, ill just fix things up 2mrw morning.
- the hand-out ill let wendi borrow (sinapian)
- the things ill use for the poster presentations
- the grocery for the food for the presentation
- and the final paper we'll submit...
hay... pressure, pero di na ganoong kabigat... hay... (breath)
cge, ill rest na muna. so i cud have the sufficient strenght for 2mrw... BAKBAKAN na yan!!! :P
nyt...
laterz...........................
whoa!! it's the 28th na... time is really fast lately (or kung marami ka talagang due papers & the major presentation)... i think we're ok na... the only possible problem i see is that i'm kinda short in cash... have to buy things for the poster presentation and the gifts for aling elvie's daughter... hay!! buti naman at tapos na rin ako sa 155 final paper, the lexical analysis for 145 & the reaction paper for PI 100.
later in morning, punta kami ni rheena sa Batino to interview the teachers, atleast 3 of them will be sufficient na rin... and during the afternoon, ill try to bring the invitations for the parents (the fgd parents) & for aling elvie, while for the teachers, sa wednesday nlng... kasi we plan to give it personally to Mrs. Dela paz...
hay... atlst im half way through of everything... finals nlng... nakakagulat rin ako sa sarili ko, i can be this productive and finish jobs earlier pala... hehehe!!!
i want a GOOD reward for these!!! heheheh!!! :P
cge, tulog na ako para i cud wake up at 630am (later, in less than 6 hours from now)...
nyt!!
laterz!!! c",)
Monday, September 27, 2004
well, na-submit na namin yung paper for psych 155... hay... isang tinik ay natanggal dun... kaso, labo yung report namin... plus i was put on the spotlight when i made the opening of the report and there was no one in class present... that was disturbing... willow-disturbing type... brrr....
anyways, im also done with the lexical analysis, ill submit it 2mrw na rin... plus the batino 2mrw morning... hay, sana matapos na ang lahat and have a good presentation and a good paper too...
wish us luck... hay naku!
laterz. :P
Sunday, September 26, 2004
well, i saw this poster sa CATS in Megamall when i picked up the money that my sister sent for us... well, im planning on getting one for the room... hmmm it's looks cool eh... plus it's also the cover of the TPB of the Astonishing X-men vol 1, w/c i plan to buy it too...
cool... :P
jax has new number. and it's a plan... asenso na sya... hehehehe :P here's his new number (0917-8575516)... wow!! i miss the dude. i miss my best friend.... at sana things would have been ok na... but im still facing my sentence, but it will heal in due time.
anyways, later gagawin na namin yung paper for psych 155 and also our report for 2mrw. sana matapos namin ang mga ito... wish us luck!! :D
cge, surf muna ako ng pampagana... laterz!!! :P
Saturday, September 25, 2004
it now starts... the trials on finishing the papers due this week (particularly on thursday)...kanina yung fgd, but it went well na rin... yun pictures, im afraid that the pix myg be exposed... shit!!! kinakabahan ako... plus my partner, rheena is quite frustrated kasi di ko ganun natulungan sya sa transcrbing... SORRY rhee!!! c",)
anyways, ill just gonna finish the remain things needed for the psych 145 paper... para wala na akong worries sa psych 145 (exam nlng)
tapos 2mrw, gagawin nlng namin muna yung 145 2mrw... and hoping that things will be done or 3/4 of it is done... im hoping, SUPER HOPING!!!
neways, hope the best for us!!!
laterz!!! :P
good morning... i had a peaceful sleep... honest! maybe because i saw my best friend, kahit for a while... i miss him so much... i am optimistic... and i wnt loose hope... but i still have to be realistic about it.
anyways, i hope it good-good saturday today...ill be having my fgd 2day for the lexical analysis for psych 145... and later i cud finish it na rin. hay... dami pang gagawin... pero kakayanin namin ang mga ito... for sure!!!
cge, gotta prep up na rin...
laterz!!
Friday, September 24, 2004
one and the only picture of me & my best friend, jax... it was taken from our high school graduation last March 2002... it been more than 2 years na... i still miss my bro... but i still have a lot of time to heal things up before things will be ok again for us... i hope things will be fixed up soon... and hope that ill be ready for it... him too...
laterz...
it's not a feel-good friday... NOT a good friday!!! and i wasn't noticing it 'til the exam and when i saw jax. how bad it was... especially when i saw him... kinabahan ako... didn't stop me to smoke... kais ganun akong kinakabahan and i was shaking badly... hay naku!! sobra 'tong araw na 'to... bad day talaga!
i miss jax, that's true... but i wasn't expecting him to see him... parang i was torn apart from both sides... but i did what i always wanna do... said "hi" to him at kamustahin sya... that simple... and waved at him... he did to reply back... i think it's a good start... being civil na muna... but as i told rheena kanina, im still optimistic and still hoping that things will be patched-up and be good friends again... and also forgive too.
'di ko talaga na kakagahan ako ng ganito... kahit exams at papers sa psych eh di ako kinakabahan... eto lng... sighs!!! God is saying something... and im hoping it will start something good... haaaay naku...
grabe tong araw na to... i wanna colapse kanina... but i know im not that stupid, im good...
God is just testing me and making me see the better angle more... to the dude above... tnx!
anyways, im still good... kahit na ganoon man... it wont bring all the way down... im the blue-fire phoenix... hehehehehe!! ill rise up and be more better than before... :D
cge... gotta do some more papers and finalize the fgd for 2mrw...
hope the best for me and for jax too...
laterz!!! c",)
well, im up... and gonna take a bath in a few minutes na rin. have to be early at Batino later, interview some teachers and hopefully we can collect the suffcient data we'll need for the research paper.
and later too at the afternoon (late-afternoon), ay exam na rin namin with ma'am pj sa psych 145... konti lng ang napag-aralan ko... but im hoping that i cud review pa later... wish me luck.
cge, prep-up na ako for today...
laterz!!! :D
Thursday, September 23, 2004
im really REALLY done with my biology paper... nine pages!!!
now ill study for my psych 145 exam...
and 2mrw ill go early to meet up with rheena at Batino & do our last part of our data collection... interviewing the teachers at the SPED center there... wish us luck... and after that, we'll analyze every data we've collected. kaya namin 'to!!!
we still have the weekend to finish everything sa 118 report & the final paper... then after that, 155 paper naman, and our report on sinapian... a lot of things to be done... but it won't be that bad... kaya namin ang mga ito!!
hehehehe! :P
cge, wish us luck!!
LATERZ!!! :P