HEROES

well, a few days back... i got to watch the 1st 30 mins of HEROES... it's the new show at the states that's basically about ordinary people who found themselves that they aren't that ordinary at all... they have powers!!

so here's the clip... well more of a promo of the show... I really hope it gets here at our shores asap... or in bootleg dvds (hehehe!) :P

crazy love (part 2)

hehehe... (i'm laughing because it's real...)

raff... raff!!

You Are: 90% Dog, 10% Cat

You're a dog at heart - and it's not a bad thing at all! You love unconditionally, and you're extremely loyal. And while you may act silly at times, you're really quite smart - and a good learner!

Are You More Cat or Dog?

ABove-NORMAL...

You Are 52% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

...hmm i think it does explains a lot of things that run inside my head... hehehe :P

the downfall of meeting someone... (crazy love)

blah!

why do i get the feeling that this week is not that progressive as the other weeks... one thing, this week runs quite slow... in other words, mabagal 'tong linggong ito... the other thing is that i'm getting weird vibes around my surroundings... weird in a sense that people i know are having the fun of thier lives and i'm just sitting on my cubicle making calls for 8-9hours a day.

...i need to get out and relax!

the problem is.. when is the right time to get out & relax?

anyways... there's nuthing quite to put in my blog right now... kasi mdyo chapsuey yung utak ko ngayon... irratic thougths...

and i'm blaming it for this slow progress of the week... i wish it was friday... so i could sleep thoroughly. :P

oh well... 2mrw is another day at work...



i wish i could be really happy... 'cuz so far im just not that happy...







laterz...

it ends tonight...

"It Ends Tonight"

(All American Rejects)

Your subtleties

They strangle me

I can't explain myself at all.

And all the wants

And all the needs

All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing

My mind's unweaving

Maybe it's best you leave me alone.

A weight is lifted

On this evening

I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,

It ends tonight

It ends tonight.

A falling star

Least I fall alone.

I can't explain what you can't explain.

You're finding things that you didn't know

I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing

My mind's unweaving

Maybe it's best you leave me alone.

A weight is lifted

On this evening

I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light

It ends tonight,

It ends tonight.

Just a little insight won't make this right

It's too late to fight

It ends tonight,

It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side

It's better than being on your side

It's my fault when your blind

It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside

Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light

It ends tonight,

It ends tonight.

Just a little insight won't make this right

It's too late to fight

It ends tonight,

It ends

When darkness turns to light

It ends tonight,

It ends tonight.

Just a little insight won't make this right

It's too late to fight

It ends tonight,

It ends tonight.

Tonight

Insight

When darkness turns to light,

It ends tonight.

looooong day...

well, by thursday of this week, i'll be signing the new contract with TDS... though i'm still under project-based, which means if the project ends... so do i. and this sux!

another month... but somehow, i'm starting to have doubts with my boss, kurt. kasi i'm having those feelings na i should start looking for a decent job... and kinda makes me paranoid that i myt loss my job before x'mas... ngi!!!

anyways, i just cnt bliv it na it's just tuesday... it's a long day... and a long week so far... i hope things would be a-ok 2mrw... a little bit faster than today.

i guess that's it for now...

but i guess i have to be cool and be more positive than being a negativist about the situation... i must be strong and positive!! (ryt?)

cge... maya nlng uli...


laterz... c",)

make mine MARVEL!!!

now i'm really have to get a PS2 by x'mas... and not just have it on my x'mas wish list (re: my previous blog)

'cuz i just saw the trailer of the upcoming MARVEL ULTIMATE ALLIANCE videogame...

FUCKING AWESOME TRAILER man!!! ASTIG SOBRA!!!

and to know why i'm so crazy about this game... check the videos below...











...i cnt wait to buy this one!!! (buti na rin at malapit na ang pasko!!) c",)

thunder...thundercats...HOOOOO!

this is one of the perks of being an 80's kid... have to go home early to school just to watch thundercats on GMA-7... having to buy a replica of Lion-O's sword and those cool action figures... i remember i had a Lion-O & Mumrra where every time i stick a AAA battery on their backs their eyes glow...

and every time they show mumrra (the ever living) changes into a huge monster always gives me the ick-factor... even until now... gives me the freaks.

oh memories... those were the good cartoons... (tiger shark, he-man, silverhawks, visionaries... and many more)

now i'm the dvd collection of thunderdats to my x'mas wish list...

mamaw...

Waiting...

WAITING (Save your life)
by: Omnisoul

Haven’t you had enough of my brain
It’s on the table I’ve got no more to say
If I bore you get out of my way
This one’s for you
So cut me a break cause I can’t wait
I’m the same I was when we first met
And now I feel you’re pulling away
So just give me the word
And I’ll leave today

But if you want me to I’ll be the one for you
Maybe I can save your life
At times you’ve hated me, ain’t that how love should be
So just let me save your life

There’s a line formed you can’t see
I’ve been waiting you give nothing for free
But there’s a yearning it’s deep and calm
And time has burnt me

So cut me a break cause I can’t wait
I’m the same I was when we first met
And now I feel you’re pulling away
So just give me the word
And I’ll leave today
Yes I’ll leave today

But if you want me to I’ll be the one for you
Maybe I can save your life
At times you’ve hated me, ain’t that how love should be
So just let me save your life

Don’t you know me
I’m helpless without you
I watched you sleep so I could dream of you

If you want me to I’ll be the one for you
Maybe I…
At times you’ve hated me, ain’t that how love should be
So just let me save your life

the calling...

after work, i was just hanging out with my colleagues... 'cuz one of them treated us to some donuts @ go-nuts...

with my stomach still quite full from the really heavy lunch kanina and the chips that i've been munching while making calls, i just went for the go-lite donut...

then after the donut gig, i went back to our building, 'cuz i'm gonna meet up with my barkada before she goes to work... kasi i'll be getting something from her to help my best friend's thesis.

anyways, while strolling the building (w/c is also a mall), i got to stop by at mini-stop... and somehow, i saw the fridge full of booze & beers... (see attached picture)

and for no apparent reason, i stared at it as if i was looking at a very interesting item... and the way i stare at them is the same way i look during visit at museums... there's the fascination and also the calling to buy them and drink them.

there was an amount of saliva that ran thru my mouth when i was quite staring at them...

then it ran thru my head the memories of me and my friends... the inuman we do during class (when we would cut classe to drink and return to class a little but tipsy) and after class (brickhouse, at jobi's place, at g & mouses house... my house)...

a whole lot of memories ran thru that 3 mins of staring at the fridge of booze...

then i later i got to meet up with my barkada... then went home.

right now, i made a small drink... just a small glass of pepsi & gin...

and i'm drinking this for the memories of my friends... and a realization that things are quite different from what we were during college...


...too bad, at wala akong load kanina... i should have texted them and had an inuman... but i think it isn't time yet. 'cuz one thing, i still have no enough money to buy even just a can of beer...

anyways, there's always a next time...


i think that it for now... i have to finish this drink first...

then sleep.

nyt! c",)

Shifting Sand

Shifting Sand

Sometimes I believe all the lies
So I can do the things I should despise
And every day I am swayed
By whatever is on my mind

I hear it all depends on my faith
So I'm feeling precarious
The only problem I have with these mysteries
Is they're so mysterious

And like a consumer I've been thinking
If I could just get a bit more
More than my 15 minutes of faith,
Then I'd be secure

(Chorus)
My faith is like shifting sand
Changed by every wave
My faith is like shifting sand
So I stand on grace

I've begged you for some proof
For my Thomas eyes to see
A slithering staff, a leperous hand
And lions resting lazily

A glimpse of your back-side glory
And this soaked altar going ablaze
But you know I've seen so much
I explained it away

Chorus

Waters rose as my doubts reigned
My sand-castle faith, it slipped away
Found myself standing on your grace
It'd been there all the time

(Chorus repeated)
Stand on grace

why worry?

... after reading this, it gave me some perspectives on how i see things... it's kinda funny that the insecurities a person can experience... hahaha!! life and love is a very funny thing. they can make you fill the pain then laugh it out after the turmoil... :P

WHATA!!!

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious.That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily.You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves.You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.

What's" Your Element?

again... im water?!? i was hoping for air... anyways nuthing to do but to try out the funny test online... hehehe :P

hmm... maybe it's a sign to wash away all things that bug in my head... then coming out clean. (hhmmm... oo nga 'no... pwede!)

again... next time uli.

laterz!!! c",)

i'm cyclops!?!?!

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

i can't believe it!?! i'm cyclops... i was hoping more of a Phoenix or Magneto... not someone wimpy mutant who died at the 2nd part of the movie... anyways, this test isn't psychtest-friend... who am i kidding anyways! hahaha!! :P sometime i'm a wimp too... it's part of human nature (sometimes...)

haha... oh well... wala kasing magawa ngayon eh... :P

nways, yon lng... laterz!! c",)