Saturday, July 31, 2004

July 31, 2004 / 7:33pm

im still feeling weak... literally weak... im still sick, my left ear is somehow has its smootchy weird thing, my muscles pains due to my badminton still hurts, and may sinat pa ako... but the good news is that we'd passed the proposal just in time kanina... yehey for that!! and 2mrw ill do my individual observation, w/c i havent thought about it... but hey, ill do it 2mrw... ala-alias :P

anyways, my throat still hurts... but im guessing ill be ok... naghi-heal naman ako eh...

kaya no need to worry... im good...

getting good one day at a time...

o cya... i have to go muna sa banyo..

later...

Friday, July 30, 2004

July 30, 2004 / 11:33pm

"My Happy Ending"
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

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somehow... he got what he desreves... but hey!! im still concern 'bout him... he is still (and was) my best friend... and that bond is strong (i know)... kahit ganito ang sitwasyon... 

but it will still takes time to get things right... im just hoping that it wont end up being like it was before... im still hoping (and hope never goes away...)

Laterz!! c",)

July 30, 2004 / 11:10pm

im quite done with my part on the proposal for 118... i hope it is good enough... but im thinking "yeah... its 5 by 5." the good thing right now is that our good ma'am myra extended the submission for our mini-research paper for SO... good good on that!! lessen the burden, kahit mabigat pa rin... but hey!! it's a good practice i say!!

another thing happened... just now... someone is depressed/heart broken... and its not what lloyd said to me kaninang umaga... the other one... HHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! im so happy that someone is really smacking his face down-hard... makes me happy!! hehehehe!!

pressure in me gotten loosey.... whooopeee!! :P

now i cnt sleep of the sudden happiness.... what a rush!! whhooopppeee!!

but the pressure is still present.... hay what a life im having!! hooraah!!!

listening to techno while doing my proposal... and drinking ceylen tea... and having to know this news from him... hay... perfect way to end my day with a smile!! :)

cge... gotta sink thing first... im good (always!!)

 
LATERZ!!! (hahahahaha!!)
July 30, 2004 / 12:11pm

well, im experiencing trangkaso right now... my throat is sore... it's hard ot talk... my nose is staring to be stuffy... and im going to be sick... BUT that won't block my way on finishing the proposal that is due 2mrw... KAYANG KAYA 'to!!

kami pa!!

anyways, im just doing some final refernce hunt on the net... hope we could find sufficient reference for now... and later we'll improve it more...

yesterdays report went well... we're done with the reporst for psych 118... psych 155 nlng WHOOOS!!! :D

gotte finish researching na muna...

laterz!! :P

Monday, July 26, 2004

July 26, 2004 / 7:18pm

its the last final telecast of Buffy sa studio23 later at 8pm... so sad... i wanna tissue... :(

anyways, i still have to study for my exam in psych 145 2mrw... and later i have to make some prep-up for the report on psych 118... by the way, we're done with the mini-research on document study (whoohhhooo!!!)

but it ain't over yet!!

there are still the exams (psych 145 & PI 100), the class discussion (psych 118) and the dreaded major project proposal (psych 118)......... PRESSURE talaga!!

pero kakayanin!! ako pa!! :P

sige... magbabasa pa ko ng readings sa psych... wish me luck!!

laterz!! :D
July 26, 2004 / 6:45am

good morning!!

today is a start of a freakin' hellish week... and its starts with the submission of the mini-research paper on document study methods and our reporting on Single Observation Method for psych 118... then the next one will be 2mrw's 1st exam on psych 145... the next will be doing the 1st draft proposal for the main research project for psych 118 that will be due on thursday... and still on thursday is the 1st exam for PI 100... i hope on friday will be like rest or gimik reward...

anyways, ill be watching catwoman on saturday with someone... yes... ill have a date with someone... and im not saying who... :P

hay naku... have to read this godforsaken reading pa!! too much... but im betting ill survive this...

i will survive this... im a force of nature that can't be underestimated... hahahaha!!

laterz...

Sunday, July 25, 2004

July 25, 2004 / 8:20pm

did i forget to mention that last friday our school got flooded... high ankle deep... and yesterday i helped clean out the library's bookshelfs... too many damages... but we'll survive...

WE ALL SURVIVE...

later uli!! :P

 
July 25, 2004 / 8:15pm

quite done for the mini-research paper on pugad baboy...reporting and the proposal nlng for 118, reviewing for the exams in 145 & PI100 (tues & thurs)... kaya pa yan! (kahit sumasakit ng konti yung ulo... KAYANG KAYA pa yan!!)

hay... too many things in my head... if someone wants to peak... siguradong mahihilo sya for a long time... peak lng yon... panu pa kung pumasok pa sa mind ko... comatose... :P

breath... breath... relax... i have lots of reading to read pa... like people with OCDs and other neurosis disorders...

PPPPPPPPPPPRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUURRRREEEEEEEEE!!!

anyways... gotta read na muna... later na yang mga problema na yan!!

laters!!

Thursday, July 22, 2004

July 22, 2004 / 8:21am

just woke up... around 30 mins ago... and now im perping up for school... now just check the tv... whats on cable... to my surprise, naging dream itong cable namin... may ETC na!!! Whoohoo!!! :p

anyways, ill just finish the last part for the mini-research about pugad baboy... hay what a life!! gotta finish this by 2mrw... and a lot more to do!! (like reviewing for the exam for psych 145 & PI 100, doing the report for the class dicussion in psych 118 & doing its proposal...)

one word... PRESSURE!! (but hey!! i can do it! im strong enough to survive!!)

gotta go... hell time uli!

LATERZZ!

Monday, July 19, 2004

July 19, 2004 / 9:26pm
 
mondays are really tiresome.... whooos!!
 
but hey! i got to know more about the document study gig for psych 118... i totally (kinda) get it na! and quite happy for the topic rheena suggested... comics!! yehey!! :P
 
anyways, i have to go back and read for ma'am pj's class 2mrw (psych 145)...
 
laterz!! :P
July 19, 2004 / 7:22am
 
it's another manic monday...
 
i have to go to school early, so i could make plans for the proposal we have for the next mini-research paper... and i forgot to make a reaction paper on Bayaning Third World for PI 100 (anyways, sa thursday pa due 'non).  today im quite ready for the quiz in Psych 118 (kahit di ko natapos yung mga binabasa ko... but ill try to read it once i get to school).  hay naku... :P
 
anyways, i think i have to take a bath na rin, prep myself up for the whole day of school... and getting tired after...  i'll just make the jogging thing on thursday nlng... after ng reseach namin ni rheena...
 
oo nga pala, im planning to jog again, para i could really release the stresses im having. napapasin ko kasi na konting stress lng ang nilalabas ko when i study or review or do school works... i hvae to release it in someway that i can do... like jogging before... and plus i need good sleeping time... para i feel really charged up the following day...
 
yon lng...
 
i really have to take a bath na...
 
mamaya uli!!
 
LATERZ!! :P

Saturday, July 17, 2004

July 17, 2004 / 5:23pm
 
im somehow done for the 1st mini-research paper for psych 118... whoa!! what a headache thinking of the right words... hehehehe... but many thanks too kay rheena, my partner... it was quite fun, walking around sa loyola, looking for tombstones for data... and now im thinking for the next topic in which we'll use a different method of research, Document study method... hmmm... kaya ko yan!! KAYA NAMIN YAN!! :P
 
anyways, i have to finish reading the remaining readings for monday's class... DAMI!!! kaya im hoping that after this sem ends... ill have my OWN TIME to relax and indulge... malapit na rin yon... konting tiis na lng...
 
anyways, gotta go!!
 
LATERZ!! :D

Thursday, July 15, 2004

July 15, 2004 / 8:32pm

day was fun!!

i wasn't really able to study for my exam in abnormal psych... but i did it (i think?)... the test was pretty good... and i somehow answered it good enough... yehey for me!! kaso, i have to end the habit of last minute reviews... kasi i just studied an hour and a half for the exam... i have to return my good study habits like last year... i have, or else it might be bad for me for the net exams... better do the right thing than failing it bad...

then after that, i got to drive fin's crosswind... automatic!! it was FUN!!! hehehehe!! :P

got to a joy ride / road trip (Mang Jimmy's -> UP -> Eastwood) fun-fun-FUN!! :D

2mrw AM... rheena and i will do the physical traces for our psych 118 mini-research paper... sana ok ito!! wish us luck!! :D

anyways, i have to read some reading for 2mrw's 145 class...

laterz!! :D

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

July 14, 2004 / 4:40pm

i didn't go to school... but i got the readings for our grps report 1 & 1/2 weeks from now...

kaso i hate that sinisipon pa ako ngayon!! shit! im having a hard time to study... with my nose running and the constant sneezing... i hate it!!

im hoping that ill be a-ok 2mrw... magre-research pa kami sa sementeryo 2mrw eh... hay saya yon!! :P

anyways, have to finish reading this that makes society perceive psychological abnormalities as a sickness... or something...


later. c",)
July 14, 2004 / 9:55am

i decided not to go to school na muna... because of this stupid flu (grrrr!) but i'v already got the readings for our report for pscyh 118, w/c is 2 weeks from now... it's better to be ready and prepared na... :P

and im having a runny nose right now... ka-asar!!

btw, jax is still alive... kasi i saw his fx... yes, i mean the human jax, not the frog... hehehehe :P

anyways, i hope he's doing fine and all... even i still hate him... i still hope for the best for him... civil enough.

ahhh... i hate this cold... better inhale some steam later...

yon lng... muna

laterz!
July 14, 2004 / 8:43am

im having the cold attacks again... stupid allergies!! ayaw ko ng ganito!! gusto ko nga mag-badminton ngayon eh!! ASAR!!!

anyways, ill go but not play... sama ng sipon ko ngayon (uli!) arrrggghhhh!!!

i wont take my sevice muna, uli... have to review for psych 155's 1st exam 2mrw... and read dome more readings and also make plans for the mini-research paper for 118...

PPPPPRRRRRRRREEEEEEEESSSSSSSSUUUUUUURRRRREEEEEEE!!!!

anyways... gotta have some steam muna para di ganoon kalala yung sipon ko...

later...

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

July 13, 2004 / 8:44pm

hay... WHAT A DAY!!

i skinned R.B. & JaxII kanina... RB died after skinning him alive... while jaxII was a tough one, he died after his heart was cut out from him... yeah yeah... he survived the skinning and the electricution tortures... but i really love torturing them... hehehe!! :P

im just talking about the two frogs i skinned off & electricuted in Biology class kanina... eheheh :P

it was fun, but with me, having not eaten breakfast & lunch... my energy just went down to 0.1% after the laboratory experiment... plus the sad part ay nag-brownout pa sa KC... kaya low bat talaga na ako... but hey!! i survived...

got home early and eat for energy... now im having the sipon again... but has the eregy to handle it!! :P

2mrw ill be going badminton for PE3 then review for the exam for psych 155... have to read a lot of readings. para ma-gets ko!! :D

anyways, i have to go and rest and fix this sipon...

plus i have to do this thing for my parents... printing... scanning (not xerox!!)... anyways, just doing my part to help them... hay buhay!! :P


LATERXX!! c",)
July 13, 2004 / 7:43am

good morning!! im awake... i "jump started" myself up (hehehehe)... and im fixing up things for my biology class... the fishes and the snails... kinda weird, but its fun... :P

wala lng...

whoa!! i juts found out... halle berry might not be going back as storm in the 3rd x-men movie (awwww)... sayang... but im hoping that the actress will play storm will be more than what halle gave... and im hoping that she will fly more!!

and i think i saw sa net na eliza dushku (aka FAITH my girl)... is rumored to be black cat on the 3rd spider-man flick... sana nga... with her act as faith, she'll rocks!!

yon lng muna... i think...

by the way, im thinking of some ways to buy the pins from lyndon without him knowing that im buying them... hmmm... his pins are goood, but he's still a jerky-asshole...

anyways, dito na muna...


LATER...

5 by 5... :D

Monday, July 12, 2004

July 12, 2004 / 6:55pm

i commuted going home today... nakakamis sumakay ng fx going home... memories of riding it makes me feel... makes me feel... hmm... i dnt know what i am feeling about it... basta, nakakamiss lng sumakay ng fx pauwi... :P

today ill read some readings in psych... plan some things for the mini-research paper that rheena & i will do this week... hay... super-duper busy na uli ako!! what a life... sana the reward or benefits of all this work will be fruitfull enough to make me smile and happy!! yet i am still good right now... taking it one day at a time. im in progress... im good... good in being me... yehey!!

anyways, ill try to write nlng later... my parenst just got home...


LATER!! c",)
July 12, 2004 / 8:13am

im done with my paper on the magdalene sisters, im well aware of the readings on physical traces... kulang nlng yung pang PI 100 at psych 155... pero kayang kaya yan!! ako pa! :P

another manic monday for me... and i have to make plans for the proposal and the rest for our research project for psych 118, add to that the report we will make for Single Observartion Method and the two other ones for 155, Personal Disorder & Sinapian... hay... plus yung PI 100 pa pla... what a sucky life!! :P

anyways, maya nlng uli, have to finish some things pa before going to school...


LATERZ... c",)

Sunday, July 11, 2004

July 11, 2004 / 10:47pm

...im back...

whoooo... im good!!

and im doing my paper again... hay buhay!!

its so nice that im back online... saya-saya!!

anyways, i have to type this paper pa...


LATERZ!! c",)
July 11, 2004 / 10:10pm

im doing my paper on the Magdalene Sisters, its a docu-film i got to watch during my psych 118 class... so far, my good... really good...

taking things one day at a time...

and my stomach in rumbling... ouch!! i think ill have to do no.2 na muna...

later... promise!! :D

Saturday, July 10, 2004

July 10, 2004 / 8:17pm

im back... the pc is running AWESOME!!

later... have to finish some readigs for psych!!

LATERZ!!! :P

Friday, July 02, 2004

July 2, 2004 / 3:30pm

im here at the mall... RP:ME... doing some research for my psych class... and now writing my journal... and quite pissed off... dunno why, maybe it's one of those jax episode im having lately... kaasar nga eh!! anyways, i have to finish getting sufficient readings for my report...

im still angry at that ass hole (aka Jax)... gggrrrr!!!

laters...