erratic thoughts...

well, im been experiencing random thoughts lately... though it's quite normal for me to have those kind of thoughts, but lately, it's weird that i would have the same things that run in my mind...

and these things are quite making me paranoid is some way that i'm hating it. i know before that these thoughts doesn't really affect me before... but now, it does affect me... (oh men!! too many things in my head... have to just focus on the important things before fixing the rest...)

anyways, right now i'm just uploading some more pictures on my Multiply account... just to make me more online and be reachable to my friends... :P

i think i ahve to dealt with the paranoia that i've done yesterday... (you see!! the things that makes me paranoid, makes me do stupid things!!... grrr!) and somehow i kinda hate doing damage-control... kasi sometimes parang i dnt really have to do it, kasi if they're my friends they'll understand... but then again, i guess, having the effort to fix it can see that i'm really fighting for the friendship-bonds... (sighs)

oh well... i guess that's the thing i'll do for now... sort-of damage-control to a friend... a love-struck-sick friend... hay buhay...!

anyhow... gotta check the things that i've been upload for the past half hour...

laterz... c",)

time to go black...

well, the president (GMA) declared a State of Emergency already... just in time for the 20th anniversary of the 1st EDSA revolt... hmm... how very theatrix she is, even for a small woman... that damn small bitch!!! (i hope for the worst for her!!)

anyways, add to the growing depression of our nation... i guess, even spider-man is going black. :P well, to lighten up things... i'm guessing spidey will be going black for the 3rd film next year (May 2007)... and when he goes black... i hope Venom would be the rumored 2nd villian... or i hope black cat would be there... hehehe :P

right now, i have no class 'cuz of what is happening in our country today... sighs!!! i just hope when classes starts monday, things would be nicely-different... not badly-different...

i hope for the best for this country... for everyone else.

laterz...

near the end... (graduation season in the air)

i just got the contact prints for my grad pics this morning...

i look such an honorable person... and somehow there's dignity in this picture... hehehe :P

though, i'll be having the real copies by march... i'm really excited when i got to see and choose the pictures... yey!! :P (i'll post the formal & the creative pix later on...)

yes!!! i'll be graudating this April '06... (and in my mind right now i'm wishing that the graduation march theme would the one where Darth Vader marches... hehehe!!)

anyways, i'm quite happy today... got to hang-out with my friends (the FA pips and my best friend)... c",)

laterz... :P

just hangin' 'round...

well, this day is a good one.

i hanged-out at my best friend's house the whole day... to be honest, i kinda removed the tensions and the pseudo-depressing mode i have been experiencing for the past week... it helped... kasi talagang hang-out with my best friend... c",)

light lang kasi yung load nya kaya he has the time to hang... kaya ayon... sna ganun na palagi... anyways, 2mrw i guess, it's back to reality for the both of us... school, work... and other stuff.

sna naman we can go out and watch a movie, or hang-out uli... especially he's bday coming near na.. hehehe..

anyways, im good na rin... the hangin-out at his place helped me. im cool. :P

o cya... tutulog na ako...

laterz... c",)

half done...

well, im done with 2 out of the four things i should be submitting and prep-up for this week... im done with Hum2 & Speech1...

2nyt i'll do the one for PE1 (which is due on wednesday)... and try (at least TRY) to review more for my removal exam for Math100 this friday...

anyways, i think that's it for today... i'll just catch-up na lang with my some readings for english3 later at school...

hmm... so far i have accomplsihed 50% of my load in just one sitting yesterday... i just love sundays, cuz it's the day i could really focus on my school works... hehehe :P

plus i'm done also for the water meter reading sa pseudo-village namin for the month of January... all's done for now, i think... :P

anyways, i'll have my reward naman 2mrw afternoon eh... yey!!! :P

oh well... i guess that's it for now... have to prep-up for school na rin.


laterz. c",)

dagnamit!!! (pressure time...again?!?)

thou it seems that i'm in a stressful time... deep inside of my thoughts, i kinda like it. i guess it's somehow a temporary replacement of an adrenaline rush. but the thing i hate in this situation right now, some outside factor is pulling me out of work... and somehow i don't know what it is...

oh well, i guess i have no time to know it. just have to focus on what works i should do...

let's see what's on my to-do list for the week:
-outline for my speech1 class (due on tuesday) - typed-written
-alternative paper for hum2 (due 2mrw, monday) - also typed-written
-the safe-sex comics/brouchure for my PE1 (due wednesday) - typed-written
-review for my Math 100 removals (hopefully, friday...and this is serious na!!)

and i think the reward for these... would be something 'yipee'... the Marvel bandai collection... thou i'll getting it 2mrw or on tuesday... it's a good reward for me... yey!! :P

anyways, i have to finish my hum2 paper... then fix the outline for speech1... then i'll do the PE1 2mrw night and continue it tuesday night... hmmm... i think that's a good gameplan... and on the math 100 removals, i'll gamble it na...

anyways, again... wish me the best of luck... thou, yeah, i'll survive it for sure... sometimes having a bit of pride can be good for the spirit.


laterz... c",)

Take A Stand...

this is the new posters for the upcoming 3-part of X-Men... which is entitled X3: The Last Stand. COOL!!!

i can't really wait na for the movie to go out!!

anyways... yeah, my parents knows about my tattoo... and so far, they're giving me a tease... which i think better than scolding me... but the teasing of my mo kinda show how disappointed she is... but somehow, i don't care... maybe because she doesn't know the real reasons of this tattoo... i guess, mom's aren't know the best or know their kids that well... hmm... i guess that's part of growing up. having you own life to control and not be under them always. anyways, i'm cool with it... i'm still growing and learning... day by day. c",)

and i guess... this is my Stand that i'm taking. :P

anyways... have to sleep na rin... it's almost 1am.

g'nyt!


laterz... c",)

and the time has come to... they knew!!!

it's more than a year ago (jan 2005) that i decided to have a tattoo on my back and hid it from my parents ... and now, (Feb 2006) they know.

so far, im not really affected by it, cuz it's old news... but somehow, im quite nervous on what they'll ask me... hmm...

im not paranoid or something but it kinda gives me a wiggy feeling...

oh well, i'll just accept the concequence that will come in my way... with my parents know my tat.

hmm... this is something... :P

by the way, a while ago was the photo shoot for my graduation... im so loving myself in a toga... hehehe!!! i took the liberty to shoot myself with my camera-phone... i'll post them next time.

oh well... i thought this would be a 'so-so' day... but i think the tattoo would be something... hehehe! :P


laterz!! c",)

I'm Green Lantern...

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i want this one!!

well, im planning to buy this DVD when it comes out... im just thinking on whether or not buy the pirate one... anyways, it's still young to decide... make it next week or so...

anyways, so far, im half-done with my readings for Eng3... but i have to finish it by later so i cud type the critical essay 2mrw... and later on, i'll prep-up for my report for J.S.Mill's 2mrw at Soc.Sci.2...

anyways i think that's all for now, though slightly stressed out this weekend... but im good... just hope for the best for me...

laterz!!! c",)

wowow...eeek!!

well, this weekend was something. it started friday night with the 3-hr traffic going to quiapo church that night... man, i was sitting on the driver's chair for more than 3-hrs... very-VERY stressful and pissing!! yeah, cuz it's the 1st friday of the month and my parents always go there, so as a good-sports to them i try to drive them there most of the time... but last friday was terrible... anyways, i think it's out of my system na... im good.

then yesterday was quite 'so-good'... cuz i did my SA work for the morning and just drove my dad in the afternoon and went out for a dinner-date with an old friend... though the sad news (click on this LINK for the news report from Inquirer's site) for the metro was the almost hundred people who died at ultra for the 1st anniv of wowowee... tsk-tsk, people who really gamble a lot just to get money... anyways, nakakalungkot nga lang pero sana people would really think before they react...

and today, sunday morning... i'll just do my readings for english 3 and do an essay for it... then i'll try to watch Brokeback Mountain after; yesterday i got to watch Proof, it's quite a good movie... got a 'psych' essence too...

anyways, i think after the english3 and the dvd, i'll prep-up myself for the Soc.sci.2 report 2mrw... anyways i think that's a good plan for a sunday...

wish me luck nlng for 2mrws report...

laterz... c",)

an eye for art...

well, got to Ayala Museum yesterday afternoon... and i went there with some of my classmates from my Hum 2 class... and yeah, i took my car... cuz it's quite a hot-fuzzy weather. the place was good. after at the museum, we took a snack at GB in Libis... then there, went back to kalay... and i hanged-out with jobi, ambok & MR... then decided to hang-out at tepay at Katipunan... then after an hour... went to fecth my mom at RP...

well, iha-highlight ko na lang yung tambay with my friends from FA... wala lng... luv ko naman sila eh... kahit mdyo kups sila... :p

anyways... im cool... nothing to worry about. kahit seeing my name on their vandals... i dnt fucking care... u can't please everyone, right?

im good... anyways, have to go back and finish my paper... cuz by 1030, jax will fetch me here later... i'll hitch with him going to school..

laterz...