Happy O' Hallow's Eve!!!
(October 31, 2005 / 10:16am)




*even though i know it's morning right now, and im posting this greet... who cares!!

Have a Haunting (or not) Halloween night!!

laterz!!!

Someone's gonna have a visit from the Stork, nine months from now...
(October 30, 2005 / 9:07pm)

...yupyup. it's ate kay!!!

im quite happy for her and her husband, pedro. i think it's about time na rin that they have a kid. their a young, financially stable, bright couple... i hope for the best for them and the upcoming baby.

anyways, here's a pic of us with the couple (they're on the left side of the picture). this was taken last May when we went to tagaytay for the pseudo-wedding for them (sponsored by us, the Psych batch)...


hay naku... miss ko na si ate kay. well, i think it's about time na 'mommy' kay na rin ang tawag ko sa kanya.

anyways... i hope for the best for them.

o cya... maya na lang uli.

laterz... c",)

Can't think of a theme or title right now... (oh well, guess that's a good theme or title)
(October 30, 2005 / 9:09am)

just got home yesterday afternoon. i was planning to blog it last night, but the ZZzz's caugth me by surprise.

anyways, yesterday and the day before that was quite fun. hanged-out with my ka-psychs, spent a night with my best friend... got to catch-up with movies that i missed and (yeah) hanged-out with my best friend.

i still have no money right now... and having to do cheap thrills right now is still na 'no-no', anyways, my mom mentioned to me last night that we're goin to the beach next weekend... i wish it would push through... in a way, im craving for some R&R at the beach... just chill out, listen to good music (preferably chill-out ones... so that means i have to buy some new cds, chill-out/neo-ethnics genre... gastos ba ito?!) plus, i think this family-friend who invited us to their beach is, somehow, knows my best friend's family. add to that, my best friends family also has plans to go to the beach this coming weekend too... hmm... sana nga matuloy... :P

hay... medyo boring nga ngayon... i pero sana lumabas kami maya, like buy some candles, flowers for our dead relatives. kasi baka tonight or 2mrw kami pupunta sa sementeryo to just hang-out there... cuz it's undas season again. it's the season where the cementery is the place to be. :P

oh well... maya na lang uli...

laterz... c",)

another pet... and this time, it's wild!! (whoa!)
(October 27, 2005 / 6:40pm)

well... here's another pet i got... his name is Stryps... the tiger...

adopt your own virtual pet!

yes... it's green... anak siya ni Battle-Cat... (yung pet ni He-Man... from the 80's)


anyways... 2mrw i'll be spending a night with my best friend... hang-out, dvd marathon... just have fun there... yon lng naman...

while 2mrw afternoon ay lunch out with my ka-psychs... yon lng so far.

anyways... uli... maya nlng uli.

laterz... :P

My new pet PENGS!!!
(October 27, 2005 / 5:11pm)

adopt your own virtual pet!

hey hey!!

here's my new blog-pet Pengs the Penguin... try using ur mouse-pointer to interact with him...

enjoy!!

laterz... c",)

It's been a while but hey... di ko na mapigil sarili ko.
(October 26, 2005 / 8:55pm)


it's been a while since nag-blog ako... pero ok lng. anyways... naggala kami ng best friend ko kanina for sum dvds... tapos checked something sa greenhills. then tambay lang muna sa bahay niya...

then i'll be staying at his place over the night this friday... wala lng... just hang-out <to be honest, happy ako... kasi wala lng... c",)>

anyways... wala naman nangyari sa akin lately... tamad-mode ako eh.

so far, yon lng.

laterz...

MY LAST BLOG ('til i get another prepaid internet card again...)
(October 23, 2005 / 10:04pm)


well, time runs fast... so i have to this fast... before i ran up of time sa prepaid internet card ko...

anyways... im broke, nuthin' to do... and there are things i want to do... but i can't kasi wala akong pera!!!

this sucks.

sna naman i cud buy a card na 2mrw...

oh well... bahala na si batman dun... but i hope for some money...

anyways... yon lng... chil-out mode pa rin naman ako eh...

laterz nlng...

Nakakainis ang ganitong buha-haaaay... (nae-LSS na naman uli ako)
(October 23, 2005 / 8:20am)

it's unfair... it's sembreak and i have no solid-major plans... so far, bum-mode ako 'tong bakasyon... buti naman at nakaligo ako kahapon, kasi im almost a level-near on becoming a taong-grasa... anyways, tamad-mode pa rin ako... and the main reason is, i have no money.

so far, the money in my ATM isn't mine (dammit!)

the next money that i'll get is again on the 13th of next month, which still quite far from now... i don't know why, but when i got the PS2, im suppose to be excited and be drowned by it... it's weird, kasi im not drowned by it and somehow nawal yung excitement... i guess it still has to do with the residual (latak) stresses from last sem. parang lumalabas they had the last laugh, making me all weary and tired... bwiset!!

anyways, here's are my 'pseudo' plans to hopefully accomplish this sem break:
-buy new CDs (james blunt, neo-ethic sounds, mojo-fly cd, the new Jam 88.3 cd)
-get the pending comics i have @ CATS Market-Market (Astonishing X-Men Vol 2, New X-Men: Hellions, Dark Phoenix Saga all of these are TPB)
-hang-out with my best friend (movie marathon, pizza, buy dvds, whatever happens basta mag-enjoy!)
-food trip @ Masuki with my Ka-psychs (after getting the class cards)
-hopefully start my work-out again (kung may pera go back to boxing, kung walang pera kahit walking-jogging work-out uli)
-sana matuloy yung plano na mag-HK yung kuya, para makasama ako (a big hopeful on that, yet im not expecting anything yet, bahala na si batman dun)
-Spa, massage... just to fully charge me up (im hoping to do this before classes starts on the 14th)
-at least finish reading 1/2 of angels & demons

...and if all or most (or some) fails, there's always PLAN B: chil-out mode. (aka. tamad-mode, taong-grasa-mode)

the only main problem here naman, to accomplish most or all of thes plans is to have the sufficient enumeration ('financial back-up' or money to more specific)... which right now i don't have.

oh well... wait and see na nga muna... pero if all things for this coming week goes good, i might be staying over-night at my best friend's house to hang-out (i guess that's one plan that can possibly materialize)

anyways, i think iyon na muna...

laterz... c",)

Rage Within Tranquility (and it ain't no fair man...!)
(October 22, 2005 / 5:26pm)

i think i did the right thing... being honest.

it's been a while since i was honest enough to tell the truth... im talking about telling my best friend that i've seen & read his blog... though i promised myself before not to tell him and the things that i've read about his blog will die with me...i guess i did the right thing.

ngunit, i somehow felt that it's none of my business that i read his blog in the first place... kasi it's his thoughts... and his thoughts are private... oh no... <bro if ever you read this... im telling you again, im really sorry that i snoop around... i have no bad intentions of doing it... sorry talaga>

anyways... im good right now... nothing to do, so far... chillin' lang dito sa house... <hibernation is not an option too>...

o cya, maya na lang ata... may mga bisita pala kami dito sa house eh... may padasal ang inay ko dito... i guess faith can give hope to people, even to me.

laterz... :)

What I've Learned from reading Da Vinci Code
(October 21, 2005 / 4:30pm)

kaninang madaling araw, at exactly 1:25am, i've finally finished reading Dan Brown's famouse book, the Da Vinci Code. the story revolves about a symbologist (Robert Langdon) and a young cryptologist (Sophie Neveu) discovering the secret of the Bloodline of Jesus and Mary Magdalene <it tells us that Jesus is just a mere human who had an intimate relationship with Mary Magdalene>. The author (Brown) made it clear in the start of the story that the artifacts, secret documents, the secret society (Priory of Sion) are real. <talk about a total conspracy?>

anyways, the book basically focus on the forgotten role of females in society (from the start of it)... it was good approach... seeing it that females then were are as discriminate before, though they are more powerful than men.

i think it gave me a thought... are men so tricky and afriad to admit that the powerful sex is indeed female? scientifically speaking, we came from XX chromosomes at the begining of ones life, thus i think, yon palang, proves that women dominates na.

suddenly it reminded me the research-approach taught by my pseudo-good professor garces-bacsal... to be more of a femenist in approaching ones research.

to be honest, i am a femenist... i respect women to certain levels that men cannot be <though men think they can... even i admit to that>.

anyways, i know this quite late... but i recommend to the public to read this book... it's fast-paced... and it gives the reader a "whoa!" every chapter. an i also suggest that read this before the movie comes out next year... but for your info (but i think this is also old news to most) Langdon is played by Tom Hanks, which at first i was doubting he can, but after reading the book i can see him doing a great Langdon. and Sir Ian McKellen (aka Magneto) will be playing Bishop Aringarosa, i guess seeing him as the master of magnetism down to a very stong bishop has its benefit... <when i was reading the book, i imagine that the bishop was wearing magneto's helmet, making him some weird dominating priest who wants something beneficial>...

oh well, i guess who can tell... but im guessing that the movie can be something to watch. i'll watch it once it open to theaters... sana nga lang walng cuts. :P

anyways, natanggal ko na rin yung plastic cover ng Angels & Demons, it is the prequel to Da Vinci Code... i hope i cud finish this before classes starts or during the x'mas break (the most).

o cya... yon na muna...

laterz... c",)


(i scanned this one to show that i have an illustrated version of the book... how narcissistic am i?)

"tree pretty... fire bad..." (idle minds go to sleep)
(October 20, 2005 / 6:13pm)

so far i slept all day... i guess im trying to get the energy na nawala sa akin from last sem... all the stresses i've been through, i guess kasama na rin yung mga inis ko lately to some people.

i guess i need more sleep then.

anyways, i'm good... ngayon lang nag-sink in na sem break na... kaso, im bugged na baka it one hell of a sem break uli, in which tamad ako most of my break... why cn't i be like those people in TV when they're on spring break (or similar to a sem break) they would go to beaches, or party hard and get laid... i guess, reality offers differently compared to what TV promotes... but i think i can compose something similar to that, especially of the getting laid part (hehehehe!)

oh well... i just love when my brain goes idle... nothing to think, nothing academically to think of... total blankness... sounds fun (i hope).

oh yeah, im planning to do RA work again this coming sem break... yeah, it will be for the last time... (do i really have to be senti right now?) o cya, kasi graduating na ako... hehehe!! :P

anyways... yon na muna.

laterz... c",)

It's an End... and also a Begining for something different (i think...)
(October 19, 2005 / 8:22pm)

well, officially my last 1st sem ends. SEMBREAK na!!! (whohoo!!) it ended with our Hum1 presentation kaninang around 6:30pm... hay, salamat...

come to think of it... this is my last sembreak before i graduate next sem... bilis ng panahon... so far, i decided to seize the moment and try to be the best i can be before i leave the premises of my college... aka, magkakalat na ako... hehehe (ooopss!!) :P

hay... medyo pagod na rin ako ngayon... parang literally im gonna need a break from all i've been through... and i hope matuloy ako sa pagpunta sa hong kong this end of october... I REALLY HOPE SO!!! para i could really get some rest and shop things for me-me-ME!!! (plus baka dun na rin ako mag-pseudo x'mas shopping for my friends & loved ones)

oh well... im tired from the presentation... papahinga na muna ako.

laterz... c",)

RANT blog... just to blow off some steam.
(October 18, 2005 / 9:50pm)

as i said a while ago sa previous blog ko... im pissed at my psych prof (Rhoda Myra Garces-Bacsal, Ph.D. candidate).

i am pissed, kasi ang labo niya. sobrang nakakangarag ang mga gawain niya. and she's something you learned to hate later on.

yeah, maybe i'm just really pissed off right now and later on i'll regret what i've wrote and cool down... but right now, im pissed...

ang labo niya talaga... and for someone of her mind, would see it nman...

i don't care about the assessment... though it seems it's connected to this rant... basta, kakabwiset lang siya lately...

dati i respect a lot for the way she teaches, being a good adviser, being a nice prof and i saw how she is dedicated to her field... but then there was her flaws... yeah, somehow i was blinded by her achievements that i disregard her flaws... anyways, i was somehow fooled (yet right now i wish i am wrong)...

now i can't decide on what to do after my graduation... kasi she's one of the reason that made me look forward to pursue a clinical perspectivwe of psych... then i saw the light (or what it is left of the light she's hiding from us). sighs.

oh well... i guess it's just i'm really pissed off sa kanya... true i expected more from her...

hay buhay... this sucks.

i guess i have ranted off na the thing i want to rant about my prof...

i guess right now, after i log-off... cool down na...

and hopefully later on... future-wise... something to laugh off na lang itong blog ko.

laterz...

tamad-mode... and it seems gonna stay here for a while.
(October 18, 2005 / 7:30pm)

yeah, bored sessions are quite present here right now.

somehow it has to do with being 2mrw as my official last day of class... and sembreak follows. thus makes it open for boredomness and laziness.

yeah, somehow nahimas-masan na ako about the thing i learned yesterday. anyways, im good na uli... and im human enough to accept that there still times that i might encounter that thing again... but who cares... past na sya eh. hehehe

hay buhay... nakakatamad, pero ok rin naman...

oo nga 'no... im also pissed off towards one of my psych prof, the one whom i respect the most... somehow, i got to see something and made me realize that people are indeed imperfect. yeah, i know mdyo nabighani ako sa abilidad niya, no doubt it gave me some kick of inspiration but it's quite weird to know that the person who i admire was a floop too... makes me think about the world being one dumb-ass population though... but hey, we're not flawless as other may see.

oh well... o cya... rest na muna ako.

laterz

*Books?! Reading?! Run for your lives!!
(October 17, 2005 / 9:49pm)

*i got this line from Jessica Zafra's blog... kinda fits the season... sem break.

somehow, sembreak-mode na ako... kahit di pa tapos yung finals ko... well, play na lang sa Hum 1... which will be on wednesday night... kaya 2mrw, double-time sa practice.

anyways... kanina, nakaka-baliw... kasi i just found out na isa has a boyfriend na... and well, yeah, classmate ko in some of my GE class, nice guy naman siya (well, di ko naman siya kilala that well, but i think he's a good guy)... but that isn't the thing... MAY BOYFRIEND NA SI ISA!!! that's the thing!! yeah, in 'some way' im over with my crush towards her... but seeing her all the time makes me feel... something special... don't get me wrong, im not a stalker-type person... but i get to be inspired by her... her face alone has an angelic aura, with a mix of malice. basta, it hit me when i found out kanina...

life sux!! (no doubt about it...)

...but hey. i still like her though... but i guess it somehow a reality check for me din...

oh well... im still single... and somehow there's the pros and cons of being sinlge for a while... im not like other people whom i know hates being single... ako. im just waiting for the right time... kasi, there's a lot of things to do while being single. kaya im still enjoying my single life.

anyways... i think im cool with it na rin with the sad news... but i guess moving on won't be an option... i have to.

hay buhay... idaan na lang sa tawa... hahaha!! :P

oh well... maya na lang uli.

laterz... c",)

back to Reality... and somehow, it Bites.
(October 17, 2005 / 9:50am)

later in while, i'll be prepping up to go to school... yeah, di pa ako sembreak... kasi may play pa ako ipre-present for hum 1 class... it's somehow a final exam of it... in some variation.

anyways, i have to... kasi nakakahiya sa ibang members ng group eh.

oh well... it's back to reality na nga.

kahapon, yeah, the main theme of yesterday was 'reminiscing'. my day ended reading some papers i've wrote for my past psych classes... nakakatuwa nga eh... nagulat ako sa mga sinulat ko, it's quite good... it showed that i was quite on my prime then... ngayon, specially on my assessments, parang 'latak' na lang yung mga naisulat ko. anyways, i did really good on my thesis, but it cost me my assessment reports... ok lng nman sa 'kin... kaso, i cud have done better.

oh well... nobodies perfect... but yon lng...

o cya, prep-up na ako...

laterz... c",)

why do i have a weird feeling about this...?
(October 16, 2005 / 8:00pm)

first of all... di na kinda noticed na it's some what my 3rd entry blog for just a day? <it just shows how free my time is here at home and, yeah, im also quite bored> ...anyways, i have a weird feeling that this sem break will be something... something bored or something... something.

sighs... wala lang.

i started reading... well try to finish reading Da Vinci Code... yeah, there's progress in reading it... ganda nga ng story eh... very fast-paced. parang i can imagine the movie na, specially Ian McKellen playing Bishop Aringarosa... there's the Magneto-ish essense... <bwahaha> :D

gusto kong gumimik... kaso wala akong pera... well i have some... but naka-save na sya for the pending comics na i have to get it na, asap. and there's the PS2 that i have to fight for... kasi i'll be pissed talaga kung di ko siya nakuha 'tong sem break... sa mga pinag-hirapan ko sa thesis... at wala akong reward... fuck it!! basta i'm determine to have my PS2 this sem break... <evil laugh!> ... :P

oh well... have to watch TV na muna na nga.

laterz... c",)

again... reminiscing on certain things
(October 16, 2005 / 1:55pm)

from out of the bloom, jax called me... weird, but hey it's been a long time since my best friend called me on my landline... anyways, he just asked something about one of my cd na na-copy niya before...

but that isn't the thing that i reminisce... it's about the author whom i adore so much since i was in high school... even until now... Jessica Zafra. yup, out of the blue, well... from one of my egrps that i joined has a post on Zafra's blog, which ginawan ko agad ng link sa blog ko... some sort of an honor for her... she's somehow was and still my mentor on being demented. :P

anyways... yon lng nman... oh well... maya nlng uli.

laterz... c",)

It's been exactly a year ago...
(October 16, 2005 / 12:26am)

yeah, call it reminiscing... it's exactly a year ago that a new friendship was established. me and with my FA Family... wow... nakakatuwa ngang isipin eh... kasi in just that event, a lot of things are somehow connected... and now, look where i am... i have survived a lot of things... thanks to them too, who guided me in many ways.

anyways, i just got home (a couple of minutes ago lang) from Ron's bday... mdyo nahihiya nga ako at kung kailan dumating yung iba, dun ako aalis... specially kay tepay... i hope seth would come talaga... anyways, it was fun and good to see them... as i said, exactly a year ko sila nakilala... and that same year, it started a new thing for me... reminiscing talaga. :D

oh well... i had fun na rin... anyways, i have to sleep na rin... later paggising ko baka tambay lng ako dito sa house the whole day... kaya i'll try to finish reading da vinci code once and for all...para mapahiram ko na rin kay best friend jax... :P

oh well... rest na ko.

laterz... c",)

X3
(October 15, 2005 / 11:23am)

yup... i can't fucking wait for X-Men 3 to come out in theaters next year... and kani-kanina lang, i have seen the teaser site in which the teaser trailer was there... and lupet... for an x-men fan... I CAN'T WAIT!!!!

i think i can see from now that my bday next year will be something good... kasi it has the possible factors: (1) graduate na ako, (2) bday blow out uli ako with my families and (3) palabas na ang X3 by that time... whoa!!!

i know mdyo mababaw... pero mababaw akong tao... i get joy from simple stuffs... it's a more practical way of living... for me (di ko alam sa iba dyan...)

anyways... yon lang... it's blast seeing the trailer... fuck, im so happy!! c",)

laterz...

pizza...
(October 15, 2005 / 9:19am)

im fucking craving for a pizza.

di matanggal sa utak ko yung mga bagong flavors ng Pizza-Hut... i funking crave for pizza... but i can't.

becuase of these stupid genes... not that i blame my parents for the genes, thus inheriting some of our families sickness, like this gall-stone i have right now... sighs!!

last night, got to watch the dvd i bought yesterday, yung bagong cgi-movie... final fantasy 7: advent children... sobrang astig!!! kaso nakaka-asar kasi sa end part dun nagluko yung dvd... kaya papalit ko nga as soon as possible... pero astig talaga!!! lupet ng camera angles, yung details ang lupet!! :P

well... im still thinking about pizzas right now...anyways, may vegetarian pizza naman eh... hehehe :P

oh well... maya pa kasi ako aalis around ng hapon... punta kasi ako sa bday ni ron... hmm... oo nga 'no!! it's been a year since i've known my FA family... well, dun nag-start yung pagkakilala ko sa kanila... bilis rin ng panahon...

i miss them, the FA family... wala lng... mdyo kasi di na ako nakiki-hang-out sa kanila lately eh.... medyo guilty nga ako eh. pero babawi ako sa mga pagkukulang ko naman... what are friends for nga...

weird... still part of my mind still stuck on the pizza... hehehe pero pawala na rin... :P

nasa may money na para i can buy a PS2 na... i really want a PS 2 na!!! that's my reward for the hardship for my thesis and other pasakit na dinaanan ko just to be in a graduating status next sem... c",)

o cya... maya nlng uli... i'll post something later or something.

laterz.

WILD day...
(October 14, 2005 / 10:41pm)

yep... the title says it... it was a wild day... very wild...

it started 12:55am... and somehow it ended a while ago, when i got home a few minutes ago...

kasi naman i have to drive and rush my mom to a hospital of her choice... then i woke up very late for my removal exam...

then it became cool when my good 'ol prof cancelled my removal and was re-scheduled next sem... then we, the psych-pips went to the new mall... tiendesitas... ok naman, kaso bad ventelation... i got a star-lamp, a rain stick and veggies & bread for me... it was cool!!! (parang bond uli namin ng mga psych)... i'll try to get the pix and post them on later blogs.

anyways... then after that we went to fin's and hang-out... then ayon... kakauwi ko lng.

what a day nga eh...

first it started with angst and bad feelings... then ended up erasing those bad-negative auras around me... hay... i thank my friends for being there... i love them...

oh well... gotta rest na muna...

laterz... c",)

...why i choose forensics as a theme for my thesis research?
(October 13, 2005 / 3:12pm)

wala lng... just poped-out sa utak ko lately...

i made some reports on forensics na before pala... hehehe...
-forensic entomology sa bio 11 class ko
-forensic pathology sa isa sa mga english class ko
-and my thesis on forensic psychology...

hmm... why did i choose forensic?... quite a question that runs in my head lately?

is there a higher calling for me?... anyways, im still waiting for 'that' sign from above...

oh well... something lang na nag-pop up lng sa utak ko... better put it sa blog ko... hehehe :P

laterz...

something new sa blog ko...
(October 13, 2005 / 2:07pm)

hmm... napansin ko... it's been more than a year na ako nablo-blog dito... and i think it's time for some few changes... like having a theme or a title for each blog i type-in... like the aboved mention... hehehe

yeah, the date and time will still be there... only next after the theme/title...

anyways... some new nga... :P

laterz... c",)

October 13, 2005 / 1:52pm

well, im YM-ing with my sister, who's in the US right now... and watching Laban o Bawi too...

and also blogging... hehehe

yeah, papasok dapat ako ngayon... for the dressed-rehearsals ng hum1 play... kaso im not feeling good right now... sipon / allergy... dagnamit...

anyways... i wish magka-PS2 na ako by this sem break...

and also finish reading da vinci code... so i cud open and start reading angels & demons...

sighs... i hate having allergy-attacks right now... hay buhay...

anyways... im cool... plus the fact na graduating na ako next sem... yehey! :P

oh well... by the way, while surf and killing time (by browsing other peoples blogs...) i got to stumble on my best friend's blog... quite interesting nga eh... but i feel sorry for him... even i wanna help/comfort him... i cnt... kasi it means that he knows that i've read his blogs... but i have no bad/evil intentions naman eh... i just wish he would see the bright side of things and somehow grow more... kasi i see the potentials he has... di pa lang niya nade-develop pa...

o cya... maya nlng uli...

mag-steam na muna ako... to get rid of this allergy...

wish me good health...

laterz... c",)

October 11, 2005 / 11:42pm

well, i guess i won't be able to pass my 2nd assessment by 2mrw... but i might pass it on thursday, i know it will be super late and there's deductions on it... but yeah, im prepared for the consequence (pero sana pumasa ako sa psych 162...) parang right now, nagpaparamdam na yung pressure to graduate on march... yikes!! parang di pa ako ready... but i guess we have to face it soon...

anyways, mdyo inuubo ako ngayon... dunno why, maybe it's connected to the lack of sleep lately... or something... plus mdyo may pinching pains uli sa abdomen area ko, more on the area where my gallbladder is... im quite worried. and im having second thoughts na rin on having this operated... para lang matapos ito... im still asking around and trying to do some research on my present situation... kasi it's my health at risk din eh. pero inom muna na lang ako ng apple juice before taking the ZZZzzz's...

oh well, 2mrw submit thesis and practice pala sa hum-1 play na rin... i guess i'll be staying at school for a while na rin muna... i-raos na muna ang mga dapat tapusin...

o cya... tulog na rin ako...

laterz... c",)

October 10, 2005 / 7:46pm

what a day!!

it's a mixed kinda day today.

well there's the good-side... got to see friends, and somehow our trouble with the assessments got us in a very tough time... well at least sama-sama kami...

there's also the funny-wacky side... kasi some of the semi-baho freshies hanged-out sa likod ng pick-up ko... and when i went there to get something (or just basically tested them...heheh) bilga silang nagsibabaan as if nothing happend... hehehe it was fun seeing their faces... pero it's ok lng sa kin... kasi pseudo tambayan na rin yung pick-up ko since freshie pa ako eh... pero seeing their faces... kahit mga pasaway sila... it's fun... hahaha!! :P

and there's the ugly-side... literally UGLY!!! and im speaking about tess Marfil... the inept, stupid and ugly-as-hell secretary of prof. abueva... im still wondering why would still have that work, in her kind of attitude & behavior... hmmm... i still don't get the 'humanitarian reason'... anyways... pangit siya!!! sana she would look ate her chest para masaksak niya ang sarili niya with her long baba... hahaha!!

anyways... the day went crazy too... the exam for psych 162... crazy, i tell you... hahaha!!!! hohoho!!! parang bagsak ako dun eh... sighs... buhay nga naman... plus di ko pa nabibigay yung 1/2 ng assessment report ko... anyways... im planning to give it on either wednesday or thursday the most...

right now... aaral / review muna ako for my removal sa STS... kaya yon nga muna yung focus ko tonight... kaya wish-wish me luck on this one... i hope i pass... para graduate na ako this year...

oh well... wish me luck talaga... sobra!!!

laterz... c",)

October 9, 2005 / 6:30pm

'di pa ako tapos sa paggawa ng assessments reports ko...my gulay!!!

sakit na ng ulo ko... but i have to push myself more on these reports... i have to... kasi i need to finish this by tonight... or else lagot ako na prof ko at sa class ko... sighs!!

anyways... ang hirap talaga gumawa ng assessment reports... sighs...

i miss my friends... (again)... laki ng thanks ko sa kanila sa pagtulong at pagsuporta nila sa thesis ko... 'di ko lang alam kung paano ko sila ire-repay...

neways... have to finish up my break then back work na uli ako dito sa assessments ko... hay naku...

laterz nlng uli... ='C

October 8, 2005 / 10:12pm

well, im really fucking behind schedule right now... i still have to transcribe the PTAT of my two clients... and have to integrate the handful of data to the assessment report (and that's times two)... and that's due on monday at 11:30am... plus i have to drive my mom 2mrw early morning... and plus drive my dad to somewhere far... and i have to fix my thesis 2mrw afternoon as well... kasama na rin yung signiture ni tita jasmin and yung pag-burn ng cd kina jax... it's gonna be a full-lenght action sunday 2mrw... oh fuck on that!!!

right... and since last night... mdyo my stomach is having those small pinching pains... and im quite scared if it's something to be aware at... i guess... inom na muna ako ng buscopan, to relief this pain... wish me luck nlng...

grabe, stress na ako... but i still have to push myself on this... patapos na rin eh... kakayanin ko 'to...

oh well... wish me the bestest luck nlng on these things...

laterz...

October 7, 2005 / 10:13pm

so far, i think i made a boo-boo on my philo1 exam kanina... but i think i did good on my ethics exam naman... well that's the good part of my day.

the bad part was the fault of my fuck retarded father.

yes... my dear 'ol daddy-o... the only mistake that i did was follow his favor at the right time... sana i should have done my interview with my client before i went home... kasi ang labo talaga ng tatay ko... that asshole!!

anyways, nagpa-drive pa sya...and it wasted my precious time... sobrang nakaka-asar siya... grr!! now, with the stress my father gave me... mdyo nag-pinching pain yung stomach ko... im hoping it's just a pinching-pain... that i will go away na rin... my dad, the asshole. no thanks to him.

anyways... 2mrw... double time muna ako to finish what i have for the assessment... then by 3pm to 7pm... punta ako sa hum1 practice... sana dun na muna ako a light roles, like being on the backstage person... yon lng... i think that's a good plan... sna by sunday afternoon tapos na ako sa assessments... kasi by 230pm onwards... busy ako with my finalization ng thesis ko...

wish me luck... and i hope i dnt get sick (anymore... for now).

laterz...

October 6, 2005 / 11:15pm

well... c/o my good friend, matt marte... he send this pic of the people who defended yesterday sa psych class namin... and these people are also my ka-psych family...

(r-l) feric, kate, me, wendi, girard & mouse (who is touching wendi's left boob...hehehe)

well... we all did it... and we're still a few men short sa defense, pero when their time comes to defend next sem, we'll help them too...

it was fun... cuz we kicked ass!! :p

laterz... c",)

October 6, 2005 / 10:43pm

i was suppose to blog last night... kaso, when i got home at around 6-ish... i ate dinner, then BAM!!! bagsak ako sa kama and had the best ZZZzzz's.

then i woke up at around late 8-ish kanina...

well, the thesis defense yesterday was quite good... it started na kinakabahan ako... and thinking na i'll just make a fool of myself and fail or worst ashamed... but that didn't happened... and thanx to my friends who really showed their support (thru txting me, waving at me outside, sitting-in and listen to my defense)... grabe... when i saw them (the FA family) outside and waved at me and cheered for me, nawala yung kaba at nerbyos ko... and when i saw some entered and sit-in, gave me the confidence to really push my defense and do the best as i can... and yeah, plus my tita being my panel... i kicked butt!!! YEAH!!!

im so greatful to them... grabe!!! i'll repay them back for sure...

anyways, have to do my take-home exam for philo-ethics class na muna...

laterz...! c",)

October 3, 2005 / 8:00pm

so far, i think i got a breather na from my thesis... napasa ko na kay ma'am myra yung copy ko and luckily, may panelist na ako fort he defense...kahit alam ko na iisa lang... i think it's good na rin... Tita Jasmin pa!!! sus!!! :P

anyways, right now, total rest na muna ako... just to regain my strenght again for the defense, as well as the assessments that i am suppose to submit on thursday (but i cnt, im planning to pass it on monday nlng, kahit may deduction)... oh well... sacrifices are meant to be happen.

i think that's it na muna...

have to rest.


laterz...!

October 3, 2005 / 1:05am

yes... it's one in the morning... cause i cnt sleep... i became a gentleman and gave my bed to a lady who really need some Zzzz's... hay naku... grabe talaga mag-thesis... nakaka-pagod pero nakaka-high rin to know that the blood, sweat and time na binigay importansya mo will be paid off na rin in a couple of days... sighs, what a relief.

anyways, wendi is sleeping on my bed ryt now... sobrang pagod at wasak sa mga kamalasan na nangyari sa kanya sa pagkakataposn ng kanyang thesis... pero i just wish she would just RELAX. in my case naman, eto... cool headed na rin... im good. :P

basically my day ended good na rin, kasi i got to watch the very last episode of Buffy again... i think its a good sign... well if it's a bad sign, i got to see the bright-side of it... hehehe :P

anyways... mdyo the ZZZzzz's are getting in me na rin... i'll just find a way to find a good place to sleep here sa room ko..

anyways... cheers for us, sa mga nakapagtapos ng thesis... kahit pressured at pagod na kami, we tend to look good pa rin. c",)

laterz...!

October 2, 2005 / 3:08pm

at exactly 3:01pm... natapos ko na ang thesis ko.

after i have saved it, for the last time... a cool breeze run thorugh my body, a sigh of relief was followed... then out of no where, a ray of light flashed at me... and i danced... danced as if no ones watching me dance... i danced like it was a grand celebration.

a very heavy burden was taken from my back... i could breath again.

it felt good.

now i have to just print 4 copies... and take a bath... wash away the remaing burdens that came with the bloody works...

it really felt good... c",)


laterz... (yehey!!)

October 2, 2005 / 1:06pm

yes!!! im almost done with my thesis... nasa last part na ako... which is the summary-conclusion-recommendation part. hay buhay...hirap talaga itong thesis... but i can't complain naman, kasi eto yung klaseng pagod na enjoy rin kasi alam mo na gusto mo yung topic... madugo nga lang talaga yung mga dirty work... pero, from what i cansee... i did good na rin. :D

oh well... by 4pm alis na ako to help wendi sa format ng thesis nya, then meet up with kate para sabay-sabay kami magpa-ring bind ng mga copies ng thesis namin... para by 2mrw morning, mabigay na namin kay myra yung copy niya... tapos, ako naman... try ko makahanap ng panelist naman... im hoping tita jasmin would be free to be my panel.

anyways, wish me a lot of luck starting right now and onwards... cuz i really need it.

o cya... back to work na muli ako...

laterz... c",)

October 2, 2005 / 9:42am

i'm still doing my thesis right now. and so far, it's a "so near, yet so far" thing... im almost there na sa last part ng thesis, which is the summary-conclusion-recommendation part, pero i'm still stuck sa data analysis & interpratation... rich kasi yung mga data na nakuha ko eh... not that im complaining na maganda yung mga data... pero ang haba eh... waaaah!!! tapos i lack sleep... pero baka mabawi ko 'to sa tuesday pa... pero it's the least of my worries... big worry ko ngayon eh matapos 'tong thesis by lunch time or the latest mga 4pm. para i cud rush to UP at pa-ringbind yung 3 copies ng thesis ko... for the panelist...

for the panelist... OH FUCK OFF!!! wala pa akong panalist!!!!! SHIT!!! ayusin ko na muna 'tong thesis nga... isa-isa muna... hay buhay. this is tough.

pero i think maaayos ito... kakayanin ko ito...

im so, quite tired na... pero have to push myself more again... kaya ko 'to...

after 2mrw morning, i'll finish my assessments na rin... rush-rush din ito eh... score ko na yung mga dapat i-score sa school 2mrw after ng submission kay myra ng copy ng thesis.

wish me tons of luck... cuz ill be needing it (right now would be good).

sighs... life's ups and downs... and im on the middle, being pulled by both forces... pressure.

but i think i can manage this... sugat-sugat nga lang ako after... but wounds tend to be healed...

oh well... back to work.


laterz... c",)

October 1, 2005 / 11:30pm

it's been a while since nag-blog ako... mostly im busy finishing my thesis... well, right now, i should be planning to finish the data analysis & interpretation... and 2mrw morning naman yung summary, conclusion & recommendations... then sa hapon, ipapa-ringbind ko na yung 3 copies... yup there's pressure and stress... pero enjoy rin naman eh.

kanina, sinamahan ko si jax sa pagbili ng mp3 player nya sa gilmore... and later tumambay muna ako sa kanila at dun ko ginawa yung data analysis ko... hirap kasi pag sa bahay ko ako nag-aral eh... anyways, i'll just finish this part ng thesis ko, then go to sleep...

anyways, i just want to post dito sa blog ko yung acknoledgements ko na nsa thesis ko... just to point out, the people who i acknowledge sa thesis ko are the people whom i respect and love the most... so, here it goes...

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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

This thesis research is the fruit of the sweat, blood, and tears not only of the author, but of numerous other people as well. For this, for this, I would like to convey my heartfelt gratitude to the following for their invaluable assistance, advice, and encouragement:

The wonderful people at the Dayan Psychological Center, whose knowledge about the interaction of the law & psychology gave a great help on this thesis research-
o Dr. Natividad A. Dayan, Ph.D.
o Ms. Polly Dy
o Ms. Rose – the secretary

The people from Care and Counsel Wholeness Center, whose assistance on giving the wisdom about the world of Psychology helped me see a potential of being a Psychologist-
o Dr. Violeta V. Bautista, M.F.T.
o Ms. Kelly – the secretary

I would also like to thank Rev. Lito Mangulabnan, S.J. of the ADMU – Ateneo Professional Schools, who help me see the law and psychology, combined, in a more spiritual perspective.

Ma’am Myra Garces-Bacsal – My alluring-but-strict professor since my Social Science-I days (when I was still a freshman), who never gave up on me and encourages me to strive more. She also made me see the great potentials I can do and I can be. THANKS ma’am for letting me sing and getting a score of 96!!!

Ma’am PJ Lamzon – My down-to-earth-wacky Psych professor. Also a CSI fan. Your insights gave me funny and good perspective in the world of psychology, into a more cartoonish way. Your words from your lectures made my work on this research lighter than what I expected. You made me see the ‘moments’ and make me live on it. Thanks po!!!

Jax Chang – My best friend since high school. He’s the one who introduces me to a lot of things; this includes the world of Forensic Science on TV (C.S.I.), which is the theme of this research. He also helped me out on some of the physical stuff of this research (burning files on CDs format). Thank you for showing a lot of things about life, even with your constant silence, I learned to listen.

Janina Bustos – Nina, you who helped me out how to understand the jargons of the judicial system, as well as helping me out when I was researching at The Ateneo Professional Studies’ Library. I thank you for a lot of things, and one of them is our friendship that is hard to break. I love you friend!!!

My F.A. Family – Who are always at my side (figuratively & literally). Israel, Tepay, Seth, Alexis, Jobi, Ambok, Dave, Ron, Gato, Denise, Nikki, Dodong, Coco, Goitia, Go, Marvs, Eldon & Nina. Salamat sa mga encouragement at support na binigay ninyo sa akin. Sa tuwing nahihirapan ako gawin itong research ko, nandiyan kayo upang bigyan ninyo ako ng saya, malinaw na perspective at saya uli. SALAMAT mga t’song at mahal ko kayong lahat!!!

My Ka-Psych Family – We did it guys!!! The precious time we gave and the blood we sweated out was worth it. From our food-trips, bonding-trips to our class researches at different libraries, through THICK & THIN we manage to come out successfully and stayed good-looking as well. Kay, Feric, Girard, Mouse, Miko, Rheena, Wendi, Kate, Pao, Fin & Rowan (and Matt & Mike too); thanks for the strength and encouragement you guys have given me. As well as your patience and respect that we all shared towards each other. Cheers for all of us!!!

The rest of my Friends at Kalayaan College – You guys know who you are… :)

Ma’am Susie Deasis & the rest of the people at the Library­ – Thank you for giving me the things needed for my research, the references. Without them it would be a big burden for me. Thanks for lighten up things for me!!!

The People from the Rizal Library at ADMU–Loyola and the Library at ADMU–Ateneo Professional School in Makati – For the other references that helped out to form this thesis research.

The wonderful people at W.H.C. & The Chinese General Hospital – For giving me the medical stuff to make me have a good health and get back on my feet for this research.

And of course to the Higher Being Above.

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ayon... yon lng...

o cya... wish me luck on this...


laterz... c",)