October 31, 2004 / 9:57am

well, its officially Halloween... mamayang gabi ay pupunta kami sa Loyola to visit our dead grandparents & uncles there... and ill try to be patient with my driving, knowing that it will be a gruesome traffic going there and the parking is quite a challenge... hmm... i hope i could find a good spot there to park...

anyways, im having now second thoughts on what to do on tuesday... im quite scared and quite excited...and a little shaky-afraid too (that's different from the scared-factor)... im still thinking about it... kasi, it's more likely that im feed the monsters again... and im afraid of the consequence that will come, and im sure it will cost me a lot... hmmm... i have to decide it wisely...

im still afraid... on almost every decisionsi make... even if its a part of MY LIFE... or all peoples lives, it's still quite shaky to think the things that can and will affect... i have to think about it... wisely and thoroughly....

anyways, gotta wash the dishes na...

wish me luck on this...

laterz...