December 21, 2004 / 11:55pm

i should write this down before the day ends...

today... was the time... i gave jax my christmas gift...

yes... i went to his place kaninang around before lunch... and i did it... at first there was the tensed feeling, but i was quite calm when 'DV' by Cambio played in the radio when i was around a few minutes from his house... by that time i knew things will not be bad as i am expecting it... and it ended good... absolutely good.

i can say that things ended good between us na... yet im still hoping that we could be friends again (but im not pushing it naman)... kasi right now, i am happy...

i showed myself that i have really moved on... YEAH!!!

whoohoo!!! what a day... and what a good way to somewhat end 2004 in my life... patching up things and having good friends... i learned new lessons and still taking things one day at a time...

di lng matanggal uli yung smile ko ngayon... haaaayyy... sarap nitong feeling!!

anyways, i have to call israel in a while...

i can say it again... NOW TRULY HAPPY!!!

laterz. c",)