...

nuthing much... it was quite boring and quiet during the holy week... just stayed basically here at home and tried to kill boredom by having DVD marathons and lots of sleeping around. though resting is one thing i need, 'cuz two days from now i'll behaving my gall-stone remove, so far i think that's it for the whole week.

well, there's the meeting of the graduates 2mrw afternoon... but before that, i'm planning to hang-out at my best friends house and just chill there for a while, before going to school... i'll bring some dvds for him to watch and i guess pahiramin ko rin ng comics ko...anyways, bahala na..

after 2rmw... it's my confinement na for my opreation on tuesday... wish me luck. though i'm excited that i can eat regular foods a week after the operation... a big-YEY on that.

so ayon... nuhting much talaga...

keep you posted nlng later...


laterz.. c",)

At last... GRADUATION (and it's official)

it's OFFICIAL... i'll be marching for graduation this April 30, 2006 (@ 9am at the Balay Kalinaw in UP Diliman).

A big YEHEY on that!!

when i found out that all my subjects this sem and together with the otehr subjects for completion passed... it made my day really awesome!!! YEHEY!!!

now i'm really happy and excited for me!! :D

and now i have the right to celebrate... but i have to get operated first, so that i could really celebrate... hahaha! :P

oh well, i'm so happy today... and damn... i'm graduating... c",)


laterz... c",)

isang linggo na lang... yey!!

basically, it's exactly a week from my scheduled confinement for my gallstone removal surgery... and i'm so excited!! yippee!! :P

kaya konting tiis na lang... konting tiis na lang... pero kung tutuosin, kaya ko naman i-maintain 'tong way of eating eh... kaso, i can't wait to taste some foods that i'm so missing, like pizza and the variety bucket ng KFC... hay... excited na ako talaga! c",)

i can still stand it... hehehe

o cya.. yon lang... :P

laterz c",)

the heat is on...

summer season basically started around mid-March, which was just last month... but the heat then was quite tolerable, but lately it is really HOT!!! too hot that i can fry an egg on the floor... i can't even go out, so i'm just stuck here at home and spending hours online, thus wasting a lot of hours to my internet card. i'm guessing by this friday (or earlier pa) mauubos na agad eh...

though i know i can't reallly go out, cuz i have no money and i'm avoiding to eat something that can trigger my gallstone attack... it's just really hot outside.

sighs... sometime i wish there are really mutants in this reality... so there's a possibility that Storm is true... so that she can make the weather cool always. :P

anyways, today is Palm Sunday, the start of Holy Week... so basically a lot of people are going to either vacation outside the metro (like my best friend, going to HK... inggit!) or do some religious rituals (like my mom, having a church activity-gig... blah!) or just like me (bumming around at home & having a dvd marathon)...

and by the way, i still have 9 days to go before i get myself operated for the gallstone removal surgery... so i'm getting excited every day it gets nearer... yey!! :P

so ayon na muna... i'll try my best to post frequently...

laterz... c",)

summer plans...(if there's any)

yesterday, friday, i took the very last (and i really hope it's the last one) exam for college... and i hate it.

cuz it's fucking hard...!!!

i just really hope that i'll pass english 3 this time... cuz almost 2 years ago i failed the same subject cuz of my cuts & absences... the only thing i regret about this present subject, is that it's the same prof whom i had then... but i'm hoping that she has changed her heart (even in a little, subtle way). anyways, i jusr hope i pass this one and just graduate already.

but at least... it's officially summer time for me... (yey.)

but... yet still... im not sure what are my plans this summer...

though there are things that i want to do...

-like going to the beach...
-scattering my resumes to every job openings available...
-hanging-out more with my best friend and my barkadas...
-buying the stuffs that i love to have (check my previous blog entry)...
-read good books...
-do some adrenaline rush activities (like riding a rollercoaster or something similar to that)...
-watch movies with friends...

and so much more... though the only solid plan right now is the operation for my gallstone removal after holy week and (yeah) the graduation this end of April (which kinda ticks me off, cuz the office @ kalay made some changes again. we will still graduate @ UP, but it will no longer be at Bahay ng Alumni at 4pm. it will be more smaller than Alumni, it's at Balay Kalinaw @ 9am... oh men!)

so far that's it... i wish at least 2 or 3 things in the list would come true... i really wish & hope.

ayon.. yon na muna...

laterz c",)

wish list...

with my graduation getting nearer and also my bday nxt month... there are things that i really want as a gift/reward... but the problem is that i lack the enough finances to have it... so for those who knew me and got the chance to read this, i hope this would give you guys ideas on what to give me on either my graudation or my bday (or both)... :P

well here's my wish list for my grad & bday:
-Jessica Zafra's Twisted 7
-Jessica Zafra's Chicken Pox for the Soul
-Tuesdays with Morrie
-April issue ng Empire Magazine (X3 yung cover)
-10th Season ng FRIENDS (preferably the original copy)
-5th Season ng CSI (pirated or original copy)
-1st Season ng CSI: NY (pirated or original copy)
-TPB ng X-Men: Blood of Apocalypse
-TPB ng New Avengers (Volumes 2-3)
-HBC ng New X-Men Vol. 3-5 (basta kung san namatay si phoenix)
-TPB or HBC ng Marvels 1602
-at least isa sa mga pull-out list kong TPB na nasa CATS Market-Market (Avengers:Disassembled / X-Men & Black Panther / X-Men Dark Phoenix Saga)
-Marvel Select: Emma Frost
-Marvel Select: Dr. Octopus
-Bandai Marvel Heroes Gashapon series 1 or 4
-Sony Ericsson's K750i cellphone
-Starbucks Mug (yung tall, kulay green or blue)

anyways... am i asking too much? hehehe :P

wish list lang nman ito eh... kaya wish ko lang to have these things from my friends or from my pocket (pag may pera na ako...) :P

oh well, yon na muna...

laterz... c",)

i hope this is final...

well, this is my schedule, so far, for the make-up exam for english 3 and the operation fro my gallstone removal...

...i'll be taking the make-up exam this friday at 10am. after that i have the Holy Week for prepping up and resting for the operation. 'cuz i'll be admitting at the hospital on the 18th and hopefully i'll be operated on the 19th and i'll be confine for 5 to 7 days... so basically, i have two weeks more before i get operated... w/c kinda scares me, cuz who knows what can ahppen in this two weeks span, i hope not...

anyways, i hope for the best and that i also hope that i won't have any attacks too... and to do this, i'll have to be strict to my diet... so that means i have to starve for two weeks... i guess i'm strong enough to handle that... i just really hope that things will be smooth na rin...

wish me luck nlng on these things... cuz after all these... graduation time for me. c",)

laterz... c",)

i was almost there...BUT

yesterday was really quite a stressful day.

one... i had to wait for a long time for any updates on whether i'll be able to take the make-up Finals for English3... i was at kalay at around pass 9am, becuase i was informed (last friday) that i'll be taking the test at 10am... when i arrived at school, the office informed me that they haven't contacted my prof for any info about my test... well, at first it didn't bothered me, cuz i have a meeting for graduation at 1pm... but even after the meeting ended at 3pm, i waited for any news 'til 4pm... and the office said that i was gonna have to take the exam on the 11th (tuesday next week)... i was quite pissed off at the office for being inept...

two... during the graduation meeting, just found out that i have to raise at least 5k to graduate... not that stress, but later i realized that i have to raise 10K to really graduate... 5K for the graduation gigs & another 5K for the remaining tuition fee i haven't paid yet... oh men...

last... due to the re-schedule of my exam, my scheduled operation this week will be moved to next wednesday, after my exam... during the holy week... which kinda disrupted my schedule... cuz i still have to finish my remaining hours of SA after holy week... but then again, yesterday, i was quite tired and stressed that im having a hard time to think straight...

anyways, right now, im still fixing my sched for the whole month... with graduation and the opreation coming up... i need enough strength to do this...

ba't ganito palagi... when im almost there sa finish-line, smooth-sailing na, tapos... BAM!! anothe challenge... well, sa totoo, okay lang... kaso it's getting stressful na rin eh... though i love the challenge... i really need to lighten myself paminsan-minsan nman... can't i have a small amount of peace once in a while...? (sighs!)

anyways... gotta relax na muna...

laterz... c",)

know your friends...

i got this list while reading other peoples blogs (it kills the boredom...honest!)

...anyways, as trained by my prof, i'll put on the link from where i got this, to avoid plagiarizing... well here's the LINK...

and here's the list of the Types of Friends...

1. Sort-of Friend -- A Sort-of Friend is more of an acquaintance. You know that person and he/she knows you. He/She might be someone from work whom you've talked with at a few office events. He/She could be someone from your Psychology class and both of you acknowledge each other's existence.
2. Ordinary Friend -- An ordinary friend is someone whom you spent some time with in the past. He/She could be in the same click group in High School or College. An ordinary friend is different from a sort-of friend, in that there is a little bit of communication between you and your ordinary friend. This communication is not on a consistent basis, but your ordinary friend is definitely in your "FRIENDSTER" list. An ordinary friend is someone you send birthday greetings to once you receive the birthday alert from FRIENDSTER. Occasionally, you say hi, hello and how's it going to your ordinary friend. The frequency of communication is at least once a year.
3. Hang-out Friend -- A hang-out friend is someone whom you spend time with currently. He/She is a member of your current click group whom you go out with on bars and clubs. You talk to your hang-out friend at least once a week, and see each other at least once in two weeks. You occasionally go to movies or go shopping with your hang-out friend. Your friendship with your hang-out friend can potentially lead to Friend with benefit, Best Friend or Best Friend Forever.
4. Friend with benefit -- He/She is your hang out-friend whom you can sleep with, no strings attached.
5. Best Friend -- A best friend is someone whom you are currently hanging out with, or whom you spent some time in the past. The difference between a hang-out friend and a best friend is that you completely trust your best friend with your personal problems. Your best friend is there to help you when you're having car-troubles, but he's definitely there to hang-out with you to have a good time also (e.g. movies, shopping).
6. Best Friend Forever -- A best friend forever (B.F.F.) is a higher lever of best friend, in that your B.F.F practically knows you inside and out. H/She is someone whom you can depend on regardless of any situation. A best friend is someone whom you can depend on, on most situations (not all). To illustrate the difference, a best friend is there to be your crying shoulder if you encounter a bad breakup. Your B.F.F. will confront your ex who dumped you!

almost there...

last night i had another gall-stone attack... and it's getting worst... and it's getting frequent... for just this month, i have 3 attacks already... well, last night was the 3rd attack... and i hate it cause im almost there to finish my finals... thou i think it was also a blessing the disguise cuz right now, i was able to finish the final paper for my Kom 3 and later i'll be able to study furthermore for my englsih3 finals, which i'll be taking it this monday, before the graduation meeting and a day before my hospitalization for my operation...

anyways, right now, im really gonna avoid all oily, fatty & salty foods... kasi even just a small piece can really trigger it and give me a hard time to stand still... this stone has really gotta go.

i'll be dropping this paper later before i fetch my mom...

anyways, wish me luck...

it's just too bad i wasn't able to go with my barkada to tagaytay for girard & mouses wedding... but anyways, there's always next time for some gimiks with them... but first have to finish the things needed to be done... like my finals & my gall-stone removal.

wish me luck...


laterz... c",)

have to force myself... just a little bit.

it's finals season at Kalayaan College.

normally i would just relax and just read-browse the notes or hand-outs i have a day before the exam... but with my status as graudating student, there the added factor of being nervous and somehow scared... though, in my mind i should not be scared, but somehow im having a tingling-feeling. especially when i took a completion exam a while ago...

anyways, i should let myself be stressed out by the pressure of doing right for the exams, just to graduate... i should be more relax and cool... hmmm... i should just chill-down a little, but with a little bit of force on the studying-and-doing-my-best part. :P

anyways, im done with my Broad Comm100 exam, which i took last saturday... i'm also done with completion test for Seminar, which i took last week... i'm also done with my removals in Math 100... and the Hum2 presentation, well, i did my best to perform the best zipping a while ago (i hope i do get credit for just zipping around...hehehe)... so that means three more exams (Speech1, SocSci2 & English3), one more completion exam (STS) and a paper (Kom3: script) to go and hopefully i could graduate this April... whohoo on that!!

oh yeah, i still have to pay the balance of P5,350.00 at school... but i guess, i can pay that during clearance... madali na rin nman i-raise yan eh...i hope.

oh well... i guess, that's it na muna... im quite tired na from the days tests and reviews... i know im not yet done reviewing for STS, but i think i can finish the review 2mrw at kalay... mdyo pagod na rin ako and i dnt want to force myself, mahirap ma-stress rin...

o cya... that's it na muna...

wish me luck this finals week.


laterz...

Lie Low

Lie Low

(by Plumb)

You didn't care about me

So I packed my bags

And left you to wonder

What you could've done better

To make our love stronger

We could have lasted forever and longer

But we'll never know how good it could be

This isn't how it should be

I couldn't laugh

I couldn't cry

I couldn't waste another day

I couldn't live

I couldn't lie low any longer

I couldn't laugh

I couldn't cry

I couldn't waste another day

I couldn't live

I couldn't lie low any longer

Did you ever care about me?

I remember the time

You looked in my eyes and promised

We'd stay together

Our love would grow stronger

The storms we had weathered

Wouldn't last any longer

It could've been so good

But there was something else for me

Marvel Super Heroes Science Exhibition!

The California Science Center will host the world premiere of "Marvel Super Heroes Science Exhibition" on March 26, 2006. "Marvel Super Heroes," which runs through September 4, 2006, will immerse visitors in the electrifying sights, sounds and sensations of the Marvel Universe while they explore how some of the most loved comic book heroes and villains bring science into their world.

Engaging and interactive experiences will encourage visitors to learn about real life science and technology through the mythic powers of Super Heroes. Is there a biological basis to Hulk's transformation? How can knowledge of simple mechanics help us command the strength of Iron Man? Visitors of all ages will enjoy finding the answers to these questions and more as they learn about science and technology while living the fantasy of their favorite Marvel Super Hero.

'Marvel Super Heroes' is a wonderful avenue to introduce visitors to the remarkable achievements of current science and technology—achievements that in many ways give us special powers we dream of through the comics, such as Doc Ock's dexterity with prosthetics, Iron Man's physical strength, and Daredevil's sight in the face of blindness," said Jeffrey N. Rudolph, President of the California Science Center.

In this exhibition, visitors can explore the science and power within Marvel's Super Heroes. Visitors can:

• See if their senses are as sharp as Daredevil's when they navigate through an alleyway using their sense of touch and hearing clues ("psst over here")
  
• Investigate the Incredible Hulk's brain and learn which areas are responsible for generating human emotions such as rage—the key to Hulk's super abilities
  
• Discover what it's like to have a helping hand or three with Doctor Octopus through the engineering technology of prosthetic limbs
  
• Examine how lightning is created and calculate the distance of a thunderstorm that destroys a villain in the Storm exhibit.
  
• See how an optical illusion known as motion-induced blindness can make the Invisible Woman disappear

In one of the highlights of the exhibit, visitors can become a real life Iron Man by stepping into an exo-suit to lift a Scion xB, a vehicle weighing nearly 2500 lbs. By experimenting with simple levers and pulleys to lift weights, they will learn what the future holds for increasing human strength.

In another area, visitors will explore the wonders of Spider-Man when they learn about the elasticity and strength of spider webs. Here they will be able to test the strength of a synthetic fiber, similar to spider silk, called Technora™.

Visitors entering the Xavier Institute for Higher Learning will interact with the X-Men and discover how genetic mutation can evolve into super abilities. They can see how matter changes from one state to another when Iceman transforms himself into ice or explore the magnetic fields that protect Magneto. Guests can examine Wolverine's skeleton—strengthened by an indestructible metal—and then learn about artificial parts developed by biomedical engineers to enhance patients' lives. In the Danger Room, which focuses on Banshee's sonic superpowers, visitors can discover the physical nature of sound waves and learn about their unique properties. They can create motion with the sound emitted from a tuning fork and explore how sound is used in current technology—from ultrasound to sound guns.

Other experiences in the exhibition:

• Follow a timeline that covers the history of Marvel comics from the Golden Ages, to Comics in Crisis, to Reinvention. Learn how the story lines of Marvel comics are connected to historical social, political and cultural events, as well as society's hopes and fears about the future of science.
  
• Visit the Stan Lee Theater and watch an exclusive interview with the creative mastermind behind some of Marvels most popular characters.
  
• Become a Super Hero and appear on the cover of a Marvel comic. Have your picture taken and then watch as it is superimposed onto the face of a character from a selection of covers.

The "Marvel Super Heroes Science Exhibition" features over 9,000 sq. ft. of interactive experiences developed, designed and fabricated by Yellowbrick•Holman Exhibition Inc. in partnership with the Ontario Science Centre. After its debut in Los Angeles, the Ontario Science Centre will tour "Marvel Super Heroes" to other science centers and museums in North America.

The "Marvel Super Heroes Science Exhibition" is open 7 days a week from 10 am to 5 pm, with last admission at 4 pm. Admission to "Marvel Super Heroes" is $9.75 (Adults), $8.75 (Seniors 60+ & Students 13+ with valid student I.D.) and $7.75 (Children 4-12). Member rates are $7.75 (Adults) and $6.75 (Children). Combination ticket prices for the exhibit and any IMAX film are $16.25 (Adults), $13.00 (Seniors/Students) and $11.00 (Children). Tickets are available online at CaliforniaScienceCenter.org and advanced ticket purchase is encouraged. Due to the possibility of lines, please arrive early. General admission to all other Science Center exhibits is free.

The California Science Center is located in historic Exposition Park at 700 State Drive, Los Angeles. Enter visitor parking at 39th & Figueroa Street. Parking is $6 per car. For general information, call 323.SCIENCE (323.724-3623) or visit the official website at CaliforniaScienceCenter.org. Both the Science Center and IMAX Theater are wheelchair accessible.

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After reading this... im really wishing i can ask this one as part of my graudation gift... to go to this exhibit in the States... though it's until September... i really wish i can go there and see it for myself... or jsut a wishful-thinking, have it here in the philippines... i just really wish.

anyways... yon lng... :P

laterz... c",)

wake up... it's almost a year!!

i think it's time to wake up and really try to think it through... though it is waaay overdue, i have to decide now. well, i have decided a few days ago when i got to talk to some of my psych-friends... and they were right that i should have done it way back then when i was still 'injured' by their stupidity... naunahan kasi ng mga sinabi nila before the incident eh... and somehow, it's hard to get mad to them when days before they said that we are a family...

well, right now (or few days back) i have to cut them off from my life... cuz it's not worth fighting for. so i guess they'll be put in my head as "good-fun memories turned bad".

and so far i can't wait for them na ma-karma sila sa mga ginawa nila sa akin... it would bring a big smile to my face... hehehe!! :P

though, i can't forget the good times we have... but somehow, i was too naive to notice that on the later part they were taking advantage of me... pero, in a way i've learned from it na... it just took almost a year to really notice and take some actions about it.

it boils down on this... that some of the people at FA, whom i considered as friends and later they considered me as part of their family, left me. and somehow after that event, i was quite trying to forget the incident and try to fight for the friendship we have established... but it seem that their true colors have showed up and showed how evil they are and took advantage of my trust towards them... and i was stupid about it and it took a year to really see it clear...

but anyways, i think i have to really wake up and just go... it's not my lost... karma will have to play with them for what they did to me... hahaha :P

ayon... kinda stoop nga lang ako... kasi ang tanga-tanga ko to complete trust them... but hey!! i'll try my best to be not affected by them... i'm strong enough to handle this... plus i have my friends to back me up if ever things go hay-wire... c",)

o cya... ayon... na gising na ako sa katotohanan about them... and it's really time to move on, right? (RIGHT!!!)

though being civil with them is still a respectable act towards them... they're still human beings (na may sablay)...

i just wish i could have some fun ruining their lives by spilling out the 'secrets' of things they shared to me athat are kept confidential...(evil ko!!! bwahahaha!!!)

hehehe!!! anyways... i'm good and cool about my decision...




now i have to go back to work and finish some papers and study for the finals.... i just cnt wait and graduate na!!! c",)


laterz!!!

NADA...

nuthing much to blog about... i think...

well... i think there is... but i dnt know which one to blog about...

uhm... anyways, i'll just blog it...

mostly is, again, based on what happened to me lately... but on the 'random thoughts' thing...

yesterday, i got to try-out for the Zips class... FINALLY!!! it was fun and i kinda dig-it...and i'll be trying it again next weekend... yipee!!

the sad part is... i think i kinda broke my friends digicam... OUCH!!! i juts dnt know how to say it to her 2mrw... though it still works, just with the scratches... mdyo kinakabahan ako... sighs!!

well... i think that's the things to blog na muna...

minsan kasi nakakatamad na rin mag-blog... kasi nuthing new naman to update eh... pero still im cool and good on whatever im doing... still learning though... :P

laterz... c",)

New X3: The Last Stand Trailer... WOW!!

before my yesterday ended, i was able to see and download the newest trailer of X3... amazingly, it was remarkably well-done... i guess the rumors and the critics about the new director can be somehow erase by this new trailer... though, the trailer showed a lot of possibilities on the who's-who on the characters who will die (there's one in particular who will be seen too in the new superman flick... hint-hint!)

Anyways, the trailer is a GOOD one!!! i hope there another one coming up... and i can't wait for the DVD extras when this one comes out... :P

(this pic of Storm, wearing a new uniform is seen in the new trailer...in which the got to find the newly ressurected Jean Grey and the injured-dying body of Cyclops... to get a chance to watch the trailer click this LINK)

For now... i've been watching the trailer just for the excitement and to ease me... cuz today was just something BORING... i just can't believe that this wednesday (today) was the most boring wednesday ever... but somehow, i just needed a rest...

i hope 2mrw would be something interesting... :P

laterz... c",)

back to square one...

i was suppose to blog what happened to me the last weekend, last night... but i got too sleepy to blog... so here, i'll try to put whatever happened to me from Friday to yesterday....

FRIDAY (March 3/06)
-got to talk with my best friend that night... something that was quite nakakakaba when it started but after almost 2hrs of talking and clarifying things out... it went good. though it also helped me a lot to grow, i was amazed at myself that i, somehow, was able to open up somethings that bugs be that concerns to my best friend... (though there are still some things that i want to ask and tell him, but im letting father-time to give me the proper oppurtunity to spill it out and hopefully help me out too...) Well, it was a good friday... :P

SATURDAY (March 4/06)
-after talking to my best friend and ended at around past 12-midnight... i went to sleep, cuz at 530am, i woke up to drive my dad to the wet market (Farmers Market @ Cubao) to buy some remaining stuff for the bday celebration of my mother that afternoon... got home at around 8-ish and preped-up for my 9am class. went to school. then at around 1pm i went home, waited for some of my friends and ate at the celebration... and with Mouse, Girard, Wends & I... we kinda had a small 'inuman session'... though it was cut-off by my dad, becuase of his being compulsive... anyways we're all cool about his (my dad's) situation... hehehe :P Well, it was still a good saturday... :P

SUNDAY (March 5/06)
-well, it was a normal sunday... got to do some chores and some homeworks... but the worst part was when i had another gall-stone attack around early evening (5-ish)... by the powers that be, it was really painful than before... i was rushed to the hospital at around 10-ish... the thing that made this day not-that-bad was the very pretty-sexy nurse who took care of me there... hehehe!!! during that time, my mind was running a lot of kinky-nurse fantasies.... hehehe!! (GRABE, sobrang ganda ni Nurse Chanda!!!)... im hoping that when i'll be operated there, she's the one who would take care of me... hehehe :P i stayed there 'til the next day...

MONDAY (March 6/06)
-i stayed at the hospital until 8-ish in the evening... though the doctor who took care of me was a good one, compared to the other 2... he was very understanding and somehow i can give my trust to him... and the good part in the hospital that i stayed (San Juan Medical Center), we got to pay quite cheaper compared to the confinements before... got home around 10-ish... weak, but somehow ready for school the next day...

NOW...

well, it was a good day though... but i somehow feel paranoid towards one person... i know mdyo na kulitan ko uli sya nung nasa hospital ako... pero i think bad trip sya sa akin... pero, so far, i'll give him some space na rin... i think it's the same procedure with my best friend... pero, still i want to make some damage-control... but i think time will tell when the right oppurtunity will come...

i guess that's for now... have to finish some homeworks for PE1 2mrw... hehehe :P


laterz... c",)

wag pilitin (don't force it)

i just got to talk with 2 of my few closes friends a while ago... and i asked some advices on my current situation... and so far, based on what i told them and how they interpreted it, i'm having another case of Burnout... and i think they're right... it's the reason why i can't fully help my friend lately... im having burnout episodes again...

and i think it's becuase of the pressure the im trying to, forcely, fix it... and what giselle said to me a while ago... "wag mong pilitin... kusa rin yan lalabas, naturally... you just have to be patient and have a clear mind..." (oh those words of enlightenment from Giselle always helps me to get on the go...)

anyways, i guess that's the strategy i'll do, for both cases... i'll just not force it and let it come out naturally... though changes can happen, i hope for the best for all of us.

i think that's a good way to really end my day... and start something good 2mrw... (thanx ging-ging...!!)


g'nyt... & laterz... c",)

a season of sadness... i think for most of us

i really feel sorry for one of my friends right now... though his sad feelings are really shouting from his mind... im not so sure how to help him... all i could right now for was just be there and support him... though i can't be with him right now, physically, i pray that he'll survive the things he'd been through lately... i know he's strong to surpass this... and i hope for the best for him (my friend, MR).

the sadness he is experiencing really gives me some splitting headaches... though im no tele-empath, the sad-aura is really strong... i just hope he would ease-down and relax and get rid of his stresses... i just really hope for the best for him...

anyways... so far, in my department... im just being a friend... tries to cheer-up things and just be there (kahit di nag-uusap...) i just hope im doing my job right...

one sadness can really affect others... me as well... oh men.

but i think it helps me to be more prep-up for the demons that bugs me... i hope.

on to the lighter side of things... my comic-buddy (Balta) lend me another comic-book... and the one he lend me was the awesome storyline!! (yey!!) makes my day go happy... even with the turmoils that surrounds me lately.

oh well, i guess its an all's well & ends well... so far for me (sorry to be quite selfish, it's my blog anyway...) though i realy hope & pray for MR would be okay, soon...


laterz... c",)

sighs...

it's been a while since nag-blog in ako... and so far it's a up-down-UP (again)-(then)DOWN for me these past few days...

it's the things in my head that makes me quite paranoid and too shallow to think... and so far, im hating myself for letting me get affected by these things... for a person, like i, who have survived a lot (and i mean A LOT) of things for the past 23 years & 9 months... i guess it's time for a new strategy on dealing with these burdens...

but what kind of strat should i do... hmm... it's hard to think lately... anyways, i'll have something (hopefully) something, a well-planned, strat soon... (yes... soon is the best expectation right now)

kahit kanina i wanna try to open up my problem with a friend, whom somehow i started to trust (and i think vice-versa too)... but i just can't let it out, 'cuz i'm not really good on saying my problems... though i tried to say it in a weird way... lalo lang ata lumabo eh... anyways... somehow, i am trusting him na rin...

ayon... so far, im still good... but somehow i wanna face these things that bugs me ASAP...

(sighs)

oh well, we all got problems... but the difference between me and everyone else, is that i can survive it... yeah, i think i'm good... :P

laterz... c",)