hmm... the students haven't started to text me.
this is bad. really, REALLY BAD.
Bad in a sense that we can't do time-travel and make it all work right. I know there's a solution on this one, get the list of the 10 and call them to remind them. But I have other priorities to do, but I guess I should try to juggle things out and fix it.
Fix it. That's 2 words that somehow I'm not good at all. But let's see if I can fix this... w/o the help or assistance of others. It's my mess after all, right?
But still, after all this is done, I'm still going to kill Pong Aguila on this one. hahaha. No worries Pong, we're still good friends, but I'm really going to kill you for this one. :P
Oh well, it's almost 9pm, I need to heat the water, I'll be leaving at around 10pm.
later.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
why oh why... tsk tsk
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Sunday, February 07, 2010
It's the climb.... oh yeah.
I feel like each day that comes, i want to just break the window in front of my table at work and just jump do a free fall.
... but then again, I hate a goowy-messy death.
Anyway, it's Sunday and somehow I still want another day to just lay down on my bed, try to catch-up on what I 've missed in the tube. Just be a regular home-buddy.
I wish that things at work would fall on the right places. And basing on what I'm seeing it's being chaotic in a sense of order. And it making my 'resignation-bucket' more heavier.
... and there's It's Academic. I have a lot against it and that somehow, I'm still doing the task. Sometimes I hate my attitudes that I tend to say 'yes' even if I explained why I said 'no' on the first place.
Thus I'm going to kill Pong Aguila on this one. Well one thing, our friendship is just based on work-laughs and that I tend to avoid hanging out with him. He's quite close-minded. Even his opinions and perspective of stuff, I don't like it. But hey, everyone has the right to express their thoughts.
... it's that my thoughts/opinions don't mesh-up with his, 'cause his way of thinking is too old and mine is a little bit complicated and updated. Plainly, I just hate-HATE him. Good thing he's a few meters away from my desk this time. I guess that's good for me.
... But that It's Academic, it will really cause him his life. I'll really kill him for passing it on to me halfway of his project. DAMMIT.
Oh, well. I guess this week I'll be exercising more brain cells on work. I'll try to make a 'Dark Phoenix' manifestation at work, if I can. Last week with the smiling at the meeting w/ JBW made me feel good.
Hmm... I guess i should try smiling again.
Anyway, got to prep-up for tomorrow. 4 Field works this week. Will be trying to get people to my office for our clients needs.
Oh it's going to be one of those weeks again, and this time I think I'll be having just a one-person support all the way. Thanks to AM & JBW for ruining everything.
Anyway, I'm currently emailing my resume to some notable companies just trying to check if I'm sellable to the HR market.
Wish me luck this week.
Laterz.
... but then again, I hate a goowy-messy death.
Anyway, it's Sunday and somehow I still want another day to just lay down on my bed, try to catch-up on what I 've missed in the tube. Just be a regular home-buddy.
I wish that things at work would fall on the right places. And basing on what I'm seeing it's being chaotic in a sense of order. And it making my 'resignation-bucket' more heavier.
... and there's It's Academic. I have a lot against it and that somehow, I'm still doing the task. Sometimes I hate my attitudes that I tend to say 'yes' even if I explained why I said 'no' on the first place.
Thus I'm going to kill Pong Aguila on this one. Well one thing, our friendship is just based on work-laughs and that I tend to avoid hanging out with him. He's quite close-minded. Even his opinions and perspective of stuff, I don't like it. But hey, everyone has the right to express their thoughts.
... it's that my thoughts/opinions don't mesh-up with his, 'cause his way of thinking is too old and mine is a little bit complicated and updated. Plainly, I just hate-HATE him. Good thing he's a few meters away from my desk this time. I guess that's good for me.
... But that It's Academic, it will really cause him his life. I'll really kill him for passing it on to me halfway of his project. DAMMIT.
Oh, well. I guess this week I'll be exercising more brain cells on work. I'll try to make a 'Dark Phoenix' manifestation at work, if I can. Last week with the smiling at the meeting w/ JBW made me feel good.
Hmm... I guess i should try smiling again.
Anyway, got to prep-up for tomorrow. 4 Field works this week. Will be trying to get people to my office for our clients needs.
Oh it's going to be one of those weeks again, and this time I think I'll be having just a one-person support all the way. Thanks to AM & JBW for ruining everything.
Anyway, I'm currently emailing my resume to some notable companies just trying to check if I'm sellable to the HR market.
Wish me luck this week.
Laterz.
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Thursday, January 28, 2010
sniffles @ work
i hate when i get the sniffles at work... specially when it's the allergic-type of sniffles.
makes me really uncomfy, snobbish and unapproachable... plus sneezing too much, it make my heart weak, literally.
haaay...
i miss someone here at work... my buddy. i hope he's doing fine, recovering from his operation... and also i'll be missing someone here too... she's leaving work.
I hope we (the 3 of us) can still hang-out.
anyway... have to push myself to work for the day... even with this condition that I'm in.
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makes me really uncomfy, snobbish and unapproachable... plus sneezing too much, it make my heart weak, literally.
haaay...
i miss someone here at work... my buddy. i hope he's doing fine, recovering from his operation... and also i'll be missing someone here too... she's leaving work.
I hope we (the 3 of us) can still hang-out.
anyway... have to push myself to work for the day... even with this condition that I'm in.
laterz
Thursday, December 31, 2009
to sum it up...
2009 made me realize that there are things we can't control and should be left by itself.
There are also things that I learned that I should leave it all behind and just move forward.
It was a good year, not a bad one but just a good one... Well compare with the previous years that I have, this one is simply good. simple.
Now I hope 2010 will be better than '09.
HAPPY NEW YEAR and may everyone I know (Close Friends, Friends, Loved Ones, Frienemies and Strangers-By-Name-But-Not-By-Face) have a BLAST this coming 2010!!!
Saturday, December 19, 2009
...
somehow i miss my friends...
and somehow I know he's sad but doesn't want to share stuff... I respect him for that. but I'm just concern... but also careful.
anyway... I'm not that motivated or inspired to blog...
maybe when the year ends I might blog the usual year-ender stuff...
let's see...
and somehow I know he's sad but doesn't want to share stuff... I respect him for that. but I'm just concern... but also careful.
anyway... I'm not that motivated or inspired to blog...
maybe when the year ends I might blog the usual year-ender stuff...
let's see...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
loosing it again...
i guess it's another re-run of a quite depressing episode for me.
right now i can't think straight.
like i know what i will do and somehow it's organized but i just don't have the drive right now to work... like all my strength to go and work just wore off out of a sudden.
well not really out of a sudden... i was just demotivated by a lot of stuff lately.
w/c is making me hard to cope up.
to be honest, i know (really know) what to do... BUT i just don't have the motivation anymore to do it as of the moment.
people may see it that i might be avoiding the work task but it's not that.
just too many things in my head and somehow, i'm just standing there and doing nothing... like a catatonic state... but i'm aware of the things that are happening, i'm just not moving to doing some actions.
...ok, burn-out is at it again.
i give up. i'm tired of this so-called day job. it's not helping me at all to cope up. in fact it's more on pulling me down, morally.
i. give. up.
right now i can't think straight.
like i know what i will do and somehow it's organized but i just don't have the drive right now to work... like all my strength to go and work just wore off out of a sudden.
well not really out of a sudden... i was just demotivated by a lot of stuff lately.
w/c is making me hard to cope up.
to be honest, i know (really know) what to do... BUT i just don't have the motivation anymore to do it as of the moment.
people may see it that i might be avoiding the work task but it's not that.
just too many things in my head and somehow, i'm just standing there and doing nothing... like a catatonic state... but i'm aware of the things that are happening, i'm just not moving to doing some actions.
...ok, burn-out is at it again.
i give up. i'm tired of this so-called day job. it's not helping me at all to cope up. in fact it's more on pulling me down, morally.
i. give. up.
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
i hate work.
ang basehan ng aking kinikita sa opisina... meetings. puro nlng meeting at planning at brainstorming. kumikita ako sa pamamagitan ng pakikinig at pag-upo sa aking lugar.
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
dude... ano ba?
what the heck is wrong with you?
will it be like this always?
like we don't always know each other?
and somewhat you will always have that look on that I'm nobody you know... sighs.
this is tiring and bullshit!
i know i that i did something wrong, but i don't know what it is... and somehow you already made that face on me so please tell me.
and let's talk. i know you are also concern to your friends. but you seldom say it and you always (ALWAYS) approach me in an offensive way that i no longer understand.
so please, i wanna talk things out... I may sound like a girl but hey! I'm your friend too... and I considered you as a very close friend.
will it be like this always?
like we don't always know each other?
and somewhat you will always have that look on that I'm nobody you know... sighs.
this is tiring and bullshit!
i know i that i did something wrong, but i don't know what it is... and somehow you already made that face on me so please tell me.
and let's talk. i know you are also concern to your friends. but you seldom say it and you always (ALWAYS) approach me in an offensive way that i no longer understand.
so please, i wanna talk things out... I may sound like a girl but hey! I'm your friend too... and I considered you as a very close friend.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
hug-deprived
ok... i'm tired from today's work... and it's just wednesday!
i need a hug... badly.
can someone hug me. i just need that short-term comfort that can last for the rest of the week.
hug me.
i need a hug... badly.
can someone hug me. i just need that short-term comfort that can last for the rest of the week.
hug me.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
something new from something old
so, one of my teammates is being deployed to Cebu by next week. some of her responsibilities here at the Manila base will be passed on to me.
at first, i think i can take it. cause somehow, i'm quite familiar with the process. local account endorsements, monthly-weekly calendar budget and third party partnership with a job publication... well, hell ya! i can take it.
well right now, thinking with these added responsibilities passed on to me. i guess this is my "2nd chance" in redeeming myself from the fall i experienced from last March-May thing (aka HRO-C)... so somehow, i'm thinking deep again on how will i plan on making this something simple and yet very worth working at.
so there, my new responsibilities... and i'm hoping it will redeem me from my fall. and somehow, it will help build what was loss in me... or better yet, discover something in me.
anyway... i guess that's one thing nice from the weeks of work that i've been doing... and i guess it's time for me to shine again.
so wish me luck. well hope for the best.
laterz.
at first, i think i can take it. cause somehow, i'm quite familiar with the process. local account endorsements, monthly-weekly calendar budget and third party partnership with a job publication... well, hell ya! i can take it.
well right now, thinking with these added responsibilities passed on to me. i guess this is my "2nd chance" in redeeming myself from the fall i experienced from last March-May thing (aka HRO-C)... so somehow, i'm thinking deep again on how will i plan on making this something simple and yet very worth working at.
so there, my new responsibilities... and i'm hoping it will redeem me from my fall. and somehow, it will help build what was loss in me... or better yet, discover something in me.
anyway... i guess that's one thing nice from the weeks of work that i've been doing... and i guess it's time for me to shine again.
so wish me luck. well hope for the best.
laterz.
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Sunday, August 09, 2009
happy @ work?

...'nuff said. i'm just not motivated to go to work lately. with the things that is happening there, i'm hoping i can still see the brighter side of things.
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Friday, July 03, 2009
feels like...
... i feel like giving up since there's really nothing good going on with everything in and around me.
like all things aren't falling into the right place for me and it sucks.
worst thing is i'm being succumb by it. making me not the "usual-me" but more of a "negative-me". and it's healthy at all.
i know that these things are caused by my past actions and that i'm really facing its consequences.
i'm broke. i'm loveless. i'm fat. i'm unhealthy. i suck in all i do. i such a loser in all aspect right now.
and all of those things mentioned, i do get it and i'm really hating it already.
like if this is all just a punishment and a "epiphany" to the things i did before. i'm sorry and lessoned learned from it.
but please... if somebody there, up there... if you're listening... i'm starting to not like my situation right now. and somehow, i want out of this shit hole. but i don't know how to stand or rise up again...
oh shit. i'm really in deep shit and i need help but don't know how to ask the right person or the proper way of asking help.
ok... im typing jibberish right now... have to contemplate some more things later.
like all things aren't falling into the right place for me and it sucks.
worst thing is i'm being succumb by it. making me not the "usual-me" but more of a "negative-me". and it's healthy at all.
i know that these things are caused by my past actions and that i'm really facing its consequences.
i'm broke. i'm loveless. i'm fat. i'm unhealthy. i suck in all i do. i such a loser in all aspect right now.
and all of those things mentioned, i do get it and i'm really hating it already.
like if this is all just a punishment and a "epiphany" to the things i did before. i'm sorry and lessoned learned from it.
but please... if somebody there, up there... if you're listening... i'm starting to not like my situation right now. and somehow, i want out of this shit hole. but i don't know how to stand or rise up again...
oh shit. i'm really in deep shit and i need help but don't know how to ask the right person or the proper way of asking help.
ok... im typing jibberish right now... have to contemplate some more things later.
Friday, May 29, 2009
crazy friday...
what's my job description again?
i guess in my line of work right now... the "job description" is just some food color or icing on a very large cake of styro-foam.
oh well... just came from a department meeting, which I can say one of the few boring meetings again. somehow, I try to "include" myself in the meeting, but somehow, i tend to just play some songs in my head.
yes, it's that boring... haha
anyway, i'll be staying here at the office 'til 8pm... 'cause my schedule today was an adjustment, due to the tire fixing this morning.
anyway, I'll just pretend to do something productive in the last few minutes of my work time, and maybe later I'll just play some PC games or just go home and sleep for tomorrow I need to be early to some school at Makati.
oh well, that's the day... Friday for me right now... hahaha something crazy again.
oh I miss doing my other field work... somehow. yeah, somewhat I miss doing the speech and aiming it directly to it or them... hahaha... fun and also worth it, not what I'm doing in my "day job".
anyway... I miss a lot of stuff right now. and now my mind is giving a lot of random thoughts... I guess I better stop it for now...
laterz...
i guess in my line of work right now... the "job description" is just some food color or icing on a very large cake of styro-foam.
oh well... just came from a department meeting, which I can say one of the few boring meetings again. somehow, I try to "include" myself in the meeting, but somehow, i tend to just play some songs in my head.
yes, it's that boring... haha
anyway, i'll be staying here at the office 'til 8pm... 'cause my schedule today was an adjustment, due to the tire fixing this morning.
anyway, I'll just pretend to do something productive in the last few minutes of my work time, and maybe later I'll just play some PC games or just go home and sleep for tomorrow I need to be early to some school at Makati.
oh well, that's the day... Friday for me right now... hahaha something crazy again.
oh I miss doing my other field work... somehow. yeah, somewhat I miss doing the speech and aiming it directly to it or them... hahaha... fun and also worth it, not what I'm doing in my "day job".
anyway... I miss a lot of stuff right now. and now my mind is giving a lot of random thoughts... I guess I better stop it for now...
laterz...
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
pondering on stuff...
well, tomorrow... wait! make it 6 hours from now, I'll be turning 27.
27... three more years I'll be 30... wow. time do really run fast. or it's the other way around, where I'm too busy to notice how time moves. anyway, whatever... right now I'm turning 27 in a few hours.
and somehow, I want to do a short remembering the good ol' days... but I can't seem to to do that right now. I just don't have the time or the effort to do it... hahaha
all I can say that this year, pointing to 2009... it's been a challenging year for me so far. a lot of "tests" in life... and somehow, I'm managing to survive from it, but with a lot of injuries came with the surviving part. compared to the previous years, I'm seem to have a lot of mishaps in these "life tests".
anyway, I just hope things will turn out more good when I reached 27. Thou I know it's always up to myself on how should I take care of my life. but I just hope that things will start to fall for me in the right places.
oh well, I'm all by myself right now in my workstation, and I think I'm deciding to leave early for I need to sleep and somehow catch the 2nd to last episode of Smallville later on TV.
anyway, I guess i better greet myself a Happy and hopefully, a Prosperous Birthday for me.
laterz. c",)
27... three more years I'll be 30... wow. time do really run fast. or it's the other way around, where I'm too busy to notice how time moves. anyway, whatever... right now I'm turning 27 in a few hours.
and somehow, I want to do a short remembering the good ol' days... but I can't seem to to do that right now. I just don't have the time or the effort to do it... hahaha
all I can say that this year, pointing to 2009... it's been a challenging year for me so far. a lot of "tests" in life... and somehow, I'm managing to survive from it, but with a lot of injuries came with the surviving part. compared to the previous years, I'm seem to have a lot of mishaps in these "life tests".
anyway, I just hope things will turn out more good when I reached 27. Thou I know it's always up to myself on how should I take care of my life. but I just hope that things will start to fall for me in the right places.
oh well, I'm all by myself right now in my workstation, and I think I'm deciding to leave early for I need to sleep and somehow catch the 2nd to last episode of Smallville later on TV.
anyway, I guess i better greet myself a Happy and hopefully, a Prosperous Birthday for me.
laterz. c",)
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Monday, May 04, 2009
burning responsibility...

(click photo to enlarge)
ok ok... i can say that i'm a responsible person. but the comic-strip above says about the current project that i'm handling here at work. so for those who are familiar to my line of work and the current project i'm handling... the strip is like what i'm in with HRO-C classes.
i may be acting like i'm used to it or getting the hang of it... but this responsibility BURNS!!!
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
wrongers...
what's wrong with me?
sometimes I'm not sure what the heck I'm doing with stuff around me.
I'm not even sure if what I'm doing is right or am I doing something that hurts others, basically if I'm doing something wrong.
well, i hate it when i'm just being paranoid with the thought. but if it's happening and i'm hearing stuff, it makes me wanna punch that person who said it and ask for some proves if what i'm doing is really wrong. because it's really disappoint that i'll know it after i've done the thing a lot of times in the past.
so, what the heck is wrong with me?
am i doing something wrong? if i am and it's been a while, there should be a negative effect by now right? but i don't see anything wrong or awkward, right?
why would they tend to mess-up with my head right now, i'm not in the right situation to be messed-up by these shits.
i got more things to focus, but this... this stuff i'm getting at work... it's really something.
oh well, i guess i need to "compensate" with some stuff on my day-job and with my eca's...
i guess less income for me this 3 months... sighs.
anyway, have to device another gameplan for the next days to come.
laterz....
sometimes I'm not sure what the heck I'm doing with stuff around me.
I'm not even sure if what I'm doing is right or am I doing something that hurts others, basically if I'm doing something wrong.
well, i hate it when i'm just being paranoid with the thought. but if it's happening and i'm hearing stuff, it makes me wanna punch that person who said it and ask for some proves if what i'm doing is really wrong. because it's really disappoint that i'll know it after i've done the thing a lot of times in the past.
so, what the heck is wrong with me?
am i doing something wrong? if i am and it's been a while, there should be a negative effect by now right? but i don't see anything wrong or awkward, right?
why would they tend to mess-up with my head right now, i'm not in the right situation to be messed-up by these shits.
i got more things to focus, but this... this stuff i'm getting at work... it's really something.
oh well, i guess i need to "compensate" with some stuff on my day-job and with my eca's...
i guess less income for me this 3 months... sighs.
anyway, have to device another gameplan for the next days to come.
laterz....
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
my thoughts as of the present...
- I know it's not my business, but somehow i wanna ask "what's wrong?" and "are you guys ok?" but i don't want to sound like I'm prying on it. I'm just really concern to the both of you, 'cause both of you are really close to me and I don't want to see you both in an awkward situation. I love you guys!!
- I know you are tired from your holiday tour. but somehow do you really have to ignore me? I know you're tired and all. But every time!!! you really tend to give the shortest of short answers. you're like one of those applicants i interview that would not expound or go into some small details. they just give a one word answer. thus me failing them for not able to express themselves well enough. please i know you, and you're not like those people i interview. you're my closest friend. but sometimes, really sometimes, i feel like I'm nothing to you. and I'm hoping that feeling is not true.
- I'm not energized to do work anymore. and i don't know why. i want to grow more and learn more. but sometimes i just want to just stay in one area. and be annoying. and it's starting to annoy me that I'm becoming annoying at my line of work. what should i do?
... there some thoughts that have been running in my head lately.
no pun intended to some people that I'm referring at in this blog entry.
- I know you are tired from your holiday tour. but somehow do you really have to ignore me? I know you're tired and all. But every time!!! you really tend to give the shortest of short answers. you're like one of those applicants i interview that would not expound or go into some small details. they just give a one word answer. thus me failing them for not able to express themselves well enough. please i know you, and you're not like those people i interview. you're my closest friend. but sometimes, really sometimes, i feel like I'm nothing to you. and I'm hoping that feeling is not true.
- I'm not energized to do work anymore. and i don't know why. i want to grow more and learn more. but sometimes i just want to just stay in one area. and be annoying. and it's starting to annoy me that I'm becoming annoying at my line of work. what should i do?
... there some thoughts that have been running in my head lately.
no pun intended to some people that I'm referring at in this blog entry.
Thursday, April 02, 2009
mad again
yes. i'm mad at this friend again for a stupid thing he did. i just can't stand what he did kanina at work and meddling with my personal stuff.
i know i have every right to be mad at him... and it really ruined my day's plan.
sighs!!!
i may join you on some crazy stuff but please, ilagay mo rin minsan sa lugar!! nakaka-bad trip ka talaga!
right now i'm deciding to not to see this friend for now... "see" in a sense never speaking to him, ignore his presence and just try to be civil at him when it's work related. if it's not work related forget it for now. again i'm really mad at him. and it may take more than 5 days to not really "see" him.
i've said my piece awhile ago by texting how i felt on the thing that happened.
i'm really REALLY mad at him!!!
i know i have every right to be mad at him... and it really ruined my day's plan.
sighs!!!
i may join you on some crazy stuff but please, ilagay mo rin minsan sa lugar!! nakaka-bad trip ka talaga!
right now i'm deciding to not to see this friend for now... "see" in a sense never speaking to him, ignore his presence and just try to be civil at him when it's work related. if it's not work related forget it for now. again i'm really mad at him. and it may take more than 5 days to not really "see" him.
i've said my piece awhile ago by texting how i felt on the thing that happened.
i'm really REALLY mad at him!!!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
i think i survived... i think.
i'm tired... it's been a long week.
to many things done. and i think i'll be home waaaay late. but i guess it was worth it.
anyway, i'll try to post some pictures if i have the time later when i wake-up from resting from this uber-tiring week.
what i learned from this one... is that sometime i need to stand and believe on the integrity of the standards given to you. but when the same source tends to 'tweek' it... i was able to bend but not bend all the way. just to keep a firm stand too.
anyway too many things are still in my head. and i'm waaay tired. i just need to rest after prepping and cleaning up these stuff here at work.
sighs.
oh well... it's another day of learning.
laterz.
to many things done. and i think i'll be home waaaay late. but i guess it was worth it.
anyway, i'll try to post some pictures if i have the time later when i wake-up from resting from this uber-tiring week.
what i learned from this one... is that sometime i need to stand and believe on the integrity of the standards given to you. but when the same source tends to 'tweek' it... i was able to bend but not bend all the way. just to keep a firm stand too.
anyway too many things are still in my head. and i'm waaay tired. i just need to rest after prepping and cleaning up these stuff here at work.
sighs.
oh well... it's another day of learning.
laterz.
Friday, March 27, 2009
huhu-hihi-hehe's work rant stuff...
it's been a while since i last blogged in... well like a month ago.
anyway, so far some things has changed. i'm handling an pseudo-account here at work. i'm handling training classes for people with a low possibility of getting hired, so yeah, basically i'm handling "charity" training. but somehow, it made my "work-groove" back. 'cause last months activity with colleges & universities was not really my idea of work.
yeah, i was a 2nd lead on the school projects. which i didn't really liked joining in the first place. but i was put in that place for me to experience it... so, i just put it in my "something to learn but won't really use it list". good thing i was able to learn a lot from that activity. not just the actual set-up but also on some people i work with in that certain activity. and so far, i really find it annoying... hahaha
anyway, right now, i'm just finishing some of the things i need to get it done. for tomorrow is the 2nd time our company is conducting a recruitment activity on a night time... and the only thing that worries me is the weather. yup... it must not rain tomorrow until sunday AM.
oh well, i guess i need to pray for the event tomorrow to be a success...
and now, i guess i have shut-down for now... i need my sleep. for tomorrow is the final battle of a week-long war here at work.
wish me luck! c",)
anyway, so far some things has changed. i'm handling an pseudo-account here at work. i'm handling training classes for people with a low possibility of getting hired, so yeah, basically i'm handling "charity" training. but somehow, it made my "work-groove" back. 'cause last months activity with colleges & universities was not really my idea of work.
yeah, i was a 2nd lead on the school projects. which i didn't really liked joining in the first place. but i was put in that place for me to experience it... so, i just put it in my "something to learn but won't really use it list". good thing i was able to learn a lot from that activity. not just the actual set-up but also on some people i work with in that certain activity. and so far, i really find it annoying... hahaha
anyway, right now, i'm just finishing some of the things i need to get it done. for tomorrow is the 2nd time our company is conducting a recruitment activity on a night time... and the only thing that worries me is the weather. yup... it must not rain tomorrow until sunday AM.
oh well, i guess i need to pray for the event tomorrow to be a success...
and now, i guess i have shut-down for now... i need my sleep. for tomorrow is the final battle of a week-long war here at work.
wish me luck! c",)