So how do i start?
let's go straight first. i will be part of the unemployed market by September 9, 2011.
yes, i just lost my job this morning.
well management tells us that our department, the one that i'm working at for more than 5 years is being retrenched and it's part of the "changes in the wind" situation right now.
it was announced yesterday during our general assembly by our president.
anyway, so there you go. i'll be jobless in a month.
basically i just need to finish my remaining works and turnover it by the end of the month.
and somehow, even we all know that the war is ending, we'll still going to fight for it. no matter what. we leave HRO with our faces looking up and proud.
it just saddens me that more 5 years here. i've grown and learned a lot.
so today. it's not a good day for all of us here at work.
Showing posts with label work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label work. Show all posts
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Sunday, February 21, 2010
why oh why... tsk tsk
hmm... the students haven't started to text me.
this is bad. really, REALLY BAD.
Bad in a sense that we can't do time-travel and make it all work right. I know there's a solution on this one, get the list of the 10 and call them to remind them. But I have other priorities to do, but I guess I should try to juggle things out and fix it.
Fix it. That's 2 words that somehow I'm not good at all. But let's see if I can fix this... w/o the help or assistance of others. It's my mess after all, right?
But still, after all this is done, I'm still going to kill Pong Aguila on this one. hahaha. No worries Pong, we're still good friends, but I'm really going to kill you for this one. :P
Oh well, it's almost 9pm, I need to heat the water, I'll be leaving at around 10pm.
later.
this is bad. really, REALLY BAD.
Bad in a sense that we can't do time-travel and make it all work right. I know there's a solution on this one, get the list of the 10 and call them to remind them. But I have other priorities to do, but I guess I should try to juggle things out and fix it.
Fix it. That's 2 words that somehow I'm not good at all. But let's see if I can fix this... w/o the help or assistance of others. It's my mess after all, right?
But still, after all this is done, I'm still going to kill Pong Aguila on this one. hahaha. No worries Pong, we're still good friends, but I'm really going to kill you for this one. :P
Oh well, it's almost 9pm, I need to heat the water, I'll be leaving at around 10pm.
later.
Sunday, February 07, 2010
It's the climb.... oh yeah.
I feel like each day that comes, i want to just break the window in front of my table at work and just jump do a free fall.
... but then again, I hate a goowy-messy death.
Anyway, it's Sunday and somehow I still want another day to just lay down on my bed, try to catch-up on what I 've missed in the tube. Just be a regular home-buddy.
I wish that things at work would fall on the right places. And basing on what I'm seeing it's being chaotic in a sense of order. And it making my 'resignation-bucket' more heavier.
... and there's It's Academic. I have a lot against it and that somehow, I'm still doing the task. Sometimes I hate my attitudes that I tend to say 'yes' even if I explained why I said 'no' on the first place.
Thus I'm going to kill Pong Aguila on this one. Well one thing, our friendship is just based on work-laughs and that I tend to avoid hanging out with him. He's quite close-minded. Even his opinions and perspective of stuff, I don't like it. But hey, everyone has the right to express their thoughts.
... it's that my thoughts/opinions don't mesh-up with his, 'cause his way of thinking is too old and mine is a little bit complicated and updated. Plainly, I just hate-HATE him. Good thing he's a few meters away from my desk this time. I guess that's good for me.
... But that It's Academic, it will really cause him his life. I'll really kill him for passing it on to me halfway of his project. DAMMIT.
Oh, well. I guess this week I'll be exercising more brain cells on work. I'll try to make a 'Dark Phoenix' manifestation at work, if I can. Last week with the smiling at the meeting w/ JBW made me feel good.
Hmm... I guess i should try smiling again.
Anyway, got to prep-up for tomorrow. 4 Field works this week. Will be trying to get people to my office for our clients needs.
Oh it's going to be one of those weeks again, and this time I think I'll be having just a one-person support all the way. Thanks to AM & JBW for ruining everything.
Anyway, I'm currently emailing my resume to some notable companies just trying to check if I'm sellable to the HR market.
Wish me luck this week.
Laterz.
... but then again, I hate a goowy-messy death.
Anyway, it's Sunday and somehow I still want another day to just lay down on my bed, try to catch-up on what I 've missed in the tube. Just be a regular home-buddy.
I wish that things at work would fall on the right places. And basing on what I'm seeing it's being chaotic in a sense of order. And it making my 'resignation-bucket' more heavier.
... and there's It's Academic. I have a lot against it and that somehow, I'm still doing the task. Sometimes I hate my attitudes that I tend to say 'yes' even if I explained why I said 'no' on the first place.
Thus I'm going to kill Pong Aguila on this one. Well one thing, our friendship is just based on work-laughs and that I tend to avoid hanging out with him. He's quite close-minded. Even his opinions and perspective of stuff, I don't like it. But hey, everyone has the right to express their thoughts.
... it's that my thoughts/opinions don't mesh-up with his, 'cause his way of thinking is too old and mine is a little bit complicated and updated. Plainly, I just hate-HATE him. Good thing he's a few meters away from my desk this time. I guess that's good for me.
... But that It's Academic, it will really cause him his life. I'll really kill him for passing it on to me halfway of his project. DAMMIT.
Oh, well. I guess this week I'll be exercising more brain cells on work. I'll try to make a 'Dark Phoenix' manifestation at work, if I can. Last week with the smiling at the meeting w/ JBW made me feel good.
Hmm... I guess i should try smiling again.
Anyway, got to prep-up for tomorrow. 4 Field works this week. Will be trying to get people to my office for our clients needs.
Oh it's going to be one of those weeks again, and this time I think I'll be having just a one-person support all the way. Thanks to AM & JBW for ruining everything.
Anyway, I'm currently emailing my resume to some notable companies just trying to check if I'm sellable to the HR market.
Wish me luck this week.
Laterz.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
sniffles @ work
i hate when i get the sniffles at work... specially when it's the allergic-type of sniffles.
makes me really uncomfy, snobbish and unapproachable... plus sneezing too much, it make my heart weak, literally.
haaay...
i miss someone here at work... my buddy. i hope he's doing fine, recovering from his operation... and also i'll be missing someone here too... she's leaving work.
I hope we (the 3 of us) can still hang-out.
anyway... have to push myself to work for the day... even with this condition that I'm in.
laterz
makes me really uncomfy, snobbish and unapproachable... plus sneezing too much, it make my heart weak, literally.
haaay...
i miss someone here at work... my buddy. i hope he's doing fine, recovering from his operation... and also i'll be missing someone here too... she's leaving work.
I hope we (the 3 of us) can still hang-out.
anyway... have to push myself to work for the day... even with this condition that I'm in.
laterz
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
loosing it again...
i guess it's another re-run of a quite depressing episode for me.
right now i can't think straight.
like i know what i will do and somehow it's organized but i just don't have the drive right now to work... like all my strength to go and work just wore off out of a sudden.
well not really out of a sudden... i was just demotivated by a lot of stuff lately.
w/c is making me hard to cope up.
to be honest, i know (really know) what to do... BUT i just don't have the motivation anymore to do it as of the moment.
people may see it that i might be avoiding the work task but it's not that.
just too many things in my head and somehow, i'm just standing there and doing nothing... like a catatonic state... but i'm aware of the things that are happening, i'm just not moving to doing some actions.
...ok, burn-out is at it again.
i give up. i'm tired of this so-called day job. it's not helping me at all to cope up. in fact it's more on pulling me down, morally.
i. give. up.
right now i can't think straight.
like i know what i will do and somehow it's organized but i just don't have the drive right now to work... like all my strength to go and work just wore off out of a sudden.
well not really out of a sudden... i was just demotivated by a lot of stuff lately.
w/c is making me hard to cope up.
to be honest, i know (really know) what to do... BUT i just don't have the motivation anymore to do it as of the moment.
people may see it that i might be avoiding the work task but it's not that.
just too many things in my head and somehow, i'm just standing there and doing nothing... like a catatonic state... but i'm aware of the things that are happening, i'm just not moving to doing some actions.
...ok, burn-out is at it again.
i give up. i'm tired of this so-called day job. it's not helping me at all to cope up. in fact it's more on pulling me down, morally.
i. give. up.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
hug-deprived
ok... i'm tired from today's work... and it's just wednesday!
i need a hug... badly.
can someone hug me. i just need that short-term comfort that can last for the rest of the week.
hug me.
i need a hug... badly.
can someone hug me. i just need that short-term comfort that can last for the rest of the week.
hug me.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
something new from something old
so, one of my teammates is being deployed to Cebu by next week. some of her responsibilities here at the Manila base will be passed on to me.
at first, i think i can take it. cause somehow, i'm quite familiar with the process. local account endorsements, monthly-weekly calendar budget and third party partnership with a job publication... well, hell ya! i can take it.
well right now, thinking with these added responsibilities passed on to me. i guess this is my "2nd chance" in redeeming myself from the fall i experienced from last March-May thing (aka HRO-C)... so somehow, i'm thinking deep again on how will i plan on making this something simple and yet very worth working at.
so there, my new responsibilities... and i'm hoping it will redeem me from my fall. and somehow, it will help build what was loss in me... or better yet, discover something in me.
anyway... i guess that's one thing nice from the weeks of work that i've been doing... and i guess it's time for me to shine again.
so wish me luck. well hope for the best.
laterz.
at first, i think i can take it. cause somehow, i'm quite familiar with the process. local account endorsements, monthly-weekly calendar budget and third party partnership with a job publication... well, hell ya! i can take it.
well right now, thinking with these added responsibilities passed on to me. i guess this is my "2nd chance" in redeeming myself from the fall i experienced from last March-May thing (aka HRO-C)... so somehow, i'm thinking deep again on how will i plan on making this something simple and yet very worth working at.
so there, my new responsibilities... and i'm hoping it will redeem me from my fall. and somehow, it will help build what was loss in me... or better yet, discover something in me.
anyway... i guess that's one thing nice from the weeks of work that i've been doing... and i guess it's time for me to shine again.
so wish me luck. well hope for the best.
laterz.
Sunday, August 09, 2009
happy @ work?
...'nuff said. i'm just not motivated to go to work lately. with the things that is happening there, i'm hoping i can still see the brighter side of things.
Friday, May 29, 2009
crazy friday...
what's my job description again?
i guess in my line of work right now... the "job description" is just some food color or icing on a very large cake of styro-foam.
oh well... just came from a department meeting, which I can say one of the few boring meetings again. somehow, I try to "include" myself in the meeting, but somehow, i tend to just play some songs in my head.
yes, it's that boring... haha
anyway, i'll be staying here at the office 'til 8pm... 'cause my schedule today was an adjustment, due to the tire fixing this morning.
anyway, I'll just pretend to do something productive in the last few minutes of my work time, and maybe later I'll just play some PC games or just go home and sleep for tomorrow I need to be early to some school at Makati.
oh well, that's the day... Friday for me right now... hahaha something crazy again.
oh I miss doing my other field work... somehow. yeah, somewhat I miss doing the speech and aiming it directly to it or them... hahaha... fun and also worth it, not what I'm doing in my "day job".
anyway... I miss a lot of stuff right now. and now my mind is giving a lot of random thoughts... I guess I better stop it for now...
laterz...
i guess in my line of work right now... the "job description" is just some food color or icing on a very large cake of styro-foam.
oh well... just came from a department meeting, which I can say one of the few boring meetings again. somehow, I try to "include" myself in the meeting, but somehow, i tend to just play some songs in my head.
yes, it's that boring... haha
anyway, i'll be staying here at the office 'til 8pm... 'cause my schedule today was an adjustment, due to the tire fixing this morning.
anyway, I'll just pretend to do something productive in the last few minutes of my work time, and maybe later I'll just play some PC games or just go home and sleep for tomorrow I need to be early to some school at Makati.
oh well, that's the day... Friday for me right now... hahaha something crazy again.
oh I miss doing my other field work... somehow. yeah, somewhat I miss doing the speech and aiming it directly to it or them... hahaha... fun and also worth it, not what I'm doing in my "day job".
anyway... I miss a lot of stuff right now. and now my mind is giving a lot of random thoughts... I guess I better stop it for now...
laterz...
Monday, May 04, 2009
burning responsibility...
(click photo to enlarge)
ok ok... i can say that i'm a responsible person. but the comic-strip above says about the current project that i'm handling here at work. so for those who are familiar to my line of work and the current project i'm handling... the strip is like what i'm in with HRO-C classes.
i may be acting like i'm used to it or getting the hang of it... but this responsibility BURNS!!!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
i think i survived... i think.
i'm tired... it's been a long week.
to many things done. and i think i'll be home waaaay late. but i guess it was worth it.
anyway, i'll try to post some pictures if i have the time later when i wake-up from resting from this uber-tiring week.
what i learned from this one... is that sometime i need to stand and believe on the integrity of the standards given to you. but when the same source tends to 'tweek' it... i was able to bend but not bend all the way. just to keep a firm stand too.
anyway too many things are still in my head. and i'm waaay tired. i just need to rest after prepping and cleaning up these stuff here at work.
sighs.
oh well... it's another day of learning.
laterz.
to many things done. and i think i'll be home waaaay late. but i guess it was worth it.
anyway, i'll try to post some pictures if i have the time later when i wake-up from resting from this uber-tiring week.
what i learned from this one... is that sometime i need to stand and believe on the integrity of the standards given to you. but when the same source tends to 'tweek' it... i was able to bend but not bend all the way. just to keep a firm stand too.
anyway too many things are still in my head. and i'm waaay tired. i just need to rest after prepping and cleaning up these stuff here at work.
sighs.
oh well... it's another day of learning.
laterz.
Friday, March 27, 2009
huhu-hihi-hehe's work rant stuff...
it's been a while since i last blogged in... well like a month ago.
anyway, so far some things has changed. i'm handling an pseudo-account here at work. i'm handling training classes for people with a low possibility of getting hired, so yeah, basically i'm handling "charity" training. but somehow, it made my "work-groove" back. 'cause last months activity with colleges & universities was not really my idea of work.
yeah, i was a 2nd lead on the school projects. which i didn't really liked joining in the first place. but i was put in that place for me to experience it... so, i just put it in my "something to learn but won't really use it list". good thing i was able to learn a lot from that activity. not just the actual set-up but also on some people i work with in that certain activity. and so far, i really find it annoying... hahaha
anyway, right now, i'm just finishing some of the things i need to get it done. for tomorrow is the 2nd time our company is conducting a recruitment activity on a night time... and the only thing that worries me is the weather. yup... it must not rain tomorrow until sunday AM.
oh well, i guess i need to pray for the event tomorrow to be a success...
and now, i guess i have shut-down for now... i need my sleep. for tomorrow is the final battle of a week-long war here at work.
wish me luck! c",)
anyway, so far some things has changed. i'm handling an pseudo-account here at work. i'm handling training classes for people with a low possibility of getting hired, so yeah, basically i'm handling "charity" training. but somehow, it made my "work-groove" back. 'cause last months activity with colleges & universities was not really my idea of work.
yeah, i was a 2nd lead on the school projects. which i didn't really liked joining in the first place. but i was put in that place for me to experience it... so, i just put it in my "something to learn but won't really use it list". good thing i was able to learn a lot from that activity. not just the actual set-up but also on some people i work with in that certain activity. and so far, i really find it annoying... hahaha
anyway, right now, i'm just finishing some of the things i need to get it done. for tomorrow is the 2nd time our company is conducting a recruitment activity on a night time... and the only thing that worries me is the weather. yup... it must not rain tomorrow until sunday AM.
oh well, i guess i need to pray for the event tomorrow to be a success...
and now, i guess i have shut-down for now... i need my sleep. for tomorrow is the final battle of a week-long war here at work.
wish me luck! c",)
Monday, November 24, 2008
need a proper tune in work
i need a happy-working song right now...
i'm still somehow thinking a lot of stuff lately. and somehow, i seem think or really decide on what to do with it.
well, one part of what i'm talking about is work.
yeah. work. my current situation here at work.
i can say it's a bitch that i'm still here doing the routine job. but i just got promoted with a good increase in my salary. so i guess i can't seem to really decide what to do.
well, now i can say i have really, REALLY good friends here at work. but somehow, even my friendship with them is being tested.
i wish our team lead would go and do the "team meeting" we all (well, most of us) planned to do... i see and predict it will be dirty, but i'm also seeing the positive result of it... and somehow, the bonds of friendship we (and i) have with the team will be stronger.
anyway, that's one concern with work. also related with work is my current status.
yeah, as i mentioned a while ago, i got promoted.
promoted. so that means a big salary.
and also a big adjustment. in terms of added work-load. well, work-load before my promotion was still really heavy...
anyway... i want to put a lot of stuff here, but i'm typing it here at my station... so i guess it's better to put everything later... to avoid "contamination" and better editing.
oh well, i guess i really need a happy-working song right now.
just to make the start of my work week something worth it to report.
anyway, it's been a while since i put something on my blogger... maybe in the next few days i'll be putting a lot more... kinda missed blogging around.
laterz.
i'm still somehow thinking a lot of stuff lately. and somehow, i seem think or really decide on what to do with it.
well, one part of what i'm talking about is work.
yeah. work. my current situation here at work.
i can say it's a bitch that i'm still here doing the routine job. but i just got promoted with a good increase in my salary. so i guess i can't seem to really decide what to do.
well, now i can say i have really, REALLY good friends here at work. but somehow, even my friendship with them is being tested.
i wish our team lead would go and do the "team meeting" we all (well, most of us) planned to do... i see and predict it will be dirty, but i'm also seeing the positive result of it... and somehow, the bonds of friendship we (and i) have with the team will be stronger.
anyway, that's one concern with work. also related with work is my current status.
yeah, as i mentioned a while ago, i got promoted.
promoted. so that means a big salary.
and also a big adjustment. in terms of added work-load. well, work-load before my promotion was still really heavy...
anyway... i want to put a lot of stuff here, but i'm typing it here at my station... so i guess it's better to put everything later... to avoid "contamination" and better editing.
oh well, i guess i really need a happy-working song right now.
just to make the start of my work week something worth it to report.
anyway, it's been a while since i put something on my blogger... maybe in the next few days i'll be putting a lot more... kinda missed blogging around.
laterz.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
5 things
got this from Miley Cyrus' song 7 Things...
so, i'm just writing the 5 things i hate about work....
1. Management - yeah, every week our management would have different directions... and this shows that how unstable my boss in making unwanted decisions.
2. Time & Schedule - when i signed up to do field work, i know i'll be juggling my sched on priorities. but with the mismanagement of our malevolent boss, even my time for my own is limited. and i hate it when my boss would always mention that our company is lucky to have "dedicated" staff... sighs!! fuck off!!! dedication is different from enslavement!!
3. Manpower - we're just 6 in a team, and when we would formally ask for extra manpower we are always questioned. thus have a poor quality of work done. we're only human not gods, we get tired and wasted. just the planning and execution is already bloody. and just asking for a small help from the other team, our boss would question it... then when the results was not that good, she would retract everything she said and would say that we can get people to help... c'mon!!! who are you kidding?!
4. Ethics - our boss, doesn't have the proper ethics... in all aspect. bakyang-bakyang kung kumilos at palaging wala sa lugar... 'nuff said and co-workers who doesn't have the ethical consideration to be really professional to their line of work and it's having a negative effect to the team's or even to the department's performance. if you're in a ranking position, please act like one during work, cause always making "personal reasons" as an excuse shows unethical and unprofessional on your side!!
5. Workstation - with constantly not having a permanent workstation... it really makes my work-production really low. a good sample would be this one... i just hate it when someone would borrow the laptop that is assigned to me and doesn't really know anything about laptop / PC maintenance or proper care, and add to it, not returning it on time, when i really need it the most. thus, i tend to rush all things at the wrong time. sighs!!! kung hiniram isoli din on time... at ayaw ko ng may virus ito pagbalik or anything that can cause technical problems!!!!
there, my five reasons why i hate work...
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
why oh why!?!
ok... after 1 year of putting an entry here at my blogger... i'm back.
well, not sure if i'm going to put a lot of my stuff here, but i will put stuff here for sure.
anyways, here i am, at the office still... i was about to leave at 5:30pm a while ago, but for the things that are happening here at the office lately... i was asked to stay and sit for another meeting with the management... probably to brainstorm more for ideas on how to get the company's ball roll more since 2008 is near to end...
anyways, again... i'm kinda bored right now... like lately i'm really not motivated to report for work... i just want to rest...
REST... that's a four letter-word that i haven't experienced it lately. the last time that i had it was when i was in HK last May... that was 4 months ago.
oh well... i guess it's really one of those days that i'm pushing myself to the limit of something "dedicated" for the company... i just hope we're gonna get something good in return...
anyways... since i'm thinking about the the strss of work, i might as well think of very good reward for myself... hmm... but i think that may do some deep thinking and put it on the upcoming blogs (or LJs)...
oh well... i guess i just have to wait for the meeting to start by thinking first... or just do nothing... haaay
sighs..
well, not sure if i'm going to put a lot of my stuff here, but i will put stuff here for sure.
anyways, here i am, at the office still... i was about to leave at 5:30pm a while ago, but for the things that are happening here at the office lately... i was asked to stay and sit for another meeting with the management... probably to brainstorm more for ideas on how to get the company's ball roll more since 2008 is near to end...
anyways, again... i'm kinda bored right now... like lately i'm really not motivated to report for work... i just want to rest...
REST... that's a four letter-word that i haven't experienced it lately. the last time that i had it was when i was in HK last May... that was 4 months ago.
oh well... i guess it's really one of those days that i'm pushing myself to the limit of something "dedicated" for the company... i just hope we're gonna get something good in return...
anyways... since i'm thinking about the the strss of work, i might as well think of very good reward for myself... hmm... but i think that may do some deep thinking and put it on the upcoming blogs (or LJs)...
oh well... i guess i just have to wait for the meeting to start by thinking first... or just do nothing... haaay
sighs..
