erratic thoughts...

well, im been experiencing random thoughts lately... though it's quite normal for me to have those kind of thoughts, but lately, it's weird that i would have the same things that run in my mind...

and these things are quite making me paranoid is some way that i'm hating it. i know before that these thoughts doesn't really affect me before... but now, it does affect me... (oh men!! too many things in my head... have to just focus on the important things before fixing the rest...)

anyways, right now i'm just uploading some more pictures on my Multiply account... just to make me more online and be reachable to my friends... :P

i think i ahve to dealt with the paranoia that i've done yesterday... (you see!! the things that makes me paranoid, makes me do stupid things!!... grrr!) and somehow i kinda hate doing damage-control... kasi sometimes parang i dnt really have to do it, kasi if they're my friends they'll understand... but then again, i guess, having the effort to fix it can see that i'm really fighting for the friendship-bonds... (sighs)

oh well... i guess that's the thing i'll do for now... sort-of damage-control to a friend... a love-struck-sick friend... hay buhay...!

anyhow... gotta check the things that i've been upload for the past half hour...

laterz... c",)

time to go black...

well, the president (GMA) declared a State of Emergency already... just in time for the 20th anniversary of the 1st EDSA revolt... hmm... how very theatrix she is, even for a small woman... that damn small bitch!!! (i hope for the worst for her!!)

anyways, add to the growing depression of our nation... i guess, even spider-man is going black. :P well, to lighten up things... i'm guessing spidey will be going black for the 3rd film next year (May 2007)... and when he goes black... i hope Venom would be the rumored 2nd villian... or i hope black cat would be there... hehehe :P

right now, i have no class 'cuz of what is happening in our country today... sighs!!! i just hope when classes starts monday, things would be nicely-different... not badly-different...

i hope for the best for this country... for everyone else.

laterz...

near the end... (graduation season in the air)

i just got the contact prints for my grad pics this morning...

i look such an honorable person... and somehow there's dignity in this picture... hehehe :P

though, i'll be having the real copies by march... i'm really excited when i got to see and choose the pictures... yey!! :P (i'll post the formal & the creative pix later on...)

yes!!! i'll be graudating this April '06... (and in my mind right now i'm wishing that the graduation march theme would the one where Darth Vader marches... hehehe!!)

anyways, i'm quite happy today... got to hang-out with my friends (the FA pips and my best friend)... c",)

laterz... :P

just hangin' 'round...

well, this day is a good one.

i hanged-out at my best friend's house the whole day... to be honest, i kinda removed the tensions and the pseudo-depressing mode i have been experiencing for the past week... it helped... kasi talagang hang-out with my best friend... c",)

light lang kasi yung load nya kaya he has the time to hang... kaya ayon... sna ganun na palagi... anyways, 2mrw i guess, it's back to reality for the both of us... school, work... and other stuff.

sna naman we can go out and watch a movie, or hang-out uli... especially he's bday coming near na.. hehehe..

anyways, im good na rin... the hangin-out at his place helped me. im cool. :P

o cya... tutulog na ako...

laterz... c",)

half done...

well, im done with 2 out of the four things i should be submitting and prep-up for this week... im done with Hum2 & Speech1...

2nyt i'll do the one for PE1 (which is due on wednesday)... and try (at least TRY) to review more for my removal exam for Math100 this friday...

anyways, i think that's it for today... i'll just catch-up na lang with my some readings for english3 later at school...

hmm... so far i have accomplsihed 50% of my load in just one sitting yesterday... i just love sundays, cuz it's the day i could really focus on my school works... hehehe :P

plus i'm done also for the water meter reading sa pseudo-village namin for the month of January... all's done for now, i think... :P

anyways, i'll have my reward naman 2mrw afternoon eh... yey!!! :P

oh well... i guess that's it for now... have to prep-up for school na rin.


laterz. c",)

dagnamit!!! (pressure time...again?!?)

thou it seems that i'm in a stressful time... deep inside of my thoughts, i kinda like it. i guess it's somehow a temporary replacement of an adrenaline rush. but the thing i hate in this situation right now, some outside factor is pulling me out of work... and somehow i don't know what it is...

oh well, i guess i have no time to know it. just have to focus on what works i should do...

let's see what's on my to-do list for the week:
-outline for my speech1 class (due on tuesday) - typed-written
-alternative paper for hum2 (due 2mrw, monday) - also typed-written
-the safe-sex comics/brouchure for my PE1 (due wednesday) - typed-written
-review for my Math 100 removals (hopefully, friday...and this is serious na!!)

and i think the reward for these... would be something 'yipee'... the Marvel bandai collection... thou i'll getting it 2mrw or on tuesday... it's a good reward for me... yey!! :P

anyways, i have to finish my hum2 paper... then fix the outline for speech1... then i'll do the PE1 2mrw night and continue it tuesday night... hmmm... i think that's a good gameplan... and on the math 100 removals, i'll gamble it na...

anyways, again... wish me the best of luck... thou, yeah, i'll survive it for sure... sometimes having a bit of pride can be good for the spirit.


laterz... c",)

Take A Stand...

this is the new posters for the upcoming 3-part of X-Men... which is entitled X3: The Last Stand. COOL!!!

i can't really wait na for the movie to go out!!

anyways... yeah, my parents knows about my tattoo... and so far, they're giving me a tease... which i think better than scolding me... but the teasing of my mo kinda show how disappointed she is... but somehow, i don't care... maybe because she doesn't know the real reasons of this tattoo... i guess, mom's aren't know the best or know their kids that well... hmm... i guess that's part of growing up. having you own life to control and not be under them always. anyways, i'm cool with it... i'm still growing and learning... day by day. c",)

and i guess... this is my Stand that i'm taking. :P

anyways... have to sleep na rin... it's almost 1am.

g'nyt!


laterz... c",)

and the time has come to... they knew!!!

it's more than a year ago (jan 2005) that i decided to have a tattoo on my back and hid it from my parents ... and now, (Feb 2006) they know.

so far, im not really affected by it, cuz it's old news... but somehow, im quite nervous on what they'll ask me... hmm...

im not paranoid or something but it kinda gives me a wiggy feeling...

oh well, i'll just accept the concequence that will come in my way... with my parents know my tat.

hmm... this is something... :P

by the way, a while ago was the photo shoot for my graduation... im so loving myself in a toga... hehehe!!! i took the liberty to shoot myself with my camera-phone... i'll post them next time.

oh well... i thought this would be a 'so-so' day... but i think the tattoo would be something... hehehe! :P


laterz!! c",)

I'm Green Lantern...

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i want this one!!

well, im planning to buy this DVD when it comes out... im just thinking on whether or not buy the pirate one... anyways, it's still young to decide... make it next week or so...

anyways, so far, im half-done with my readings for Eng3... but i have to finish it by later so i cud type the critical essay 2mrw... and later on, i'll prep-up for my report for J.S.Mill's 2mrw at Soc.Sci.2...

anyways i think that's all for now, though slightly stressed out this weekend... but im good... just hope for the best for me...

laterz!!! c",)

wowow...eeek!!

well, this weekend was something. it started friday night with the 3-hr traffic going to quiapo church that night... man, i was sitting on the driver's chair for more than 3-hrs... very-VERY stressful and pissing!! yeah, cuz it's the 1st friday of the month and my parents always go there, so as a good-sports to them i try to drive them there most of the time... but last friday was terrible... anyways, i think it's out of my system na... im good.

then yesterday was quite 'so-good'... cuz i did my SA work for the morning and just drove my dad in the afternoon and went out for a dinner-date with an old friend... though the sad news (click on this LINK for the news report from Inquirer's site) for the metro was the almost hundred people who died at ultra for the 1st anniv of wowowee... tsk-tsk, people who really gamble a lot just to get money... anyways, nakakalungkot nga lang pero sana people would really think before they react...

and today, sunday morning... i'll just do my readings for english 3 and do an essay for it... then i'll try to watch Brokeback Mountain after; yesterday i got to watch Proof, it's quite a good movie... got a 'psych' essence too...

anyways, i think after the english3 and the dvd, i'll prep-up myself for the Soc.sci.2 report 2mrw... anyways i think that's a good plan for a sunday...

wish me luck nlng for 2mrws report...

laterz... c",)

an eye for art...

well, got to Ayala Museum yesterday afternoon... and i went there with some of my classmates from my Hum 2 class... and yeah, i took my car... cuz it's quite a hot-fuzzy weather. the place was good. after at the museum, we took a snack at GB in Libis... then there, went back to kalay... and i hanged-out with jobi, ambok & MR... then decided to hang-out at tepay at Katipunan... then after an hour... went to fecth my mom at RP...

well, iha-highlight ko na lang yung tambay with my friends from FA... wala lng... luv ko naman sila eh... kahit mdyo kups sila... :p

anyways... im cool... nothing to worry about. kahit seeing my name on their vandals... i dnt fucking care... u can't please everyone, right?

im good... anyways, have to go back and finish my paper... cuz by 1030, jax will fetch me here later... i'll hitch with him going to school..

laterz...

tag-along... please…

well, it's final (no turning back).... i'll be going to Ayala Museum in Makati this Wednesday, after my class @ kalay at 1130am... but im thinking, should i bring someone? kasi i'll going there alone eh, and parang naghahanap ako ng kasama to go there... i guess, im willing to cover his/her LRT-MRT expenses just for that person na samahan ako (para bang desperadong makahanap ng kasama... hehehe :P)

anyways, im thinking of some people who can tag-along with me...well there's...

- jax (but i think he's busy with a lot of archi stuff, kahit wala syang pasok twing wednesdays...)
- mr (i think may class rin sya pag-wednesday ata... plus baka kasama niya si kini)
- lloyd (sus... mangbababae lang yon... :P )
- nina (may class din ata siya)
- giselle (i doubt it... but im still hopeful na samahan nya ako... pero i have to be careful)
- mga ka-psychs (most of them ay nakapunta na... kaya malabo)
- FA pips (baka wala silang pera & i think may class ata rin sila by that time)

... i guess wala akong mayayaya akong samahan sa ayala museum. i guess it's gonna be another solo-mission for me... (whaaaa!)

pero i know wednesday is still 3 days from now... still raw to decide and to make alok... pero i just hope (not wish!!) that sana may mayaya akong mag-tag-along sa akin going to makati... :P

basta, wish me luck....

nyt-nyt!

laterz... c",)

catching up...

well, i'm one week in-advance done for the report i'll do for my Soc Sci 2 class. just finished doing my research and the hand-out 30 minutes ago... then, i just prepped-up the paper i'll be doing this wednesday night for my Humanidades 2 class, which is about my solo-trip this coming wednesday afternoon at Ayala Museum. i was planning to go there 2mrw, but i just found out that it's close during mondays, and the only free time i can go is on wednesday... so i'll be going there, solo and commuting... this would be fun for me, 'cuz it's gonna be a cheap-but-fun adventure for me... going around the urban jungle by foot... hay... :P

anyways, it's just 12 in the afternoon, and most of my works are done... hmmm... it's weird, but i think satisfying as well... maybe the next thing to do is catching up on the readings i've missed reading for my English 3 class...

oh men... i can't believe im in a good study-mode right now.

though right now, im thinking of giving myself an award for these stuffs i did... hmm... a movie? (well, i think aeon flux would be out this week...) a comic? (nah... im going on a one-time-big-time on that this march) ...what reward should i give to myself... bahala na..!! :P

nways, yesterday was quite a so-so day though, i hanged-out at my best friends house and did some of the readings for my soc sci2 report... while he was doing his archi stuff... basically it's a studious environment there, and it helped me focus on my work. but i hate to notice it, that lately, everyone around me are as busy as the flow of traffic at EDSA... di mo ma-approach. kahit yung bagong friend kong si MR, though i know he's just thinking deep about his problems towards someone he likes... wala lng... parang lahat lang ng tao na nakikita ko o nami-meet ako ay busy... hmmm... maybe it's the '2nd sem syndrome', in which the real start of the 2nd sem is on January and that students are cramming up to do their stuff as well as mix it with their angst and dilemmas in life... anyways, i think i'll just give them their spaces and not to disturb them for a while... ako rin naman, i need some space... :P

oh well... i think that's it na muna. i have to eat lunch na muna then after that catch-up with some of the readings, para 2mrw, focus ako sa Speech1 class requirement about the individual recitation-thing...

hope the best for me... though i know i'm still good. :P


laterz... c",)

it isn't a BIG deal but...

during my Kom 3 class, we shared the poems we wrote as part of our requirement for the subject... basically i just wrote what i'm feeling during the time when they left me last March 21 last year... yeah, the incident where they accidentally left me drunk at katipunan... anyways, some of my classmates in that class were familiar with the story and somehow tried to tease me... but i didn't care that much, somehow i just laughed with them too... after class, i just realized that it will be almost a year since that bad night and somehow i was able to laugh it out now... hmm...

im not really mad at them now... yeah, i still hang-out with most of them and still good friends with some... but i still wanna make them pay for the immaturity and irresponsibility they did... as i said before, i hope for their karma to come and hope that im on the audience seat. for me, it would be some kinda treasure... just like having them as my friends...

it's kinda weird, but so far that's what my mind is set after the said incident...

well, for the readers, click on this LINK to know what happened to me last March 21, 2005...

anyways, so far im cool with it... im good.


laterz...

weekend ender...

it's been a while since i've blogged... well i think a few days back would be considered as a "been-a-while". anyways, it's a so-so weekend, the usual weekend: class for the saturday morning, drive to accu-pressure therepy in the afternoon and chill after... then sunday would be just chillin out at home and try to finish whatever things to be done for the coming week...

the only thing that somehow made it into a not-that so-so day was watching the boxing fight a while ago on Paquiao vs. Morales, in which the Pac-man won... go manny!! (yey!!) watching the fight a while ago remind me of the time i've watched one of his fights live and for free... and it was really intense that time... cuz im just a few feet away from the ring... fascinating. Also, I got to finish a very good comicbook i borrowed from a friend at kalay… Batman: The Dark Knight Returns… it’s a Batman comics in which Frank Miller (Sin City, Daredevil) wrote it… and it’s where there’s a girl Robin (Carrie… something)… good story!! ANG LUPET!!!

anyhow, 2mrw my class would just be at 230 to 4pm... so i kinda have a lot of spare time, and that spare time i'll be going to DV to buy some stuff... and yeah, get the things my best friend is asking for there... then hopefully i'll be back in school by 1 or 2pm, just before classes starts.

oh well... i guess that's it for now... im still good (though the thing that bugs me is still there, but i think im still finding for the time to fix it... but time will tell when i'll fix it)


okay... laterz!! c",)

romantic-comedy for the morning...

i woke up a while ago, around 5 in the morning... well, my eyes opened at around 4... but i woke up at 5... well, i woke up having quite a kinky dream... anyways... when i woke up at 5, i i tried to go back to sleep... but to no avail. so i decided to watch a movie... though i wanna watch something accelerating, i sat down and watch Must Love Dogs, a romantic-comedy... it was a fun-feel-good movie... but somehow i wasn't expecting it to really watch it.... (though in my head back then im hopiing by watching this flick would make me go back to 'lala' land...) anyways, it somehow made a good jump start for my brain cells to function properly today... it's kinda weird, but it's cool... at least i got to jump start on the right time... 'cuz later i'l be having my mid-term exam for Social Science 2... in which right now i'm trying to make some very last minute reviews (oh cramming... it never left my system... but hey, it helps too though)

anyways, while writing this blog, i trying to get to know martin luther and hopefully niccolo machiavelli... just to have something to answer for the exam later @ 1pm...

anyways, wish me luck... i'll be leaving home for school later at around 10-ish, i'll be riding along with my best friend... and hoping that i could catch a ride again in the afternoon... :p

wish me luck & hope for the best for me!!!


laterz!!! c",)

the shrink is IN...

hey hey hey... it's been quite not-that-long since i blogged... to many thing happened in those days... though i was planning to blog them, i just decided that it's time to keep somethings for myself... though, again, there are things thatare really something to share with...

anyways, i was suppose to blog last night... but i got home pass midnight and quite sleepy too... but last night, it was fun... cuz for its been a very long time... almost months that i have not been hanging out with my FA family... and last night, i hanged out with them... and it's the bonding that i missed the most!!! GRABE!!! na-miss to talaga sila... kahit na nakikita ko silasa kalay palagi, i wasn't able to hang-out with them regularly... puro "hi's" and "hello's"... and last night was awesome!!! though israel & seth weren't able to come... but being with ambok, joby, tepay, gato, denise, trisha, & dave (whose bday was the reason of the gathering...) i miss them a lot!!! plus there were new friends that i got to know,... like MR and kini (the jap girl), Ayah, angky... at iba pa...

oh memories!!! i damn!!!

kahit na i never able to drink with them last night... the bonding, the jokes, the talks... grabe!!! i would not trade them for anything!!! mahal na mahal ko sila!!! their my friends!!! c",)

anyways... im so happy right now...

hay naku... enjoy talaga... cant wait for the next... malamang sa bday ni seth sa february... pero mas enjoy 'to sa bday ko sa May 2006... hehehe!!! gang-bang ito!!! :P

(hitit ng hangin)... i guess i have to start na with some of my homeworks na rin... kasi this week, start na rin ng midterms namin... and there's exams, write-ups... and oh, i forgot... the grad plans... oh well, i thought that this sem would be worry-free... i just thought, but in reality it's not that quite free... but, the load is quite right, not that heavy naman...

oh well... anyways... have to start on something na muna... im happy. im good!! yeah!!


oh yeah... i forgot... just something i just wanna post... one of the reason i wasn't able to blog for some time was that of me, being a shrink for some love-sick patients... thought, i would like to blog in just a gist of the stories they shared... i can't, cuz i promised that i won't tell a soul... just to prove that somehow, i can really be trusted. and that 'di ako naglalaglag ng mga kaibigan ko... eh kasi mahal ko sila eh!!! :D (that's the reason fo the title... ehehe!)


o cya... maya na lang uli...

laterz... c",)

so-and-so...

the ever-ending journey of everyday lives is about to make a slight (really, just a slight) turn... uhm... to be honest, that slight turn doesn't make any difference right now... i think.

what an i talking about? well, it's about my upcoming graduation this April... yeah, somehow im feeling the pressure of graduating on time when i came to school a few days back. though there aren't talks or chit-chats about it, i know the air of graduation is upon us. (or am i just being paranoid that im still in that place that i really don't know what will happen to me after college...? oh men...)

anyways, it's been a while since i blog... so far, this is the thing in my mind right now...

oh yeah, right now, my head kinda aches, cuz of waking me up at 4 in the morning just to drive my parents to church... (grrrr!!) but anyways, i'll just try to rest for a few munites after this blog and im off to jax and help me out on my math problem.


...and 2mrw is just another day.



laterz... c",)

wanting some sugar-rushing...

i miss the times when i'm having those sugar-rush... though with being conscious with my diet lately makes me wish i could eat sweets again... cuz a while ago i was somehow craving for a peanut-butter & jelly sandwich... hmm... those were the times... (aahhh memories)... sana maulit muli.

anyways, a few days back, i was under the weather, thus makes me not able to attend school today... but so far, im quite good na rin... sana makapasok na ako 2mrw...

wish me luck!! :P

laterz!!! c",)