It wasn't that "BAD" after all... (except for the baho-people who didn't showed up in the first day of that class... yipee for me!!)
(November 19, 2005 / 7:14pm)


yeah, today, saturday... i have class. my very last sem before i graduate (hopefully) i still have saturday morning class. and of all my classes, it's the elective one that goes to a saturday. though at first i didn't really liked the class that my adviser gave me during enrollment, the 1st meeting wasn't that bad (at all!!). the only thing that made that specific class not-so-good to me was some of my classmates there... particularly two of them. thank the higher powers that they didn't came and attended the 1st day... it would really have ruined my weekend. these two people whom im talking about are one of the baho-people whom we really hate. because their attutudes are really have a bad stench...

anyways... nuthin' bad really happened naman this day...

good thing nga eh... i got a new CD for free... got it at a radio station... galing nga yung complilation... im quite listening to it while typing this blog.

oh well... i guess that's my day... good-good.

laterz... c",)

What a day...!! (i wished that i had superpowers a while ago, just to get home)
(November 17, 2005 / 7:56pm)


it's so tiring... it's not the commuting part (well, yeah it can be considered too, but it ain't the issue) but more of having not able to go home properly becuase i didn't have the enough money to go home... yes, im broke in a way.

then while thinking a good strategy on going home, i wished im a mutant with superpowers like my favorite heroes, the X-Men (see picture below)...



then, i was quite lucky to see some coins while i was roaming around the mall (how desperate am i? but hey, im just trying to survive... who cares!!) thus i was able to go to RP to try my luck.

luckily, my best friend was going there and was going to be fetched at RP... well, my bad luck on going home turned out to be lucky at all. so i got to hitch with him going home. what a relief.

then, i guess that's my day for now.

this not include 2mrw's early drive of my parents to quiapo... but that's 2mrw's problem. not today.

anyways, im good and cool...

oh yeah... my blog yesterday... 'bout the dilemma... didn't bother me that much today... i'll just keep a positive perspective and i hope all things around me will fall into the right probable places.

think positive is the key... i think (but who cares!?!) :P

laterz... c",)

the downside of graduation... (and it makes me crazy every time i think of it!!)
(November 16, 2005 / 10:06pm)


this has been my dilemma since i got to spill-out what im feeling when i was given the PTAT projective test last sem... What will i do after i graudate? and Where will i go after i graduate?

yeah, i got good grade in my thesis and an option to continue is still there... and there are also the jobs im trying to get in if ever i want to start saving up for myself... but there's no solid plan yet...

now, it's really different from what i've been through since i was a student.

the routine is very different from before... and it kills me every time i think about it and even if im not thinking about it. 'cuz lately it just pops out unexpectedly on my face.

oh men... this sucks!! (totally!)

i hate this feeling.

and i don't know who to talk to with this... even when i texted my best friend about this a while ago, im not expecting anything from him (even if im wishing that he would give me some advice).

this really sucks... sighs!!

oh well... i guess time is still young (i think?)

bahala na si batman.

i just really HATE this fucking feeling!!!

parang im gonna loose a lot of my life... kasi di ko talaga alam kung ano ang mangyayari sa akin... oh men!!! ahhh!!! this is very stressful to me...

oh men... damn. i just really wish / hope for something good for me.

anyways, have to sleep for the night (this may help me get rid of this dilemma / feelings i have)

g'nyt.

laterz...


*who ever is listening, from above, or reading this... i need ur support. wish me luck.

Another allergy attack... (which is quite equivalent on having a bad day)
(November 16, 2005 / 5:41pm)


damn this allergy attack... my nose is dripping a lot of liquids, plus the sneezing are frequent. good thing i only had one subject a while ago...

then when i went to metrowalk to look for some dvds... though i didn't get any, cuz there aren't new pirated versions of good flicks... malas nga eh... nabahingan ko yung isang tindera dun... kakahiya nga eh.

anyways, when i got home... i slept... then after an hour i went out to fetch my mom... still my allergy is still giving me a tough time...but i got used to it naman... kaya i got home na rin safe and sound.

right now, ill just rest for a while and try to get some steam-inhalation just get this allergy out of my system... so 2mrw it won't be a hassle for me.

...it's really a bad day for when i get an allergy attack... it's hard to concentrate and do the stuff needed... but, oh well, there's always 2mrw.

o cya... pahinga na muna ko.

laterz... c",)

why can't i just graduate and have something to start on? (too much of an old routine can really make me wish i have something new in my life...)
(November 15, 2005 / 8:16pm)


the 2nd day of the sem... and somehow i want out... and it's not the subjects or even the classmates i have.

it's more on ME... i want out of all these things... just leave and start a new life (again)... it's not that i hate the situation... i just want a different perspective in life... like getting a job and start really earning money for my own.

i guess this is some-what of a dilema i had when i was given a PTAT during assessment classes in psych a sem ago... sighs.

plus the friendship between me and my best friend... i hope it's stronger and that we can withstand any turmoils that we face... i just really value and respect my best friend a lot. (i was a wreck then... and have learned to move-on... and i don't want things to repeat again)

anyways... that's it for now... the ZZZzz's are catching up to me... have to get some rest.

laterz... (but hey!! im ok... im good... i can survive it)

Back to my regular routine... (and somehow i won't miss this after i graduate)
(November 14, 2005 / 8:07pm)


it's the start of my classes after a month's break... it's another sem, and this time, it's gonna be my last sem of college life... yes, there's a big possibility that i'll be graduating by March 2006; thus graduating on time.

this sem, i have no more majors to take... all of the subjects i'm taking right now are just mere GE Subjects... though i know they're not that important anymore... but it's required by the higher council of education to finish all required GE Subjects in order to graduate, legally.

anyways, im back to my regular & stressful routine... wake-up -> drive my mom to her office -> go to school -> fetch my mom at her office -> go home and feel stressed out -> sleep. hay... i won't miss this when i graduate... for sure.

kanina nga lang, pauwi... mdyo masaya ako kasi i got to see my best friend again, though it's weird, kasi it was just last saturday na nagkita kami... mdyo kinakabahan nga lang ako... kasi i sent him something sa email... i hope he doesn't get mad and just understand it... and have a more stronger friendship... i just really hope for the best.

<yawn!> medyo pagod nga lang talaga ako... i guess... i have to take some ZZZzzz's na rin...

nyt!!

laterz...

to be a kid again, just for a moment can be so satisfying!! (this is not connected to experiencing the "second childhood" phenomenon...i'm not that desperate...yet)
(November 13, 2005 / 12:57pm)


i was suppose to blog these pix last night, kaso when i got home at around 6:30pm... i changed to my pambahay attire, then.... BAM!! i fell asleep on my bed... and i woke-up a while ago at 6:30am... talk about 12 hours of staying at la-la land. :P

anyways... yesterday, my best friend and i went to a pseudo-road trippin at different tiangges... and on our 2nd place, which was the new tiangge somewhere in Ortigas Center... i got to bump into some vintage stuff... very old yet cool stuff as i may say it.

and among those stuff are old Marvel trading cards... so me and best friend went on a frenzy and tried to choose the cool ones... as for me... i got the x-men cards... hehehe!!!

the one above are from the series 2 of X-Men trading card-set (The Sentinel card, the one on the left) and the other two card came from, what i can recall, the 4th or 5th series of Marvel Trading card-set (The Inferno and X-Men, the two from the middle to the right).

nostalgia ito men!!! WHOA!!!

it felt good to have those... "im a kid" moments... shows that you can still have those adrenaline rush. (hehehe!!)

anyways... yon na muna...

there's another set of cards i got... they are on the lower blog...(just the enrty-blog after this)

to be a kid again... (part 2)
(November 13, 2005 / 12:47pm)

well my all time favorite mutants are here... retro-style!!!

here's the other set i got from that said tiangge somewhere at the Ortigas Center (i'm not gonna do those shameless plugs)...

these cards came from the 2nd series of Marvel Trading card-set...



GRABE na ito!!

Nostalgia... anyways... maya na lang uli...


laterz... c",)

i know what i did last monday... (what was i thinking!?!)
(November 11, 2005 / 1:48pm)


well, here are some pix that i took last monday... during my job interview at convergys, commonwealth, QC.

well... this pic was taken after all the exams i've taken... this was time that i'm so drained... cuz i started the exam at around mid-11am and ended almost 3pm. that long... im just wondering if their HR department has any ideas that people tend to have stress or be drained if given a long time for the examination... i can't remember what's the term... basta, mapapagod yung tao, and it can affect the thinking of the person.

anyways... i didn't got in. cuz i failed the final test, the ordinate test, in which they test your pronouciation and accent of your english... i guess im still too indigenious for them. though i passed their Technical exam, which is one of the qualification to be their tech support.

oh well... but it's a good experience... it's like a sort of a-welcome-to-the- real-world-ur-rejected-to-a-job kinda thing.

kaso nga lang, ang tagal talaga... and for the money i guess people would give their time and try it out...

anyways... yon na muna... tonight, my best friend will stay here at home... kasi 2mrw gagala kami at magka-canvas ng mga x'mas gifts.

o cya... maya na lang uli.

laterz... c",)

this was during their Call Center Representative Simulation exam... it was really dragging... nakaka-windang... i just made a random clickings on the choices... but it was fun, though. :P

but seeing this pic... makes me see that i dnt fit in the call center rep business... it would just make me go BLAH!!!

luck isn't just your ally... it can also be your enemy (tough luck isn't it?)
(November 9, 2005 / 10:57pm)


today is quite something... well every day is something... there might be a common thing, being 'something'... but it's so different from each day i experience.

well, cut the deep mind set and back to what happened to me. (yes, this is my blog... so being narcissistic isn't a personality disorder in this blog)

today went with a yikes to a ye-ya-yey and to a sighs and lastly to a haaay... all of these came along with a moment. anyways... it started with a rush of worriness, with driving my mom to makati to settle with the bank people... then followed by driving her to her office at lunch time. i was suppose to go back home after i drove my mom to her office...

then i changed my mind.

went to my college to try to talk to the people at the office if i can cross-reg at UP for my elective. 'cuz to be honest, im having those 'gut-feeling' thing about the elective i took here at my college... kasi ang panget ko magsulat eh... trip ko na nga sana yung mga suggestions ng best friend ko eh... then my luck turned against me. di talaga ako pinayagan magcross-reg sa UP...

oh men... it sux! but in a way, my good-professor myra let me see the brigther side of things... though it wasn't that bright... it's more of a dim side of things. anyhow... i'll continue with what i took here at kalay... i just pray that this, or the even the other subjects, wouldn't be that much of a burden.

anyways... i wish that luck would be on my side this sem, 'til i graduate this march '06.

oh well... have to face it and kick its ass... then i survive. no buts. no excuses. just plain 'ol surviving. anyways, i think kakayanin ko 'to... ako pa! :P

o cya... maya na lang uli.

laterz... c",)

graduation awaits... (and somehow it feels weird to me... really weird)
(November 9, 2005 / 7:23am)


yesterday i got to go back to Kalayaan College for the registration for the upcoming 2nd sem. when i got in and went to the 1st procedure of the reg was check a list... and im on the graduating list.

graduating list... it's kinda weird... 'cuz somehow it tells me that im graduating on time.

anyways... just to give a more theme-able to this day's blog... i've attached my high school grad pic. (and during those times, high school, i thought i was fat...)

oh yeah... this barong that im wearing in the pic... it still actually fits on me... so i guess when graduation march starts next year (March or April 2006) i'll be able to save money for a formal attire.

oh well... i guess that's it for a while.

laterz... c",)

*i can't believe it that im really graduating na!!! (though im not sure if i got the right elective subject... it's Broad Comm 100... journalism subject... well, i guess there's no harm on trying it.)

and now... the double-chin is somehow gone... (yes, pumayat na ako)
(November 8, 2005 / 7:02am)




this was taken last month when the Psych-batch (or better known to me as the Ka-psych barkada) went to hang-out at Tiendesitas @ C-5... and somehow, we went to a trip and rode on a kalesa...

and look at me... no more double-chin and i lost almost 10 pounds... hehehe!! :P

again... the days when i was fat.




this was almost 2 years ago... it was during our Psych Dev't class in which we try and went back to our oral stage (freud's point of view)... and look at my chin... it's fat. those were the days when i was slobby and lazy to realize that i should be watchful on my health and be fit... hehehe :P

those were the fat days...

Those were the days... (when i was quite fat)




this was also 2 years ago... it was the first gig @ kalay... and the main attraction was having razorback playing there... this is me when i was fat... and this was the time when i'm trying to get to know better my not-so-friends ka-psych yet... which resulted on a very strong bonding right now...

those were the times... :P

LAUGH Trip (HA-Ha-ha!! ...deep down in my mind i was laughing out loud)
(November 7, 2005 / 7:31pm)


watta day it is for me...

the laugh trip basically started when i applied for a job at a call center somewhere at commonwealth, qc... i was a walk-in applicant... i wasn't really into this call center-fiasco... but i guess there's no harm in trying it.

then again, the laughter started with some of the people i saw, who were also trying to get their big break on landing a job there... i could sense and see their desperate attempt to get a job. <im not being a negativist or being harsh to them... i guess being there and seeing and experiencing it personally can give me justice and understand in someways the situation im in...>

anyways... i was there at around 9am and i ended there at around 3pm... nakaka-ngarag to be honest but i see it as just a laugh trip... kasi i tend to see the negative and laugh it na lang.

though i wasn't able to get the job... it's no biggie for me... yeah, the experience was something... something to laugh at and learn from it too.

basta... enjoy na rin 'tong araw ko.

i-add pa yung pseudo-hang out ng best friend ko dito sa house ko... i miss those days... sana maulit muli... pati yung mga sleep-overs namin... enjoy eh.

oh well... anyways, great-laughing day it was.

laterz... c",)

Tra-la-la (and again... my mind wants to be crazy and just do it!!)
(November 6, 2005 / 4:42pm)


i guess a lot in my head runs wildly lately... but it's hard to share it here in my blog. (one thing is that it's too many to put it in just one blog and some people in my life kinda knows my blog at baka ma-miss understand nila yung utak ko...)

anyways... my head runs very wildly right now... or it's been, what?, it's been running wild since sem break started... maybe it's those things that my body wants, an adrenaline rush... kaso magastos to go somewhere and do somewhere wild... like bungee-jump or jump off a cliff... sighs... i want some adventure... i miss my old days in which nag-bungee jump ako, road a rollercoaster... i need an adrenaline rush!!!

hay buhay... anyways, this week naman is gonna be my last week of my last sembreak... and yeah, registration na rin namin... plus i'll try-out to apply as a tech-support for a call center @ somewhere in QC... anyways, wish me luck.

i guess dito na muna... maya nlng uli.

laterz... c",)

truth about life... and somehow it kinda stinks!!
(November 5, 2005 / 11:24pm)


i was suppose to blog the thing i've done for the past two days (yesterday & today)... about how much fun i had during my chillin'-out session at the beach we, the family, stayed... but i guess it's true what i've learned from my life's unfair concept... that there's always ups and there's always downs... yeah, i was having a blast at the beach, but somewhere others are having a tough time on their lives...

life stinks... though there are moments that the 'ups' can outwit the 'downs'... but reality check will somehow be there to show how life really stinks... (napaka-negetivist ko ba about life, hey... i'm just being realistic... sometimes, we have to step out of our fantasies to move on and realize that we are in shit-pit...)

anyways, the brighter side of all things... it is somehow related to Darwin's theory, in which survival is a key. yeah, if we manage to survive the stench of what life gives everyday, i can give us the advantage to survive and be more immune to what we can face in the future (and yeah.. it's weird, but somehow it's a learning processed day-by-day...)

anyways, just something to remind me too... just take one step at a time... di sa nagmamayabang, i have survived a lot of turmoils... but sometimes, i have to check on my stat now & then... baka kasi ma-back to sqaure one ako eh...

oh well... life's lessons really aren't that hard... complicated nga lang paminsan-minsan.

laterz...

it's weird... but it felt so good.
(November 3, 2005 / 8:51am)


hay naku, there really are things that i wasn't to expect to happen... but come to think about it, it's good it happened. i think it's part of my-so-called-life (my gulay! am i having those claire danes moment... it has been a while since i have those moments... now im thinking, when will my dawson creek or felicity moments be coming back to me... too much teen drama, have to get rid of it sometime)

anyways, 2mrw is the day that i'll be chillin' out sa beach... Woothoo!!! i can't wait for it.

it's kinda weird, kasi it's a family affair...'cuz it's been a while na lumabas kami... yeah, i know it will be something good na rin... family bond stuff... anyways... basta this weekend, forget the stresses of life and just relax and rest and just be with the ocean and the wind... that's the life. (and if u add a little bit of achieving nirvana... my life's work is done and i could die happy.)

neways... yon na muna...

yeah, if you're thinkin'... i'm cool and good about the things that happens to me kahit it's weird... cuz it felt good. :P life's something nga... :D

laterz... c",)

Beach-mode is in the air... (I can't f*&king wait to go for some R & R this weekend!)
(November 1, 2005 / 11:24pm)


yeah, i'm going to the BEACH (and it's not the BITCH...hehehe) this coming weekend!! kahit may kasamang kaibigan o wala, i'll spend it to relax and rest... plus try to bring a good (but not that big) book to read sa tabing-dagat...

oh paradise... here i come.

i cnt wait na... anyways, i'll try to swim, but i'll avoid getting some sunburns or darken my skin (arte ba? hehehe!!) basta... i'll enjoy this short rest mode before i go back to reality on the days that will follow, kasama na yung finishing the remaining SA hours and the enrollment.

beach... baby!!! :D

oh well... yon na muna... cge, tutlog na muna ako.

nyt.

laterz... c",)