Christ, what an asshole.

How can you enjoy a game (let's say DOTA or L4D) w/ your friends if your friends don't want you to join?

Whatever happened to having fun and supporting one another... you know, friendship?

I guess it says about being into groups or packs... like wolves or something. There will come a time that your so-called "friends" will stab you at the back and just leave you dead.

So far, it's the thing that is running in my head with some or most people here at work.

And somehow it's the reason why I'm planning to leave soon. To avoid any connections with them. They're such assholes. Seriously, even some people whom I trust a lot.

Anyway, I can still stay calm and keep it all to myself, or just releasing it through this blog.

And if ever I join them they'll mock me on why I "walked-out" before... sighs! how shallow can they get? Assholes!

Oh well, somehow, I still really feeling bad about it. But somehow, still can be subtle about it.... for now.

Now I really feel angry to all of them! Fuck them all!! I hope they all die!! (I know I sound like brat, but I'm starting to get angry while typing this blog... grrrr... I just really that angry towards them... all focused, enjoying and laughing there in the other room. sighs!)

Sometimes I just want to report them so that they deserve it, but I can't.

They're still my friends. Friends to tend to be assholes.

Anyway, I'm still angry at them and the one whom I considered close mocks me more... gaaaah!!

I'm still pissed!

grrrr...

5 things

got this from Miley Cyrus' song 7 Things...

so, i'm just writing the 5 things i hate about work....





1. Management - yeah, every week our management would have different directions... and this shows that how unstable my boss in making unwanted decisions.

2. Time & Schedule - when i signed up to do field work, i know i'll be juggling my sched on priorities. but with the mismanagement of our malevolent boss, even my time for my own is limited. and i hate it when my boss would always mention that our company is lucky to have "dedicated" staff... sighs!! fuck off!!! dedication is different from enslavement!!

3. Manpower - we're just 6 in a team, and when we would formally ask for extra manpower we are always questioned. thus have a poor quality of work done. we're only human not gods, we get tired and wasted. just the planning and execution is already bloody. and just asking for a small help from the other team, our boss would question it... then when the results was not that good, she would retract everything she said and would say that we can get people to help... c'mon!!! who are you kidding?!

4. Ethics - our boss, doesn't have the proper ethics... in all aspect. bakyang-bakyang kung kumilos at palaging wala sa lugar... 'nuff said and co-workers who doesn't have the ethical consideration to be really professional to their line of work and it's having a negative effect to the team's or even to the department's performance. if you're in a ranking position, please act like one during work, cause always making "personal reasons" as an excuse shows unethical and unprofessional on your side!!

5. Workstation - with constantly not having a permanent workstation... it really makes my work-production really low. a good sample would be this one... i just hate it when someone would borrow the laptop that is assigned to me and doesn't really know anything about laptop / PC maintenance or proper care, and add to it, not returning it on time, when i really need it the most. thus, i tend to rush all things at the wrong time. sighs!!! kung hiniram isoli din on time... at ayaw ko ng may virus ito pagbalik or anything that can cause technical problems!!!!



there, my five reasons why i hate work...