July 31, 2005 / 3:03pm

well, im kinda in deep crap right now... kasi i just found out kanina na due lahat ng mga pending RA works for myra's 2mrw (monday)... and so far kulang akong ng transcriptions ng mga audio files... and im way in deep crap right now... GOSH!!!

now, im just taking a 5-10 minute rest... tapos balik na ako sa work... buti natapos ko na rin yung draft ng methodology ko... kung hinde, panic na talaga ako... hay naku...

yung take-home exam naman sa philo 171, kaya ko tapusin 2mrw naman eh... kaya no biggie on that...

yesterday, i hang-out with jax... well i wasn't suppose to hang out tlaga... pero, i miss my best friend, kaya i hang-out for a while... and so far, tinulugan niya ako... pero, ok lng naman, pagod yung tao at kakagaling lng niya from sa cold... and he needs some rest... anyways, it gave me a deep thought on how i appreciate my friends... and to never again, take advantage of the trust and kindness of my friends... i just really love my friends!!!

anyways... have to go back to work...

wish me luck.

laterz...

July 25, 2005 / 9:23pm



i just cnt believe that there are a lot of comic-based films that are coming up lately... after the Fantastic Four... there's Aeon Flux... then Ghost Rider... and X-MEN 3 (whohoo!!)

anyways... i got to watch this a few weekends back with jax... wala lng... it's cool naman... funny yung flick... and somehow i cnt wait for the sequel of it...

hay naku... daming comic movies to watch... hehehe!!

and also, cnt wait for the dvd copies of these flicks. :P

o cya... wala lng. im just bored nga eh... hehehe :P


laterz... c",)

July 25, 2005 / 9:17pm



wala lng... i didn't notice that Marvel gave a big break for Spider-Woman I... i suddenly remembered the cartoon i used to watch during the late 80's... yeah, there was the spider-woman cartoon... hehehe... sobrang lame pa noon yung animation, compare it with the toons today... but i can say its a classic. i wish i can find it on dvd minsan, tapos bibilhin ko to watch it...

just something to reminise about childhood... hehehe :p


laterz...

July 25, 2005 / 7:11pm

well, im quite done with my draft of my methodology for my thesis, w/c is due this thursday. anyways... 2mrw is back to reality... yeah balik school uli ako.

hay naku, this long weekend is quite something boring... kasi konti lng ang nagawa ko eh... yeah, i got ot read one of the books my ate joy gave to me... ayon...

sighs... wala lng...

nways... bahala na bukas... but i have to meet up with seth nga pla 2mrw, papasama ako for the boxing class eh... im planning to start na talaga... conscious effort, plus i need more natural endorphins... to make me naturally happy... yehey!! :P

cge na...

laterz. c",)

July 23, 2005 / 10:51pm

just got home from driving my parents... and yeah while driving them i got to read the books my sister bought for me from the States... i started reading the APA book, galing. i got good info and i think i can add it to my review of related literature as well as for the analysis for my research methods. hay naku, so far im getting the hang of doing my thesis again... good-good i think.

anyways, i got to spill some beans to my parents. that i planned to take up a masteral course in forensic psych sa australia... and somehow, supportive nman, kaso it is still a plan... and it aint gonna solidify until the results of my thesis comes out good... anyways, atleast na sabi ko... yon lng.

hay naku... i miss my friends... sina israel, seth, jobi and the rest of my FA family... kahit most of them naman nakikita ko twing pasukan... kaso magiging busy na uli ako for my thesis... kaya im planning to finish my methods by monday night, para di na ako magkra-cram sa wedensday... kasi reserved na yung wednesday for my FA family... yeah, joy-ride kami papuntang cartimar ng lunch time... hehehe :P

anyways... gotta get some rest na rin for the day...

laterz... c",)

July 23, 2005 / 7:14am

well, its a saturday... rest day from school... and it's gonna be a three-day weekend, kasi it's a holiday on monday... w/c gives me enough time to finish my methodology for my thesis... and also catch up with my readings for my thesis, kakakuha ko lng kasi ng mga libro ko na pinadala ng ate ko from the States. two new good book as i can say... wow!! now i can make a good literature review and add more on my furtue analysis for my thesis later on.

anyways, i miss my friends... and i think the theme of this week was "have the right people to be you friends...aka trusting people" kasi that the highlights of the events that happened during the week eh. anyways, i miss my friends (from the ka-psychs to my FA family) yon lng so far... i miss them.

anyways, gotta prep-up na rin for something today, i think kasama na dito yung sa thesis... magbabasa na muna ako.

o cya... wish me luck.

laterz.

July 21, 2005 / 6:58pm

im drunk right now... but that will not stop me on watching ALiAS later.

anyways, i guess it has to happen... and so far, i liked it... i got to have a rapport with the two people i respected much in class, Girad & Mouse (mr & mrs aquino)... well, it started in our exam kanina... naki-join ako sa kanila for the group exam... and luckily i got to be the interviewee... and somehow i got to open up (a gate)... and later on, after class... nag one for the road kaming tatlo lng... inom... talked about KPA, the legacy-scandal, thesis, me (napaka-narcisisstic ba... hehe) and other stuff... pati na rin yung crush ko sa kay mouse nung freshie pa ako... hehehe... but anyways, everything were cool naman...

hay naku... mdyo saya na rin tong araw na to... mdyo i have to make a small damage control kay seth... parang pissed off siya sa akin eh... anyways, yon lng...

o cya... mdyo pahinga na muna ako... and wish me luck on everything.

laterz!! c",)

July 20, 2005 / 10:26pm

what FUCKING day today!!!

it started when i was really bored at school... then being bored again before my psych class... then being fooled by a hybrid transferee to a 'pseudo' FGD, but a Legacy talk-recruiting scheme...

That ASSHOLE!! what a JERK!! and im talking about M.A. the transferee... 'it' made me pissed off... and not just me... pati yung mga ka-psychs ko, pissed off sa kanya... grrr!!!

i have never been this pissed off since i was left ng mga FAs noong March of this year... this one really pissed me off to the max!!! he took advantage of our kindness and trust... (somehow, now i felt how Jax felt then...) then again, that jerk will have to pay for what he did...

nakaka-asar talaga... nangingit-ngit ako sa galit, inis at pagdismaya sa kanya... my gulay!!!

anyways, the day isn't good also, kasi nalaman ko na sumali si israel sa frat, and i saw the bruises sa arms nya... disappoints me... kasi i remember him telling stuff before na di sya sasali sa mga ganun at he has a stand against fruitless initiation rites... well, kinain nya ang mga sinabi nya... kinda shows a weak character, but who ami to judge a friend. but im quite disappointed nga lng.

hay naku... this aint my day... i wish i could get out again like before and do my "calling" again... but i cnt... not yet. there's still a lot more things to settle...

anyways... gotta sleep na muna... para mawala tong asar, inis at dismaya na nbigay nitong araw na ito...

laterz.

July 18, 2005 / 9:32pm

brain-drain today... as in my brain is not working properly today... and i think it's shouting that it needs its rest...

well, tough luck... but anyways, i must have atleast have those bit-by-bit rest periods, just to control and avoid being sick due to stress-related work...

my day today was quite good na rin, kasi Isa waved at me first and i waved back... and seeing her makes my day happy... and i miss her... and im hoping i could hang-out with her na... and be friends talaga... i like her... and i wanna be friends with her.

anyways... my heart is shouting it all out right now... i think its the brain being off... hay naku.

i guess i have to sleep this out na muna and try to pin myself on the ground for a while... until this craziness is gone (i hope not... and i hope this turns out to be 'the one')...

o cya... papahinga na nga muna ako...

laterz...

July 17, 2005 / 9:52pm

well, this is my plan... I just computed what i needed to buy a PS2 after my defense this sept/oct... so far my aim is to have P11,320.00 by September 2005... anyways... have to SAVE. SAVE. & SAVE!!! para i cud really buy a PS2 as a reward for my thesis and all the i've been thru...

hay naku... now i have to work on some homeworks for psych 162... mdyo nahihirapan nga ako to what to do for the interview eh... anyways, i'll just read some hand-outs nlng... pressure (kinda lng...)

anyways, i have to save up na rin for my comics... may mga pending pa kasi dun sa market-market eh... anyways, i plan to get it... probably, worst case, next weekend...

Oh, yeah... pati na rin yung service-work ko sa school... hay naku... stress & pressure... but, hey... kakayanin ko 'to!!

anyways... give me strenght... and wish me luck.

laterz. c",)

July 15, 2005 / 10:26am

tinatamad akong mag-service kay baba ngayon... pero, i have to make really-good bawi sa kanya... hmmm... baka later ng hapon, yung 1 & 1/2 hr break ko, service ako... anyways... right now, i have the sniffles again... damn allergies!!!

anyways, maya naman ay wall-climbing kami ng hapon mga psych... yahoo!!! :P

hay naku... mdyo break muna ata ako sa thesis ko... but still, i have to do the possible methods for research... kasi in 2 weeks na yng due... anyways, break na muna ko dun for a day or two...

maya nlng ako papasok... di muna ako papakita sa skul... baka kasi maisip ng ibang tao dyan, may hidden agenda ako sa pag-interview ng ka-psych ko sa crush ko... hehehe (evil... hehehe!!)

anyways... have to chill out and rest na nga muna... if ever aalis ako... mayang mga 11, idadaan ko yung mga dvd na papapalit ko sa metrowalk...

o cya...

laterz!! :P

July 11, 2005 / 7:24pm

so far, im having a lot of things to fix up... these are the following:

-damage-control on the this that happens with the girl that im so falling...
-get some way to get added local references for rel.lit. ng thesis ko...
-revision of my review of related literature, which is due this thursday...

so far, yon lng... and right now, im quite sad... kasi, it happened again... i messed things up (again!)... even if i wanted to do some damage-control... wag muna... cool off na muna... and i hate this part...

i think iwas na muna ako... i think yon na muna...

o cya... BUT, i will try not to cry this out...

laterz.

July 8, 2005 / 5:31am

im having a hard time right now... hindi tungkol sa thesis or anything school-related. im having a hard time on what im feeling towards someone. to be honest, i wasn't expecting this to come... i always said to myself that i'll enjoy my single life and hopefully meet the 'one' after i graduate college... then it somehow changed... cuz i met someone that really hit me, made me fall and now i cnt take her out of my mind... anyways, i think the civil thing and the not-harmful way to approach this is to be friends with her first... or be friends with her . just to keep things in perspective muna.

i think this is the part that says, dnt quit... not just yet. anyways, i ever i see her today, or the coming days, i could just be with her more, not just saying 'hi' or 'musta'... my gulay!! im really hit hard this time with someone... sighs!!! really srtong feelings towards her... and not in a green way... more of love and liking...

anyways, i have to stop thinking of her always, it might distract some of my plans... but it's to keep a straight face (but i have no choice... i have to be this, for a while)...

wish me luck and keep me sane.


laterz.

July 7, 2005 / 7:24pm

well, i got a 2.0 for my 1st draft of my related literature... i think its good enough na rin... kasi mdyo good-good na rin daw yung lit ko, sabi ni mam myra... medyo add pa at revise pa ng konti... which is good na for a reward of watching FF this weekend, and also celebrate the bdays of my friends too.

anyways... im having a confused feelings right now... grabe... i think im really falling for her... kahit mdyo nahirapan ako to have a poker-face act... seeing her and saying 'hi' sa kanya, makes my day complete... but im looking for more.. and im really falling for her... BUT, im sobrang torpe... and i dnt know how to initiate it... and i hate coming too strong, like last week (it was really crazy-bad-slightly good week... believe me!!)

anyways... if ever things are good this week, kahit patapos na sya... i wanna ask Isa out next weekend... pseudo date (or something)... wala lng.. pero... im too torpe/afraid to ask...

hay buhay... if God want it for me... it will be for me... i wnt force it nlng.

o cya... gotta finish something muna...

laterz.

July 6, 2005 / 8:48pm

im bored.

i should somehow celebrate, kasi natapos ko yung 1st draft ng related lit ko... but now, im bored. by the way, may exam pa pala ako 2mrw for psych 162... i should be studying na... but somehow, i dnt know what to study... well i know, pero quite a mix-y one... sighs.

im bored...

anyways... yon lng... i think.

oh, im quiting some things (and some people) in my life too... some sort of a 'filtering' thing... it's gonna be painful, but i think i have to... but anythings not final yet... i love them, and they love me...

anyways... im bored... too many things in my mind right now...

o cya... maya nlng.


laterz.

July 6, 2005 / 3:09pm

IM DONE WITH MY 1ST DRAFT OF MY RELATED LITERATURE... WOOOHOOOO!!!

now, im happy.... yey!!! :P

wala lng, i wasn't expecting that ill be finishing at 3 in the afternoon... but hey!!! anyways, there were some casualties from my research... but for sure maidadagdag ko pa ang mga iyan on further furnishing my thesis...

hay... what a relief... enjoy!!

reward ko dito, movie gimik with jax sa saturday... yup... we'll watch fantastic four this saturday... at bibili ako ng mga dvd... hehehe!!! (** worst case scenario, kung di natuloy kami ni jax, ill still watch the movie, with or without him... it's my reward, walang hahadlang! hehehe.)

anyways, 2mrw early ill be submitting this paper... wish me luck... blood and sweat ito!!!

hay... rest muna ako... magsi-zips muna ako... hehehe... exercise!!

laterz... :P

July 6, 2005 / 12:31am

it's way pass midnight... well, so far i got the needed local readings from ateneo-makati... kahit dalawa lng ang mga ito... but hey, i also got some good court cases as well.

anyways, later the whole day, i'll be FULL RESEARCH MODE again... but i'll be finishing the draft for my related lit the whole day... and i'll force myself to finish it and NO ONE WILL INTERRUPT me!!! basta, i'll finish whatever i'll be finishing... so after this, i'll sleep na and when i dropped my mom to work, i start reading and adding more info for my paper... i hope this will be a work-of-art... cause it's my 'baby'.

anyways, i have to go to sleep na nga...

by the way, got to chat with Isa for a while... and napansin nya na wala ako sa kalay these pass two day (uy!!! napapansin nya pala ako... yehey!! :P) hehehe... wala lng...

o cya... maya nlng uli.


laterz c",)

July 4, 2005 / 6:56pm

it is official... i'll be going to ADMU Rockwell for research... and the good thing is i'll be commuting... tipid na rin sa gas and pera. tapos, i'll be meeting up with kuya 2mrw too for my CAP check... hay naku... i'm still on FULL RESEARCH MODE... and im hoping that i'll be finishing the draft by wednesday night...

anyways, i'll be going back to work in a little while...

laterz... c",)

July 4, 2005 / 11:15am

im not going to school 2day... so this is it... i'm in FULL RESEARCH MODE 2day until wednesday morning... yupyup. right now i got some more info about forensic psych... ill just add them to my related lit in a while.

then 2mrw ill be going to Ateneo Rockwell for research... the whole day... around 10am to around 4pm... i just pray and hope that i can get the sufficient article and data i needed for my related lit... para di na ako pupunta sa UP Law on wednesday... para focus nlng ako sa pagtapos ng 1st draft ko ng related lit, w/c is due on thursday morning...

hay buhay... wish me luck... and i pray for strenght, so i can endure this madugong sapalaran.

laterz. :)

July 3, 2005 / 6:25pm

just came home from driving my parents sa clinic for my dad's check-up... and somehow i got to see for the 1st time Gateway Mall... WOW!!!

and i saw the branch ng fully booked dun... grabe!! and i saw the illustraded version ng angels & demons... and i saw the both version of it... and i reserved the one that looks like the one i bought (the da vinci code illus version)... and it is a hundred pesos cheaper. anyways, im planning to get it nxt weekend... and i think it wont affect the saving i planned for the buying the PS2 after my thesis defense...

anyways, yon plng... and now i have to go back to work... and from 2mrw til wednesday ill be on FULL RESEARCH MODE...

wish me luck.

laterz c",)

July 3, 2005 / 12:29pm

i made up my decision, i wnt be attending school this week, except for thursday & friday. kasi from monday (2mrw) until wednesday i will rush to finish my reseacrh on getting local readings from either UP law library or ADMU-Rockwell library or both... so full-research mode ako until wednesday afternoon. then aside from that, i should added them up to my draft of Related Literature for my thesis which will be due this thursday. the pressure is too much, but as i said before (and coming from the Adidas ad, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE... IMPOSSIBLE is NOTHING!!)... and whoever stands on my way, will be hurt badly (even if they are my friends!)

then by friday... hopefully its back to normal and the adrenaline rush and all are back to its equilibrium... hay naku... it's like those missions on spys... hehehe... naks!! feeling Interpol / CIA agent uli ako.. hehehe :P

anyways... have to go back to my work on this thesis...

and by the way, im good... everything that happened lately was crazy... hehehe.

laterz. c",)

July 2, 2005 / 7:56pm

i made small error... i gave in that easily... and now, i somehow fell into the pit... and rigth now, i just got out and learned from that mistake na... now, things will fall into the places that i planned to fall on to. monday will be something...

anyways, yung amats from the drinking session kanina gave some clear perspectives and the things that seth told me gave me some plan... w/c means a plan is forming and again, it will be me, alone, again... sighs!!! (when will this be something new... going all renegade again... sana may ibang strat naman on the next mission...hehehe)

right now and 2mrw (sunday)... ill be starting to do my thesis... and i have to make a rush-rush on the research sa UP Law... kasi sa wednesday pa ako makakapunta and this coming thursday na ang due ng draft ng Related Literature... this only means one thing... NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!

my mission / goal is set... and no one... NO ONE will ruin it... and whoever gets in my way... will suffer my wrath!!! (kahit kaibigan ko man sila... they'll not be exempted)

anyways...have to start na rin...

wish me luck...

for the time to take control is back...



laterz.