December 31, 2004 / 11:24pm
well, it's almost midnight and a few minutes away to the year 2005.
2004 for me was a very challenging year for me. parang rollercoaster ride... without knowing when to stop... and without any safety belts or anything to keep from harm... yeah it was a tough year for me. and i though that it will not be solved within the end of this year...
2004 for me it started very bad (gruesomely BAD) and ended quite good... i lost a friend (jax) and i gain a lot of friends (FA people: israel, ambok, jobi, gato, dave, denise, ron to name a few)... and there were the friends who stood by my side during my troubledsome times (nina, giselle & lloyd)... and yes, there were the famous words like 'renovation', 'redemption' and 'intervention' (and other words na i cnt remember but made an impact to me as well)... and the famous line, 'take it one step a day...' hay naku... this year was a whoopass for me!!! BIG TIME!!
anyways, as the year ends in a matter of minutes... im proud to say that i learned a lot (A LOT!!!) i knew more about myself and this time i knew myself, by myself... not by other people, which is good... got to be able to see what kind of a person i am and what capabilities i can do... I AM A SURVIVOR... the true one.
i may stumble a lot, but i was able to rise a lot as well... this me in 2004.
and for the following years to come... maghanda sila... dahil i'll be kicking ass and rising up from the ashes!!!
and more lessons to learn dude... and to Man above, thanks for taking care of me...
laterz. c",)
Thursday, December 30, 2004
December 30, 2004 / 9:57pm
im here at home resting, kasi may sakit ako... i think it's the having-a-few-hours-of-sleep and the constipation i have...
so far, im still experiencing a slight headache... with a stomach ache as well... and i'v been withdrawing my crap for a while... and now im still drinking tea to wash out the toxins off my system... yeah... so far, im better than i was a while ago.
sighs... kung kailan na magtatapos yung taon by 2mrw... humabol pa talaga yung sakit ko oh... asar!! :P
anyways, nood muna ako ng dvd, para di naman mabato dito...
HAPPY Rizal DAY!!! :P
laterz...
im here at home resting, kasi may sakit ako... i think it's the having-a-few-hours-of-sleep and the constipation i have...
so far, im still experiencing a slight headache... with a stomach ache as well... and i'v been withdrawing my crap for a while... and now im still drinking tea to wash out the toxins off my system... yeah... so far, im better than i was a while ago.
sighs... kung kailan na magtatapos yung taon by 2mrw... humabol pa talaga yung sakit ko oh... asar!! :P
anyways, nood muna ako ng dvd, para di naman mabato dito...
HAPPY Rizal DAY!!! :P
laterz...
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
December 29, 2004 / 9:09pm
ei!! few more days nlng at 2005 na!! (yey!)
so far, di ko oras ang mga nangyayari sa akin... yes, this is the prcie when someone knows how to drive in the family... they become the driver... sighs.
anyways, i got nina & lloyd's gift... it's a book... veronika decides to die by paulo coelho... 'stig!! it's the 2nd best gift i got (the 1st was the weird-nice looking art bottle from the FA pips)... :P
hay naku, 2mrw ay di tuloy yung gigs kina ron... kasi he's still in cavite... but hey at least they're safe from the tsunami that happened in asia... but im good... kasi i still have A LOT of things to finish in a shortest span of time... english 5 papers, the problem set for STS, documentation of son's growth stages, at things i cnt remember but i have to face it once i remember it... pati na rin yung money for the comics i ordered from matt and the other issues that will come out this month...oo nga pala, pati na rin yung payment ko for the vigan field trip... hehehe!!!
VIGAN baby!!! :P
anyways... gotta watch TV or read a book or something...
laterz... :P
ei!! few more days nlng at 2005 na!! (yey!)
so far, di ko oras ang mga nangyayari sa akin... yes, this is the prcie when someone knows how to drive in the family... they become the driver... sighs.
anyways, i got nina & lloyd's gift... it's a book... veronika decides to die by paulo coelho... 'stig!! it's the 2nd best gift i got (the 1st was the weird-nice looking art bottle from the FA pips)... :P
hay naku, 2mrw ay di tuloy yung gigs kina ron... kasi he's still in cavite... but hey at least they're safe from the tsunami that happened in asia... but im good... kasi i still have A LOT of things to finish in a shortest span of time... english 5 papers, the problem set for STS, documentation of son's growth stages, at things i cnt remember but i have to face it once i remember it... pati na rin yung money for the comics i ordered from matt and the other issues that will come out this month...oo nga pala, pati na rin yung payment ko for the vigan field trip... hehehe!!!
VIGAN baby!!! :P
anyways... gotta watch TV or read a book or something...
laterz... :P
Monday, December 27, 2004
December 27, 2004 / 7:21pm
quite tired from driving people around... what a day!!!
now, im still thinking on how can i do for my paper for english 5... sighs... but i have to force myself na rin to do my paper... anyways... i still have a small time left... kakayanin ko to! (kailangan eh!!)
neways... gotta have some rest from kanina and for 2mrw na rin...
laterz...
quite tired from driving people around... what a day!!!
now, im still thinking on how can i do for my paper for english 5... sighs... but i have to force myself na rin to do my paper... anyways... i still have a small time left... kakayanin ko to! (kailangan eh!!)
neways... gotta have some rest from kanina and for 2mrw na rin...
laterz...
Sunday, December 26, 2004
December 26, 2004 / 6:12pm
well... wala akong nakuhang pamasko from my ninang ganda, kasi wala siya... but ain't my lost naman eh...
anyways, got to hang-out for a while at israel's pad... mdyo, dyahe ako ng konti eh... pero di ko pinahalata... kasi dyahe ako, feeling ko may kasalanan ako sa kanya eh... but hey!! we're cool pala all along... hehehe :P got to see him in his 'backstreet-boy' look during his high school era... hehehe :P it was fun hanging out with him... di nakababato pag sya ang kasama...!! 'stig nga eh!! :D
hay naku... neways... im good na rin... wala na rin yung sipon ko, still feeling fuzzy but im recovering na rin eh...
o cya...
laterz... c",)
well... wala akong nakuhang pamasko from my ninang ganda, kasi wala siya... but ain't my lost naman eh...
anyways, got to hang-out for a while at israel's pad... mdyo, dyahe ako ng konti eh... pero di ko pinahalata... kasi dyahe ako, feeling ko may kasalanan ako sa kanya eh... but hey!! we're cool pala all along... hehehe :P got to see him in his 'backstreet-boy' look during his high school era... hehehe :P it was fun hanging out with him... di nakababato pag sya ang kasama...!! 'stig nga eh!! :D
hay naku... neways... im good na rin... wala na rin yung sipon ko, still feeling fuzzy but im recovering na rin eh...
o cya...
laterz... c",)
December 26, 2004 / 10:42am
here's the continuation of my blog...
well, so far, ill be having the astonishing x-men vol 1 when classes starts on the 3rd of january... yes!! my friend matt (arcilla) got to help me buy this... hehehe!! and with another comic (x-men 165)... hay naku, mdyo delayed ng konti yung pasko ko... pero sulit na rin ito!!! :P cnt wait to read it and have it!!!
neways, i think im recovering from my cold na rin... lots of liquids nga lng... i hope later i cud buy a new steamer... para next time i cud inhale my remedies out... hehehe :P
o cya... maya nlng ata uli...
laterz!!!
*i hope di asar sa akin si israel... i feel that mdyo nakulitan sya sa akin eh... di ko na muna ata syang i-disturb muna... :D (kulit ko kasi eh!!)
here's the continuation of my blog...
well, so far, ill be having the astonishing x-men vol 1 when classes starts on the 3rd of january... yes!! my friend matt (arcilla) got to help me buy this... hehehe!! and with another comic (x-men 165)... hay naku, mdyo delayed ng konti yung pasko ko... pero sulit na rin ito!!! :P cnt wait to read it and have it!!!
neways, i think im recovering from my cold na rin... lots of liquids nga lng... i hope later i cud buy a new steamer... para next time i cud inhale my remedies out... hehehe :P
o cya... maya nlng ata uli...
laterz!!!
*i hope di asar sa akin si israel... i feel that mdyo nakulitan sya sa akin eh... di ko na muna ata syang i-disturb muna... :D (kulit ko kasi eh!!)
December 26, 2004 / 10:41am
well, i just emailed my sister, who is in the US, the comic i really wanted to have since i saw it a few months ago... this is the comic where i saw a cool drawing of phoenix... and i cnt wait to buy the action figure of that when i comes out next month... hehehe :P
to be continued on the next blog... a few minutes from now (kasi may isa pang picture dun eh)...
well, i just emailed my sister, who is in the US, the comic i really wanted to have since i saw it a few months ago... this is the comic where i saw a cool drawing of phoenix... and i cnt wait to buy the action figure of that when i comes out next month... hehehe :P
to be continued on the next blog... a few minutes from now (kasi may isa pang picture dun eh)...
Saturday, December 25, 2004
December 25, 2004 / 1:28pm
may ubo at sipon ako ngayon... mdyo nakaka-asar nga eh...
plus im quite irritated about myself lately... ang kulit ko to some of my friends ata eh... specially to israel... i think i have to control it... baka lumala uli eh, like before... but i have to apologize later or next time na mag-usap kami... kulit ko uli... hehehe.
anyways, ill be planning to go out later... go to my ninang ganda at cubao for some pamasko... and the money she'll give to me will go to my vigan field trip this january with my FA buddies... but i have to kill this illness i have first... lot of h20 lang yan ata... neways, have to be in good healt palagi...
cge... maya nlng na muna.
laterz.
may ubo at sipon ako ngayon... mdyo nakaka-asar nga eh...
plus im quite irritated about myself lately... ang kulit ko to some of my friends ata eh... specially to israel... i think i have to control it... baka lumala uli eh, like before... but i have to apologize later or next time na mag-usap kami... kulit ko uli... hehehe.
anyways, ill be planning to go out later... go to my ninang ganda at cubao for some pamasko... and the money she'll give to me will go to my vigan field trip this january with my FA buddies... but i have to kill this illness i have first... lot of h20 lang yan ata... neways, have to be in good healt palagi...
cge... maya nlng na muna.
laterz.
Friday, December 24, 2004
December 24, 2004 / 1:54pm
it's the eve of christmas... and now we'll just have a noche buena as a family... no guest, just us... good for us na rin... simple is good na rin.
anyways, last night jobi & israel hanged out here and we drank here... cnt believe it na i lasted til 4 in the morning... hehehe!! and add to that, nka 3 strongs ice ako befor ebeing 'whapak!'... cool!! hehehe... :P
tapos kanina naman, i drove the guys to their homes na naman... alam ko puyat rin sila eh... kailangan rin nila ng rest and sleep... but i happy for myself and for them... basta... masaya ako. :P
neways, gotta do some papers na rin ngayon, kasi wala naman akong lakad and i think wala namang aalis ngayon... it's a good oppurtunity to do some papers... :P
cge...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
laterz!! c",)
it's the eve of christmas... and now we'll just have a noche buena as a family... no guest, just us... good for us na rin... simple is good na rin.
anyways, last night jobi & israel hanged out here and we drank here... cnt believe it na i lasted til 4 in the morning... hehehe!! and add to that, nka 3 strongs ice ako befor ebeing 'whapak!'... cool!! hehehe... :P
tapos kanina naman, i drove the guys to their homes na naman... alam ko puyat rin sila eh... kailangan rin nila ng rest and sleep... but i happy for myself and for them... basta... masaya ako. :P
neways, gotta do some papers na rin ngayon, kasi wala naman akong lakad and i think wala namang aalis ngayon... it's a good oppurtunity to do some papers... :P
cge...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
laterz!! c",)
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
December 22, 2004/ 7:47pm
grabe tong araw ko... my stomach rumbled and i got to discard at tita elsa's house and at nina's house too... but hey, im good na rin... hehehehe!! :p
anyways, aside from the burial procession of FPJ (which i dnt care AT ALL!) the day went well naman... got to meet with israel and jobi kanina... hehehe!! kahit sandali lng, it was fun!!! seriously!!
anyways, i still have to catch on some rest pa... hehehe :P
laterz!! :D
grabe tong araw ko... my stomach rumbled and i got to discard at tita elsa's house and at nina's house too... but hey, im good na rin... hehehehe!! :p
anyways, aside from the burial procession of FPJ (which i dnt care AT ALL!) the day went well naman... got to meet with israel and jobi kanina... hehehe!! kahit sandali lng, it was fun!!! seriously!!
anyways, i still have to catch on some rest pa... hehehe :P
laterz!! :D
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
December 21, 2004 / 11:55pm
i should write this down before the day ends...
today... was the time... i gave jax my christmas gift...
yes... i went to his place kaninang around before lunch... and i did it... at first there was the tensed feeling, but i was quite calm when 'DV' by Cambio played in the radio when i was around a few minutes from his house... by that time i knew things will not be bad as i am expecting it... and it ended good... absolutely good.
i can say that things ended good between us na... yet im still hoping that we could be friends again (but im not pushing it naman)... kasi right now, i am happy...
i showed myself that i have really moved on... YEAH!!!
whoohoo!!! what a day... and what a good way to somewhat end 2004 in my life... patching up things and having good friends... i learned new lessons and still taking things one day at a time...
di lng matanggal uli yung smile ko ngayon... haaaayyy... sarap nitong feeling!!
anyways, i have to call israel in a while...
i can say it again... NOW TRULY HAPPY!!!
laterz. c",)
i should write this down before the day ends...
today... was the time... i gave jax my christmas gift...
yes... i went to his place kaninang around before lunch... and i did it... at first there was the tensed feeling, but i was quite calm when 'DV' by Cambio played in the radio when i was around a few minutes from his house... by that time i knew things will not be bad as i am expecting it... and it ended good... absolutely good.
i can say that things ended good between us na... yet im still hoping that we could be friends again (but im not pushing it naman)... kasi right now, i am happy...
i showed myself that i have really moved on... YEAH!!!
whoohoo!!! what a day... and what a good way to somewhat end 2004 in my life... patching up things and having good friends... i learned new lessons and still taking things one day at a time...
di lng matanggal uli yung smile ko ngayon... haaaayyy... sarap nitong feeling!!
anyways, i have to call israel in a while...
i can say it again... NOW TRULY HAPPY!!!
laterz. c",)
Monday, December 20, 2004
December 20, 2004 / 11:09am
right now... im doing some things my mom asked me to do... scanning photos... as in A LOT of photos!!! and later i have to make a powerpoint presentation with the phots i'm scanning right now... i just took a ten minute break just to type it here on my blog kung ano ang ginagawa ko ngayon...
PPPPPPPPPPRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE!!!
anyways, im good still naman...
sighs...
have to go back to work...
laterz!!
right now... im doing some things my mom asked me to do... scanning photos... as in A LOT of photos!!! and later i have to make a powerpoint presentation with the phots i'm scanning right now... i just took a ten minute break just to type it here on my blog kung ano ang ginagawa ko ngayon...
PPPPPPPPPPRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE!!!
anyways, im good still naman...
sighs...
have to go back to work...
laterz!!
Sunday, December 19, 2004
December 19, 2004 / 3:44pm
i was suppose to go to the bday party at ma'am myra's today... kaso tinamad na rin ako eh... and still a little bit of sleepy...
anyways, i'll just look for someone to talk with or do some papers, like the one for english 5... it's time to pay some debts for prof picart na rin eh... hmmm paper work... nakakamiss... hehehe! :P
anyways... maya na lng uli...
laterz. :D
i was suppose to go to the bday party at ma'am myra's today... kaso tinamad na rin ako eh... and still a little bit of sleepy...
anyways, i'll just look for someone to talk with or do some papers, like the one for english 5... it's time to pay some debts for prof picart na rin eh... hmmm paper work... nakakamiss... hehehe! :P
anyways... maya na lng uli...
laterz. :D
December 19, 2004 / 8:04am
just woke up ... the christmas party last night was... tipsy... hehehehe!!! enjoy sobra!!! kaso the hassle part was going home, i really had a hard time fighting myself not to sleep... but i won the battle and got home the girls and myself safe and sound (har-har-har!!) :P
anyways, later i'll be going to ma'am myra's kids bday at 3pm... i hope pwede n yung otap as a gift... hehehe, mdyo mag-tight na ako ng savings ko eh... :P
hay, im still quite feeling the sleepiness (or the tipsiness) right now... but it's more on 'fading away' mode...
sayang nga at di rin ako nakapunta kina dyobi, to there 'outdoor cookout'... but i think na-understand nila... babawi rin ako sa kanila next time... promise!!
anyways, i have to get started na with my day... grocery daw kami ng erpats ko cherry in a little while...
laterz!!! :P
Saturday, December 18, 2004
December 18, 2004 / 9:40am
well... last night was.... WOW!!! even i was kinda of a jerk in some moments (like the making some of my friends miss call me...) things went well naman, there were boring moments but napapatungan naman ng kalokohan...ayt!!! :P
and now, mdyo tamad-or-hang-over mode ako... kahit di naman ako ganuun kalasing, i was having fun with them... hehehehe!!! :D
anyways, i'll be leaving later to buy beer at riverbanks and hopefully i cud watch thier basketball championship later... and be back home and prep up for the psych x'mas party/miko's bday thing later... hay naku... puro party for the weekend... enjoy 'to!!!
oo nga pala, i have to buy something for ma'am myra's kids 3rd bday 2mrw... neways, bahala na, i cud think of something later... sighs... :P
o cya... maya nalng uli... ligo na ko (freshens me up muna)...
laterz!!! c",)
**i'm so happy.... merry chirstmas!!! :P
well... last night was.... WOW!!! even i was kinda of a jerk in some moments (like the making some of my friends miss call me...) things went well naman, there were boring moments but napapatungan naman ng kalokohan...ayt!!! :P
and now, mdyo tamad-or-hang-over mode ako... kahit di naman ako ganuun kalasing, i was having fun with them... hehehehe!!! :D
anyways, i'll be leaving later to buy beer at riverbanks and hopefully i cud watch thier basketball championship later... and be back home and prep up for the psych x'mas party/miko's bday thing later... hay naku... puro party for the weekend... enjoy 'to!!!
oo nga pala, i have to buy something for ma'am myra's kids 3rd bday 2mrw... neways, bahala na, i cud think of something later... sighs... :P
o cya... maya nalng uli... ligo na ko (freshens me up muna)...
laterz!!! c",)
**i'm so happy.... merry chirstmas!!! :P
Friday, December 17, 2004
December 17, 2004 / 5:14am
so far, and it's offcial... it's the last day of class for the year 2004. yeah!!! and the last dsy of class before the christmas break... WHOOHOOO!!!! :P
and later i'll treat my friends for pizza sa brickhouse!!! yehey!!! :P
anyways, i got to sleep and had a very weird and scary dream... why would i think of that? hmmm... maybe because by next year some of my new friends will in UP and im afraid if i go there and visit them that i'll see some ghosts from my past... scary. but i think that will not hinder me to see and hang-out with my friends... walang hahadlang sa kin!!! hehehehe!! :D
sighs... di pa pala ako nakapag-review for my exam later... anyways, i think i have to start studying na rin... or atleast recall whatever i can remember from the lectures... wish me luck!!
laterz.
so far, and it's offcial... it's the last day of class for the year 2004. yeah!!! and the last dsy of class before the christmas break... WHOOHOOO!!!! :P
and later i'll treat my friends for pizza sa brickhouse!!! yehey!!! :P
anyways, i got to sleep and had a very weird and scary dream... why would i think of that? hmmm... maybe because by next year some of my new friends will in UP and im afraid if i go there and visit them that i'll see some ghosts from my past... scary. but i think that will not hinder me to see and hang-out with my friends... walang hahadlang sa kin!!! hehehehe!! :D
sighs... di pa pala ako nakapag-review for my exam later... anyways, i think i have to start studying na rin... or atleast recall whatever i can remember from the lectures... wish me luck!!
laterz.
Thursday, December 16, 2004
December 16, 2004 / 4:08pm
well, kanina i got my 10K... and now, i've got my kitchie nadal cd and some bench undies... hehehe...
i'll put the remaining 5K in a bank and start saving some money... tama lang nga eh!!
now... ill start reviewing for my exam for biopsych and 2mrw... PARTY treat with israel and the gang at brickhaus!!! yehey!!! and x'mas party with my fellow ka-psych on saturday night and lastly, ma'am myra's kid's bday on sunday afternoon... this is gonna be fun!!! yipee!!! :P
anyways, i gotta study/rest na rin, kasi punta pa kami megamall later to pick-up something...
laterz!!! c",)
well, kanina i got my 10K... and now, i've got my kitchie nadal cd and some bench undies... hehehe...
i'll put the remaining 5K in a bank and start saving some money... tama lang nga eh!!
now... ill start reviewing for my exam for biopsych and 2mrw... PARTY treat with israel and the gang at brickhaus!!! yehey!!! and x'mas party with my fellow ka-psych on saturday night and lastly, ma'am myra's kid's bday on sunday afternoon... this is gonna be fun!!! yipee!!! :P
anyways, i gotta study/rest na rin, kasi punta pa kami megamall later to pick-up something...
laterz!!! c",)
December 16, 2004 / 7:44am
well, just got home from driving my mom to her carpool...
anyways, last night was quite enjoy... kasi i got to eat for free and the food at the KC admin X'mas party was totally delicious!!! and together with israel adn dyobi, we got got eat and have 2nd rounds (hehehe!!)... but that wasn't the best part yet... deng and i got to talk and in her 'mommy-deng' mode she got to say that she's happy to see me happy and see that i have new friends... and told me the same advice i've told myself and other as well that don't screw things up again... and yeah, i won't screw things up, and i have learned from my mistakes na... ayoko nang ma-ulit ang mga nang yari sa akin... totally!!
hay naku... it's been a while that i haven't blog anything yet online... maybe later pag nag-online na ako i cud get to post the recent blog-journals i've written...
true i still miss jax, but at least di na katulad ng dati, there was the 'tie-up-loose-ends' already and somehow we're in good terms na... but as ging would say it always, "...one day at a time..."
anyways, gotta finish what i've been reviewing since last night...
wish my luck...
laterz.
well, just got home from driving my mom to her carpool...
anyways, last night was quite enjoy... kasi i got to eat for free and the food at the KC admin X'mas party was totally delicious!!! and together with israel adn dyobi, we got got eat and have 2nd rounds (hehehe!!)... but that wasn't the best part yet... deng and i got to talk and in her 'mommy-deng' mode she got to say that she's happy to see me happy and see that i have new friends... and told me the same advice i've told myself and other as well that don't screw things up again... and yeah, i won't screw things up, and i have learned from my mistakes na... ayoko nang ma-ulit ang mga nang yari sa akin... totally!!
hay naku... it's been a while that i haven't blog anything yet online... maybe later pag nag-online na ako i cud get to post the recent blog-journals i've written...
true i still miss jax, but at least di na katulad ng dati, there was the 'tie-up-loose-ends' already and somehow we're in good terms na... but as ging would say it always, "...one day at a time..."
anyways, gotta finish what i've been reviewing since last night...
wish my luck...
laterz.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
December 14, 2004 / 7:46pm***
today isn't a good day...
well, it started waking up at 5 in the morning just to drive my mom somewhere for a 'prayer meeting'... and from that, i was just able to sleep for less than 5 hours... sighs!!
ngayon naman, actually kani-kanina lng... when i was going home... nasa gate na ako at busina ng busina ako for more than 15 minutes na... shit!!! have to open the gate by myself... and when i went in sa room ko, nandun si manag... watching TV... SIGHS!!!! for crying out loud!!! di nya naririnig yung busina ko... arrrggghh!!! nakakabwiset!!! and i told her that i've been blowing my horn for a long time, then i shut the door... BANG!!!
nakakaasar talaga o... hay naku... mga tao dito talaga... mababaliw ka talaga when if keep my guard down... ggrrrr!!! asar talaga!!!
ngayon, nagdadabg yung matanda... SIGHS!!!
yeah, i know mdyo inappropriate yung ginawa ko, but im really quite stressed out lately.... studying at some place isn't my thing, but i have to get out form my home para lng maka-aral ako ng mabuti...paksyet talaga sila!!! STRESSED OUT AKO!!!
neways, gotta do some research na muna...
it really pissed off...
SIGHS!!!
7:57pm
OH FUCK OFF!!! and i thought things just ended... di pa pala... i was gonna try to be online... and guess what... ubos na ang account for the internet!!! SHIT that fat bitch!!! grrr.... im really REALLY that pissed off to the people here... i wanna go out and hang somewhere, but i decided that just to stay here and sleep it out muna... sighs!!!
2mrw... ill buy my own internet card... kupalan na kung kupalan... basta ako, ill have it my way... bahala yung iba dito... bahala sila!! bitch!!!
it reallly pisses my off.... ka-bwiset talaga o...
sighs.
***-this happend, but i have to save it on my PC (wordPad), for archieval purposes....
today isn't a good day...
well, it started waking up at 5 in the morning just to drive my mom somewhere for a 'prayer meeting'... and from that, i was just able to sleep for less than 5 hours... sighs!!
ngayon naman, actually kani-kanina lng... when i was going home... nasa gate na ako at busina ng busina ako for more than 15 minutes na... shit!!! have to open the gate by myself... and when i went in sa room ko, nandun si manag... watching TV... SIGHS!!!! for crying out loud!!! di nya naririnig yung busina ko... arrrggghh!!! nakakabwiset!!! and i told her that i've been blowing my horn for a long time, then i shut the door... BANG!!!
nakakaasar talaga o... hay naku... mga tao dito talaga... mababaliw ka talaga when if keep my guard down... ggrrrr!!! asar talaga!!!
ngayon, nagdadabg yung matanda... SIGHS!!!
yeah, i know mdyo inappropriate yung ginawa ko, but im really quite stressed out lately.... studying at some place isn't my thing, but i have to get out form my home para lng maka-aral ako ng mabuti...paksyet talaga sila!!! STRESSED OUT AKO!!!
neways, gotta do some research na muna...
it really pissed off...
SIGHS!!!
7:57pm
OH FUCK OFF!!! and i thought things just ended... di pa pala... i was gonna try to be online... and guess what... ubos na ang account for the internet!!! SHIT that fat bitch!!! grrr.... im really REALLY that pissed off to the people here... i wanna go out and hang somewhere, but i decided that just to stay here and sleep it out muna... sighs!!!
2mrw... ill buy my own internet card... kupalan na kung kupalan... basta ako, ill have it my way... bahala yung iba dito... bahala sila!! bitch!!!
it reallly pisses my off.... ka-bwiset talaga o...
sighs.
***-this happend, but i have to save it on my PC (wordPad), for archieval purposes....
Monday, December 13, 2004
December 13, 2004 / 5:22pm
hmm... im not sure if ill post this later sa blog or not... bahala na mamaya...
anyways, i'm quite disappointed from what i've heard sa dad ko na mdyo matatagalan sila capt.lim to make the final transaction in buying our land... halata na mdyo 'down' si papa... and made me quite a worried one too... kasi by 1st week or 2nd week of march nxt year is doomsday na eh... and im still keeping my faith up, kahit mdyo na-shaken (or still shaking) yung situation namin ngayon...
hay naku, parang timing na timing yung pagpunta ko with israel and the gang later sa 'brick-haus'... dun na rin ako aaral for my exam 2mrw... nakaka-shaking lng talaga...
sighs
hmm... im not sure if ill post this later sa blog or not... bahala na mamaya...
anyways, i'm quite disappointed from what i've heard sa dad ko na mdyo matatagalan sila capt.lim to make the final transaction in buying our land... halata na mdyo 'down' si papa... and made me quite a worried one too... kasi by 1st week or 2nd week of march nxt year is doomsday na eh... and im still keeping my faith up, kahit mdyo na-shaken (or still shaking) yung situation namin ngayon...
hay naku, parang timing na timing yung pagpunta ko with israel and the gang later sa 'brick-haus'... dun na rin ako aaral for my exam 2mrw... nakaka-shaking lng talaga...
sighs
Sunday, December 12, 2004
December 12, 2004 / 2:36pm
... cnt rest yet...
i forgot to write about this thing...
well, kanina pumunta nga kami sa pampanga to drive my parents to this mass... and weird enough, naki-sit na rin ako for the mass... well, my plan was just to read my book for psych while my parents are in mass... but my dad asked me nlng... so i went and attended with them... and during the mass, medyo grogy pa ako... but what the heck... it's been more than 2 years since i attend a catholic mass...
anyways, in my thoughts runs a lot of things... like my faith... well, all i can right now that i'm a believer... but to be a follower, is still under thinking... kasi i still cnt quite understand the meaning of following... i've been a roman catholic, a born-again christian, and now im just a plain agnostic person... but i can say that my hope & faith is still there for God... maybe im just letting my mind think a lot... hay naku.
basta, ako ay mdyo lito ng konti... but i'll make sure this confusion won't distract my life... so far, i've learned a lot from my past... and now im hopeful and faithful that things will fall into the right places on the right time... i gotta have faith (ryt?!)!!
hay naku... neways... just my mind that is quite in a random-thoughts-mode... but im hoping (and sure of it) that God won't let go of me...
laterz!!! :P
... cnt rest yet...
i forgot to write about this thing...
well, kanina pumunta nga kami sa pampanga to drive my parents to this mass... and weird enough, naki-sit na rin ako for the mass... well, my plan was just to read my book for psych while my parents are in mass... but my dad asked me nlng... so i went and attended with them... and during the mass, medyo grogy pa ako... but what the heck... it's been more than 2 years since i attend a catholic mass...
anyways, in my thoughts runs a lot of things... like my faith... well, all i can right now that i'm a believer... but to be a follower, is still under thinking... kasi i still cnt quite understand the meaning of following... i've been a roman catholic, a born-again christian, and now im just a plain agnostic person... but i can say that my hope & faith is still there for God... maybe im just letting my mind think a lot... hay naku.
basta, ako ay mdyo lito ng konti... but i'll make sure this confusion won't distract my life... so far, i've learned a lot from my past... and now im hopeful and faithful that things will fall into the right places on the right time... i gotta have faith (ryt?!)!!
hay naku... neways... just my mind that is quite in a random-thoughts-mode... but im hoping (and sure of it) that God won't let go of me...
laterz!!! :P
December 12, 2004 / 2:14pm
whoa!!! WHAT A WEEKEND (so far)!!!!
last night, i got to watch YANIG SA TAGUIG with my dad and kuya jay... tnx to my friend ron, who gave me complementary tickets... to be honest, di sana ako pupunta... but hey!! i went... and it's a guys night out.... hehehe!!! SOBRANG ASTIG ang FIGHT!!! i didn't know that my nationalistic will come out and shout for manny pacquiao and for the other pinoy boxers... COOL!!! basta astig!!! watching it live is very accelerating and my adrenaline is going up the borders and i just kept shout and cheer for Pacman!!! hehehehe!!! AYOS!!! :P
hay... what a night that was...
now, kaka-uwi ko lng from driving my parents from pampanga... ok naman yung drvie ko sa highway...medyo i can say that i'm ready for EK or tagaytay... ROAD TRIP na 'to!!!
sighs... neways, gotta rest na muna... and later ill review for my class 2mrw and finish my math homework...
laterz!!! c",)
whoa!!! WHAT A WEEKEND (so far)!!!!
last night, i got to watch YANIG SA TAGUIG with my dad and kuya jay... tnx to my friend ron, who gave me complementary tickets... to be honest, di sana ako pupunta... but hey!! i went... and it's a guys night out.... hehehe!!! SOBRANG ASTIG ang FIGHT!!! i didn't know that my nationalistic will come out and shout for manny pacquiao and for the other pinoy boxers... COOL!!! basta astig!!! watching it live is very accelerating and my adrenaline is going up the borders and i just kept shout and cheer for Pacman!!! hehehehe!!! AYOS!!! :P
hay... what a night that was...
now, kaka-uwi ko lng from driving my parents from pampanga... ok naman yung drvie ko sa highway...medyo i can say that i'm ready for EK or tagaytay... ROAD TRIP na 'to!!!
sighs... neways, gotta rest na muna... and later ill review for my class 2mrw and finish my math homework...
laterz!!! c",)
Thursday, December 09, 2004
December 9, 2004 / 12:16am
just got home from the review for my report for 2mrw.
yeah, i hang-out with israel, dyobi, ambok... and later on with goyj, gino, dave, gelo, gato and later i was introduce to some of their friends, trisha, gino and kyla... to be honest, they're really a fun-happy people to hang-out with. SOBRA!!! they're the type of people that i've prayed to hang-out with, very simple people with nothing to be ashamed off... ASTIG sila!!!
hay... i was happy (really!!!)... and i got to study and prep up too for my report... hay naku, enjoy ito!!! im sure it will happen again...
you know, this is good for me... now im having a great life, with new friends and all... masasabi ko na rin na sayang yung 8-9 months of being depressed and all, but with moving on, things went well (and still going on...).
basta, it's hard to explain all... but im so HAPPY!!!
o cya... i have to sleep na rin, have to wake up early rin eh...
im happy and good... :D
laterz!!! c",)
~same date~ 1:09am
well, right now, i was not expecting that israel will call me when he gets home... so right now im listening to him. i didnt expect that he'll share a lot of things to me... for an emotional person, like me, makes me wanna cry for him... grabe now im knowing who Israel D. Remo not just an extra-ordinary person, but also a great friend.
hay naku... it's 1:50am, and im still talking to israel... but i'm enjoying it... the company and having a new friend... 'stig to!!
anyways, usap muna kami... k?
laterz!!! :P
~3:09am~
we finished talking right now... WOW!!! now i have to really catch up with my sleep... but im cool (HONEST!!)... it was a good conversation with israel... sarap talaga siyang kausapin... and a good friend too.
gud morning!!!
laterz...
just got home from the review for my report for 2mrw.
yeah, i hang-out with israel, dyobi, ambok... and later on with goyj, gino, dave, gelo, gato and later i was introduce to some of their friends, trisha, gino and kyla... to be honest, they're really a fun-happy people to hang-out with. SOBRA!!! they're the type of people that i've prayed to hang-out with, very simple people with nothing to be ashamed off... ASTIG sila!!!
hay... i was happy (really!!!)... and i got to study and prep up too for my report... hay naku, enjoy ito!!! im sure it will happen again...
you know, this is good for me... now im having a great life, with new friends and all... masasabi ko na rin na sayang yung 8-9 months of being depressed and all, but with moving on, things went well (and still going on...).
basta, it's hard to explain all... but im so HAPPY!!!
o cya... i have to sleep na rin, have to wake up early rin eh...
im happy and good... :D
laterz!!! c",)
~same date~ 1:09am
well, right now, i was not expecting that israel will call me when he gets home... so right now im listening to him. i didnt expect that he'll share a lot of things to me... for an emotional person, like me, makes me wanna cry for him... grabe now im knowing who Israel D. Remo not just an extra-ordinary person, but also a great friend.
hay naku... it's 1:50am, and im still talking to israel... but i'm enjoying it... the company and having a new friend... 'stig to!!
anyways, usap muna kami... k?
laterz!!! :P
~3:09am~
we finished talking right now... WOW!!! now i have to really catch up with my sleep... but im cool (HONEST!!)... it was a good conversation with israel... sarap talaga siyang kausapin... and a good friend too.
gud morning!!!
laterz...
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
December 8, 2004 / 6:58pm
PUNYETA tong araw na ito!! kasi nagpuyat ako from 1am to 5am just to read for my report sa social psych... only knowing later na 2mrw pa ang report... hehehehehe... ka-bwiset... tuloy, sobrang antok ako kanina sa Seminar class ko... (Yawn!!)
anyways, i have to rest na muna... o cya...
laterz...
hmm...im planning to study for my report kina dyobi... hmm... i think i should take it...
laterz.
PUNYETA tong araw na ito!! kasi nagpuyat ako from 1am to 5am just to read for my report sa social psych... only knowing later na 2mrw pa ang report... hehehehehe... ka-bwiset... tuloy, sobrang antok ako kanina sa Seminar class ko... (Yawn!!)
anyways, i have to rest na muna... o cya...
laterz...
hmm...im planning to study for my report kina dyobi... hmm... i think i should take it...
laterz.
December 8, 2004 / 3:29am
yes... 3:29AM!!! i am awake na... or in other words, im awake because i have to REALLY catch up with my readings for social psych later at 1030... kasi magrereport kami later and it's about attitude & behavior... sighs!!
anyways... kakausap ko lang kay israel kani-kanila lang... tagal uli... more than 2 hours... enjoy talaga syang makausap... talagang di mo mapapansin yung lipas ng oras... and got to prove to myself that he's worth it to be a really REALLY GOOD FRIEND (at maaasahan ko)...
anyways, i have to go back to my readings... and really understand it na rin...
pero, singit lang... i feel happy na... it's a good & happy for me... new friends... things got patch-up na rin... and im thinking that i am really growing up... di na ako yung dati... im changing to a better person as i was before... i know there are still things to fix up with and to... but i'll take it one day at a time... darating at darating ding yung panahon upang maayos ang lahat... ayon lng...
cge... balik na uli ako sa readings...
laterz!!! c",)
yes... 3:29AM!!! i am awake na... or in other words, im awake because i have to REALLY catch up with my readings for social psych later at 1030... kasi magrereport kami later and it's about attitude & behavior... sighs!!
anyways... kakausap ko lang kay israel kani-kanila lang... tagal uli... more than 2 hours... enjoy talaga syang makausap... talagang di mo mapapansin yung lipas ng oras... and got to prove to myself that he's worth it to be a really REALLY GOOD FRIEND (at maaasahan ko)...
anyways, i have to go back to my readings... and really understand it na rin...
pero, singit lang... i feel happy na... it's a good & happy for me... new friends... things got patch-up na rin... and im thinking that i am really growing up... di na ako yung dati... im changing to a better person as i was before... i know there are still things to fix up with and to... but i'll take it one day at a time... darating at darating ding yung panahon upang maayos ang lahat... ayon lng...
cge... balik na uli ako sa readings...
laterz!!! c",)
Sunday, December 05, 2004
December 5, 2004 / 8:04am
well, i saw seth & israel yesterday, and they taught me how to lock my dred and they helped me fix up my dred as well... and seth was kinda laughing sa kinuwento ko kay israel... ehehehehe... :P mdyo na-praning nga ako sa dred ko... but, hey!! im good na... just a little more practice pa...
anyways, sunday na pala ngayon... and 2mrw is back to school again... and im planing to do my english 5 homework right now... para di na ako ma-hassle sa sabado... biblio and intro part na rin ng paper ko eh... kaya mdyo dugo-dugo uli... and it's just 2 weeks nlng before mag-start ang christmas break... and i think it will be a bloodshed kasi marami kaming gagawin... kaya it won't be a "merry" one for sure...
anyways... uli... i miss my friends na.... yesterday was fun, kahit di na ko nakapunta sa anime gig sa UP... nakapag-market market naman uli kami... hehehe!! and i got to bought some underwear sa bench uli... hehehe :P
things are ok with me naman... medyo bored lng ata ako... or walang maka-usap, but i have to make time na rin for my study na muna... para di ma-bored... ayon...
o cya... ill start reading na muna yung social psych... para di naman dyahe kay myra at sa class and also my grade-performance... :D
later. c",)
well, i saw seth & israel yesterday, and they taught me how to lock my dred and they helped me fix up my dred as well... and seth was kinda laughing sa kinuwento ko kay israel... ehehehehe... :P mdyo na-praning nga ako sa dred ko... but, hey!! im good na... just a little more practice pa...
anyways, sunday na pala ngayon... and 2mrw is back to school again... and im planing to do my english 5 homework right now... para di na ako ma-hassle sa sabado... biblio and intro part na rin ng paper ko eh... kaya mdyo dugo-dugo uli... and it's just 2 weeks nlng before mag-start ang christmas break... and i think it will be a bloodshed kasi marami kaming gagawin... kaya it won't be a "merry" one for sure...
anyways... uli... i miss my friends na.... yesterday was fun, kahit di na ko nakapunta sa anime gig sa UP... nakapag-market market naman uli kami... hehehe!! and i got to bought some underwear sa bench uli... hehehe :P
things are ok with me naman... medyo bored lng ata ako... or walang maka-usap, but i have to make time na rin for my study na muna... para di ma-bored... ayon...
o cya... ill start reading na muna yung social psych... para di naman dyahe kay myra at sa class and also my grade-performance... :D
later. c",)
Friday, December 03, 2004
December 3, 2004 / 9:45pm
some thing happened today, and i cannot quite believe it.
it all started kanina when someone texted sa cellphone ko... at first, di ko muna pinansin, kasi medyo grogy ako and quite tired... but when i read it noong nagising ako... mdyo natuwa ako sa taong nag-text sa kin... si jax. and he was asking me about any news about the showing of x-men 3 (or X3)... then it led to kamustahan. and later part on"hope to see ya around..." kinda of thing... which i was quite surprise and happy about it... especially when i have really moved on with my so-called-life... nakakatuwa lng kasi rin, kasi yung pinag-usapan namin ni Israel last night about friendship and fixing things... i think i do truly agree that friends fight and friends also fix things up (or patches thing up)... and knowing that the friendship that was is still the strongest bond that cannot (or it's hard) to break it... basta may kasamang time rin... kasi time really heals all kinds of wounds...
im such good right now... i know that this moment has to end... but surely it is one moment that i am happy, really happy about it...
later, please remind me to thank israel and my new friends for really helping out on many things, pati 'tong nangyari kanina... hehehe :P
anyways... i cud really have a good night sleep tonight, kahit sobrang aga ang gising ko mamaya ng madaling araw...
gud nyt.
laterz!!! c",)
some thing happened today, and i cannot quite believe it.
it all started kanina when someone texted sa cellphone ko... at first, di ko muna pinansin, kasi medyo grogy ako and quite tired... but when i read it noong nagising ako... mdyo natuwa ako sa taong nag-text sa kin... si jax. and he was asking me about any news about the showing of x-men 3 (or X3)... then it led to kamustahan. and later part on"hope to see ya around..." kinda of thing... which i was quite surprise and happy about it... especially when i have really moved on with my so-called-life... nakakatuwa lng kasi rin, kasi yung pinag-usapan namin ni Israel last night about friendship and fixing things... i think i do truly agree that friends fight and friends also fix things up (or patches thing up)... and knowing that the friendship that was is still the strongest bond that cannot (or it's hard) to break it... basta may kasamang time rin... kasi time really heals all kinds of wounds...
im such good right now... i know that this moment has to end... but surely it is one moment that i am happy, really happy about it...
later, please remind me to thank israel and my new friends for really helping out on many things, pati 'tong nangyari kanina... hehehe :P
anyways... i cud really have a good night sleep tonight, kahit sobrang aga ang gising ko mamaya ng madaling araw...
gud nyt.
laterz!!! c",)
December 3, 2004 / 12:48pm
kaka-gebs ko lng... what a relief!!!
now, technically, di na ako constipated... i just have to take some more real fruit juice... and ill be good as wolverine uli... hehehe!! :P
anyways... im quite having trouble with my dred... tumitikwas na kasi and israel told me sila na bahala muna once we get to see on monday... MONDAY!!! and tagal pa nun!! and im aint sure kung tuloy yung play ng tanghal 2mrw... anyways... sana matuloy, para i cud watch and attend the anime gig sa UP rin...
hay... kanina napanood ko na rin yung King Arthur... it's good naman.
sighs... quite bored right now... and i hate thinking deep thoughts right now, nakaka-praning minsan eh... sighs... i miss my friends (so much!!)...
cge... gotta read something muna... or something...
sighs
later.
kaka-gebs ko lng... what a relief!!!
now, technically, di na ako constipated... i just have to take some more real fruit juice... and ill be good as wolverine uli... hehehe!! :P
anyways... im quite having trouble with my dred... tumitikwas na kasi and israel told me sila na bahala muna once we get to see on monday... MONDAY!!! and tagal pa nun!! and im aint sure kung tuloy yung play ng tanghal 2mrw... anyways... sana matuloy, para i cud watch and attend the anime gig sa UP rin...
hay... kanina napanood ko na rin yung King Arthur... it's good naman.
sighs... quite bored right now... and i hate thinking deep thoughts right now, nakaka-praning minsan eh... sighs... i miss my friends (so much!!)...
cge... gotta read something muna... or something...
sighs
later.
December 3, 2004 / 10:03am
well... im hoping (and i think so) that super typhoon is going away right now and it's gonna be bright and sunny again (even i hate the sunny part... init kasi eh)... but im hoping that people, especially the ones close to me are safe and sound naman...
last night parang christmas lights dito... black-out and light dito... but during the dark times, i got to talk and chikka with Israel... grabe, di ko akalain na he's so friendly and so much may alam... as in, ang talino niya, kinda reminds me of jax (only better or an updated version of him)... and i hope that we can become more solid friends... and i've learned a lot from him too (sobra!!)... and i respect him a lot too... and there also somethings na napag-usapan namin that will go with me to the grave (promise yon!!). and it's kinda weird, kasi it's been a while (as in a really really long time ago) na nakipag-usap ako sa phone na it took more than 12 midnight... whoa!! astig nga eh!! :P sarap kausap siya, talaga (sobra!), tska di ka mababato ang the best thing is i get to learned more about my friends... galing galing talaga!!!
anyways, im awake right now... mdyo constipated... pero hey!! im good...
gotta read out my boredom... have to make some of my homeworks na muna nga...
cge...
laterz!! c",)
well... im hoping (and i think so) that super typhoon is going away right now and it's gonna be bright and sunny again (even i hate the sunny part... init kasi eh)... but im hoping that people, especially the ones close to me are safe and sound naman...
last night parang christmas lights dito... black-out and light dito... but during the dark times, i got to talk and chikka with Israel... grabe, di ko akalain na he's so friendly and so much may alam... as in, ang talino niya, kinda reminds me of jax (only better or an updated version of him)... and i hope that we can become more solid friends... and i've learned a lot from him too (sobra!!)... and i respect him a lot too... and there also somethings na napag-usapan namin that will go with me to the grave (promise yon!!). and it's kinda weird, kasi it's been a while (as in a really really long time ago) na nakipag-usap ako sa phone na it took more than 12 midnight... whoa!! astig nga eh!! :P sarap kausap siya, talaga (sobra!), tska di ka mababato ang the best thing is i get to learned more about my friends... galing galing talaga!!!
anyways, im awake right now... mdyo constipated... pero hey!! im good...
gotta read out my boredom... have to make some of my homeworks na muna nga...
cge...
laterz!! c",)
Thursday, December 02, 2004
December 2, 2004 / 5:57am
i wasn't able to type in my blog yesterday, kasi nakatulog ako (i wasn't expecting that ill be tired by that time)... anyways, ok naman yung anniv ng parents ko kahapon, simple lang naman, but it's good.
oo nga pala... nagpa-dredlock na ako... there's this one long dred on my right side of my head... hehehe... cool!!! :P
neways, right now, today, classes in all levels are suspended because of the super typhoon that is arriving today... if only this reality will be like with superheroes and all... i cud save and suck the super typhoon with my bloodstone gauntlet... hehehe... but hey, i pray for the safety of everyone, especially the people who are close to me... sana they'll be safe.
hay naku... i think this gives me enough time to do the scrapbook for social psych and the things for english 5... also start readign the da vinci code too (i started reading the prologue... 'sitg!!).
anyways, gotta surf pa for something pa...
laterz!! c",)
i wasn't able to type in my blog yesterday, kasi nakatulog ako (i wasn't expecting that ill be tired by that time)... anyways, ok naman yung anniv ng parents ko kahapon, simple lang naman, but it's good.
oo nga pala... nagpa-dredlock na ako... there's this one long dred on my right side of my head... hehehe... cool!!! :P
neways, right now, today, classes in all levels are suspended because of the super typhoon that is arriving today... if only this reality will be like with superheroes and all... i cud save and suck the super typhoon with my bloodstone gauntlet... hehehe... but hey, i pray for the safety of everyone, especially the people who are close to me... sana they'll be safe.
hay naku... i think this gives me enough time to do the scrapbook for social psych and the things for english 5... also start readign the da vinci code too (i started reading the prologue... 'sitg!!).
anyways, gotta surf pa for something pa...
laterz!! c",)
