June 13, 2004 / 8:22pm
ok, i got my plan for the CAP thing... ill meet my kuya on tuesday morning and give him the requirements to submit, then on wednesday afternoon (after my PE class), ill have lloyd to tag along with me to makati, and later at around 4pm... ill fetch my mom. good plan... yehey!!
that's all for now.
hope for the best for me 2mrw, kasi 1st day of classes 2mrw, and im so excited!! i cud get busy again!! whoopee!!
later. c",)
Sunday, June 13, 2004
June 13, 2004 / 4:40pm
what a looong boring day, again!
hay naku, all i cud do was typing for my dad's paper work... it's kinda the only way not to get bored... im still bored by the way... the only thing good is that 2mrw classes will start (yipee!!) so i cud get busy and focus on other things, aside that thing... u know. but so far, i made my tentative plans on my CAP tuition and getting it w/o hurting my sked in school... i just hope my kuya would cooperate with me...
hmm... u know, im having a hard time sleeping, actually waking up... kasi my hormones are kinda up & down... its kinda weird, but i think ill manage it... i just hope something good will come out... but hey!! a little bit of jacking off won't hurt, no harm no foul... sarap pa... ehehehehehe... :P
anyways, i have to clean up some mess sa office... not that kinda of mess! :P
laterz... c",)
what a looong boring day, again!
hay naku, all i cud do was typing for my dad's paper work... it's kinda the only way not to get bored... im still bored by the way... the only thing good is that 2mrw classes will start (yipee!!) so i cud get busy and focus on other things, aside that thing... u know. but so far, i made my tentative plans on my CAP tuition and getting it w/o hurting my sked in school... i just hope my kuya would cooperate with me...
hmm... u know, im having a hard time sleeping, actually waking up... kasi my hormones are kinda up & down... its kinda weird, but i think ill manage it... i just hope something good will come out... but hey!! a little bit of jacking off won't hurt, no harm no foul... sarap pa... ehehehehehe... :P
anyways, i have to clean up some mess sa office... not that kinda of mess! :P
laterz... c",)
Saturday, June 12, 2004
June 12, 2004 / 8:34pm
looooong day today... quite a little bit boring nga eh. but the only thing that is quite ok is when someone got in to our property and started to steal some scrap metals... and good thing the neighbor informed my pops... and my dad brought out his .45 and started make a shoot out... cool and exciting, but also quite scary, kasi baka something bad might happen to my pops... but good thing nuthing happened to him, mdyo i saw a good presence of my dad shooting out his gun... i guess he'll be more "up" if ever the stealer was shot... hehehe :P anyways, that's all for 2day... the rest was quite a bore... ~YAWN~
i still cnt decide on what to do for my tuition fee... hmmm... i have to make a solid plan by 2mrw... kasi classes will start monday, and i haven't paid my tuition fee yet... quite a pressure, but i have to make solid decisions by 2mrw... hmm.... THINK, THINK...THINK!! well, in the plan, there's going to CAP office in makati (twice) and going to makati as well... THINK!!!
bahala na ako!! 2mrw ill make the plan...
later.
looooong day today... quite a little bit boring nga eh. but the only thing that is quite ok is when someone got in to our property and started to steal some scrap metals... and good thing the neighbor informed my pops... and my dad brought out his .45 and started make a shoot out... cool and exciting, but also quite scary, kasi baka something bad might happen to my pops... but good thing nuthing happened to him, mdyo i saw a good presence of my dad shooting out his gun... i guess he'll be more "up" if ever the stealer was shot... hehehe :P anyways, that's all for 2day... the rest was quite a bore... ~YAWN~
i still cnt decide on what to do for my tuition fee... hmmm... i have to make a solid plan by 2mrw... kasi classes will start monday, and i haven't paid my tuition fee yet... quite a pressure, but i have to make solid decisions by 2mrw... hmm.... THINK, THINK...THINK!! well, in the plan, there's going to CAP office in makati (twice) and going to makati as well... THINK!!!
bahala na ako!! 2mrw ill make the plan...
later.
Friday, June 11, 2004
June 11, 2004 / 6:22am
-----o0o-----
What's Another Day
(Maria Mena)
"You gave this way more thought then it deserved."
You say as I tell you about my fear of rejection.
I wouldn't know better then to get scared,
cause since we've met we've had this great connection.
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?"
This stage of oblivion I find comfortable
and prior to this I never spoke.
You say you understand my absence now,
and why I never tell jokes.
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?" when we're already getting use to gray.
"What's another day?" when inspiration grows out from this.
"What's another day?" when silence is the next best thing to this, and we're all getting used to hearing you say...
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?"
-----o0o-----
-----o0o-----
What's Another Day
(Maria Mena)
"You gave this way more thought then it deserved."
You say as I tell you about my fear of rejection.
I wouldn't know better then to get scared,
cause since we've met we've had this great connection.
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?"
This stage of oblivion I find comfortable
and prior to this I never spoke.
You say you understand my absence now,
and why I never tell jokes.
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?" when we're already getting use to gray.
"What's another day?" when inspiration grows out from this.
"What's another day?" when silence is the next best thing to this, and we're all getting used to hearing you say...
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?"
-----o0o-----
Thursday, June 10, 2004
June 10, 2004 / 9:17pm
well, just what i predicted... my day went well... I GOT THE SCHOLARSHIP!!! yippeee!!! :D
add to that, i got to see melissa and neri of SCQ, very pretty girls, i can say... hehehe :P
50% is not that bad... it's like a sale sa mall... 50% off ur units!! hehehe...
and another 50 to add... just finished watching 50 first dates... sobrang kwela!! hehehehe... cnt stop laughing!!
hay wat a day!! ok naman, kahit mdyo pagod from driving and RA and driving...
btw, saw a xaverian sa KC, di sya nag-enrollm yung girlfriend nya... but i really know him... pero im good with faces eh... anyways, the thing on what that guy said, his right to say that nakaka-miss yung xavier... yeah thinking about that made me really miss my former alma-mater... much. kahit, i hate to say it, dun ko nakilala yung old friend ko... but the whole thing, i miss xavier... cnt wait sometime to visit and just hang-out sa roof top ng high school building. hay, memories... good or bad, they are all the same. :)
wat a day nga talaga!! im good... plus smiling. :)
laterz. c",)
well, just what i predicted... my day went well... I GOT THE SCHOLARSHIP!!! yippeee!!! :D
add to that, i got to see melissa and neri of SCQ, very pretty girls, i can say... hehehe :P
50% is not that bad... it's like a sale sa mall... 50% off ur units!! hehehe...
and another 50 to add... just finished watching 50 first dates... sobrang kwela!! hehehehe... cnt stop laughing!!
hay wat a day!! ok naman, kahit mdyo pagod from driving and RA and driving...
btw, saw a xaverian sa KC, di sya nag-enrollm yung girlfriend nya... but i really know him... pero im good with faces eh... anyways, the thing on what that guy said, his right to say that nakaka-miss yung xavier... yeah thinking about that made me really miss my former alma-mater... much. kahit, i hate to say it, dun ko nakilala yung old friend ko... but the whole thing, i miss xavier... cnt wait sometime to visit and just hang-out sa roof top ng high school building. hay, memories... good or bad, they are all the same. :)
wat a day nga talaga!! im good... plus smiling. :)
laterz. c",)
June 10, 2004 / 7:11am
wow... i cnt believe it. i woke up good, without having the feeling of being chased or down... i woke up fine and kinda horny (hehehe). wala lng. ba't ganun? tuwing im ok and having a good time, bigla na lng siya sumusulpot. and the thing is, i get his attention, susundan ko sya... its kinda weird, maybe it's the small thing inside me that keeps on telling me "to not give up on our friendship, maaayos din yan"... yes the id inside me... but the ego and super ego keeps telling me to relax and be calm, and get over it... hay wat a dilemma im having... but the only thing im sure is that if im just calm and do my very best to move on and forget him muna...ill be ok. very ok... im good... i have friends who believes in me and who will stand beside me... and im glad to have them, i love them.
anyways, im predicting that this day and the days that follows will be fine and good... :)
anyways, im good... always.
laterz!
wow... i cnt believe it. i woke up good, without having the feeling of being chased or down... i woke up fine and kinda horny (hehehe). wala lng. ba't ganun? tuwing im ok and having a good time, bigla na lng siya sumusulpot. and the thing is, i get his attention, susundan ko sya... its kinda weird, maybe it's the small thing inside me that keeps on telling me "to not give up on our friendship, maaayos din yan"... yes the id inside me... but the ego and super ego keeps telling me to relax and be calm, and get over it... hay wat a dilemma im having... but the only thing im sure is that if im just calm and do my very best to move on and forget him muna...ill be ok. very ok... im good... i have friends who believes in me and who will stand beside me... and im glad to have them, i love them.
anyways, im predicting that this day and the days that follows will be fine and good... :)
anyways, im good... always.
laterz!
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
June 9, 2004 / 2:39pm
well, what a day!! (even if the day isn't over)
i was at RP kanina with my dad, then all of a sudden, i saw someone that looks familiar, kaya i checked out who was it... it's jax. with his new bag, new pants, new shirt and a new hair. it's kinda weird, i think he saw me too... anyways, first there was fear and nginig then there was rage & anger... i wanna kick him there and run... just to release my anger on him, for being such a jerk... i knw, in a way, i do also deserved to be kicked out... but i was just trying to tie up loose ends and finish up things... and he treated it like our friendship didnt exist at all... that asshole!!
btw, im still pissed off from yesterday, kaya ganito lng ang entry ko sa journal... very bitter and mad... wala lng... mawawala rin ito, in due time... but im still good. gusto ko nga kamustahin sya, but i hesitate doing it, kasi alam ko aawayin ko yng gagong yon. hehehe :P
hay buhay! it's really a not-so-good day for me lately... hmm... ok lng yan, lalampasan ko rin 'to... i have giselle & lloyd to back me up... yan yng mga taong i can truly consider as true friends (corny, but it's true!!)
gotta rest na muna, nood pa daw kami ng cine later with the folks...
later.
well, what a day!! (even if the day isn't over)
i was at RP kanina with my dad, then all of a sudden, i saw someone that looks familiar, kaya i checked out who was it... it's jax. with his new bag, new pants, new shirt and a new hair. it's kinda weird, i think he saw me too... anyways, first there was fear and nginig then there was rage & anger... i wanna kick him there and run... just to release my anger on him, for being such a jerk... i knw, in a way, i do also deserved to be kicked out... but i was just trying to tie up loose ends and finish up things... and he treated it like our friendship didnt exist at all... that asshole!!
btw, im still pissed off from yesterday, kaya ganito lng ang entry ko sa journal... very bitter and mad... wala lng... mawawala rin ito, in due time... but im still good. gusto ko nga kamustahin sya, but i hesitate doing it, kasi alam ko aawayin ko yng gagong yon. hehehe :P
hay buhay! it's really a not-so-good day for me lately... hmm... ok lng yan, lalampasan ko rin 'to... i have giselle & lloyd to back me up... yan yng mga taong i can truly consider as true friends (corny, but it's true!!)
gotta rest na muna, nood pa daw kami ng cine later with the folks...
later.
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
June 8, 2004 / 11:34am
MGA PUTANG INA NILA!! LAHAT NG TAO DITO SA BAHAY!! pine-pressure nila ako... sobra!! akala kung sino silang pa-importante!! BWISET SILA!! they assume so many things, na pwedeng i-understand muna and think... lalong-lalo yung magulang ko!! grrr.... i know i somehow screwed up too, but atleast im bold enough to face the truth, kaso sila, they go histerical pa!! nakaka-inis na, palaging ganito... im making ways to help the situation that they started, tapos ganito pa nila ako tratratuhin... mga ASSHOLES!! i was just trying to help... nag-aaral na nga ako ng mabuti, para makatapos ng on-time sa college, kahit pagod na ako on driving them to places near and very far... and after classes i will still drive them... kahit pagod na ako... SIGHS!! for christsake! im being overload by them... and ayaw ko ma-burnout dahil dito lng... grrr... sunod-sunod talaga ang mga 'to 'no? well, if it's a plan to make me fall down, they're wrong... ill manage it, but ill attack back!! mga hindot sila!! sali ko na rin yung old friend ko sa murang 'to, he also deserves it!! sighs!! nasisira tuloy yung sked ko... pahamak!! and i though im moving ok, i was just being the good deeds act, and i get this crap!! tangina nila!!
grr....
...
MGA PUTANG INA NILA!! LAHAT NG TAO DITO SA BAHAY!! pine-pressure nila ako... sobra!! akala kung sino silang pa-importante!! BWISET SILA!! they assume so many things, na pwedeng i-understand muna and think... lalong-lalo yung magulang ko!! grrr.... i know i somehow screwed up too, but atleast im bold enough to face the truth, kaso sila, they go histerical pa!! nakaka-inis na, palaging ganito... im making ways to help the situation that they started, tapos ganito pa nila ako tratratuhin... mga ASSHOLES!! i was just trying to help... nag-aaral na nga ako ng mabuti, para makatapos ng on-time sa college, kahit pagod na ako on driving them to places near and very far... and after classes i will still drive them... kahit pagod na ako... SIGHS!! for christsake! im being overload by them... and ayaw ko ma-burnout dahil dito lng... grrr... sunod-sunod talaga ang mga 'to 'no? well, if it's a plan to make me fall down, they're wrong... ill manage it, but ill attack back!! mga hindot sila!! sali ko na rin yung old friend ko sa murang 'to, he also deserves it!! sighs!! nasisira tuloy yung sked ko... pahamak!! and i though im moving ok, i was just being the good deeds act, and i get this crap!! tangina nila!!
grr....
...
Monday, June 07, 2004
June 7, 2004 / 8:09pm
im watching BUFFY right now... faith, the first evil, a lot of potential slayers and the slayerettes... wow!! plus i think the evil priest will show up na rin... Whoopeee!!!
anyways, ok yng RA kanina, mdyo na loose balance lng ako when i knew that she had the chance to read the "email"... she said that i should just walk away, walk away... that's quite a mouth full for a simple phrase. but i should walk away... tama sya, tama rin si lloyd. i love them... they are my friends. true friends. the friends iv been wishing for in life... thank God for them... i do appreciate them so much!
i think that's all for now, gotta watch buffy na...
later!! c",)
im watching BUFFY right now... faith, the first evil, a lot of potential slayers and the slayerettes... wow!! plus i think the evil priest will show up na rin... Whoopeee!!!
anyways, ok yng RA kanina, mdyo na loose balance lng ako when i knew that she had the chance to read the "email"... she said that i should just walk away, walk away... that's quite a mouth full for a simple phrase. but i should walk away... tama sya, tama rin si lloyd. i love them... they are my friends. true friends. the friends iv been wishing for in life... thank God for them... i do appreciate them so much!
i think that's all for now, gotta watch buffy na...
later!! c",)
Sunday, June 06, 2004
June 6, 2004 / 10:40pm
good evening!
im about to finish my day by writing on my journal... well the day went quite dull, but ok... it was still raining (until now), kaya ang lamig... i finished the draft of the thing i typed for my mom's thing for her office... got to talked to my friends (ging, lloyd & nina)... btw, lloyd read jax's email... and he was quite shocked to read such a very angry email... but he's true enough to give me sufficient advise... true friend ko yang si lloyd eh!! he's my joey!! :P
hay buhay, im quite sleepy na rin... and i remember that i have to be early in waking up 2mrw... drive my mom, go school and be a RA and fetch my mom later that afternoon. add to that, it's the start of classes to some schools, kaya it will be a heavy traffic to face 2mrw... sighs!! what a life in the metro...
anyways, gotta sleep na rin...
laterz.
good evening!
im about to finish my day by writing on my journal... well the day went quite dull, but ok... it was still raining (until now), kaya ang lamig... i finished the draft of the thing i typed for my mom's thing for her office... got to talked to my friends (ging, lloyd & nina)... btw, lloyd read jax's email... and he was quite shocked to read such a very angry email... but he's true enough to give me sufficient advise... true friend ko yang si lloyd eh!! he's my joey!! :P
hay buhay, im quite sleepy na rin... and i remember that i have to be early in waking up 2mrw... drive my mom, go school and be a RA and fetch my mom later that afternoon. add to that, it's the start of classes to some schools, kaya it will be a heavy traffic to face 2mrw... sighs!! what a life in the metro...
anyways, gotta sleep na rin...
laterz.
June 6, 2004 / 8:41am
good morning!! :P
what will i do today... hmm... pick up my parent's medicine's at antipolo and type some errands for my mom... what a sunday, boring sunday!! :-/
by the way, iv heard (or read) on what happened to someone i knew before... hehehehe.... buti nga sa kanya!! :P made a small tingling in the spine worth it, hehehe....
sobrang lamig ngayon... its raining... i wish i could do something ryt now, like watching xxx or meeting someone, and doing it... libog ata ako ngayon, maybe cuz its the cold weather... brrrr...
hay naku, 2mrw matrapik na uli sa kamaynilaan... pasukan na kasi ng ibang tao dyan... kaya i have to wake up early and take a bath early so i cud drive my mom early and be at school early for the RA... i jus pray i will get in the scholarship grant this time... what a buhay... :D
o sya, i have to warm up na and do the stuffs needed doing...
later.
good morning!! :P
what will i do today... hmm... pick up my parent's medicine's at antipolo and type some errands for my mom... what a sunday, boring sunday!! :-/
by the way, iv heard (or read) on what happened to someone i knew before... hehehehe.... buti nga sa kanya!! :P made a small tingling in the spine worth it, hehehe....
sobrang lamig ngayon... its raining... i wish i could do something ryt now, like watching xxx or meeting someone, and doing it... libog ata ako ngayon, maybe cuz its the cold weather... brrrr...
hay naku, 2mrw matrapik na uli sa kamaynilaan... pasukan na kasi ng ibang tao dyan... kaya i have to wake up early and take a bath early so i cud drive my mom early and be at school early for the RA... i jus pray i will get in the scholarship grant this time... what a buhay... :D
o sya, i have to warm up na and do the stuffs needed doing...
later.
Saturday, June 05, 2004
June 5, 2004 / 7:31pm
ok pla kung mag-RA ako sa KC... cool... not just for the free food, but also i cud get to know the new blood of KC students... hehehehe...
registration starts next week... and being an RA has its perks... una kang mag-reg, u cn pick the sked ahead of the others... kaso, iv got my sked for the majors... BLOODY HELL!! MTh - 11:30 to 5:30 (Str8!), while TF - 10:00 to 5:30 (with breaks)... whoa!! what a sked... im aiming for 22 to 24 units this sem, so i wont be delayed and graduate on time... what a week... whooo...
but im still good... 2mrw, sunday, ill be typing some errands for my mom... SIGHS!! a little pressure on that, but hey! kaya ko yan!!
sana pala, im really hoping the mouse will have a safe labor and a healthy baby... anyway, i txtd her, and she's fine, bed rest lng before labor... im really hoping she and the baby will be fine, pati na rin si daddy girard... i pray and hope things will be a-ok for them...
im good... hehehe... good... jus loaded my cell 300 bucks (whopee!!)
anyways, next time nlng uli...
laterz... im gooooood c",)
ok pla kung mag-RA ako sa KC... cool... not just for the free food, but also i cud get to know the new blood of KC students... hehehehe...
registration starts next week... and being an RA has its perks... una kang mag-reg, u cn pick the sked ahead of the others... kaso, iv got my sked for the majors... BLOODY HELL!! MTh - 11:30 to 5:30 (Str8!), while TF - 10:00 to 5:30 (with breaks)... whoa!! what a sked... im aiming for 22 to 24 units this sem, so i wont be delayed and graduate on time... what a week... whooo...
but im still good... 2mrw, sunday, ill be typing some errands for my mom... SIGHS!! a little pressure on that, but hey! kaya ko yan!!
sana pala, im really hoping the mouse will have a safe labor and a healthy baby... anyway, i txtd her, and she's fine, bed rest lng before labor... im really hoping she and the baby will be fine, pati na rin si daddy girard... i pray and hope things will be a-ok for them...
im good... hehehe... good... jus loaded my cell 300 bucks (whopee!!)
anyways, next time nlng uli...
laterz... im gooooood c",)
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
June 2, 2004 / 10:00am
i jus got home from driving my mom & sister... and now watching the miss universe live from quito, equador... wala lng...
hay, wala pa yung padala ng ate from LA... i kinda need the cash right now... as in i have now mulah in my wallet... and i have to watch a movie!!! WAAAHHH!!! :P
anyways, im doing good so far... moving is somewhat in the progress... and im doing good, as i said ago...
anyways, 2mrw is my orientation for applying as RA for the enrollement... and next week it will be my enrollment na... i hope ill get all the subjects i want at sana it will fit the sked...
anyways, gotta watch miss u. na muna... hehehe... :P
laterz...
i jus got home from driving my mom & sister... and now watching the miss universe live from quito, equador... wala lng...
hay, wala pa yung padala ng ate from LA... i kinda need the cash right now... as in i have now mulah in my wallet... and i have to watch a movie!!! WAAAHHH!!! :P
anyways, im doing good so far... moving is somewhat in the progress... and im doing good, as i said ago...
anyways, 2mrw is my orientation for applying as RA for the enrollement... and next week it will be my enrollment na... i hope ill get all the subjects i want at sana it will fit the sked...
anyways, gotta watch miss u. na muna... hehehe... :P
laterz...
Monday, May 31, 2004
May 31, 2004 / 5:50pm
hmm... im good... so far... taking one day at a time... i can do it!! :P
anyways, i passed psych 135... 2.5.... that's good enough. :) and i also submitted my application for scholarship... i hope ma-approved yan. i really really hope it will. :D
and i found out that iv already had finished 70 units... 101 units nlng... mdyo pressured, but i can do it!! KAYA KO YAN!!!
im good... pretty good (looking)... im good...
anyways, i have to finish this entry...
later!! :D
hmm... im good... so far... taking one day at a time... i can do it!! :P
anyways, i passed psych 135... 2.5.... that's good enough. :) and i also submitted my application for scholarship... i hope ma-approved yan. i really really hope it will. :D
and i found out that iv already had finished 70 units... 101 units nlng... mdyo pressured, but i can do it!! KAYA KO YAN!!!
im good... pretty good (looking)... im good...
anyways, i have to finish this entry...
later!! :D
May 31, 2004 / 10:03am
may bday blow was so astig!!
there were food, drinks and lots of wild smootchies!! from 3 seconds to 10 seconds lip actions... especially the girl on girl lip action... eheheh... nice... very nice...
also, ging, rovik & lloyd slept here... wow!! cool!! kaso, mdyo na-akward lng ako when they decided to stay in my room instead outside, pero it's cool... :D
sabi ko na nga, i doubt my high school friends to come... can't blame jax... he was jus informing me... basta, ganyan naman sila eh... since high school pa silang ganun... anyways, it was good!! got really drunk... pero its ok, bday ko naman... and a good way to release and forget problems... anyways, yon lng for the weekend, sunday, i made bawi on the lack of sleep i had...
now its monday, i have to finish my scholarship letter and do some errand again... back to normal life in the house... sighs!!
and last night, cnt help myself to cry about the lost i have... jax. it's quite hard to accept and believe that i lost my best friend like this... iyak lng ako ng iyak hanggang makatulog ako... i miss him, but i have to move on... di lng pala renovation ang kailangan, pati demolition is needed, fresh new start... and i think it will be harder than before, pero i have to, it's my life that needs to be fixed up first... kaya ko yan! :D
anyways, i have to finish up the requirements for my scholarship application... i want the scholarship!! and ill pray and hope that i got in, kahit 50% man lng... i hope & pray.
sige, errands na muli ako...
later. c",)
may bday blow was so astig!!
there were food, drinks and lots of wild smootchies!! from 3 seconds to 10 seconds lip actions... especially the girl on girl lip action... eheheh... nice... very nice...
also, ging, rovik & lloyd slept here... wow!! cool!! kaso, mdyo na-akward lng ako when they decided to stay in my room instead outside, pero it's cool... :D
sabi ko na nga, i doubt my high school friends to come... can't blame jax... he was jus informing me... basta, ganyan naman sila eh... since high school pa silang ganun... anyways, it was good!! got really drunk... pero its ok, bday ko naman... and a good way to release and forget problems... anyways, yon lng for the weekend, sunday, i made bawi on the lack of sleep i had...
now its monday, i have to finish my scholarship letter and do some errand again... back to normal life in the house... sighs!!
and last night, cnt help myself to cry about the lost i have... jax. it's quite hard to accept and believe that i lost my best friend like this... iyak lng ako ng iyak hanggang makatulog ako... i miss him, but i have to move on... di lng pala renovation ang kailangan, pati demolition is needed, fresh new start... and i think it will be harder than before, pero i have to, it's my life that needs to be fixed up first... kaya ko yan! :D
anyways, i have to finish up the requirements for my scholarship application... i want the scholarship!! and ill pray and hope that i got in, kahit 50% man lng... i hope & pray.
sige, errands na muli ako...
later. c",)
Saturday, May 29, 2004
May 29, 2004 / 3:18pm
in two hours (or less or even more) na yung bday blow out ko... yipee!! ging, rovik & lloyd are coming (and staying for the night... cool!!) and my friends from KC are also coming, and im doubting if my high school friends are coming also (what the heck!). anyways, im so happy, even if some aren't coming...
last nyt, i got to talk to ate kay, i feel sorry for her... to what happened to her and kuya pedro... she doesnt deserve this bad things... but i also know the she is a very strong and intelligent woman can fix things up for herself... idol ko sya, honestly saying... and i got to tell her my problems too... and i get advise from her, and she's very good on giving a good perspective on how to deal with problems... i luv my ate kay. :D
anyway, ill be taking a bath again... for the preperation... :P
later...
in two hours (or less or even more) na yung bday blow out ko... yipee!! ging, rovik & lloyd are coming (and staying for the night... cool!!) and my friends from KC are also coming, and im doubting if my high school friends are coming also (what the heck!). anyways, im so happy, even if some aren't coming...
last nyt, i got to talk to ate kay, i feel sorry for her... to what happened to her and kuya pedro... she doesnt deserve this bad things... but i also know the she is a very strong and intelligent woman can fix things up for herself... idol ko sya, honestly saying... and i got to tell her my problems too... and i get advise from her, and she's very good on giving a good perspective on how to deal with problems... i luv my ate kay. :D
anyway, ill be taking a bath again... for the preperation... :P
later...
Friday, May 28, 2004
May 28, 2004 / 8:42pm
jax greeted me... and wish me happiness and all... and emphasize on moving on... and being happy whatever i wanted to be... it felt weird but also great... but it also saddens me that i have to face the fact that we are no longer friends, just civil strangers... or jus plain old high school classmates... fine with me now, kasi before i cud say that im on denial then... now, im good. hmm... my old friend, talagang di ko sya makakalimutan...
i think that's cool na rin... ika nga ni ging, "hope for the best and expect the worst too"... and i got both... nice... and im, ryt now, somehow smiling... kasi im happy to be like this na... he also mentioned that some people from my high school myt drop by... cool!! i miss them too...
hay what a day... mdyo nanginig ako ng konti... but im good.
happy birthday gimo, gem, gempot!! c",)
later.
jax greeted me... and wish me happiness and all... and emphasize on moving on... and being happy whatever i wanted to be... it felt weird but also great... but it also saddens me that i have to face the fact that we are no longer friends, just civil strangers... or jus plain old high school classmates... fine with me now, kasi before i cud say that im on denial then... now, im good. hmm... my old friend, talagang di ko sya makakalimutan...
i think that's cool na rin... ika nga ni ging, "hope for the best and expect the worst too"... and i got both... nice... and im, ryt now, somehow smiling... kasi im happy to be like this na... he also mentioned that some people from my high school myt drop by... cool!! i miss them too...
hay what a day... mdyo nanginig ako ng konti... but im good.
happy birthday gimo, gem, gempot!! c",)
later.
May 28, 2004 / 6:13pm
it's so nice that people that i haven't talked to sometimes, greeting me on my birthday... galing!! :D
jonathan ang, edgar segovia, kevin chua, jonathan aquino, david sta.maria, and some more people who i haven't heard or seen for a few months or years, just greeting me... galing galing talaga... and im doing more good status than kanina... :D
anyways, i miss them na rin... i hope they would come 2mrw... enjoy 'to!!
anyways, even if i didnt do anything on this day, like malling or buying stuff, it is still a good birthday for me... :D
status ko nga sa YM ko eh... "why worry... it's my BIRTHDAY!"
there's no need to worry anything, i hope. pero everything's cool and good. :D
laterz... :P
it's so nice that people that i haven't talked to sometimes, greeting me on my birthday... galing!! :D
jonathan ang, edgar segovia, kevin chua, jonathan aquino, david sta.maria, and some more people who i haven't heard or seen for a few months or years, just greeting me... galing galing talaga... and im doing more good status than kanina... :D
anyways, i miss them na rin... i hope they would come 2mrw... enjoy 'to!!
anyways, even if i didnt do anything on this day, like malling or buying stuff, it is still a good birthday for me... :D
status ko nga sa YM ko eh... "why worry... it's my BIRTHDAY!"
there's no need to worry anything, i hope. pero everything's cool and good. :D
laterz... :P
