June 20, 2004 / 11:10pm

im suppose to be sleeping right now... but im not. kasi naman yung nanay ko... cnt blame her too... anyway, it's just too hard to adjust most of the time... and lately, i've been having a hardtime to adjuct and accept some things right now... but i do get to understand why i should embark on this and face the hardship, kasi it will surely have good benefits in the end... and magblo-blossom yung mga works of my labor... kaya tiisin ang pasakit, at siguradong kakayanin ko ito!! :D

tama si nina, i should really give jax the space, and it will really take a very looooooooong time (almost to an infity time) to get his forgiveness... but im still hoping... but i have more things than that to focus on... like my studies and graduating on time, also the career i want to have to get my own income and all... it's all the long term, and less of the short term things ako eh...

anyways, i think i have to get some ZZZzzzzzz's na rin, i have to be early 2mrw... drive my mom to her office and be at school for class... kaya ill needing the energy ill get from sleeping, a lot!!

charge up and ill be ready for the battle 2mrw...

nyt.

later.