August 6, 2005 / 11:10am

well... i made it through... im still quite in the moment of anger... yeah, still angry at them... but it's slowly going down na rin nman... di ko na muna pinansin sila... its the 'i-sed-hi-but-they-sed-hi-first' thing... anyways, im ok na rin... got to score most of the WAIS-III record form...

anyways... im good na rin... mdyo ganito na muna ako for a while... let it cool down naturally...

o cya... maya nlng uli...

btw, here's the blog that i suppose to post last night...

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August 5, 2005 / 9:33pm

it ended when they left me... that made the bonds broken and die immediately. and somehow now i understand and i have learned from my mistake.

to never hide what i am feeling... even to 'save' up bonds of friendship... if i am angry, i have to pour out my anger. never pile it up or to cover up with something... it will just make things worst...

now i am really angry... and this time i must let it all out... even if it hurts some people. kasi ako rin yung masasaktan at the end... it is better this way. even if they understand or not...

right now, im cool... but i have to let it all out... and hit it to the right people and the right situations.

tama nga... i should take the moments and cheerish it... before the sad reality of the world consumes you. it may take a toll but im gussing it will be worth it... i guess...

anyways... i started my boxing work-out last thursday (yesterday) afternoon... and it was sooo good!!! i had a blast letting all stress out... and getting a work-out i am wishing before...

oo nga pla... i should be in angry mode ngayon... hehehe

basta... i'll try to be myself in an angry mode 2mrw... di ako manggagago or mangtri-trip ng tao... i'll just ignore them... i know it was months ago that happened, but i wasn't natural on what i felt then, i was just masking it all... now i feel the anger towards them... i am just really pissed off at them... and disappointed... and they call us a family... my gulay!!

sighs!!! these are the types of creatures who should be slayed down... putsa talaga oh...

yeah... i won't be plastic... just ignore them. i have better things to do than looking over a bunch of low-lives... (ouch! sorry im just really pissed at them)

anyways... i'll just post this blog once i got a prepaid online card...

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