April 30, 2004 / 8:30pm

i just typed a letter that im planning to email it to jax later... yet im quite afraid to send it... even with nina's approval... anyway, im planning to send it asap...

so here's the letter iv typed...


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ei jax,

musta ka na? hope that you're doin well. ewan ko kung bakit, but i think you should know... and so far, you are the one i could tell this problem im experiencing lately. the thing is, na-foreclose ng bank ang lote na kinatatayuan ng bahay namin. so that means, we might be force to move out. and i know it's my parent's problem to handle this but the thing is im experiencing their burdens as well, emotionally... lately im near your house eh, sa may imperial, doon kasi yung lower court house and the register of deeds... kaya there were times i can drop you cds... kaso pinagdra-drive ko parents ko dun... kaso seeing and reading the case ng parents ko really makes me cry every night
and it gives me a very hard time to sleep lately... and honestly im really having the hard time... with all things na hinanarap ko... also, the only thing to solve this ay mabenta yung loteng binebenta namin, yung 1 hectare... so much pressure, di lang sa kanila, pati ko, pressure...

pero, ang nakakatuwa dito, is when you txtd me, the one where you replied sa email ko regarding sa cds mo... na i should take my time with ur cds and "take it easy"... hindi mo alam kung gaano gumaan ang pakiramdam ko sa simpleng text message mo... and for the fact that im been trying to cope up with the bad/horrible things iv done to you... again, im so sorry for hurting you. and i know how much mad, angry, sad and betrayed you felt then...at hindi ko talaga mapatawad ang sarili ko sa nagawa ko... i was a very bad friend to my
best friend... and i realize how important our friendship is and im not giving up on that. as i said before, you are still my best friend... and yet i understand, very much, why we should not see each other for a while... anyway, you just don't know how overwhelmed i was when i received your text, i literally got down on my knees and cried... parang all the strings of hope na pingaha-hang on ko ay tumibay...TNX bro... you dnt know how much it meant to me...

by the way, my parents wants to ask ur mom or your aunt fely kung may kilala silang serious buyer ng lupa, yung mga naghahanap ng 1 hectare... pero dnt tell them na na-foreclose kami... kasi di pa final yung laban eh... di lng nila na-text ikaw kasi nahihiya sila.

tnx bro... hope to hear & see from ya soon.

always hoping the best for you! ingatz!!

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so... what do i think of it... good enough, dba?

later...