April 10, 2004 / 9:41am

what's the threat if i send the message? well, he might reply and tell that im too dramatic, or he might not reply...forever, or reply and tell me that he miss me to and that it will still take time to repair everything, or... im having to many "ors".... SIGHS!! bahala na ako!! later ill send the message, and just be prepared for some verbal beating or something beating... ill take the blows!!
ill be ready. ONE TIME, BIG TIME!!

neway, it's been more than a month naman eh... and its a holy weekend naman, i see no harm... NO HARM, NO FOUL! send ko na mamaya... i can do it and i believe!! i trully miss him naman talaga eh... and im sorry for messing up things and im getting better and realizing stuff around me and also im loving myself more... i think i can do it and be more positive and be more "looking-for-the-bright-side" of all situation... :)

hay naku... i just want to be all the same and normal... ang hirap to be honest... what a big irony nga talaga!!

anyway, later nlng uli!! c",)