April 14, 2004 / 6:02am

im having another episode of attacks, attacks of depression... because i miss my best friend so much. and it also involves the attack of the monster, but i have to keep myself on the ground... SIGHS!! it's hard to handle it, but i must do it, because i care for our friendship so much, that im will to fight for it. even if it cost my very own life. God, i miss him! but i know that time is making renovations to our friendship... and im taking the time, full-time.

minsan gusto ko siyang tawagan, pero natatakot na ako, pero im not also giving up... love him, like my brother... the brother i wish i had...

later...