April 26, 2004 / 9:12am

i trully miss my best friend... si jax yon! and also, im afraid of him... kinda weird. but i miss him (so much!)... i know how mad he is, how angry he is and how sad he is, it really makes me feel low and down right guilty that i hurt and took advantage of my best friend... how bad of a friend am i?! but now im taking amends of all the things iv done to my best friend... and im hoping that there will come a time that all the things that happended in the past, would just be a laugh or nothing at all...

GOD i miss him so much!! and also, please guide me and also my family in this situation we are going through...

anyway... later.