March 20, 2004 / 2:24pm

ang dami kong nang journal entries... SIGHS!!
haaay... i do miss my best friend... i really do.
ewan ko lng kung it's time... to talk to him (or not).
i am ready to apologize... but i think it's not yet to talk... maybe.
tama nga sabi ni ging, it takes time... kaya i have to be patient about it.
tama rin si lloyd, na betadine isn't always good for sugats... kailangan let natural blood clotting work first... fresh pa kasi yung sugat.
i hate it!! i hate that i hurt my best friend and i hate myself...
well there was (and most of the time) the thought of suicide... but i can't do it.
even it's the permanent escape... kaya payosi-yosi na muna ako.
kaso, sabog utak ko sa yosi eh... depression is such a bad thing.
hay... i wish we could talk things out...

later (uli!) :P...