Happy O' Hallow's Eve!!!
(October 31, 2005 / 10:16am)




*even though i know it's morning right now, and im posting this greet... who cares!!

Have a Haunting (or not) Halloween night!!

laterz!!!

Someone's gonna have a visit from the Stork, nine months from now...
(October 30, 2005 / 9:07pm)

...yupyup. it's ate kay!!!

im quite happy for her and her husband, pedro. i think it's about time na rin that they have a kid. their a young, financially stable, bright couple... i hope for the best for them and the upcoming baby.

anyways, here's a pic of us with the couple (they're on the left side of the picture). this was taken last May when we went to tagaytay for the pseudo-wedding for them (sponsored by us, the Psych batch)...


hay naku... miss ko na si ate kay. well, i think it's about time na 'mommy' kay na rin ang tawag ko sa kanya.

anyways... i hope for the best for them.

o cya... maya na lang uli.

laterz... c",)

Can't think of a theme or title right now... (oh well, guess that's a good theme or title)
(October 30, 2005 / 9:09am)

just got home yesterday afternoon. i was planning to blog it last night, but the ZZzz's caugth me by surprise.

anyways, yesterday and the day before that was quite fun. hanged-out with my ka-psychs, spent a night with my best friend... got to catch-up with movies that i missed and (yeah) hanged-out with my best friend.

i still have no money right now... and having to do cheap thrills right now is still na 'no-no', anyways, my mom mentioned to me last night that we're goin to the beach next weekend... i wish it would push through... in a way, im craving for some R&R at the beach... just chill out, listen to good music (preferably chill-out ones... so that means i have to buy some new cds, chill-out/neo-ethnics genre... gastos ba ito?!) plus, i think this family-friend who invited us to their beach is, somehow, knows my best friend's family. add to that, my best friends family also has plans to go to the beach this coming weekend too... hmm... sana nga matuloy... :P

hay... medyo boring nga ngayon... i pero sana lumabas kami maya, like buy some candles, flowers for our dead relatives. kasi baka tonight or 2mrw kami pupunta sa sementeryo to just hang-out there... cuz it's undas season again. it's the season where the cementery is the place to be. :P

oh well... maya na lang uli...

laterz... c",)

another pet... and this time, it's wild!! (whoa!)
(October 27, 2005 / 6:40pm)

well... here's another pet i got... his name is Stryps... the tiger...

adopt your own virtual pet!

yes... it's green... anak siya ni Battle-Cat... (yung pet ni He-Man... from the 80's)


anyways... 2mrw i'll be spending a night with my best friend... hang-out, dvd marathon... just have fun there... yon lng naman...

while 2mrw afternoon ay lunch out with my ka-psychs... yon lng so far.

anyways... uli... maya nlng uli.

laterz... :P

My new pet PENGS!!!
(October 27, 2005 / 5:11pm)

adopt your own virtual pet!

hey hey!!

here's my new blog-pet Pengs the Penguin... try using ur mouse-pointer to interact with him...

enjoy!!

laterz... c",)

It's been a while but hey... di ko na mapigil sarili ko.
(October 26, 2005 / 8:55pm)


it's been a while since nag-blog ako... pero ok lng. anyways... naggala kami ng best friend ko kanina for sum dvds... tapos checked something sa greenhills. then tambay lang muna sa bahay niya...

then i'll be staying at his place over the night this friday... wala lng... just hang-out <to be honest, happy ako... kasi wala lng... c",)>

anyways... wala naman nangyari sa akin lately... tamad-mode ako eh.

so far, yon lng.

laterz...

MY LAST BLOG ('til i get another prepaid internet card again...)
(October 23, 2005 / 10:04pm)


well, time runs fast... so i have to this fast... before i ran up of time sa prepaid internet card ko...

anyways... im broke, nuthin' to do... and there are things i want to do... but i can't kasi wala akong pera!!!

this sucks.

sna naman i cud buy a card na 2mrw...

oh well... bahala na si batman dun... but i hope for some money...

anyways... yon lng... chil-out mode pa rin naman ako eh...

laterz nlng...

Nakakainis ang ganitong buha-haaaay... (nae-LSS na naman uli ako)
(October 23, 2005 / 8:20am)

it's unfair... it's sembreak and i have no solid-major plans... so far, bum-mode ako 'tong bakasyon... buti naman at nakaligo ako kahapon, kasi im almost a level-near on becoming a taong-grasa... anyways, tamad-mode pa rin ako... and the main reason is, i have no money.

so far, the money in my ATM isn't mine (dammit!)

the next money that i'll get is again on the 13th of next month, which still quite far from now... i don't know why, but when i got the PS2, im suppose to be excited and be drowned by it... it's weird, kasi im not drowned by it and somehow nawal yung excitement... i guess it still has to do with the residual (latak) stresses from last sem. parang lumalabas they had the last laugh, making me all weary and tired... bwiset!!

anyways, here's are my 'pseudo' plans to hopefully accomplish this sem break:
-buy new CDs (james blunt, neo-ethic sounds, mojo-fly cd, the new Jam 88.3 cd)
-get the pending comics i have @ CATS Market-Market (Astonishing X-Men Vol 2, New X-Men: Hellions, Dark Phoenix Saga all of these are TPB)
-hang-out with my best friend (movie marathon, pizza, buy dvds, whatever happens basta mag-enjoy!)
-food trip @ Masuki with my Ka-psychs (after getting the class cards)
-hopefully start my work-out again (kung may pera go back to boxing, kung walang pera kahit walking-jogging work-out uli)
-sana matuloy yung plano na mag-HK yung kuya, para makasama ako (a big hopeful on that, yet im not expecting anything yet, bahala na si batman dun)
-Spa, massage... just to fully charge me up (im hoping to do this before classes starts on the 14th)
-at least finish reading 1/2 of angels & demons

...and if all or most (or some) fails, there's always PLAN B: chil-out mode. (aka. tamad-mode, taong-grasa-mode)

the only main problem here naman, to accomplish most or all of thes plans is to have the sufficient enumeration ('financial back-up' or money to more specific)... which right now i don't have.

oh well... wait and see na nga muna... pero if all things for this coming week goes good, i might be staying over-night at my best friend's house to hang-out (i guess that's one plan that can possibly materialize)

anyways, i think iyon na muna...

laterz... c",)

Rage Within Tranquility (and it ain't no fair man...!)
(October 22, 2005 / 5:26pm)

i think i did the right thing... being honest.

it's been a while since i was honest enough to tell the truth... im talking about telling my best friend that i've seen & read his blog... though i promised myself before not to tell him and the things that i've read about his blog will die with me...i guess i did the right thing.

ngunit, i somehow felt that it's none of my business that i read his blog in the first place... kasi it's his thoughts... and his thoughts are private... oh no... <bro if ever you read this... im telling you again, im really sorry that i snoop around... i have no bad intentions of doing it... sorry talaga>

anyways... im good right now... nothing to do, so far... chillin' lang dito sa house... <hibernation is not an option too>...

o cya, maya na lang ata... may mga bisita pala kami dito sa house eh... may padasal ang inay ko dito... i guess faith can give hope to people, even to me.

laterz... :)

What I've Learned from reading Da Vinci Code
(October 21, 2005 / 4:30pm)

kaninang madaling araw, at exactly 1:25am, i've finally finished reading Dan Brown's famouse book, the Da Vinci Code. the story revolves about a symbologist (Robert Langdon) and a young cryptologist (Sophie Neveu) discovering the secret of the Bloodline of Jesus and Mary Magdalene <it tells us that Jesus is just a mere human who had an intimate relationship with Mary Magdalene>. The author (Brown) made it clear in the start of the story that the artifacts, secret documents, the secret society (Priory of Sion) are real. <talk about a total conspracy?>

anyways, the book basically focus on the forgotten role of females in society (from the start of it)... it was good approach... seeing it that females then were are as discriminate before, though they are more powerful than men.

i think it gave me a thought... are men so tricky and afriad to admit that the powerful sex is indeed female? scientifically speaking, we came from XX chromosomes at the begining of ones life, thus i think, yon palang, proves that women dominates na.

suddenly it reminded me the research-approach taught by my pseudo-good professor garces-bacsal... to be more of a femenist in approaching ones research.

to be honest, i am a femenist... i respect women to certain levels that men cannot be <though men think they can... even i admit to that>.

anyways, i know this quite late... but i recommend to the public to read this book... it's fast-paced... and it gives the reader a "whoa!" every chapter. an i also suggest that read this before the movie comes out next year... but for your info (but i think this is also old news to most) Langdon is played by Tom Hanks, which at first i was doubting he can, but after reading the book i can see him doing a great Langdon. and Sir Ian McKellen (aka Magneto) will be playing Bishop Aringarosa, i guess seeing him as the master of magnetism down to a very stong bishop has its benefit... <when i was reading the book, i imagine that the bishop was wearing magneto's helmet, making him some weird dominating priest who wants something beneficial>...

oh well, i guess who can tell... but im guessing that the movie can be something to watch. i'll watch it once it open to theaters... sana nga lang walng cuts. :P

anyways, natanggal ko na rin yung plastic cover ng Angels & Demons, it is the prequel to Da Vinci Code... i hope i cud finish this before classes starts or during the x'mas break (the most).

o cya... yon na muna...

laterz... c",)


(i scanned this one to show that i have an illustrated version of the book... how narcissistic am i?)

"tree pretty... fire bad..." (idle minds go to sleep)
(October 20, 2005 / 6:13pm)

so far i slept all day... i guess im trying to get the energy na nawala sa akin from last sem... all the stresses i've been through, i guess kasama na rin yung mga inis ko lately to some people.

i guess i need more sleep then.

anyways, i'm good... ngayon lang nag-sink in na sem break na... kaso, im bugged na baka it one hell of a sem break uli, in which tamad ako most of my break... why cn't i be like those people in TV when they're on spring break (or similar to a sem break) they would go to beaches, or party hard and get laid... i guess, reality offers differently compared to what TV promotes... but i think i can compose something similar to that, especially of the getting laid part (hehehehe!)

oh well... i just love when my brain goes idle... nothing to think, nothing academically to think of... total blankness... sounds fun (i hope).

oh yeah, im planning to do RA work again this coming sem break... yeah, it will be for the last time... (do i really have to be senti right now?) o cya, kasi graduating na ako... hehehe!! :P

anyways... yon na muna.

laterz... c",)

It's an End... and also a Begining for something different (i think...)
(October 19, 2005 / 8:22pm)

well, officially my last 1st sem ends. SEMBREAK na!!! (whohoo!!) it ended with our Hum1 presentation kaninang around 6:30pm... hay, salamat...

come to think of it... this is my last sembreak before i graduate next sem... bilis ng panahon... so far, i decided to seize the moment and try to be the best i can be before i leave the premises of my college... aka, magkakalat na ako... hehehe (ooopss!!) :P

hay... medyo pagod na rin ako ngayon... parang literally im gonna need a break from all i've been through... and i hope matuloy ako sa pagpunta sa hong kong this end of october... I REALLY HOPE SO!!! para i could really get some rest and shop things for me-me-ME!!! (plus baka dun na rin ako mag-pseudo x'mas shopping for my friends & loved ones)

oh well... im tired from the presentation... papahinga na muna ako.

laterz... c",)

RANT blog... just to blow off some steam.
(October 18, 2005 / 9:50pm)

as i said a while ago sa previous blog ko... im pissed at my psych prof (Rhoda Myra Garces-Bacsal, Ph.D. candidate).

i am pissed, kasi ang labo niya. sobrang nakakangarag ang mga gawain niya. and she's something you learned to hate later on.

yeah, maybe i'm just really pissed off right now and later on i'll regret what i've wrote and cool down... but right now, im pissed...

ang labo niya talaga... and for someone of her mind, would see it nman...

i don't care about the assessment... though it seems it's connected to this rant... basta, kakabwiset lang siya lately...

dati i respect a lot for the way she teaches, being a good adviser, being a nice prof and i saw how she is dedicated to her field... but then there was her flaws... yeah, somehow i was blinded by her achievements that i disregard her flaws... anyways, i was somehow fooled (yet right now i wish i am wrong)...

now i can't decide on what to do after my graduation... kasi she's one of the reason that made me look forward to pursue a clinical perspectivwe of psych... then i saw the light (or what it is left of the light she's hiding from us). sighs.

oh well... i guess it's just i'm really pissed off sa kanya... true i expected more from her...

hay buhay... this sucks.

i guess i have ranted off na the thing i want to rant about my prof...

i guess right now, after i log-off... cool down na...

and hopefully later on... future-wise... something to laugh off na lang itong blog ko.

laterz...

tamad-mode... and it seems gonna stay here for a while.
(October 18, 2005 / 7:30pm)

yeah, bored sessions are quite present here right now.

somehow it has to do with being 2mrw as my official last day of class... and sembreak follows. thus makes it open for boredomness and laziness.

yeah, somehow nahimas-masan na ako about the thing i learned yesterday. anyways, im good na uli... and im human enough to accept that there still times that i might encounter that thing again... but who cares... past na sya eh. hehehe

hay buhay... nakakatamad, pero ok rin naman...

oo nga 'no... im also pissed off towards one of my psych prof, the one whom i respect the most... somehow, i got to see something and made me realize that people are indeed imperfect. yeah, i know mdyo nabighani ako sa abilidad niya, no doubt it gave me some kick of inspiration but it's quite weird to know that the person who i admire was a floop too... makes me think about the world being one dumb-ass population though... but hey, we're not flawless as other may see.

oh well... o cya... rest na muna ako.

laterz

*Books?! Reading?! Run for your lives!!
(October 17, 2005 / 9:49pm)

*i got this line from Jessica Zafra's blog... kinda fits the season... sem break.

somehow, sembreak-mode na ako... kahit di pa tapos yung finals ko... well, play na lang sa Hum 1... which will be on wednesday night... kaya 2mrw, double-time sa practice.

anyways... kanina, nakaka-baliw... kasi i just found out na isa has a boyfriend na... and well, yeah, classmate ko in some of my GE class, nice guy naman siya (well, di ko naman siya kilala that well, but i think he's a good guy)... but that isn't the thing... MAY BOYFRIEND NA SI ISA!!! that's the thing!! yeah, in 'some way' im over with my crush towards her... but seeing her all the time makes me feel... something special... don't get me wrong, im not a stalker-type person... but i get to be inspired by her... her face alone has an angelic aura, with a mix of malice. basta, it hit me when i found out kanina...

life sux!! (no doubt about it...)

...but hey. i still like her though... but i guess it somehow a reality check for me din...

oh well... im still single... and somehow there's the pros and cons of being sinlge for a while... im not like other people whom i know hates being single... ako. im just waiting for the right time... kasi, there's a lot of things to do while being single. kaya im still enjoying my single life.

anyways... i think im cool with it na rin with the sad news... but i guess moving on won't be an option... i have to.

hay buhay... idaan na lang sa tawa... hahaha!! :P

oh well... maya na lang uli.

laterz... c",)

back to Reality... and somehow, it Bites.
(October 17, 2005 / 9:50am)

later in while, i'll be prepping up to go to school... yeah, di pa ako sembreak... kasi may play pa ako ipre-present for hum 1 class... it's somehow a final exam of it... in some variation.

anyways, i have to... kasi nakakahiya sa ibang members ng group eh.

oh well... it's back to reality na nga.

kahapon, yeah, the main theme of yesterday was 'reminiscing'. my day ended reading some papers i've wrote for my past psych classes... nakakatuwa nga eh... nagulat ako sa mga sinulat ko, it's quite good... it showed that i was quite on my prime then... ngayon, specially on my assessments, parang 'latak' na lang yung mga naisulat ko. anyways, i did really good on my thesis, but it cost me my assessment reports... ok lng nman sa 'kin... kaso, i cud have done better.

oh well... nobodies perfect... but yon lng...

o cya, prep-up na ako...

laterz... c",)

why do i have a weird feeling about this...?
(October 16, 2005 / 8:00pm)

first of all... di na kinda noticed na it's some what my 3rd entry blog for just a day? <it just shows how free my time is here at home and, yeah, im also quite bored> ...anyways, i have a weird feeling that this sem break will be something... something bored or something... something.

sighs... wala lang.

i started reading... well try to finish reading Da Vinci Code... yeah, there's progress in reading it... ganda nga ng story eh... very fast-paced. parang i can imagine the movie na, specially Ian McKellen playing Bishop Aringarosa... there's the Magneto-ish essense... <bwahaha> :D

gusto kong gumimik... kaso wala akong pera... well i have some... but naka-save na sya for the pending comics na i have to get it na, asap. and there's the PS2 that i have to fight for... kasi i'll be pissed talaga kung di ko siya nakuha 'tong sem break... sa mga pinag-hirapan ko sa thesis... at wala akong reward... fuck it!! basta i'm determine to have my PS2 this sem break... <evil laugh!> ... :P

oh well... have to watch TV na muna na nga.

laterz... c",)

again... reminiscing on certain things
(October 16, 2005 / 1:55pm)

from out of the bloom, jax called me... weird, but hey it's been a long time since my best friend called me on my landline... anyways, he just asked something about one of my cd na na-copy niya before...

but that isn't the thing that i reminisce... it's about the author whom i adore so much since i was in high school... even until now... Jessica Zafra. yup, out of the blue, well... from one of my egrps that i joined has a post on Zafra's blog, which ginawan ko agad ng link sa blog ko... some sort of an honor for her... she's somehow was and still my mentor on being demented. :P

anyways... yon lng nman... oh well... maya nlng uli.

laterz... c",)

It's been exactly a year ago...
(October 16, 2005 / 12:26am)

yeah, call it reminiscing... it's exactly a year ago that a new friendship was established. me and with my FA Family... wow... nakakatuwa ngang isipin eh... kasi in just that event, a lot of things are somehow connected... and now, look where i am... i have survived a lot of things... thanks to them too, who guided me in many ways.

anyways, i just got home (a couple of minutes ago lang) from Ron's bday... mdyo nahihiya nga ako at kung kailan dumating yung iba, dun ako aalis... specially kay tepay... i hope seth would come talaga... anyways, it was fun and good to see them... as i said, exactly a year ko sila nakilala... and that same year, it started a new thing for me... reminiscing talaga. :D

oh well... i had fun na rin... anyways, i have to sleep na rin... later paggising ko baka tambay lng ako dito sa house the whole day... kaya i'll try to finish reading da vinci code once and for all...para mapahiram ko na rin kay best friend jax... :P

oh well... rest na ko.

laterz... c",)

X3
(October 15, 2005 / 11:23am)

yup... i can't fucking wait for X-Men 3 to come out in theaters next year... and kani-kanina lang, i have seen the teaser site in which the teaser trailer was there... and lupet... for an x-men fan... I CAN'T WAIT!!!!

i think i can see from now that my bday next year will be something good... kasi it has the possible factors: (1) graduate na ako, (2) bday blow out uli ako with my families and (3) palabas na ang X3 by that time... whoa!!!

i know mdyo mababaw... pero mababaw akong tao... i get joy from simple stuffs... it's a more practical way of living... for me (di ko alam sa iba dyan...)

anyways... yon lang... it's blast seeing the trailer... fuck, im so happy!! c",)

laterz...