May 14, 2004 / 8:50pm

WHAT A DAY!!

first i drove my mo to her office at around past 7am... then i went to school for my class... had a loooong notes to copy... and after the lecture (that was from 10 to 12pm) we went to mang jimmy's at UP... and it was FANTASTIC!!! ang sarap ng kinain namin... BUSOG na BUSOG kami.... and a good yosi made it good... :P then we hang out at UP's sunken garden... played cards and just hang out at the fresh breeze at UP... hay naku... SARAP!! then i fetched my mom at around 5pm... and unexpectedly, i drove her to a bowling area in cubao... had a chance to play bowling... para akong nag-badminton... hay sarap...

WHAT A DAY!!! :P

anyways, i have to atleast start my paper for my group report and the extra bonus points...

WHAT A DAY!!!!

i wish things will be a-ok na... with everything around me.

then, all of a sudden, right now... i feel kinda green... ngek!! baka wala lng 'to... down hormones...DOWN boy!! :P

WHAT A DAY!!!!!

later! :D

May 13, 2004 / 6:38pm

im having the sinus again... ASAR!! grrrr....

anyways, the day went well, so far...

i got to get the journal for our project in psych135... also got to help wendi fix her yahoo account... somehow, all is well... except that i can't go to jax today kasi di ko nakuha yung dvd & cd and this sinus is getting in to me... anyways, ill drop it next week... after my exam is over...

hay naku... bored but i have to jump start my brain again...

later. :D

May 13, 2004 / 7:57am

hmm... didn't had the good sleep last night... sobrang lamig and i dnt have any blanket on... kaya im had aa very cold and unmovable sleep the whole night... SIGHS!!

now, ang bagal ng mom ko to get ready for office... hay naku, nanay ko talaga, oh... :P anyways, ill be going to school at 11am later to get some online journals for my groups extra-project for psych 135 (the summer major)... i hope we could do it good or better. :D

anyways, i have to scan something... kaya mago-off line na muna ako...

later!! :P

May 12, 2004 / 7:44pm

just got home kanina. ate my dinner na... hay sarap... :D

what a day!! it was a great day for my parents... w/c also means it's also a great day for me. YEHEY!! :P sinamahan ko ang mom ko sa bpi-makati to appeal and talk to their lawyers... but the good thing that happened is they offered to help us... so another window was opened for us...YIPEE!! :j anyways, all things went well for our family... malaki ang kinaltas sa babayaran ng magulang at we can decide on how much and what are the terms we can have on paying our debt... wow!! milagro nga eh!!

to the man above... THANX!! :D

another thing is i got to be, somehow, exactly on time for my exam and got to txt my best friend, jax, about the good news. YIPEE!! :D

and after the exam, i went to rockwell with some of my classmates, fin, rheena, feric & frank... enjoy!! kahit sa fully booked lng kami tumambay... :P

what a day nga!!

YEHEY on us!! and YIPEE for me!! :P

later...

May 11, 2004 / 2:17pm

im quite bored, but atleast i got to read some of the hand-outs for my exam 2mrw... w/c means, i got to review some of it... YEHEY for me!! :P oo nga 'no... i might not get to take the exam with my ka-psych 2mrw at 10am...NGEK for me!! kaya i have to review really really hard... that's easy to say :P

look at me... why am i so so percky? tapos kahapon at kanina, i was thinking on how a loser i am, kasi i get to paranoid with the friendship jax & i have... napasobrahan ata yung looking at different angles eh... i should stay patient, as always, and have more faith... hirap pala ng ganito 'no?

hay naku... ang init, kaso makulimlim dito... i hate this weather... humid sya!! :-/

i hope magkaayosan na kami ni jax... be good freinds uli... and also have those gimiks again... i miss those times... very much.

reminicsing nanaman ako, oh... bad-bad yan!! :P

i regret that i took a peek sa journal nya... anyways, ill forget about it naman eh... nicotine can erase some memories in our brain, you know that? :P

hay naku... quitting smoking is hard... the addiction and the withdrawal is hard...

anyways, i have to review more and understand more... wish me luck!!

laterz... :D

May 11, 2004 / 8:09am

our exam was postponed for 2mrw... same time... TANGINA!! kasi i have to drivemy mom 2mrw morning sa makati and i don't know until what time siya matatapos doon... and i don't want to miss or even ruined my perfect attendance sa class, sayang rin kasi yung +.25 points sa grade ko... hmmm... i have to think of some thing... THINK!!

hay naku... atleast, the bright side of this is that i cud have the xtra time to study, today. so that ill be ready for 2mrw... thank God!! :D

hmm... but i have to think of a way to drive my mom and still able to take the exam... malalimang pag-iisip 'to...

later...

May 10, 2004 / 8:52pm

WHAAAA!!! i missed half of buffy!! putang ina!! i hate being blue on a monday!! sighs!! grrrr....

anyways, i gotta finish what is left of buffy, ill just catch up sa star world...

later...

May 10, 2004 / 6:34pm

oo nga 'no... 18 days more, its my birthday... and i feel nothing yet... WALA LANG!! :P

later...

May 10, 2004 / 6:26pm

hmm... election day... and my 1st time to vote... well as people would say, the 1st time is the best and memorable of all... they were right... memorable, kasi and init, nagsisiksikan at ang tagal maka-boto and the best, kasi i got to be part of a nationwide thing and the power to choose is somehow great. :P

anyways, i feel sad and blue right now... kasi i miss my best friend so much... kahit yesterday i went ot him and gave his mom some apples... feeling ko galit pa sya and wants me out... anyways, i know naman na things aren't gonna be a-ok in just one snap of a finger... but i miss the good ol' days na... where we can talk about anything and share thoughs (minus the thing i did to him) and being gem & jax again... i miss it so much, and i would trade/sacrifice EVERYTHING, even my all, just to make things ok again, or even better for our friendship. anyway, ill be going to his place again thursday, jus to drop his cd & dvd... in which i won't make singil to the dvd... consder it as a peace offering. hay naku!! hirap din pala 'tong renovation thing... buyt im patient enough, kasi im fighting for our friendship... i value it so much.

sighs!! i hate 2day, ang sad-sad ko at di pa ako nakaka-review for my exam 2mrw... sige na nga, aral na ako...

btw, i think the stalker is gone.... YEHEY!!! :P

later...

May 8, 2004 / 10:02pm

i have to let this person OUT of my system (carlo)... he's an ass!! and im so stupid that i let him get to know me... anyways, ill talk to him when he calls me and ill str8 up things for him... uupakan ko sya, tang-ina nya!!

anyways, my day was fine... sobrang INIT nga lng!! 2mrw i have to bring the pick-up to get the air-con fixed-up... i hope malamig na sya when she returns... anyways, ill be getting some ZZZZZs na rin... kasi maaga ako 2mrw to makati.

nyt!!

laterz!!! :D

May 7, 2004 / 10:19am

when i wrote last night that i had a bad day yesterday... i take it back. i had a good day yesterday... got to talk and kamustahin si jax, my best friend (which means i was only insersecure about myself)... i ditched carlo (which shows i can)... and got to talk to nina & lloyd (my other cloe friends)... all in all, a good day!! :P

anyways... i hope it will be good days from now on... but i can manage to rise up when a bad day comes...

later! :D

May 6, 2004 / 8:41pm

im bored... stressed out... and quite a little bit sad... kasi di ko nakita si jax. but atleast i got to drop his cd & dvd and went to his house... i feel sorry for his mom, si tita dolor... nagkasakit eh... para i wanna drop by 2mrw sa kanila and give them the manggoes here... anyway, i pray she will be ok na.

and also, sana maging completely ok na rin kami ng best friend ko... should be happy nga on the progress right now eh.. :P

anyway, i have to remove this guy im chatting with (carlo the ngek!) and remove him from my mistake i did before... getting to know him.

wish me luck.

later.

May 6, 2004 / 7:56am

four more days 'til the election... hmmm...

i am going to jax's house later... wish me luck... by the way, he texted me last night... it was a good one. im happy!!

also, i got to meet carlo, potential friend... he's nice...

last night, got also to be an outlet for nina, who is now, im hopiing, just had a bad day yesterday... and im praying she's ok na.

anyways, later ill play badminton with my friends before going to jax...

later. c",)

May 5, 2004 / 7:40pm

sighs!! im bored..and quite pissed off... kasi yung pinagawa kong cd for jax ay di pala natapos... and my fucking sister, as always, didn't informed me before... BITCH!! anyways, i got to call jax a while ago, telling him that ill drop his cd & dvd 2mrw. anyways, bakas pa rin sa boses ng best friend ko yung thing... but there's the thing that makes things happy... gets? :P anyway, gaga yung sister ko... she's so stupid! anyways... im just ranting off...

badminton 2mrw... good! and im hoping its a double good-good for me when i visit jax too. :D wish me luck!

laters!! :P

May 5, 2004 / 7:31am

well, im planning to watch a movie 2mrw and drop by at jax's place to give his cds & dvds... wish me luck. :D

anyways, i still miss my best friend... kahit mdyo ok-ok na kami... kasi the renovation ain't finish... kasi there things to fix in me... like the monster in me, i have to kill it or vanquish it pa, at mdyo ill have a hard time to do it... and time will tell when everything is ok... kaya patient lng ako... but im happy na with this.

anyways, later... :P

May, 4, 2004 / 7:56pm

we had our psych class here at home... wow!! astig!! hehehe :P

wala lng... sinisipon nanaman ako... sighs!!

im just chatting right now...

my report, pala, kanina sa class, with fin & feric, kinda did well naman... but there's the first blood presence, but i went well. :D

later!! :P

May 2, 2004 / 7:52am

it's my sister's birthday today. yon lng! :P

ill be getting the strada later at around 11 or 12pm... and ill go to makati by means of commuting... naks!! :P

and it's just 26 days left before my 22nd birthday... sighs!! :P

anyway, i have to finish my outline by 2nyt!! kasi 2mrw i have no time to do it, even in the morning. hay naku!!

later! :D

May 1, 2004 / 8:25pm

i have to wake up early 2mrw... kasi i have to go to borther's house in makati, commuting... SIGHS!! ppppprrrreeessssuuuurrreeee!!! but im hoping ill enjoy it, again. :P

what a day!! i got to chat with jax for a time... kasi it's really been a loooonnnng time na di ko sya nakakausap, i think he read my email na... anyways, i happy! happy to see my life again!! :D but i know its not yet over, there are things to say and clarify... anyways, i miss him soo much!

to the man up there... THNX MAN!! :)

anyways, im thristy... ill drink h2O...

later!! :D

May 1, 2004 / 4:35pm

nag-chat kami ni jax... he's the one who initiated... here's the chat we had kanina...

-START-
jax_chang33 (2:38:05 PM): wazup?
g_bataclan528 (2:39:04 PM): eto... "RENOVATION on going"... ikaw? musta na?
jax_chang33 (2:39:25 PM): huh?
g_bataclan528 (2:40:11 PM): never mind...
g_bataclan528 (2:40:23 PM): musta summer mo?
jax_chang33 (2:40:34 PM): anong nirerenovate mo?
jax_chang33 (2:40:37 PM): mainit
g_bataclan528 (2:40:45 PM): anong sina-summer mo?
jax_chang33 (2:40:58 PM): payatas
g_bataclan528 (2:41:16 PM): seryoso?!? how is/was it nman?
jax_chang33 (2:41:36 PM): mabaho mainit
g_bataclan528 (2:41:53 PM): is that ur cw.... thing?
jax_chang33 (2:42:01 PM): oo
g_bataclan528 (2:42:09 PM): hanggang kailan yan?
jax_chang33 (2:42:15 PM): ewan
g_bataclan528 (2:42:48 PM): alam ko 2 to 3 weeks ata lng yan eh... kasi nag-oofer na sa skul namin ng cwts eh
g_bataclan528 (2:42:56 PM): pero sa amin sa home for the aged
g_bataclan528 (2:43:15 PM): napanood mo n hellboy?
jax_chang33 (2:43:41 PM): first day of showing pangit naman e
g_bataclan528 (2:44:04 PM): napangitan ka? ok naman ah? hehehe
g_bataclan528 (2:44:18 PM): anyway, van helsing will be showing next week na
jax_chang33 (2:44:41 PM): parang corny rin dahil sa frankenstein
g_bataclan528 (2:44:53 PM): talga...
jax_chang33 (2:45:32 PM): kaw
g_bataclan528 (2:45:54 PM): nagbabasa ako ngayon for my report this tuesday... and im thinking how can i make it interesting for a 1 to 4pm class
g_bataclan528 (2:46:51 PM): summer class ako ng major, psych (perception & sensation) 1-4pm everyday!! pero yung lab namin ay badminton after class..
g_bataclan528 (2:47:21 PM): kasi tabi lng namin yung badminton court ng riverbanks... enjoy rin...
jax_chang33 (2:47:58 PM): aok
g_bataclan528 (2:48:01 PM): and next summer uli major uli... kaya until i granduate... i have no summer break.
g_bataclan528 (2:48:44 PM): ei, may handaan dito 2mrw... bday kasi ni camille eh... punta ka.
jax_chang33 (2:49:01 PM): ibati mo na lang ako...o kaya txt ko na lang sha
g_bataclan528 (2:49:21 PM): try calling her cel... sasagot si aubrey miles.
g_bataclan528 (2:49:46 PM): btw, lam mo ba magkano bayad per head sa loreland?
jax_chang33 (2:49:55 PM): npe
g_bataclan528 (2:50:05 PM): pero may bayad dun, ryt?
jax_chang33 (2:50:14 PM): di ko lam e
g_bataclan528 (2:50:24 PM): ic.
g_bataclan528 (2:51:10 PM): btw, may 29, saturday... ako naman maghahanda... punta... it would mean so much for me if you come...
jax_chang33 (2:51:28 PM): ill see
g_bataclan528 (2:51:37 PM): konti lng yun mga pupunta eh.. mga 20 to 30 lng ata eh.
jax_chang33 (2:52:05 PM): kelan punisher, spiderman?
g_bataclan528 (2:52:35 PM): june 30 ang spderman... punisher mid-may dito (ata)
g_bataclan528 (2:53:12 PM): im waiting for kill bill vol 2
g_bataclan528 (2:54:47 PM): try mo pumunta, k?
jax_chang33 (2:55:16 PM): estimate mo kelan ko makukuha cds ko.
g_bataclan528 (2:56:09 PM): estimate... bka monday or the most is thursday this coming week... promise ko talaga!!
jax_chang33 (2:56:18 PM): ayt
g_bataclan528 (2:57:07 PM): btw, pagpunta ko dyan, pwedeng pa-burn ng cd? kasi kinuha na ng kuya ko yung PC nya, kaya di ako makapagburn eh... ok lng ba?
jax_chang33 (2:57:36 PM): panu mo binuburn cds ko?
g_bataclan528 (2:58:38 PM): sa PC ng kuya ko... iniwan nya dito for a while... kaya i burned the half and yung isa pinaburn ko sa friend ko...
jax_chang33 (2:58:59 PM): ahh. wala ako dito e
g_bataclan528 (2:59:08 PM): hirap pala magdownload kung prepaid ang gamit... kailangan midnyt ka magdownload para mdyo mabilis.
g_bataclan528 (2:59:16 PM): huh, nasan ka?
jax_chang33 (2:59:31 PM): i mean sa monday. wkdays.
g_bataclan528 (2:59:47 PM): ah... what time ka ba umuuwi?
jax_chang33 (2:59:59 PM): iba iba
g_bataclan528 (3:01:30 PM): kasi i myt drop the cds around 6 or 7pm eh... after ng badminton. anyway, kung nandun ka, pa-burn... kung wala pa-iwan ko nlng kung sino man dyan at next time na lng ako paburn, k lng?
jax_chang33 (3:03:06 PM): bhala na
g_bataclan528 (3:03:57 PM): okidokie. tnx
jax_chang33 (3:04:22 PM): online si rex
g_bataclan528 (3:04:41 PM): pati si jon
g_bataclan528 (3:04:47 PM): conference tyo?
g_bataclan528 (3:05:46 PM): uy, i bot pala maroon 5... ganda ng mga songs, worth it yung album... tsaka yung cd ng 88.3fm, jamming with you, ganda then yung mga selection.
jax_chang33 (3:06:07 PM): anu id ni jon?
g_bataclan528 (3:06:20 PM): agent_jonathan_ang
g_bataclan528 (3:09:14 PM): pati sina melvin at syquiatco online
g_bataclan528 (3:11:00 PM): ei, i have to go na rin, nagpapadrive parents ko uli sa lawyer nila... hay, pressure for me... wish us luck!
jax_chang33 (3:11:18 PM): ayt
g_bataclan528 (3:11:27 PM): nice chatting and hearing from you dude... ingatz!!
g_bataclan528 (3:11:32 PM): later! bye!!
g_bataclan528 (3:11:35 PM): and tnx uli!
jax_chang33 (3:11:41 PM): k
g_bataclan528 (3:11:47 PM): ill bring the cds ASAP, promise!!
jax_chang33 (3:11:54 PM): oo na
-END-

ang galing ng araw na ito!! hope is very strong, so is faith!! :D

im happy!! and im not gonna give up... NEVER!!

later!! :D

May 1, 2004 / 11:48am

im quite nervous (or napra-praning) nanaman ako... kasi di pa nagre-reply si jax... but im not expecting for him to reply, just for him to understand that im not giving up our friendship... renovation is going on...

anyway, i've just finished the 1st draft of the revised version ng contract na pinagawa ng tatay ko... anyways, im going to finish to make an outline for my group's report by 2mrw afternoon...

too many problems and emotional burdens to carry... kasama na rin yung financial problem namin... pero i should take it easy (ika nga ni jax)... hay naku... i won't give up... my hope, kahit ganito, is getting stronger...

we can make it... kasi i believe!!

later! :D