starting to get better...

ok ok... i just can't help it. i made the first move yesterday. i really missed my best friend at work. and hanging out with them after work makes it fun to stay with them...

so there, just like last time (more than 5 years ago with my other best friend)... feeling really nervous, i approached my best friend at work and somehow, he replied. and after leaving the office, i just really can't help but smile all the time. and i, somehow, sees his happiness too.

somehow, i guess we learned from each mistakes and now we're cool w/o really asking it.

i'm really happy that things are getting better and somehow lesson learned too. also, many thanks to my "spit-bucket" for being there!! :D

anyway, below are pictures i've taken where we ate a late dinner at yellow cab in morato.


it was fun! c",)

just trying to keep it right...

...and so far, i'm really still mad at my friend. thou, i'm somehow, wanted to make the first move in fixing this. but i think i need to stand more firmly this time.

anyway, i was able to "spit-bucket" to our common friend on my situation, and i think she's right that somehow our friend has a sense of what's going on, and its affected by it. but doesn't know how to act right...

i hope things will be all right. and i'm just hoping for the best for all of us. i really value our friendship. but i think we both need to grow and learn too.

anyway, i, in my case, still need to fix things on myself and again avoid being the "martyr" one... i guess putting a stance for a few days would be good.

i just really hope things will go on for the best...



anyway, just for some laughs... check the comic below. c",)

(click to see the large version)

letting go for good.

"Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)"

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

*so i guess it's really good riddance... and i think i should let go off it already, 'cause i'm seeing it's not really worth it to fight for it at all. it's not really worth it.

that means i need to go too. leave it all behind and just forget them. not just a person, but everything.

and i guess, as this song says, "...but in the end it's right." maybe it's really for the best to just leave and let the past be still memories to be just posted on walls and never in my mind.

tuesday blue-starter

it's tuesday morning... i think i'll be late for work again.

i don't have any motivation to work since yesterday...

all i want right now is just sleep here in my room... but i can't.

i just hope i can be home early later.