"how do you handle stress?"

naranasan nyo na bang umuwing pagod.... umuwing sabik na sabik humiga sa inyong kama... PERO pag-uwi nyo ay lalo kang mabwibwiset sa makikita nyong kaguluhan sa sariling kwarto...

...at wala kang magawa kundi lalo pang mapagod dahil sa inis at galit na nararamdaman nyo...


yan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon...


at ngayon at sobrang stressed out na ako at di ko alam kung papaano ko ilalabas itong mga sama ng loobin ko... alam mo ba yung feeling na sobrang puno ka na at u just can't help it na to go somewhere and just let it all out, but you can't... i hate this kind of feeling... kasi lalong napupuno and i am afraid that one day i might explode unintentionally... grrr!!

tanginang stress!!! even now, writing on this blog isn't helping me anymore... DAMN!!! tangina!!!

to be honest... right now, im in a point that i want to punch the walls here in my room... well actually i did it kani-kanina lang... thou i know it's a stupid move, 'cuz my right hand is hurting, it's quite a good release... pero kulang pa. i just wanna hit something (or someone) right now...

if this stress didn't subdue by 2mrw... i'll hang-out at timezone and vent it off at tekken during all of my breaks!!!

tangina talaga... i've never been this stressed... the last time that i could remember was, i think a year ago... nung ayaw pa nila pa-opera ako for my gallstone removal and i have to wait for it to worsen para lang mapaopera ako, which took 7 months of burdens... GGGGGRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

i hate everything right now!!! it may sound grumpy but it is... 'cuz of these stresses that i'm having... grrrr!!!



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