* if that person is able to read this... sorry, i'm just ranting out the feelings i had during those times... because i don't have anyone to talk with regarding this... i'm just ranting it all out on this blog...
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ba't ganoon? when you needed that person to be with you... di siya sisipot.
for example...
it's my b-day... and for the past bdays you want that person to be there, because that person is somewhat special in my life, but sadly that person can't come and would just make lame excuses why that person wasn't able to come to my bdays...
then when there's a common friend who has bday, that same person would make ways to come to that common friends bday... later on that same person would ask me to tag-along with that common friends bday... later to inform you that it's not good to go to common friend's bday cuz im not invited... then later on that person would ask a 'big' favor if i could fetch that person and drive that person home... one thing, that person is drunk and the other thing is that person is scared to take a cab because that person is drunk...
me on the other hand is really stupid, to let that person take advantage of my trust... how stupid can i be?!?
i feel that every time a similar situation happens to me and involves that person... i feel that i have a mark on forehead that says STUPID!...
stupid... stupid... STUPID ME!!!
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