August 21, 2004 / 12:22pm

i got to tell nina the whole thing last night... she listened... and didn't left me... just as i wanted. no one left me... and somehow, it was quite a relief for me... and it gave me a good point of view that he did this just to save me... nice... now im truly understanding what kay said to me last time... jax saved me...

it's weird, but ones i get to see it from a clearer angle i can understand it... and it will really gonna take a lot of time before things will get all together again...

i have to forgive myself... completely before anything else... yon muna...

cge, i have to finish some more papers before going to banahaw 2mrw morning...

Laterz... :D