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i hate it and now... i don't know how fix it... i wanna fix this soon as possible... danm!! i'm so stupid not to make actions before... sana i had the balls to talk with my best friend before... now, i'm being paranoid again and i'm afair it will be just like 2004...the year of greatest depression... and i don't want to come back to square one again!! i just really hate being like this... being depress because of my insecurity and my other bad stuff i want out of my system...

i need help!!! and i dnt know how to ask for it!!! i know the person who can help this... but i'm quite afraid to really ask for it!! I NEED HELP!!!

damn!! i just really hate this feeling of being all alone with no one to be with or to reach for help... i feel so alone right now... i feel like im just on a corner laying down dead... can't move or can't even think clearly... more like catatonic state... i just hate being depress!!!


HELP me bro!!!