HRO The Office (Season Finale)

So how do i start?

let's go straight first. i will be part of the unemployed market by September 9, 2011.

yes, i just lost my job this morning.

well management tells us that our department, the one that i'm working at for more than 5 years is being retrenched and it's part of the "changes in the wind" situation right now.

it was announced yesterday during our general assembly by our president.

anyway, so there you go. i'll be jobless in a month.

basically i just need to finish my remaining works and turnover it by the end of the month.

and somehow, even we all know that the war is ending, we'll still going to fight for it. no matter what. we leave HRO with our faces looking up and proud.

it just saddens me that more 5 years here. i've grown and learned a lot.

so today. it's not a good day for all of us here at work.

It's the climb.... oh yeah.

I feel like each day that comes, i want to just break the window in front of my table at work and just jump do a free fall.

... but then again, I hate a goowy-messy death.

Anyway, it's Sunday and somehow I still want another day to just lay down on my bed, try to catch-up on what I 've missed in the tube. Just be a regular home-buddy.

I wish that things at work would fall on the right places. And basing on what I'm seeing it's being chaotic in a sense of order. And it making my 'resignation-bucket' more heavier.

... and there's It's Academic. I have a lot against it and that somehow, I'm still doing the task. Sometimes I hate my attitudes that I tend to say 'yes' even if I explained why I said 'no' on the first place.

Thus I'm going to kill Pong Aguila on this one. Well one thing, our friendship is just based on work-laughs and that I tend to avoid hanging out with him. He's quite close-minded. Even his opinions and perspective of stuff, I don't like it. But hey, everyone has the right to express their thoughts.

... it's that my thoughts/opinions don't mesh-up with his, 'cause his way of thinking is too old and mine is a little bit complicated and updated. Plainly, I just hate-HATE him. Good thing he's a few meters away from my desk this time. I guess that's good for me.

... But that It's Academic, it will really cause him his life. I'll really kill him for passing it on to me halfway of his project. DAMMIT.

Oh, well. I guess this week I'll be exercising more brain cells on work. I'll try to make a 'Dark Phoenix' manifestation at work, if I can. Last week with the smiling at the meeting w/ JBW made me feel good.

Hmm... I guess i should try smiling again.

Anyway, got to prep-up for tomorrow. 4 Field works this week. Will be trying to get people to my office for our clients needs.

Oh it's going to be one of those weeks again, and this time I think I'll be having just a one-person support all the way. Thanks to AM & JBW for ruining everything.

Anyway, I'm currently emailing my resume to some notable companies just trying to check if I'm sellable to the HR market.

Wish me luck this week.


Laterz.

happy @ work?

...'nuff said. i'm just not motivated to go to work lately. with the things that is happening there, i'm hoping i can still see the brighter side of things.

5 things

got this from Miley Cyrus' song 7 Things...

so, i'm just writing the 5 things i hate about work....





1. Management - yeah, every week our management would have different directions... and this shows that how unstable my boss in making unwanted decisions.

2. Time & Schedule - when i signed up to do field work, i know i'll be juggling my sched on priorities. but with the mismanagement of our malevolent boss, even my time for my own is limited. and i hate it when my boss would always mention that our company is lucky to have "dedicated" staff... sighs!! fuck off!!! dedication is different from enslavement!!

3. Manpower - we're just 6 in a team, and when we would formally ask for extra manpower we are always questioned. thus have a poor quality of work done. we're only human not gods, we get tired and wasted. just the planning and execution is already bloody. and just asking for a small help from the other team, our boss would question it... then when the results was not that good, she would retract everything she said and would say that we can get people to help... c'mon!!! who are you kidding?!

4. Ethics - our boss, doesn't have the proper ethics... in all aspect. bakyang-bakyang kung kumilos at palaging wala sa lugar... 'nuff said and co-workers who doesn't have the ethical consideration to be really professional to their line of work and it's having a negative effect to the team's or even to the department's performance. if you're in a ranking position, please act like one during work, cause always making "personal reasons" as an excuse shows unethical and unprofessional on your side!!

5. Workstation - with constantly not having a permanent workstation... it really makes my work-production really low. a good sample would be this one... i just hate it when someone would borrow the laptop that is assigned to me and doesn't really know anything about laptop / PC maintenance or proper care, and add to it, not returning it on time, when i really need it the most. thus, i tend to rush all things at the wrong time. sighs!!! kung hiniram isoli din on time... at ayaw ko ng may virus ito pagbalik or anything that can cause technical problems!!!!



there, my five reasons why i hate work...