March 23, 2005 / 4:06pm

well, as i said kanina... im good... and i miss them... so much.

so here's a pic from one of our 'hehehe' trips... hehehehe :)

March 23, 2005 / 7:46am

well, im good na.

okay na ko... my pagka-pikon at galit ko ay nag-subside na... im cool with them na.

last night israel called... and we got to talk about it... mdyo nagbuhos ako ng sama ng loob... but he' cool with it, he knows, somehow, how i felt... but they assure me that it was all an accident... and i believe them... and i saw their sincerity and concern for their friends... that' why i love them so much.

anyways... classes done na... it's over!! whopee!! :P

yet, im gonna miss my friends so much. VERY MUCH...

neways, have to prep-up na rin... pagdra-drive ko erpats ko ngayon eh...

laterz. (and im good) :P

March 22, 2005 / 1:19am

cnt sleep... pissed off at my so-called-friends.

they left me.

it's like a scene from a movie... you're left to died and no ones to save you.

pissed me off!!!

parang nawala yung alcohol sa sistema ko ryt now... grrr...

a few minutes ago, i decided to cut my dred-lock out from my head.

2mrw, after i take my exam for STS, ill be getting a hair cut... short one, retro...

then i'll go to a spa.

tapos, balik ako sa school for my biopsych lab exam.

im still pissed of at them... sighs!!!

MGA PUTANG INA NILA!!! ARRGGGHHH!!!! SHIT!!! FUCK THEM ALL!!!

the sad part was... parang pamilya na kami... and this shit happens... just in time for 'good-byes' and all... perfect!!!

FUCK!!!

March 20, 2005 / 12:23pm


HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY my BLOG!!! :p


it's been exactly a year... and what a year it was...

now i'm happy because of the friends that surrounds me. (at padagdag ng padagdag pa sila!)

i know i lost my best friend a year ago, but it was replaces by a lot of best friends now!!!

i learned a lot then... and still i am.

wow!! it's been a year na... hehehe!!!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY my BLOG!!! :p

March 20, 2005 / 12:18pm

hey!!! im quite done with my requirements for this sem... whohoo!!!

now my next problem is setting my sked for summer classes... yes... it's gonna be a tiresome summer for me again... kasi, i have to atlest finish 100 hrs of practicum time and i have a daily class from 1 to 4pm for Math 100... add pa yung NSTP for saturdays & Sundays... sighs!!! it's one hell of a summer coming up... but i can survive it. (ako pa!!) :P

anyways... i cnt wait for graduation next year... cnt wait talaga.

o cya... rest na muna ako... 2mrw nlng ako kokopya para sa homeworks for math 14.

laterz. c",)


PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my BLOG!!!!

March 19, 2005 / 2:33pm

ok... im done with my english 5... YES!!!

now, ill be doing some paper for my mom... NO!!!

later, ill be doin the paper for my Seminar class... and so far, i have to make it longer than just 2 paragraphs... hay naku...

then i plan to do my math 14 homework na rin... para rest nlng ako 2mrw...

neways, im still good...

and still hoping for something good and solid for my parents... mdyo hanging on a thread nlng na sila eh...

i pray & hope for the best...

neways... maya nlng uli.

laterz. :P

March 18, 2005 / 7:03am

well, i done with my psych papers... english 5 nlng for 2mrw. (yehey!!)

anyways, yesterday was quite a day... a happy-sad-angry-happy day.

happy - i got to submit the last of my papers for my majors.
sad - i hate seeing my friend cry and being an empath like me, i kinda felt her rage.
angry - i wanna kill that balahura who did that stupid and no-reason-to-live thing to my friend.
happy - because i am officially adopted by the FA... yehey!! :P may pamilya na uli ako (dalawa na sa KC... the ka-psychs & now the FA... i love them all!!!)

anyways, i have to get prep-up na for my exam later na rin...

basta, im happy with my state right now... and i know things aren't what they seem always, that i should be always on my guard all the time, but hey... that doesn't mean that i stop having fun with my friends... :P

neways... im good. c",)

wish me luck later...

laterz!!! :)

March 13, 2005 / 9:05am

well, i just woke up kani-kanina lng... medyo masakit pa throat ko since yesterday pa ito eh... but neways... 2mrw is the start of FINALS week... and right now, mdyo gahol ata ako sa oras... kasi i still have to finish some more papers for psych 160, 171 and the final paper for english 5... and the STS problem sets... SIGHS!!! pero, ill do my very best na kakayanin ko ang mga ito...

neways... i have to read the water meters to before i actually start doing papers for 2day... hay buhay...

o cya... maya nlng uli

laterz. :P

March 6, 2005 / 3:43pm

March 6, 2005 / 3:42pm

well, this does'nt come out till May '05 (just in time for my Birthday then)... wala lng... parang i feel it's a good start to collect (from Number 1... and a good way to start my Birthday) :)


laterz uli. :P

March 6, 2005 /3:37pm

i am trying to finalized the things that i am supposed to do... but now, i have to study first for my exam 2mrw for Psych 180 (social psych)...

hay naku... back to my old routine... but hey... kakayanin ko 'to!!!

wish me luck...

laterz. :P

March 3, 2005 / 9:13pm

what a day... and it's not good.

'nuff said... im tired and bitchy right now...

have to sleep this na muna...

laterz.

March 2, 2005 / 5:52am

well... it's my mom's birthday 2day... yesterday was my ate joy...

anyways, glad to know that my internet is now working... yehey!!!

now i cud research more on my biopsych paper... as well as the other papers i have to do... hay naku!!! dami pa... pero kakayanin ko 'to!!! cuz i have to... to graduate on time. :P

neways... sa 20th pala yung birthday ng blog... di sa 22th (mali!! :P)

o cya... maya nlng uli.

laterz. :P

March 1, 2005 / 5:04pm

well, im here right now at my college's library... doing my service and also researching for some article for my biopsych paper...

well... it has been a while since i blogged something here... nagloloko kasi yung PC sa haus and minsan... there is too much in & on my mind...

lately... i've been so much stressed... especially at home... yeah... it's been a year since the bad thing that happened... and so far, we're like waiting for a miracle to come... im hoping, still, for a miracle to come...

anyways... mag-iisang taon na rin 'tong blog ko... i think by the 22th of this month... one year na sya... yeah... it's been a rollercoaster...

anyhows... hehehe... i should be back on my research...

and wish me luck for the best...

ingatz.


LATERZ... c",)

February 11, 2005 / 3:18am

i should be reviewing rigth now... but im having a Tru Calling sort-of marathon...

neways... i dnt know what to review sa biopsych lab... weird nga eh..

hay naku... ill just finish this disc of TC then try to review na... promise...


laterz.

February 9, 2005 / 1:33am

PANALO TO!!!! SOBRA!!!


it's the new sunglass oakley is putting out to the market this March... it's called Oakley Thump... it has an MP3 player in it... WOW!!!

and im praying... kung may pera or something... i want one...



anyways, i have to finish studying na muna...

pero wala talaga akong masabi regarding this shade... 'STIG!!!

o cya...

later c",)

February 9, 2005 / 12:58am

cong hei fat choi!!

sa natural na salita... maligayang chinese new year!!!

wala lng...

im reviewing right now for my exam later at 10 in the morning... its biopsych... and im aiming to pass this one... YES!!!

so wish me the best of luck on this one... and after this week is done. ill be doing my papers for psych (yes, uunahan ko na yung social psych kasi yon yung mdyo bloody)...

wish me luck again!!!

laterz!!! :P

February 6, 2005 / 7:30pm

well, i have the 1st season of Tru Calling on dvd right now... and di pa sya pinapalabas sa studio 23... hehehe!!! :p

it's GOOD!!! very good!!!


well... here's the lyrics of the theme of it... ('stig nga eh!!)

Somebody Help Me (Full Blown Rose)
I'm being haunted by whisper
A chill comes over me
I've been trapped inside this moment
I'm not a victim, I'm not a freak

Free me/ before I slip away
Heal me/ wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

I've seen the face of affliction of my reality
I'm being tortured by the future of things
that are yet to be

I'm being haunted by a vision
It's like the moment never comes
I feel the burden of confusion, always searching... on the run

Free me/ before I slip away
Heal me/ wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

Now, I'm not a hero...no
But the weight of the world's is on my soul
These images burn my eyes
They're burning me up inside

Free me/ before I slip away
Heal me/ wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?



... cool song!!

anyways, now i have to cram my study for the exam 2mrw... sighs!!! (if i fail this exam... im blaming my parents!!! tangina nila!!!)

laterz.

February 6, 2005 / 8:23am

Help me.

Free me.

Before i slip away.

Will somebody save me.

Can Somebody help me...


im really now in a state in which things are uncertain... and now, well since few days back, im angry (and angsty too)... especially to my parents... in other words... wala silang anak lately... meron lng sila DRIVER!!!

putang ina nila!!! grrr!!! and now, im really mad at them... that i think im acting out weird... SIGHS!!!! especially to the people i am close too...

anyways... i have to study for an exam 2mrw...

cge... gotta be okay na muna... kahit di ko ma-feel ngayon.

later.

February 1, 2005 / 8:32pm

January's over... Feb na... wow... it's kinda nerve-wrecking na kasi. with march being near, and im not talking about school stuff or something... im talking about the financial 'crisis' we're in to... i know it's my parents problem (to point out it), but somehow, it also affects me in someways... but i have to stay focus on the bigger picture... me moving on and finishing my studies...

anyways... kanina israel, gato, dyobi and denise were here in my house... basically tambay and ask a favor to print something... wala lng... it was fun naman eh... hehehe :P

anyways...again, the exam kanina was good... maybe becuase i was able to study for it and wow... it was good naman. :D

o cya... i think i have to take some rest na muna... and make the plans na for the road trip to tagaytay next week... hehehe!!! :P

laterz... c",)