August 29, 2005 / 9:36pm

well... a slight burden had been raised... my cousin made sure that he'll buy me a PS2 once i graduate by march next year... so i guess, ok lng na di ko na-reach yung quota ko for october... konting pasensya lng... a few months won't hurt naman eh...

nyways... im quite good na rin... taking it lightly but seriously yung things sa thesis ko... 2mrw ill be dropping by to give the letters & interview skeds for Dr. Dayan & Fr. Mangulabnan... wish me luck 2mrw.

anyways, gotta sleep na rin... have to be quite preppy and early 2mrw eh... :p

laterz... c",)

August 29, 2005 / 7:07am

good morning...yeah so far it's still a 'good' morning... hehehe

oh well... walang pasok ngayon... kasi in celebration of national heroes day yesterday... ang labo nga ng president natin eh... erratic mag-decide... nung frday sinabi ay may pasok, then yesterday sinabi wala... panu ba uunlad yung bayan kung erratic mag-decide yung pangulo natin?!?

paksyet sya!!!

anyways, iv sent to myra the revised (and hopefully final draft) of my interview sked for my interviews with Dr. Dayan, Dr. Bautista & Fr. Mangulabnan... im still fixing my sked on when i'll interview them... and also im gonna do my FDG interview sked na rin in a while... plus get some cases regarding on child custody for my content analysis... mdyo yon lng na muna yung focus ko on my thesis... i got a voice recorder na rin, kaya no biggie na rin sa interview at FGD... pero marami pa akong gagawin, like the assessment for both adults na... good thing nagkaroon ng other option for the choosing of clients...

anyways, it's still gonna be something crazy in next days... pero kakayanin ko tong mga pressures & stresses... im expecting that these works that i'm doing will be worth it... magiging obra ko ito!!!

oh well... good morning na lng uli...

laterz... c",)

August 27, 2005 / 9:56pm

well, mdyo masakit pa rin some parts of my body due to the badminton yesterday afternoon...

and yeah, mdyo pissed off pa rin ako with ate kay... leaving us without formally saying good-bye... syet!!

yeah... shit happens... even from the people you believe that shit won't come from (sa tagalog: na di mo maasahan mula sa kanya) anyways... ayon..

plus the thesis and the psych assessment...

oh yeah, on the psych assessment... ang labo mo talaga si lloyd... paksyet!!

oh well... pressured at stressed uli ako from a lot of things... hay buhay.

the only good thing ata lng na nangyari ngyon nung nakita ko at pinasabay ko si seth... tapos getting the aeon flux dvd... yeah may digital voice recorder/mp3 player na rin ako... kaso... mdyo im sure na di ko na makakamit ang quota for getting a ps2 this october... hay buhay nga nman talaga...

oh well... shit happens.

neways... may gagawin lng ako... school stuff...

laterz... c",)

August 25, 2005 / 6:24pm

ngarag na ako.

im going crazy by a minute... and it is due to a lot of things... and guess what, i think di lang ako ang nawiwindang... there are some people i know who are experiencing things that are hard to carry on.

anyways... im so getting crazy on a lot of things too... one thing is with my friends (yeah, trust is quite shaky lately)... the next are the things i will do for my thesis... and the assessment im doings (i still need a teen client for my assessment)... plus other factors.

oh my gulay... the stresses are really something lately... ang hirap.

but i know it's somehow gonna be worth it in the end... i just dnt know how good (or bad) it will be by october...

neways...rest na muna ako... i'll just fix my interview sked and watch ALIAS maya...

laterz.

August 22, 2005 / 10:53pm

well... somehow the rant went a little bit sub-sized na... and now this is something good nman... a conversation with someone whom i had a crushed a few months back... na ngayon wala na (for sure)... wala lng im just posting this kasi trip ko lng and made me my day end with smile...

so eto na sya...

g_bataclan528 (10:46:03 PM): ei!
roseslilsis (10:46:14 PM): hi
g_bataclan528 (10:46:29 PM): nu gnagawa mo?
roseslilsis (10:46:56 PM): nagaayos ng avatar..
roseslilsis (10:47:04 PM): basahin mu blog ko para masaya haha
g_bataclan528 (10:47:52 PM): nah... nxt time nlng... not in a mood to be happy... mdyo drained na ako from ranting out my problems eh
g_bataclan528 (10:48:06 PM): tnx anyways... ill read it nxt time,promise
roseslilsis (10:48:20 PM): no i mean.. masaya for me gets?? haha medyo selfish ako today haha
g_bataclan528 (10:48:45 PM): ah... ok.
g_bataclan528 (10:49:05 PM): so it's an ISA day pala... congrats.
roseslilsis (10:49:07 PM):
roseslilsis (10:49:10 PM): yeah..
roseslilsis (10:49:16 PM): pero badtrip din ako.. dont worry
g_bataclan528 (10:49:47 PM): oh well... there are those days... hehehe
roseslilsis (10:50:03 PM):
roseslilsis (10:50:07 PM): yeah.. but its life..
roseslilsis (10:50:12 PM): so.. let it roll..
g_bataclan528 (10:50:41 PM): anyways, be merry and happy on ur day and whatever makes u happy... im hoping it will last for a life time.
g_bataclan528 (10:50:44 PM): tnx tnx...
g_bataclan528 (10:50:51 PM): nways, gotta bounce na rin...
g_bataclan528 (10:50:59 PM): kita-kits nlng... nyt
g_bataclan528 (10:51:09 PM):
roseslilsis (10:51:15 PM): kk..


....

ayon... wala lng... 'stig nga eh... now i can say she's really is a nice person to be friends with... but not right now na muna... im still in a unbalanced situation with all the things that bugs me... after nlng na defrag & debug ko lalapitan siya to really start a hope-to-be a good friendship...

oh well... nyt nlng.

August 22, 2005 / 10:37pm

i am so screwed up right now... i dnt know what to do on my sked for my psych assessments and the fucking thesis!!!!

yeah, im fucking ranting right now!!!

especially when i was asking for help in that department... tang-ina!!! and damn they're not funny (even if they are trying to be funny)... fuck fuck fuck!!!

so far, im making a big mess for my adult assessment (yeah... i big mess that i'll regret in the lon term)... and now wala pa akong kid naman for the assessment and the sked is very tight na.... and add pa yung fucking thesis ko!!! syet man!!!

right now, i wanna defy everything around me... BRING IT ON!!!

i can take them all!!!!

tang-ina nila!!!

tang-ina!!!!

syet im just really paranoid and scared on what to do... cuz i dnt know what to do next... im running out of resources and im having a hard time with a lot of things... FUCK!!!

tang-ina... ang hirap talaga...

...yet it is also a learning thing... kasi when i need some help from people whom i thought can help me... iikutin pa nila ako... why they cnt just say 'no'... mage-gets ko pa yon kaysa na ikutin pa nila ako... tang-ina nila!!! FUCK!!!

yeah... alright... bring it on!!! i can take them... PUTANG INA NILA!!! fuck!!

oh well...

i guess this is a good rant out for the day... and some thing to keep me alive and kickin'...

sighs!

oh well... laterz.

August 19, 2005 / 8:08pm

well, im okay naman... so far.

di na nga muna akong sumama kina kate sa place ni miko with the ka-psychs for some inuman... kasi mdyo tinatamad ako at mdyo nagra-rumble yung stomach ko...

anyways... bawi nlng ako nxt time...

oo nga pala... i'll gonna be a chairperson on judging the philippine lottory this sunday night... its a gimik... and i get to be paid... P1,500 rin yon... hehehe... just to add the savings for my PS2 and an additional budget for my thesis, especially sa FGD ko... and also the allowance i'll give to my RA for the transciptions... and some other stuff pa...

oh, well... gastos na naman... grabe!!!

sighs!!

anyways, pahinga na muna ako...

laterz.

August 17, 2005 / 6:48pm

i should let this just pass thru... but NOOOO!!! i won't let this out... one thing is for sure (again!) you can't trust anybody. I may sound paranoid but I hate to trust people who would stab my back.

now it's a trilogy... i was expecting these kinds of things... no doubt about it... but i just hope the people who are into question aren't the ones im trusting. kasi if they are, it's so stupid of me to let them be part of my life.

i just hate it...

no. im not gay. but why would people think like that about me... i guess people are really dumb... and i think ganoon na talaga... i dnt care nman talaga kung ganoon yung iniisip nila... kaso kung yung mga nag-iisip ng ganoon ay mga taong pinagtitiwalaan mo... ibang usapan na yon...

yes, im sounding paranoid right now... and i dnt care...

sighs!!!

i guess i have to make some steps backward towards them na... i guess tama na rin yung iniisip ko na iwanan ko na sila... tulad sa pag-iwan nila sa akin...

PUTANG INA nila!!!

i guess... the terms na walang laglagan o walang iwanan meant differently from the lexical meaning of it...

i just hate 2day... and im guessing the rest of the days will follow.

bahala na... im a loner before, i can be alone again... good thing malapit na rin yung graduation... i can easily forget EVERYTHING...

sarcastically... it's gonna be a good transition na rin...

oh well... fuck them all!!

August 15, 2005 / 6:37pm

well, im quite done for my thesis defense... and it was not that bloody as i was expecting from it... the only bloody part was the interview schedules and the addition of another method, the dreaded FGD... yeah. so basically its a triangulation method for my thesis research... an archival study, an interview and a FGD... oh my gosh!!

pero kakayanin ko 'to... ako pa!!

yeah... so far im back on my feet after the fiasco that happened to me days ago... so far getting back on the 'one-feet-at-a-time' gig... but still, im doing good na rin...

right now, rest na muna ako... then if ever gusto ko, i'll start to do some homeworks that are due on thursday... maybe...

and the things for my thesis... mamaya o 2mrw na muna... hay naku... it was a good start of my week na rin...

o cya... maya nlng uli...

laterz... c",)

August 11. 2005 / 7:25pm

oh well... it was a pissed day... well it started being pissed off at my mother... damn bitch!!

then being locked-out for my thesis class... thus made it impossible for me to do my proposal defense... kaasar talaga!! BWISET!!!

but the thing that made this day quite good na rin was during my psych 162 class... when i volunteered myself for the PTAT sample... which quite good na rin... kasi i got to know my status right now about my life, present life... which somehow is quite still uncertain... and the weird part is that i have to make an analysis about myself too... hmm... i guess being honest is the right time right now...

then to somehow end my day... i took again my boxing work-out... and it helped put down my stress and pissed-off... kasi the endorphins that kicked-in during the work-out made me happy and relax... which is cool.

anyways, 2mrw naman ay su-swimming naman kami... yahoo!!! enjoy time na muna 'to.

o cya... rest na muna ako... then watch ALIAS... then tulog na ako... kasi i have to report na for my Student Assistance work 2mrw morning... and i'll give a whoop-ass to that baba!!! (hehehe!!)

laterz... c",)

August 10, 2005 / 7:01pm

i am somehow experiencing an anxiety attack... and i guess it's for a lot of reason that's why im having it... and now im having this feeling of being scared of something, and also being quite fragile/weak... and i dnt know why...

parang nanenerbyos ako ngayon... and im scared.

but while im in this mode... i must force myself to finish my conceptual framework and the wais-3 reaction paper...

you know... im really pissed off sa secreatry ni dr.abueva... sobra!!! that long-chin bitch will get hers... im sure of that!!! maka-karma yung babang yon.

anyways... i have to finish the papers na... then cry it all out nlng before i sleep.

laterz.

August 9, 2005 / 10:59pm

well... im home na rin... so far yung WAIS-III nlng nman yung kailangan kong gawin na muna... yung sa thesis ko (re: conceptual framework) later nlng... once they give me their critics/comments & suggestions on how to further furnish my thesis... yon lng nman.

hay naku... im so gonna be busy na rin pala after the proposal defense... kasi dun ko na gagawin yung field work ko... interviews...interviews and more interviews... hay naku... kakayanin ko to!! anyways, i guess i have to make some tight scheduling of myself na rin... less gimiks, more thesis-related work... hay buhay...

and i guess, it started kanina... when i didn't notice that israel was there... di ko man siya na-'hi!'... am i bad ba? feeling na-guilty naman ako... ill try to call him nlng in a while...

neways... have to rest na rin... maaga rin ako eh...

nyt-nyt!!

laterz... c",)

August 8, 2005 / 9:17pm

ok...

im done with my thesis' proposal defense... i have printed a copy and i'll just photocopy one 2mrw... yes im done in that department for now... yehey!!

im also done in one of the papers for psych 162, the reaction paper for my PPP test-scale results... which kinda shows what kind a person i am and how i am different from other individuals... hehehe... whohoo!!!

so far, i'll just read for my ethics class right now... and just finish the paper naman for WAIS-III sa wednesday night... and all is set na...

hay naku... i guess im quite out from my burnout... kasi these things i've done kanina won't materialized right now kung may burnout pa rin ako... i guessed i have cool down na... whopee!!!

hehehe... im cool... :P

o cya...basa na muna ako tong about "the good will".

laterz!! c",)

August 8, 2005 / 6:41pm

just got home.

and now, im just blog something... then do some furnishing for my thesis... then do some papers for my psych class...

hay naku... 2mrw, ill be driving my erpats and lola naty to a wedding, which means i'll be cutting out my philo 1 class... kasi after my ethics class by 230pm, balik ako to prep up and drive them... hay buhay... kaya i planned to do some papers 2day, to avoid delays on wednesday...

tska, proposal defense na rin sa thursday for the thesis... dios mio!! :P

hehehe...

anyways... i think i can manage it... thus surviving it... hehehe!! :P

o cya... gotta eat na muna then start work-work na...

laterz. c",)

August 7, 2005 / 7:59am

well, now i get it...

the thing that i've been experiencing lately... a BURNOUT.

whoa!!! i guess this time i have to stand alert and fix something, before i get a icky-factor... which is being really "walang-pakialam-sa-buhay"... have to start on something productive... like fixing the title of my thesis (again)...

hay naku... i really have to start working on this one na nga... hay naku.

anyways... good morning!! :P

o cya... laterz nlng... c",)

August 6, 2005 / 11:10am

well... i made it through... im still quite in the moment of anger... yeah, still angry at them... but it's slowly going down na rin nman... di ko na muna pinansin sila... its the 'i-sed-hi-but-they-sed-hi-first' thing... anyways, im ok na rin... got to score most of the WAIS-III record form...

anyways... im good na rin... mdyo ganito na muna ako for a while... let it cool down naturally...

o cya... maya nlng uli...

btw, here's the blog that i suppose to post last night...

--o0o---

August 5, 2005 / 9:33pm

it ended when they left me... that made the bonds broken and die immediately. and somehow now i understand and i have learned from my mistake.

to never hide what i am feeling... even to 'save' up bonds of friendship... if i am angry, i have to pour out my anger. never pile it up or to cover up with something... it will just make things worst...

now i am really angry... and this time i must let it all out... even if it hurts some people. kasi ako rin yung masasaktan at the end... it is better this way. even if they understand or not...

right now, im cool... but i have to let it all out... and hit it to the right people and the right situations.

tama nga... i should take the moments and cheerish it... before the sad reality of the world consumes you. it may take a toll but im gussing it will be worth it... i guess...

anyways... i started my boxing work-out last thursday (yesterday) afternoon... and it was sooo good!!! i had a blast letting all stress out... and getting a work-out i am wishing before...

oo nga pla... i should be in angry mode ngayon... hehehe

basta... i'll try to be myself in an angry mode 2mrw... di ako manggagago or mangtri-trip ng tao... i'll just ignore them... i know it was months ago that happened, but i wasn't natural on what i felt then, i was just masking it all... now i feel the anger towards them... i am just really pissed off at them... and disappointed... and they call us a family... my gulay!!

sighs!!! these are the types of creatures who should be slayed down... putsa talaga oh...

yeah... i won't be plastic... just ignore them. i have better things to do than looking over a bunch of low-lives... (ouch! sorry im just really pissed at them)

anyways... i'll just post this blog once i got a prepaid online card...

---o0o---

August 2, 2005 / 12:20am

yes... im still awake.

kakatapos ko lang sa take-home exam for my philo 171 that i will submit it later at 1pm.

nways, kausap ko si jax kanina sa phone... wala lng... talked about a lot of things... w/c i kinda missed it... just like the old times back then... pero sobrang kulit ko at i was forcing myself na may mapag-usapan kami para lang di ma-cut yung line... but now things have changed, but the friendship is still there (parang tumibay pa ata eh)...

now i see my mistakes... and so far, i think papabayaan ko na muna... yeah, i'll juts let it be... di muna ako magda-damage control or something sort of like that... bahala na nga si batman, ika nga...

pero right now, im just gonna have some breather na muna... something like my sabbatical, only longer and minus the being away... i think i can do that... i guess i have to be distant muna from my friends at school... kasi baka mapa-ano pa sila sa kabaliwan ko... hehehe

ano ba ito...? mixed na yung sinasabi ko... my gulay?!

i think i'll just stick to the breather na muna nga... relax... focus on the important things... then when i get enough strenght... i kick ass na!

hehehe

o cya... tutulog na rin ako...

laterz... :P

August 1, 2005 / 8:30pm

what a good way to start the month of August... and im saying this in a very sarcastic tone. i got no sense of reality today... also known as, NGARAG ako the whole day. yeah, i got to finish, or atleast did something for my methodolgy part of my thesis... and i also got to finish my transcription for my RA work-gig... and the worst thing went on, i went flaw-down for my practical administration of the WAIS-III test... and i hate it so much... nag-nerbyos ako big-time... my friends wasn't aware, but during that time, my heart was beating dead-fast and my hands were shaking as hell... and there-there... i blundered out and went unrealistic and became unprepared... sighs...

hay naku... now, im suppose to do my take-home exam for my pihlo 171 class... and im still tired... syet!

can someone give me the enough strenght to atleast finish this exam tonight... di ko na nga muna gagawin yung swimming workout ko 2mrw nga eh, baka sa wednesday nlng... hay buhay.

sighs... im feeling such a screwball lately... first with isa... then some of my FA friends... then now with my ka-psych family too... what a screw-ball am i?!?!?

now i do feel like a failure...

*it is just me... and later on, ill move on anyways...

o cya...


laterz...

July 31, 2005 / 3:03pm

well, im kinda in deep crap right now... kasi i just found out kanina na due lahat ng mga pending RA works for myra's 2mrw (monday)... and so far kulang akong ng transcriptions ng mga audio files... and im way in deep crap right now... GOSH!!!

now, im just taking a 5-10 minute rest... tapos balik na ako sa work... buti natapos ko na rin yung draft ng methodology ko... kung hinde, panic na talaga ako... hay naku...

yung take-home exam naman sa philo 171, kaya ko tapusin 2mrw naman eh... kaya no biggie on that...

yesterday, i hang-out with jax... well i wasn't suppose to hang out tlaga... pero, i miss my best friend, kaya i hang-out for a while... and so far, tinulugan niya ako... pero, ok lng naman, pagod yung tao at kakagaling lng niya from sa cold... and he needs some rest... anyways, it gave me a deep thought on how i appreciate my friends... and to never again, take advantage of the trust and kindness of my friends... i just really love my friends!!!

anyways... have to go back to work...

wish me luck.

laterz...

July 25, 2005 / 9:23pm



i just cnt believe that there are a lot of comic-based films that are coming up lately... after the Fantastic Four... there's Aeon Flux... then Ghost Rider... and X-MEN 3 (whohoo!!)

anyways... i got to watch this a few weekends back with jax... wala lng... it's cool naman... funny yung flick... and somehow i cnt wait for the sequel of it...

hay naku... daming comic movies to watch... hehehe!!

and also, cnt wait for the dvd copies of these flicks. :P

o cya... wala lng. im just bored nga eh... hehehe :P


laterz... c",)

July 25, 2005 / 9:17pm



wala lng... i didn't notice that Marvel gave a big break for Spider-Woman I... i suddenly remembered the cartoon i used to watch during the late 80's... yeah, there was the spider-woman cartoon... hehehe... sobrang lame pa noon yung animation, compare it with the toons today... but i can say its a classic. i wish i can find it on dvd minsan, tapos bibilhin ko to watch it...

just something to reminise about childhood... hehehe :p


laterz...

July 25, 2005 / 7:11pm

well, im quite done with my draft of my methodology for my thesis, w/c is due this thursday. anyways... 2mrw is back to reality... yeah balik school uli ako.

hay naku, this long weekend is quite something boring... kasi konti lng ang nagawa ko eh... yeah, i got ot read one of the books my ate joy gave to me... ayon...

sighs... wala lng...

nways... bahala na bukas... but i have to meet up with seth nga pla 2mrw, papasama ako for the boxing class eh... im planning to start na talaga... conscious effort, plus i need more natural endorphins... to make me naturally happy... yehey!! :P

cge na...

laterz. c",)

July 23, 2005 / 10:51pm

just got home from driving my parents... and yeah while driving them i got to read the books my sister bought for me from the States... i started reading the APA book, galing. i got good info and i think i can add it to my review of related literature as well as for the analysis for my research methods. hay naku, so far im getting the hang of doing my thesis again... good-good i think.

anyways, i got to spill some beans to my parents. that i planned to take up a masteral course in forensic psych sa australia... and somehow, supportive nman, kaso it is still a plan... and it aint gonna solidify until the results of my thesis comes out good... anyways, atleast na sabi ko... yon lng.

hay naku... i miss my friends... sina israel, seth, jobi and the rest of my FA family... kahit most of them naman nakikita ko twing pasukan... kaso magiging busy na uli ako for my thesis... kaya im planning to finish my methods by monday night, para di na ako magkra-cram sa wedensday... kasi reserved na yung wednesday for my FA family... yeah, joy-ride kami papuntang cartimar ng lunch time... hehehe :P

anyways... gotta get some rest na rin for the day...

laterz... c",)

July 23, 2005 / 7:14am

well, its a saturday... rest day from school... and it's gonna be a three-day weekend, kasi it's a holiday on monday... w/c gives me enough time to finish my methodology for my thesis... and also catch up with my readings for my thesis, kakakuha ko lng kasi ng mga libro ko na pinadala ng ate ko from the States. two new good book as i can say... wow!! now i can make a good literature review and add more on my furtue analysis for my thesis later on.

anyways, i miss my friends... and i think the theme of this week was "have the right people to be you friends...aka trusting people" kasi that the highlights of the events that happened during the week eh. anyways, i miss my friends (from the ka-psychs to my FA family) yon lng so far... i miss them.

anyways, gotta prep-up na rin for something today, i think kasama na dito yung sa thesis... magbabasa na muna ako.

o cya... wish me luck.

laterz.

July 21, 2005 / 6:58pm

im drunk right now... but that will not stop me on watching ALiAS later.

anyways, i guess it has to happen... and so far, i liked it... i got to have a rapport with the two people i respected much in class, Girad & Mouse (mr & mrs aquino)... well, it started in our exam kanina... naki-join ako sa kanila for the group exam... and luckily i got to be the interviewee... and somehow i got to open up (a gate)... and later on, after class... nag one for the road kaming tatlo lng... inom... talked about KPA, the legacy-scandal, thesis, me (napaka-narcisisstic ba... hehe) and other stuff... pati na rin yung crush ko sa kay mouse nung freshie pa ako... hehehe... but anyways, everything were cool naman...

hay naku... mdyo saya na rin tong araw na to... mdyo i have to make a small damage control kay seth... parang pissed off siya sa akin eh... anyways, yon lng...

o cya... mdyo pahinga na muna ako... and wish me luck on everything.

laterz!! c",)

July 20, 2005 / 10:26pm

what FUCKING day today!!!

it started when i was really bored at school... then being bored again before my psych class... then being fooled by a hybrid transferee to a 'pseudo' FGD, but a Legacy talk-recruiting scheme...

That ASSHOLE!! what a JERK!! and im talking about M.A. the transferee... 'it' made me pissed off... and not just me... pati yung mga ka-psychs ko, pissed off sa kanya... grrr!!!

i have never been this pissed off since i was left ng mga FAs noong March of this year... this one really pissed me off to the max!!! he took advantage of our kindness and trust... (somehow, now i felt how Jax felt then...) then again, that jerk will have to pay for what he did...

nakaka-asar talaga... nangingit-ngit ako sa galit, inis at pagdismaya sa kanya... my gulay!!!

anyways, the day isn't good also, kasi nalaman ko na sumali si israel sa frat, and i saw the bruises sa arms nya... disappoints me... kasi i remember him telling stuff before na di sya sasali sa mga ganun at he has a stand against fruitless initiation rites... well, kinain nya ang mga sinabi nya... kinda shows a weak character, but who ami to judge a friend. but im quite disappointed nga lng.

hay naku... this aint my day... i wish i could get out again like before and do my "calling" again... but i cnt... not yet. there's still a lot more things to settle...

anyways... gotta sleep na muna... para mawala tong asar, inis at dismaya na nbigay nitong araw na ito...

laterz.

July 18, 2005 / 9:32pm

brain-drain today... as in my brain is not working properly today... and i think it's shouting that it needs its rest...

well, tough luck... but anyways, i must have atleast have those bit-by-bit rest periods, just to control and avoid being sick due to stress-related work...

my day today was quite good na rin, kasi Isa waved at me first and i waved back... and seeing her makes my day happy... and i miss her... and im hoping i could hang-out with her na... and be friends talaga... i like her... and i wanna be friends with her.

anyways... my heart is shouting it all out right now... i think its the brain being off... hay naku.

i guess i have to sleep this out na muna and try to pin myself on the ground for a while... until this craziness is gone (i hope not... and i hope this turns out to be 'the one')...

o cya... papahinga na nga muna ako...

laterz...

July 17, 2005 / 9:52pm

well, this is my plan... I just computed what i needed to buy a PS2 after my defense this sept/oct... so far my aim is to have P11,320.00 by September 2005... anyways... have to SAVE. SAVE. & SAVE!!! para i cud really buy a PS2 as a reward for my thesis and all the i've been thru...

hay naku... now i have to work on some homeworks for psych 162... mdyo nahihirapan nga ako to what to do for the interview eh... anyways, i'll just read some hand-outs nlng... pressure (kinda lng...)

anyways, i have to save up na rin for my comics... may mga pending pa kasi dun sa market-market eh... anyways, i plan to get it... probably, worst case, next weekend...

Oh, yeah... pati na rin yung service-work ko sa school... hay naku... stress & pressure... but, hey... kakayanin ko 'to!!

anyways... give me strenght... and wish me luck.

laterz. c",)

July 15, 2005 / 10:26am

tinatamad akong mag-service kay baba ngayon... pero, i have to make really-good bawi sa kanya... hmmm... baka later ng hapon, yung 1 & 1/2 hr break ko, service ako... anyways... right now, i have the sniffles again... damn allergies!!!

anyways, maya naman ay wall-climbing kami ng hapon mga psych... yahoo!!! :P

hay naku... mdyo break muna ata ako sa thesis ko... but still, i have to do the possible methods for research... kasi in 2 weeks na yng due... anyways, break na muna ko dun for a day or two...

maya nlng ako papasok... di muna ako papakita sa skul... baka kasi maisip ng ibang tao dyan, may hidden agenda ako sa pag-interview ng ka-psych ko sa crush ko... hehehe (evil... hehehe!!)

anyways... have to chill out and rest na nga muna... if ever aalis ako... mayang mga 11, idadaan ko yung mga dvd na papapalit ko sa metrowalk...

o cya...

laterz!! :P

July 11, 2005 / 7:24pm

so far, im having a lot of things to fix up... these are the following:

-damage-control on the this that happens with the girl that im so falling...
-get some way to get added local references for rel.lit. ng thesis ko...
-revision of my review of related literature, which is due this thursday...

so far, yon lng... and right now, im quite sad... kasi, it happened again... i messed things up (again!)... even if i wanted to do some damage-control... wag muna... cool off na muna... and i hate this part...

i think iwas na muna ako... i think yon na muna...

o cya... BUT, i will try not to cry this out...

laterz.

July 8, 2005 / 5:31am

im having a hard time right now... hindi tungkol sa thesis or anything school-related. im having a hard time on what im feeling towards someone. to be honest, i wasn't expecting this to come... i always said to myself that i'll enjoy my single life and hopefully meet the 'one' after i graduate college... then it somehow changed... cuz i met someone that really hit me, made me fall and now i cnt take her out of my mind... anyways, i think the civil thing and the not-harmful way to approach this is to be friends with her first... or be friends with her . just to keep things in perspective muna.

i think this is the part that says, dnt quit... not just yet. anyways, i ever i see her today, or the coming days, i could just be with her more, not just saying 'hi' or 'musta'... my gulay!! im really hit hard this time with someone... sighs!!! really srtong feelings towards her... and not in a green way... more of love and liking...

anyways, i have to stop thinking of her always, it might distract some of my plans... but it's to keep a straight face (but i have no choice... i have to be this, for a while)...

wish me luck and keep me sane.


laterz.

July 7, 2005 / 7:24pm

well, i got a 2.0 for my 1st draft of my related literature... i think its good enough na rin... kasi mdyo good-good na rin daw yung lit ko, sabi ni mam myra... medyo add pa at revise pa ng konti... which is good na for a reward of watching FF this weekend, and also celebrate the bdays of my friends too.

anyways... im having a confused feelings right now... grabe... i think im really falling for her... kahit mdyo nahirapan ako to have a poker-face act... seeing her and saying 'hi' sa kanya, makes my day complete... but im looking for more.. and im really falling for her... BUT, im sobrang torpe... and i dnt know how to initiate it... and i hate coming too strong, like last week (it was really crazy-bad-slightly good week... believe me!!)

anyways... if ever things are good this week, kahit patapos na sya... i wanna ask Isa out next weekend... pseudo date (or something)... wala lng.. pero... im too torpe/afraid to ask...

hay buhay... if God want it for me... it will be for me... i wnt force it nlng.

o cya... gotta finish something muna...

laterz.

July 6, 2005 / 8:48pm

im bored.

i should somehow celebrate, kasi natapos ko yung 1st draft ng related lit ko... but now, im bored. by the way, may exam pa pala ako 2mrw for psych 162... i should be studying na... but somehow, i dnt know what to study... well i know, pero quite a mix-y one... sighs.

im bored...

anyways... yon lng... i think.

oh, im quiting some things (and some people) in my life too... some sort of a 'filtering' thing... it's gonna be painful, but i think i have to... but anythings not final yet... i love them, and they love me...

anyways... im bored... too many things in my mind right now...

o cya... maya nlng.


laterz.

July 6, 2005 / 3:09pm

IM DONE WITH MY 1ST DRAFT OF MY RELATED LITERATURE... WOOOHOOOO!!!

now, im happy.... yey!!! :P

wala lng, i wasn't expecting that ill be finishing at 3 in the afternoon... but hey!!! anyways, there were some casualties from my research... but for sure maidadagdag ko pa ang mga iyan on further furnishing my thesis...

hay... what a relief... enjoy!!

reward ko dito, movie gimik with jax sa saturday... yup... we'll watch fantastic four this saturday... at bibili ako ng mga dvd... hehehe!!! (** worst case scenario, kung di natuloy kami ni jax, ill still watch the movie, with or without him... it's my reward, walang hahadlang! hehehe.)

anyways, 2mrw early ill be submitting this paper... wish me luck... blood and sweat ito!!!

hay... rest muna ako... magsi-zips muna ako... hehehe... exercise!!

laterz... :P

July 6, 2005 / 12:31am

it's way pass midnight... well, so far i got the needed local readings from ateneo-makati... kahit dalawa lng ang mga ito... but hey, i also got some good court cases as well.

anyways, later the whole day, i'll be FULL RESEARCH MODE again... but i'll be finishing the draft for my related lit the whole day... and i'll force myself to finish it and NO ONE WILL INTERRUPT me!!! basta, i'll finish whatever i'll be finishing... so after this, i'll sleep na and when i dropped my mom to work, i start reading and adding more info for my paper... i hope this will be a work-of-art... cause it's my 'baby'.

anyways, i have to go to sleep na nga...

by the way, got to chat with Isa for a while... and napansin nya na wala ako sa kalay these pass two day (uy!!! napapansin nya pala ako... yehey!! :P) hehehe... wala lng...

o cya... maya nlng uli.


laterz c",)

July 4, 2005 / 6:56pm

it is official... i'll be going to ADMU Rockwell for research... and the good thing is i'll be commuting... tipid na rin sa gas and pera. tapos, i'll be meeting up with kuya 2mrw too for my CAP check... hay naku... i'm still on FULL RESEARCH MODE... and im hoping that i'll be finishing the draft by wednesday night...

anyways, i'll be going back to work in a little while...

laterz... c",)

July 4, 2005 / 11:15am

im not going to school 2day... so this is it... i'm in FULL RESEARCH MODE 2day until wednesday morning... yupyup. right now i got some more info about forensic psych... ill just add them to my related lit in a while.

then 2mrw ill be going to Ateneo Rockwell for research... the whole day... around 10am to around 4pm... i just pray and hope that i can get the sufficient article and data i needed for my related lit... para di na ako pupunta sa UP Law on wednesday... para focus nlng ako sa pagtapos ng 1st draft ko ng related lit, w/c is due on thursday morning...

hay buhay... wish me luck... and i pray for strenght, so i can endure this madugong sapalaran.

laterz. :)

July 3, 2005 / 6:25pm

just came home from driving my parents sa clinic for my dad's check-up... and somehow i got to see for the 1st time Gateway Mall... WOW!!!

and i saw the branch ng fully booked dun... grabe!! and i saw the illustraded version ng angels & demons... and i saw the both version of it... and i reserved the one that looks like the one i bought (the da vinci code illus version)... and it is a hundred pesos cheaper. anyways, im planning to get it nxt weekend... and i think it wont affect the saving i planned for the buying the PS2 after my thesis defense...

anyways, yon plng... and now i have to go back to work... and from 2mrw til wednesday ill be on FULL RESEARCH MODE...

wish me luck.

laterz c",)

July 3, 2005 / 12:29pm

i made up my decision, i wnt be attending school this week, except for thursday & friday. kasi from monday (2mrw) until wednesday i will rush to finish my reseacrh on getting local readings from either UP law library or ADMU-Rockwell library or both... so full-research mode ako until wednesday afternoon. then aside from that, i should added them up to my draft of Related Literature for my thesis which will be due this thursday. the pressure is too much, but as i said before (and coming from the Adidas ad, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE... IMPOSSIBLE is NOTHING!!)... and whoever stands on my way, will be hurt badly (even if they are my friends!)

then by friday... hopefully its back to normal and the adrenaline rush and all are back to its equilibrium... hay naku... it's like those missions on spys... hehehe... naks!! feeling Interpol / CIA agent uli ako.. hehehe :P

anyways... have to go back to my work on this thesis...

and by the way, im good... everything that happened lately was crazy... hehehe.

laterz. c",)

July 2, 2005 / 7:56pm

i made small error... i gave in that easily... and now, i somehow fell into the pit... and rigth now, i just got out and learned from that mistake na... now, things will fall into the places that i planned to fall on to. monday will be something...

anyways, yung amats from the drinking session kanina gave some clear perspectives and the things that seth told me gave me some plan... w/c means a plan is forming and again, it will be me, alone, again... sighs!!! (when will this be something new... going all renegade again... sana may ibang strat naman on the next mission...hehehe)

right now and 2mrw (sunday)... ill be starting to do my thesis... and i have to make a rush-rush on the research sa UP Law... kasi sa wednesday pa ako makakapunta and this coming thursday na ang due ng draft ng Related Literature... this only means one thing... NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!

my mission / goal is set... and no one... NO ONE will ruin it... and whoever gets in my way... will suffer my wrath!!! (kahit kaibigan ko man sila... they'll not be exempted)

anyways...have to start na rin...

wish me luck...

for the time to take control is back...



laterz.

June 30, 2005 / 7:15pm

well, my day went well.

got to have a food trip with my psych-family (busog kaming lahat... PROMISE!!)

and saw the inspiration... yeah, i saw Isa... and made my day complete. :D

o cya... now im inspired to do my thesis na...

later. c",)

June 29, 2005 / 6:58pm

i didn't saw her kanina... DAGNAMIT!!! somehow, that made my later part of the day slow and somehow bored...

anyways, i cool na rin naman... there's always another day.

hay naku... i miss this feeling... but somehow im quite scared too... but i think there's a difference na rin from before... it's not as high school before... things changed.

right now, i'll just finish my statements for my thesis for 2mrw's class... yon lng then tulog na kasi maaga 2mrw.

sana makita ko siya...

oo nga pala, seth & his girlfriend, nina, ay ok na sila... mdyo kinabahan nga ako kagabi eh... but i think things are good na.

o cya...

laterz. ;p

June 28, 2005 / 10:01pm

just got home from the art gallery i attended with my FA friends... ganda. and its not just their ma'am amy, pati na rin yung mga art works na ginawa niya.

pero, our company would be much more fun if seth was with us... kaso i think he got into trouble (or something) with his girlfriend... but i just called him kanina, and so far... he's okay naman (i hope so)... kasi mahal ko yung mga kaibigan ko at nalulungkot rin ako pag-malungkot sila... i emphatized with them too.

anyways, generally my day was quite ok... kasi i saw Isa kanina... and said 'hi' and waved at them 'good-bye' before they went home... GRABE!! i never felt this way since... (cnt remember)... basta, im in love (and im proud to say it!)... and she's making me feel something i never have felt before... joy at times of turmoil, plus im attracted at her in a more respectful way. di nauna ang libog (which shows there's something to this...)

basta, seeing her... makes my surroundings good... birds are chirpping, sun is shining and there are the 'tra-lalas'... kahit umuulan kanina... c",)

anyways, gotta rest na muna... medyo nag-kicked in na yung jack daniels eh...

nyt-nyt...

laterz. c",)

June 26, 2005 / 1:06pm

WHOA!!! nsa friendster list ko na sya!! yahoo!!!

im so excited and happy... yipee!!

and now, ginaganahan uli ako mag-aral for my thesis... hay naku... adrenaline rush ba ito uli!??!

and also i got her full name too... (ill just keep it to myself na muna...hehehe)

o cya... i have to finish this crapy errand na pinapagawa ng parents ko...

im so happy!!! :P

laterz... c",)

June 25, 2005 / 9:36pm

well... im quite doing my thesis' related lit right now... medyo inspired ako ngayon eh (hehehe!)

ok-ok... the cliffhanger last blog was about someone na trip ko... si isa... the 1st time i saw her was during the summer time when she was inquiring in our college... then i thought then na, 'pwede... pero bahala na... pero sana...'

tpos, akala ko hanggang dun lng... until enrollment and when classes starts... ayon, i found out na pinsan siya ni eldon at close friend ni nina... and so far... tino-torpe na naman ako, but thanks to pimp-daddy-seth, things will be different (in a way)...

hay naku... in-love na naman ako... and this time, mdyo ginaganahan akong gawin 'tong thesis ko... hay naku!!!

hehehe...

anyways... im happy right now...

laterz... c",)

June 24, 2005 / 5:43pm

im quite pissed off with my dad... kasi he's not taking care of himself... kaya ayon, nagkakasakit sya... and ako dinadamay niya ako... he is somehow ruining my life and my plans... SIGHS!!!

anyways, on the lighter side of things... i am somehow getting the hang of practicing my zips... yeah, i'm getting good at it na... thanks to 2 people, aby & pao, who are somehow teaching me to use my zip lines... i'll just practice more on my turns more... hehehe... great exercise nga eh. :P

anyways... im dealing the things right now... im still gonna focus on my thesis more and plus on someone 'special' too (i'll make this a cliffhanger until it's official)... hehehe...

o cya... yon na muna... plus the thing with jax's txt messages kaninang madaling araw... hehehe... gago talaga yon... hehehe. :P

laterz.

June 22, 2005 / 5:44pm

Got to watch Batman Begins kanina (thank God for having no classes). Anyways, here's a small review about the film i watched kanina (well, it's more on the thing on my mind during and after watching Batman Begins).

Generally, it was a good film. I think the people at DC made it clear that they are not going to make another Batman flick with rubberized-nipples and no-sense villians. This time they focused more on the origin of Batman, thus the title (hello!!). From the spoilers and news i've heard before watching the film, I have no doubt that DC is copyings the style of Marvels on film. Like what Marvel did on the X-Men franchise, they made the movie dark and realistic enough to believe that Mutants are the next discrimination concerns. Same goes with what Batman Begins, minus the Mutant-factor, but more on the corruption & injustice Gotham City has become. Anyways, at first, before watching the film, there are a lot of spoilers na na-spoil na sa akin, but that didn't make me mad or something, it just made me more intrigue to watch it (plus the pressure to watch it too, thanks to my best friend).

As I mentioned a while ago, generally the film was good. The characters that the actors played was really awesome (and this is coming for someone who isn't a fan of DC comics). So far, I liked what Gary Oldman's performance as Gordon (AYOS!!) and Michael Caines' performance as Alfred the Butler (ok yung humor niya!!!). The only thing that i really noticed that made me look twice was the 'bakat-utong' of Katie Holmes, who plays the spunky District Attorney in the film, which kinda reminds me of the Aga-Claudine flick in which she doesn't wear any bra (hehehe).

Last thing, the villians... they are awesome! Scarecrow made a good performance. The actor chosen to play Scarecrow really did a good act on the villian. He's clean-angelic face gave the 'kabalintunaan' about his character (galing!!). The main villian, Ra's Al Ghul was really something. The concept of immortality in the flick was cool (because in the comics, Ra's immortality is caused by the Lazarus' Pit, which is like a fountain of youth, only yukier). Even the human villians are something too. So far every single character in the film gave some impact to the audience.

One more thing, the gadgets... and the Batmobile are something waaaay cool!!! hehehe!!! i want one Batmobile, dark blue!! c",)

Anyways, it was really a cool flick... sobra!! I ever the DVD will come out, I'll buy the original one.

I think that's it na muna...

Laterz... c",)



Good flick!!! (i hope there's a sequel, the cliffhanger was quite a give-away!!)

June 20, 2005 / 11:10pm

so far, i had a quite a not-so-good day today... well, it started when our psych 162 class was cancelled, and i was at school at around pass 9am... and the following thing was my cellphone was dead dry...

pero nasalba naman nung nag-lunch ako with my psych friends sa Ababu and later on checked out the bookstore near it and later had a dessert sa Cello's doughnuts sa katips...

then bumalik uli sa not-so-good mode uli, kasi umulan na malakas and i got quite wet, especially my feet part, kasi nka-socks at mojos ako... kaya nabasa... then to cap things of my not-so-good day was a message from someone from my past (high school), it was that low-life-loser edgar segovia, jr... and i thought he has changed or something... same old asshole pa rin sya. anyways, nakaka-asar nga lng talaga... at nakakapangsira ng araw.

anyways, ayon... nailabas ko na rin yung sama ng loob ko ngayon... i just wish people would really grow up, kasi sobrang nakakaasar na talaga at hindi pa rin sila nagbabago from their immaturity nung high school.

anyways, im good na rin.

nyt.

laterz.

June 19, 2005 / 9:30am

so im doing my research na right now for my thesis... so far im changing my topic a little bit...more specific na ito... Criminal Profiling... so that means the title will have to changed into: Philippine Forensic Psychology: The Significant Role of Criminal Profiling to Philippine Jurisprudence.

naks!! i think this title can say on what my thesis is...

now, i have to know the basic info about the following:
-forensic psych (on criminal profiling)
-philippine criminal law

ayon... i think that's sufficient enough na... and i hope ma'am myra would approve it.

o cya... research mode uli ako.

laterz...

June 19, 2005 / 9:00am

well, just woke up a while ago... anyways, galing ako sa Fete de la Musique kagabi with my friends (israel, seth, stepay, coco & chady)... ang ganda ng Fete!!!! lupit nga eh... mdyo nairita lng nga ako sa mga 'daga' dun... pero ok lng, nag-enjoy naman ako eh... hehehe

mdyo na-tipsy nga lng ako... kasi sa 'purified' H20... hehehehe :P

hay naku... enjoy nga eh... kaso baka di na ako matuloy sa concert ni feric maya... hay naku... di kasi na ako pinayagan... pero it's weird, maaga naman ako naka-uwi eh... anyways, cnt argue with them... para lng akong nakikiusap sa pader... hehehe :p

o cya... chill out na muna ata ako dito... or maybe something for my thesis na rin...

laterz c",)

June 17, 2005 / 10:52pm

well... mdyo not that bad trip na ako... so far.

anyways, ill be going fete de la musique 2mrw... and yeah, i made a back-up plan na rin... just in case the "iniwan accidentally' scenario happens again (or similar to that)... and it's in my head na... consider it as a fail-safe devise just in case my friends go irresponsible again... but the events that will follow, bahala na yon...

anyways, im quite cool na rin...

anyways, i have to sleep na rin... nyt-nyt...

laterz c",)

June 17, 2005 / 9:26pm

im not in a good mood right now... kasi di tuloy yung lakad ko 2mrw... mdyo tampo ako ngyn, pero sana nga lng sinabihan niya ako before... kasi feeling ko nag-mukha akong tanga... yeah-yeah, i know that he informed me na di nya sure sya sa saturday... pero nakaka-dissapoint nga lng.

pero in a way, medyo ini-expect ko na rin ito... ain't my lost anyways (and i think same to him)... still, i value every good friendship i have... i won't give that up... i value our friendship, as well as the friendships i have established until now... anyways, i guess tuloy pa rin ako sa Fete de la Musique 2mrw afternoon with FA friends... ko-commute lng nman ako pauwi... tsaka sandali lng nman ako dun eh...

hay naku, mdyo tampo nga lng ako kay jax... pero anyways, wala na akong magagawa... i think the bright side on this is that 'hopefully' na matuloy yung panonood namin ng Fantastic Four sa July... pero expect the worst pa rin from him (palagi naman eh)...

o cya... magzi-zips na muna ako just relief the tension away.

laterz...

June 17, 2005 / 6:49am

i just read a review on Batman Begins... awesome review, plus the things i've heard from other people lately about the film makes me want to watch it... kahit im not much fan of DC, i think there's no harm naman eh.

i hope matuloy ako sa panunuod ng Batman Begin 2mrw with my close friend... or kahit hinde sya tuloy, i'll continue to watch it... then i'll go Fete de la Musique with my friends after that. hehehe!!!

hay naku... maya pang 1pm yung class ko... hehehe.

oo nga pala, May 26, 2006 yung labas ng X-Men 3... just in time for my next bday... whohhoo!!! :P

anyways, chill out muna ako dito...

laterz... :P

June 16, 2005 / 7:49pm

1st day of school was something...

it started on being tired... yes, papasok na ako pagod na ako... becuase of f*cking mom... ang bagal kasi gumalaw... i told her the night before na quarter to 6am kami aalis kasi matapik by 6am... PAK SHET!!!

and the trapik from her office to school was kasumpa-sumpa!!! ayoko na 'to!!!

when will all this be over...?!?!?!

im getting tired of this na... plus the thesis and paper / reseacrh pa school... mastre-stress lng talaga ako nito... hay naku... this sucks!

anyways, 2mrw naman tanghali yung class ako... kaya no rush na muna... nxt week ko na muna asikasuhin yung thesis ko... hay naku... PRESSURE talaga 'to.

neways, surf-surf na muna ako... at zips-zips na muna to relax me muna...

laterz...

June 15, 2005 / 10:09pm

WOW!!! it's the teaser poster ng X-Men 3... ASTIG!!!!! (now i cnt wait to watch it!!!!)




anyways, i got some of my pending comics kanina sa CATS... and i got my ZIPS na!!! (whohoo!!!) hay naku... mdyo kapagod, but enjoy kanina... hehehe

hay naku... pasukan na naman 2mrw... and the bad thing is that i have a 7am class 2mrw, which means that i have to go back to my high school routine... to wake up very early-drive my mom-and go to class before or exactly at 7am...STRESS!!!

oo nga pla... speaking of high school... i got my transcripts na from xavier... wala lng... memories... hehehe... dami ko palng low grades... hehehe :P

neways... tutulog na ako... have to wake up REALLY early...

nyt-nyt...

laterz c",)

June 14, 2005 / 10:11pm

well, its been a while since nag-online ako from my own setting... so here are the pix from my bday kainan... hehehe... it was a blast!!! (one thing kasi lahat dun basag!!! hehehe!)

anyways, here are some highlights from my bday... hehehe :P

June 14, 2005 / 10:10pm

here's one pix that was really funny... these are my friends (stepay, israel & seth)...

which of these three friends are drunk? (clue: everyone drank beek & brandy)



hehehe... damn!!! i miss them (stepay & israel) kasi nasa UP na sila... and seth, well hehehe... 'warrior' sya eh!! :P

basta, they are one of my family from FA... at luv ko sila!!! :D

June 14, 2005 / 10:09pm

here's some of my FA family... (L-R) Go, Jobi, Ron, Ambok (yung nka-green), Dave & Chino...


...grabe sila... they are something... mahal ko sila!!! (senti na ba... hehehe) c",)

June 14, 2005 / 10:08pm

here are some of my psych family...

yung girl na nka-nguso is Rheena, she was my partner noong field methods... and the next guy, the one with glasses, is Pao... and Rheena has this 'thing-crush' towards Pao... the next guy, the one w/ a yosi sa mouth niya is Miko; he's a good guy, very talented and charming person... and the one na naka-side view is Girard, mabait siya and a good father... well, they're my friends/family... and i respect them to the highest level... c",)



...laterz c",)

June 10, 2005 / 7:42pm

tang-inang 'tong kapatid ko... ang laking sinungaling!! inubos yung pre-paid internet ko!!! that fucking-fat bitch!!! (she deserves to be punished!!)

anyways... online na uli ako kasi im using her acct... uubusin ko rin to... hehehe...

hay naku... nakakapagod na nga sa RA at driving... tapos bubuwisitin lng ako... PAKSET!!!

anyways... i have to buy a i-net card 2mrw na rin... anyways... mdyo pagod na rin ako... itutulog ko na muna tong galit ko... bwiset talaga yung baboy na yon... grrr!!!

ASAR!!!

June 7, 2005 / 9:35pm

well, i got 19 units for my last 1st sem of college... yup... senior na yung standing ko... ang bilis din pala ng panahon... parang kailan lng na freshman ako sa Kalay... dami na rin pla akong pinagdaanan... sighs!! nagse-senti uli ako ah... hehehe :P

anyways, 20 units nlng ang kulang ko... which is quite plenty na rin for my 2nd sem... kasi may thesis pa ako eh...i hope i can manage everything naman... but anyways, im a survivor... so i can manage it...

im planning to finish everything that is pending sa June... Math 100, STS, Seminar removals pati yung transcriptions ko... I HAVE TO FINISH IT ALL BY JUNE!!!! that's my aim before i get serious for this sem... i have to have a clean slate... KAYA KO 'TO!!! (ako pa!!) :P

anyways... maya nlng uli... have to be early 2mrw... RA ako eh.

laterz c",)

June 6, 2005 / 7:06pm

ok... it is quite boring here at home... yeah, i did clean up my dog's cage... fed him too... and also did the regular routine, drive parents... the stuffs...

oh, by the way... may director na yung X-Men 3... and it's the guy who directed the 'Rush hour' series... well... i think it's good for go na... i cnt wait to watch it next year (May 2006)...

wala lng... miss ko lng mga tao-tao sa kalay... pati yung mga psych-family ko at yung FA-family... generally i miss my friends... yon lng... kani-kanina lng eh kakausap ko lng kay gato eh... wala lng..usap lng about anything (kmustahan, etc...) anyways, si israel kasi eh, busy palagi twing tatawag ako... parang umiiwas or something (but i hate to think that way... away ko naman mag-isip ng masama)... but i'll miss denise, stefanie & israel na nasa UP na... i'll miss them (talaga!!) sana mag-kita kita kami uli... i hope.

nways.... i also miss my Hale CD... wala lng... sana soli na ni jax... hehehe :P

o cya... maya nlng uli.

laterz c",)

June 5, 2005 / 7:00pm

oh nga pala... here's one of the pictures from our tagaytay trip last monday (May 30)... we had lunch here (view...something...)

it was fun and relaxing... mdyo sayang nga lang at di nakasama yung iba... but it was fun-fun!!

June 5, 2005 / 6:51pm

NSTP-CWTS is over!!

and i can now really have my summer vacation... kahit 2 days nlng ito. hehehehe...

hay naku, sobrang kapagod tong summer ko... classes, practicum, NSTP, and oh i forgot... driving people (re: parents)... hay naku, stressful but i got to survive most of it... YES... there are some casualties that came... like a 4 on math 100 (which i have to take a removal exam ASAP this June) and my grade for the practicum is on HOLD because of my pending transcriptions (which i will finish before school starts...hopefully)... but sum it up, i survived...

and this summer also had some fun moments like my bday kainan... hehehe!!! :p

and friends na uli ng best friend ko (si jax)...

a big yehey on all!! YEHEY!!! :P

anyways, bakasyon na kaya i'll try to have fun na rin with the remaining 2 days... hehehe

laterz c",)

June 3, 2005 / 8:21pm

the garage sale for our org was quite a success...

wait lng... i have to eat dinner...

maya ko nlng itutuloy yung post.

laterz.

June 1, 2005 / 10:17pm

well, i miss going to school... it's kinda weird... but hey, i miss it... just like i miss my friends there.

anyways, right now my back iches... the one where my tat is located... it is always like this when i dnt take a bath for 2 days... hay naku... liligo na nga ako 2mrw morning, after feeding and walking my dog... so that means i have to wake up early... hay naku!! and i'll be doing this until monday... sighs!! anyways, it's a good way to re-introduce myself to my dog again... anyways, bahala na rin... hehehe :p

by the way... i miss buying comics again... and there are some pendings pa pala sa CATS... anyways, i'll have the money soon (i hope)... anyways... have to sleep na rin... para maaga ako makagising 2mrw... hay naku, buhay nga naman... sighs...

anyways (uli)... maya na lng uli...

laterz :P

May 30, 2005 / 7:50pm

tagaytay was so fun... it's a psych outing... and it was great!!

but i dnt know why im having a confused emotion right now... it's a mixed of the incidents nung bday ko... the grade i had sa math 100... and the rest of my life... it's so confusing... and somehow, i feel like im back to square one again... anyways, im still good so far...

hay naku... i guess i have to deal with this again... but i need to talk to the right people about this. im supposed to talk to seth about the incident, last night, but he's busy... kaya i dnt know who to talk too... and now this things are getting into my head... hay pressure...

but i guess i really have to deal with it.

wish me luck nlng...

laterz. c",)

May 29, 2005 / 8:48am

wel... i somehow had a hang-over... but i was clearly able to overseized it... cuz im the host of my bday kainan...

dang!! it was good!!! everyone was there ('cept fo some... but i'll understand naman) and it wasn't just my bday, there's a lot of reasons for celebration... the succes of israel & tipay on getting in to UP, the celebration of ending the practicum for us Psychs, the get together of some people who i missed a lot na and plainly having to get wasted and having fun from all the stresses we all endured during summer...

anyways, last night... until 5am kanina was superb!!! i will miss some of them, kasi baka di ko sila makita palagi... but hopefully the bonds will still be there (and be stronger too)...

dang!! i had fun... 'd best!!!

anyways, im still have to sleep... still lacking some kasi eh... di naman ako papasok for cwts ngyon... bday break... :P

o cya... i had the BLAST!!!

the best bday celebration so far na ito!!!


later. c",)

May 27, 2005 / 10:30pm

an hour and a half to go... good-bye 22... hello 23!!! :P

it's my birthday... yey.

anyways, i think im all prep up na for my bday kainan for 2mrw nyt... got the drinks ready na and manang will be going to market 2mrw morning... i think all's good ... i just hope it wnt rain lng... i pray for that.

2mrw morning... i and my family will be going to antipolo for a morning mass... it's a birthday thing na mdyo matagal ko nang di ginawa... anyways, its a good thing na rin...

anyways... gotta chat with someone (special) na muna b4 i sleep...

laterz :P

May 26, 2005 / 6:06pm

well... 2 days nlng. 23 na ako.

anyways... im quite tired from driving my mom to her errands... it took us the whole day... but it's cool... 2mrw, ill do a general cleaning and also the pamamalengke for my bday on saturday... yupyup!!! tuloy sa sabado!!! :P

also... yesterday was an awesome day... i was to blog last night... kaso im so tired na... anyways, i spent time with jax... yes... jax is my friend again... YEHEY!!! wala lng... sinamahan ko lng sya bumili ng ps1... na mdyo 'hehehe'... but hey... hanging out with jax, which is still my best friend... was the best... it showed that i've moved on and i'm quite okay na rin... im so happy!!!

my life is good... cuz i know i have survived a lot of things.... hay...this is my life... and im proud of it!!! im a survivor... no doubt about it. :D

anyways... maya nlng uli.

laterz c",)

May 22, 2005 / 9:46pm

6 days left... then a year will be added to me... wow.

excited... but still cool to be good. :P

anyways, medyo dehado ata ako sa transcribing... kasi 41 minutes lng ang tapos and that's just joshua's... joby's is still quite a pitfall... and i need a miracle on these...

anyways, ill try to do something today... before i go to sleep...

wish me luck.

later.

May 19, 2005 / 10:27pm

well, we're done for the report on CLub 650... GOOD JOB!!

now, transcribing na lng ang kulang... kaso, para i cnt make it to submit it 2nyt... shit on that!! ang hirapn nman kasi eh... gosh!!

anyways... wish me luck nlng...

laterz

May 18, 2005 / 9:44pm

well... it's ten days before my bday... and somehow, may mga humahadlang na sa aking bday party...if they only knew that i need this to atleast have the reallly good time and enjoy. kasi i am currently in a very tight and tiring situation and having my bday party is a way to release and sorta a reward for my hardship this summer... theses people can't see it at all, they're just so selfish about themselves... hay naku!!

anyways, im done doing the report for Club 650, all i need is to prep-up for 2mrw nlng... anyways, all in all... im good pa naman...

o cya... have to work muna on the translations...


laterz.

May 17, 2005 / 10:46pm

this is such a tough week right now... kasi i really have to finish the pending works for my RA... good thing im done with the insights, transcribing at translation na lng... kaya ko to!!

and this friday ay finals na namin sa psych 181... and somehow, i dnt know what to study... bahala na... kasi puro stored knowledge lng ata yung mga yon eh... hay naku.

anyways, i'll be very busy this remaining days for the week. like 2mrw afternoon, gagawin namin yung reprot for club 650. then on thursday report na namin sa club 650, plus finalizing the pending works namin, which is all due on friday... my gulay!!

and i forgot the math 100 exam 2mrw... ARRGGHH!!! PRESSURE!!! dammit!! hay naku...

for sure... babawi ako sa bday ko!!! grabe na 'to!!!

anyways, wish everyone good luck!!


laterz...

May 17, 2005 / 8:05am

im having the allergy-attack again... shit!!! sinisipon uli ako... my gulay!!!

im not going to work today... cuz i hvae to finish this report on the FGD before i go to my math 100 class... then after my class, drop ko lng sa club 650 yung 1st draft... then fetch my mom sa office...

i guess that's my day so far...

oh by the way, i'll be dopositing money too for the dvds i ordered (BPI) and deposit some money sa acct ko (metrobank)... yon lng. :P

anyways, i have to go back and finish my report...

wish me luck.

laterz. c",)

May 15, 2005 / 8:54pm

well, im quite tired na rin... from NSTP2, driving, and the scortching heat... hay naku...

but seeing the pictures kanina... makes me smile. sobra!!

anyways, kahit may mga pendings pa rin ako... i can make it through... :)

o cya... have to sleep na rin later... kasi maaga pa ako 2mrw... at balik uli ako sa club 650 (yahhoo!!!)

laterz c",)

May 15, 2004 / 7:40pm

eto nman ang isa pang pic... hehehe :P

i love my friends... truly!!!

May 15, 2005 / 7:39pm

well, nakakagulat... kasi kaka-check ko lng ng email... and my good prof (ma'am myra) sent the pictures she took last friday, during our practicum class/videoke sessions... hehehe :P

anyways... here's some of the pix in w/c nandun ako... ehehehe :P

May 14, 2005 / 5:47pm

well, im done with NSTP 1 and im half way done for my NSTP classes. 2mrw, i'll be going to the field for NSTP 2... anyways...i'm good.

and im on my 5th week na pala sa practicum ko... at balik Club 650 uli ako... ayos!!!

i'll be doing first the report on the FGD this night (before i sleep); then i'll start finishing the pending works i still have for my RA work...

wish me luck... and give me strenght.

o cya...

laterz...

May 11, 2005 / 10:15pm

just got home from my extended practicum at Club 650... yes finally natapos na rin yung planned na FGD (aka. my baby)... and somehow, data was good enough. i'll just do the report probably this weekend, so i could give it to my bosses on wednesday next week. i just really love working there. compare to the other fields i've took, mas ok to!!!

well, kaninang umaga naman, i got to interview some parents of the clients at MLE... and yeah, i got to do some photocopying works na rin... wala lng... ok naman, kaso mdyo tensed ako with the interviewing part... kasi, Q&A format na lang ang nagagawa ko eh... kasi there some things i hate to empathize with... kasi baka mapa-emote pa ako... wala lng...

oo nga pala, i did something stupid rin kaninang hapon... nakipag-eye ball ako with one of my chatmates... which i will never do it again... PROMISE to myself!!! kasi i hate the idea, but so stupid to entertain it too... hay naku... kaasar nga eh...

pero ngayon, im cool and good na rin... nakakain ng masarap na rin eh :P

anyways... i have to end this day na rin with hopefully a good sleep at maaga pa ata ako 2mrw sa MLE center...

laterz c",)

*BTW, sobrang cool na kami ata ni best friend jax... yehey!! (we're txtng again in very conversatinal way... cool!!) c",)

May 7, 2005 / 10:21pm

ano ba 'tong napasok ko... ang hirap talagang mag-transcribe... kahit im getting the hang of it... it is still quite hard... and i think with my pace i cnt make it this tuesday night... i pray for a miracle or something.

anyways, i'll be sleeping na rin in a little while... kasi maaga 2mrw morning... yes, i have to drive my sister to her photography class and i will go to my boring cwts class... hay naku... ngayon ko na nararamdaman ang stress of having a full load this summer... plus i have an exam sa math 100 this tuesday.... STRESS!!! plus the weather is not cooperating too... grabe init eh. hay gulay... it's really a challenge this summer and to graduate on time... but i think i can make it... mdyo there might be casualties... sna lng di ganoon ka-damaging... but hey, ill make it.

anyways... tutulog na rin ako...

nyt.


laterz c",)

May 6, 2005 / 10:15pm

what a stressful day it was... it was also a tiring day too...

hay kapagod talaga... and i got to know and somehow experience the stress and tiredness of my friends who are taking their practicum at Pasay... parang i missed that oppurtunity... but hey, i was amazed by the flee market at baclaran... ayos eh... anyways im quite cool na rin eh

mdyo pagod lng... and im still thinking on my plan for 2mrw... on whether to go to ateneo or take the APA research at school... im hoping that i could do my research with a lesser budget or no budget at all... mdyo hectic 2mrw eh... may cwts pa nga ako... hay naku, im feeling the heavy burden na rin... but i know i can pass this challenge good enough to graduate on time... Kaya ko 'to!!!

hehehe :P

anyways, i have to start finishing transcribing the remaining audio files na rin... it's due on tuesday night. wish me luck...


laterz :P

MAy 5, 2005 / 8:43pm

i feel that i'm gonna be in deep shit 2mrw... and it's connected to the pending works i still have for my RA work... SHIT!!!

i still have 2 more hours of auido files to transcribe... and i have to give it by 2nyt... im in deep shit!!! dammit!!!

i have a plan, but im not sure if it's gonna pull it off, knowing my prof... it's a challenge.

hay naku... cramming work again ako... SIGHS!!!

anyways, i have to start na rin, kahit watching darna and encantadia... i have to... there's no other choice... or else im in deep shit.

wish me luck.

laterz.

May 4, 2005 / 9:42pm

... oo nga pala...

there's something bugging inside me... the the theme is loosing a friend... well not that kind... as in a friend who is moving on with his chosen path... i know i should be happy, but i'm sure i'll miss that guy... kasi i considered him na as one of closest friends na rin eh... and i wish i could tell him that, kaso parang oppurtunity to say it eh... i just hope for the best for him. yon lng... that's the thing that somehow bugs me for a while... loosing friends.

... plus the family crisis too... but hey, kaya namin yon... survivor kami eh...

yon lng... i wish israel a lot of blessign and he deserved being at UP... pati na rin si tepay. but i think the one that i should watch over is dyobi... i should help him get that financial assistant sa kalay... with all the abilities that i can do...

for friend... i'll give up my life...

i think that's it na muna...


laterz c",)

May 4, 2005 / 9:39pm

im watching Enkantadia right now... wala akong masabi... ayos ang design, costumes... and the storyline is quite something... mdyo sablay nlng sa choreography on some fight scenes, but it's cool.... :)

anyways, practicum for the 3rd week na... school for giftedness naman... nakz!!! feeling X-Men noh!! :P yeah, those kids are something... wow!!!

hay naku, neways, still have to finish some pending works for ma'am myra...

o cya... nood na muna ako...

laterz :P

May 1, 2005 / 10:16pm

well, i got some of the pending comics sa market-market kanina... which kinda cool na rin kasi i got to canvas for the phoenix set that i so wanna have.

anyways, im quite pissed of sa parents ko... kasi they don't give me a space to do work here!!! nakaka-inis lang talaga... especially my mom, wala siyang control... anyways, i just hope walang sisingit 2mrw sa work ko on transcribing the pending stuff for my RA works.

o cya... maya nlng uli.

laterz.

April 30, 2005 / 8:47am

yesterday was quite fun... kasi na-enjoy talaga yung work ko sa practicum sa Club 650... and good news, i'll be back on friday afternoon and on saturday (yehey!!!). and the turn-over/class with ma'am myra ok rin nman. :P to be honest the only 2 things i didn't like about yesterday was 1.) the heat and 2.) the pagod. kasi nung pumunta na ako sa bday party ni zoreh kagabi, i was fucking tired, and i'm loosing myself to sleep... and i hate it... and i missed my friends' playing... that sucks!!

anyways, ill be going to school na rin in a little while, kahit alam ko na late na ko... but i dnt care about that...

bawi nlng ako uli sa mga friends ko...

neways... gotta prep-up na rin... and oh!! i have no classes this sunday and on monday (yehey!!) that means, i get to finish the pending works ko kay ma'am myra... transcribing!!! (OMG!!!)

o cya...

laterz c",)

April 28, 2005 /10:08pm

Well, it’s exactly one month before I turn 23. (wala lang.)

So far, I am so loving working here at Club 650. Work-wise here is quite a challenge, but I’m totally enjoying it!!! :P

…and the good news, is that I may be extending my work here. Well, I just have to finish my job, the FGD, which will be happening tentatively this Saturday or the next one. It’s cool working there SOBRA!! I just really wish that next week I’ll stay at Club 650. the people there are so great, kahit medyo up to now nahihiya pa rin ako. But I’m having a good time, talaga. (kulit ko!!)

Anyways, I’m home right now, so I’ll just finish doing draft questions for the FGD before I get some ZZzzz’s.

And tomorrow is just another day…

Laterz… c",)

April 26, 2005 / 6:02am

well, i just woke up kanina... from my very tiring day yesterday... kapagod talaga yung practicum ko yesterday... well, to be honest i was kinda liking the thing im doing on the morning... nice people sa club 650... then i went to my class at around 11:30am... then when i came back at aorund 4:30pm, mdyo dun ako nabwiset... yeah, i saw the masungit na receptionist then, cha. tapos pinasapasa ako to other superiors on what i'll do... kaso wala silang mapagawa sa akin... kaya sa inins ko, i decided to split... kaya tumambay na muna ako kina dave, at dun kami sa brickhouse muna... but hey, it's cool naman... mdyo nakakapagod nga lang talaga.

anyways, i think today will be the same too... wish me luck nlng. i plan to report for work later after my class at 4:30pm... kasi yon yung sabi nila na pwede akong bumalik, kasi nandun na raw for sure si sir tad (my superior).

anyways...wish me luck talaga...

laterz c",)

April 22, 2005 / 9:14am

im here right now at my prof myra's house... and doing some of my required work here... alone. kasi wala si mam right now, she went out of town... and binilin na lng nya sa 'kin yng mga pinagagawa niya... like this, copy & paste ng mga books for her dissertation...

anyways, im cool with it... and later i plan to meet up with israel and the others mayang hapon... and i think yon lng...

plus it's my dad's bday today... i hope the visit to the bank later will be a good-good... tska may dinner lng kami mayang gabi sa house... i think it's cool n rin.

anyways, got to go back to work uli...

laterz. :P

April 20, 2005 / 9:51pm

well... im suppose to be transcribing right now... pero, break muna ako... well actually im getting to charge up right now... wala lng... para i cud finish the joshua's mom-file na by 2mrw... kasi wala naman akong pasok and it gives me the oppurtunity to finish the required work for being a Research Assistant... anyways... im cool with the challenges naman... i complain, true... but i just wanna vent things out... para cool uli ako. :P

hay naku... dami ko pang tatapusin for RA work... pero ill just talk to myra kung pwede i-extend ko yung pagiging RA ko sa kanya... which im quite enjoying it pa naman... pero i cnt wait working at Club 650 next week... :D

hay naku... i also miss (very much) my mga kapatids (FA barkada ko)... pero parang busy sina israel at seth eh... neways... i miss everyone!!!

o cya... back to work na ko...

Laterz... c",)

**wish me luck on all the challenges that ill face!!! :P

April 17, 2005 / 7:01pm

well... NSTP-CWTS was quite a boring class... and its because of its teacher kanina... wala lng.

but im quite excited to start my practicum, w/c will be starting 2mrw na. and my first job, be ma'am myra's RA (research assistant)... well 2mrw ill be working here at home muna then meet up with her at the afternoon after my math 100 class (which i pray na ok yung prof).

neways.. maya nlng uli...

wish me luck. and i pray that i may have the strenght to survive my challenging sked.

laterz c",)

April 13, 2005 / 7:39pm

...nka-enroll na ako for summer class...

but im quite not-sure about my decision on having NO LIFE during this summer... neways, bahala na.

neways, maya nlng uli... gotta eat dinner.

laterz.

April 12, 2005 / 6:03am

well i got my grades yesterday... and guess what... i did slack during the sem... cuz i got a 3 on myra's class and i got two incomplete (on seminar & STS)... wow.

and add to that, i got myra pissed thru the "whining and complaining" sa egrps because of the practicum sked... SIGHS!!! which will be quite a blast when that happens this week... hmmm... maybe i should be more reasonable... to honest, i was quite excited to take the practicum and the other challenging subjects for summer... but now, it got me thinking to something else...

but hey, bahala nlng.

i still have to think it through... but it will still be a challenge for me... big time.

neways... g'morning... and maya nlng uli.

laterz... :P

April 10, 2005 / 7:51pm

ba't ganun ang kapalaran sa akin....!!!

why do i have to work for my practicum on both nights and weekends too... just to finish the 8 hrs a day and 40 hrs a week for the 5 week summer class... add to that i still have class for Math 100 and NSTP-CWTS.... i have one word for that... PPPPPRRRRREEEESSSUUURRREEE!!!

... and i forgot... driver pa ako ng parents ko, which add to that... that they still have a big financial crisis that's is currently i-have-no-idea-on-the-situation yet... hay buhay... can life be this complicated!?!?!

but hey... i think i can manage to survive these things... but i have to relax and calm down na muna... but this can take a while...

neways... have to relax na muna... and think.

laterz.

April 10, 2005 / 7:39am

hmm... good sunday morning...

wala lng... mdyo bored n ako... kahit at this morning... dunno why? but i know there's something behind to this boredomness that i have right now... and i know that there's a lot behind it.

...well, my dad's doing the laundry now (thank god!)... hehehe and i was able to walk the dog kanina... hay buhay...

cnt wait to work again... kating-kati na ako to do something that would make me busy as a beaver again... 2mrw uli... library work and class cards (even though im quite nervous sa ibang grades ko sa ibang subjects ko... sana walang bagsak.)

neways... gotta go na muna... wala lng.

laterz c",)

April 9, 2005 / 5:05pm

hay... boring day... quite boring i may say...

wala lng... i miss my friends... and i miss doing school work... i guess nawala na yung feeling summer mode ko... and now, im more on doing school work... i guess this is like a prequel to me feeling-graduation mode ko... hmm... bilis rin ng panahon, 'no?

ill be a senior by june... and later on... march na and graduate na ako from college...

hay naku, nagpapaka-senti uli ko... hehehhe :P

o cya... maya nlng...

laterz c",)

April 9, 2005 / 6:39am

by the way... here's what happened a few days ago... also known as my previous off-line blogs :P

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* starting today (April 4, 2005) and until i get my internet connection back i'll be putting my jounrals here muna... then when i'll put it on my blog i'll juts put it in just one big blog nlng... so here it goes.

April 4, 2005 / 10:55pm

so, im quite near done for my hours for my SA requirements... but i have to make advance "payments" na rin by doing advance hours for my potential scholarship next sem... sana i cud get one again.

neways, right now i quite good... but im more of lonely and sad... i dunno why, but i know it has to do with the stress here at home... i just really hope that things will be good for the following days for us. i just really hope and pray for it.

well, 2mrw is just another day, i hope... i cud get to school and serve again... and finish another 8 to 10 hrs of library work, news clippings. :)

hay naku... hehehe :P

and still right now... i miss my friends... kanina i was able to see and visit jobi... got some drinking... pero i planned not to get wasted then... kasi i have to fetch my mom and im driving... got to see gato and go... and somehow, i also miss sina seth, israel, tepay, denise, dave, trisha, gino, chino, goich, jill, ambok, alexis, rashid, eldon, nikki, coco, mikey, nina and the rest of my FA friends (pero parang na-mentioned ko n rin cla eh..hehehe)... basta i miss them, kahit nagkita kami a few days back lng... nkakamiss yung mga kapatid ko.

sna i cud hang out with them again, and get drunk and be happy (without the loosing one member again)... basta... i miss them sobra!! especially when some ore most of them are transferring to UP na next year... i just hope the bonds will be stronger... becuase i tend to do that part no matter what it takes...

mahal ko na rin tlaga sila eh... and i never been this happy...

neways, i have to sleep na rin... have to prep up for 2mrw... nyt nyt!!


laterz c",)

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April 6, 2005 / 9:40pm

how silly am i? nkabili na ako ng phone line for the PC and also i cud hav a phone here in my room again... it's kinda still short... hehehe :P 2mrw, ill just buy another extension so that i can have a phone line here... hehehe...

neways, right now im listening to a cd my friend, seth, gave me last time... it's one of his bands (peppermouth) unreleased cd (EP... and i dnt know wat 'EP' stands for)... i love their first song... kahit mdyo di ko pa gets yung lyrics ng song... it kinda hit a botton s kin... basta yon... astig yung songs nila... :D

i think they are still rehearsing for thier gig on friday... kahit gusto ko pumunta... nag-decline nlng muna ako kasi bka ma-OP ako (which is common to me) and the other reason is i hate missing darna... so far, i planned to watch it every day... sexy talaga si angel locsin... hehehe!! :P

pero im sure they'll play good... plus the fact that ambok will be playing their too... 'stig yon!!

hay naku... a lot happened today kung iisipin nga... there's fin and her mom visiting school for an appointment with ma'am myra for fins 'help'... i got to work for 7hrs & 30 mins again, which leaves me 6 hrs and 30 mins left for my hours as a SA for the previous sem... and ill start to advance for my next scholarship application the following days... and i got to talk and show myra my draft of my proposal for my thesis... then i got to hang-out with my buddies (israel, dyobi, ambok and seth)... and it ended with fetching my mom at around 630pm... then we went home na...

what a day... tiring yet fun na rin...

im good.

neways... i have to sleep na rin... maaga rin ata 2mrw or whatever...


laterz... c",)

April 9, 2005 / 6:37am

well... im still stressed out from what the news about our practicum for psych this summer... pressure and kinda pissed off too... pero, i think i can manage this... ill just think of it as a tough challenge...

i think yon na muna...

laterz nlng. c",)

April 2, 2005 / 3:39pm

well, im here at home... in my room... with my dog.

and my dog has a new house-cage... and a cool one i may say. :)

neways... im kinda bored right now... i miss my friends... and i wanna go out or something with spending that much and saving some gas.

ngayon, im watching somethings on dvd... elektra... some movies... and yes, with my dog.

wala lng... i have only P100 bucks nlng in my wallet... and somehow, i have to preserve it good muna... hay buhay!! :P

o cya... im still good naman... nuthin' to worry naman. :D

i miss my friends... kahit kahapon ko lng silang kasama... i miss them. :)

neways...

laterz c",)