March 25, 2005 / 2:25pm

well... clumpsy me...

again...


IT'S GOOD FRIDAY TODAY... things around here, even the roads are quiet.

and also im good the with my FA family na rin. :D

yet, i still have to make some damage control with ambok and stepay... sna matuloy yung pagpick-up ng labradors this weekend... para makasama ko sila. :P

neways... im good... but quite bored... sound tripping ako ng mga sent-love songs sa radio... kasi yong lng yung mga pine-play eh!! :P

sana mag-batangas na kmi!!! i wanna have some FUN FUN FUN na!!! i do deserve it... after all that i've been through!! :D

o cya... maya nlng uli...

laterz!! c",)

March 23, 2005 / 4:06pm

well, as i said kanina... im good... and i miss them... so much.

so here's a pic from one of our 'hehehe' trips... hehehehe :)

March 23, 2005 / 7:46am

well, im good na.

okay na ko... my pagka-pikon at galit ko ay nag-subside na... im cool with them na.

last night israel called... and we got to talk about it... mdyo nagbuhos ako ng sama ng loob... but he' cool with it, he knows, somehow, how i felt... but they assure me that it was all an accident... and i believe them... and i saw their sincerity and concern for their friends... that' why i love them so much.

anyways... classes done na... it's over!! whopee!! :P

yet, im gonna miss my friends so much. VERY MUCH...

neways, have to prep-up na rin... pagdra-drive ko erpats ko ngayon eh...

laterz. (and im good) :P

March 22, 2005 / 1:19am

cnt sleep... pissed off at my so-called-friends.

they left me.

it's like a scene from a movie... you're left to died and no ones to save you.

pissed me off!!!

parang nawala yung alcohol sa sistema ko ryt now... grrr...

a few minutes ago, i decided to cut my dred-lock out from my head.

2mrw, after i take my exam for STS, ill be getting a hair cut... short one, retro...

then i'll go to a spa.

tapos, balik ako sa school for my biopsych lab exam.

im still pissed of at them... sighs!!!

MGA PUTANG INA NILA!!! ARRGGGHHH!!!! SHIT!!! FUCK THEM ALL!!!

the sad part was... parang pamilya na kami... and this shit happens... just in time for 'good-byes' and all... perfect!!!

FUCK!!!

March 20, 2005 / 12:23pm


HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY my BLOG!!! :p


it's been exactly a year... and what a year it was...

now i'm happy because of the friends that surrounds me. (at padagdag ng padagdag pa sila!)

i know i lost my best friend a year ago, but it was replaces by a lot of best friends now!!!

i learned a lot then... and still i am.

wow!! it's been a year na... hehehe!!!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY my BLOG!!! :p

March 20, 2005 / 12:18pm

hey!!! im quite done with my requirements for this sem... whohoo!!!

now my next problem is setting my sked for summer classes... yes... it's gonna be a tiresome summer for me again... kasi, i have to atlest finish 100 hrs of practicum time and i have a daily class from 1 to 4pm for Math 100... add pa yung NSTP for saturdays & Sundays... sighs!!! it's one hell of a summer coming up... but i can survive it. (ako pa!!) :P

anyways... i cnt wait for graduation next year... cnt wait talaga.

o cya... rest na muna ako... 2mrw nlng ako kokopya para sa homeworks for math 14.

laterz. c",)


PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my BLOG!!!!

March 19, 2005 / 2:33pm

ok... im done with my english 5... YES!!!

now, ill be doing some paper for my mom... NO!!!

later, ill be doin the paper for my Seminar class... and so far, i have to make it longer than just 2 paragraphs... hay naku...

then i plan to do my math 14 homework na rin... para rest nlng ako 2mrw...

neways, im still good...

and still hoping for something good and solid for my parents... mdyo hanging on a thread nlng na sila eh...

i pray & hope for the best...

neways... maya nlng uli.

laterz. :P

March 18, 2005 / 7:03am

well, i done with my psych papers... english 5 nlng for 2mrw. (yehey!!)

anyways, yesterday was quite a day... a happy-sad-angry-happy day.

happy - i got to submit the last of my papers for my majors.
sad - i hate seeing my friend cry and being an empath like me, i kinda felt her rage.
angry - i wanna kill that balahura who did that stupid and no-reason-to-live thing to my friend.
happy - because i am officially adopted by the FA... yehey!! :P may pamilya na uli ako (dalawa na sa KC... the ka-psychs & now the FA... i love them all!!!)

anyways, i have to get prep-up na for my exam later na rin...

basta, im happy with my state right now... and i know things aren't what they seem always, that i should be always on my guard all the time, but hey... that doesn't mean that i stop having fun with my friends... :P

neways... im good. c",)

wish me luck later...

laterz!!! :)

March 13, 2005 / 9:05am

well, i just woke up kani-kanina lng... medyo masakit pa throat ko since yesterday pa ito eh... but neways... 2mrw is the start of FINALS week... and right now, mdyo gahol ata ako sa oras... kasi i still have to finish some more papers for psych 160, 171 and the final paper for english 5... and the STS problem sets... SIGHS!!! pero, ill do my very best na kakayanin ko ang mga ito...

neways... i have to read the water meters to before i actually start doing papers for 2day... hay buhay...

o cya... maya nlng uli

laterz. :P

March 6, 2005 / 3:43pm

March 6, 2005 / 3:42pm

well, this does'nt come out till May '05 (just in time for my Birthday then)... wala lng... parang i feel it's a good start to collect (from Number 1... and a good way to start my Birthday) :)


laterz uli. :P

March 6, 2005 /3:37pm

i am trying to finalized the things that i am supposed to do... but now, i have to study first for my exam 2mrw for Psych 180 (social psych)...

hay naku... back to my old routine... but hey... kakayanin ko 'to!!!

wish me luck...

laterz. :P

March 3, 2005 / 9:13pm

what a day... and it's not good.

'nuff said... im tired and bitchy right now...

have to sleep this na muna...

laterz.

March 2, 2005 / 5:52am

well... it's my mom's birthday 2day... yesterday was my ate joy...

anyways, glad to know that my internet is now working... yehey!!!

now i cud research more on my biopsych paper... as well as the other papers i have to do... hay naku!!! dami pa... pero kakayanin ko 'to!!! cuz i have to... to graduate on time. :P

neways... sa 20th pala yung birthday ng blog... di sa 22th (mali!! :P)

o cya... maya nlng uli.

laterz. :P

March 1, 2005 / 5:04pm

well, im here right now at my college's library... doing my service and also researching for some article for my biopsych paper...

well... it has been a while since i blogged something here... nagloloko kasi yung PC sa haus and minsan... there is too much in & on my mind...

lately... i've been so much stressed... especially at home... yeah... it's been a year since the bad thing that happened... and so far, we're like waiting for a miracle to come... im hoping, still, for a miracle to come...

anyways... mag-iisang taon na rin 'tong blog ko... i think by the 22th of this month... one year na sya... yeah... it's been a rollercoaster...

anyhows... hehehe... i should be back on my research...

and wish me luck for the best...

ingatz.


LATERZ... c",)

February 11, 2005 / 3:18am

i should be reviewing rigth now... but im having a Tru Calling sort-of marathon...

neways... i dnt know what to review sa biopsych lab... weird nga eh..

hay naku... ill just finish this disc of TC then try to review na... promise...


laterz.

February 9, 2005 / 1:33am

PANALO TO!!!! SOBRA!!!


it's the new sunglass oakley is putting out to the market this March... it's called Oakley Thump... it has an MP3 player in it... WOW!!!

and im praying... kung may pera or something... i want one...



anyways, i have to finish studying na muna...

pero wala talaga akong masabi regarding this shade... 'STIG!!!

o cya...

later c",)

February 9, 2005 / 12:58am

cong hei fat choi!!

sa natural na salita... maligayang chinese new year!!!

wala lng...

im reviewing right now for my exam later at 10 in the morning... its biopsych... and im aiming to pass this one... YES!!!

so wish me the best of luck on this one... and after this week is done. ill be doing my papers for psych (yes, uunahan ko na yung social psych kasi yon yung mdyo bloody)...

wish me luck again!!!

laterz!!! :P

February 6, 2005 / 7:30pm

well, i have the 1st season of Tru Calling on dvd right now... and di pa sya pinapalabas sa studio 23... hehehe!!! :p

it's GOOD!!! very good!!!


well... here's the lyrics of the theme of it... ('stig nga eh!!)

Somebody Help Me (Full Blown Rose)
I'm being haunted by whisper
A chill comes over me
I've been trapped inside this moment
I'm not a victim, I'm not a freak

Free me/ before I slip away
Heal me/ wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

I've seen the face of affliction of my reality
I'm being tortured by the future of things
that are yet to be

I'm being haunted by a vision
It's like the moment never comes
I feel the burden of confusion, always searching... on the run

Free me/ before I slip away
Heal me/ wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

Now, I'm not a hero...no
But the weight of the world's is on my soul
These images burn my eyes
They're burning me up inside

Free me/ before I slip away
Heal me/ wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?



... cool song!!

anyways, now i have to cram my study for the exam 2mrw... sighs!!! (if i fail this exam... im blaming my parents!!! tangina nila!!!)

laterz.

February 6, 2005 / 8:23am

Help me.

Free me.

Before i slip away.

Will somebody save me.

Can Somebody help me...


im really now in a state in which things are uncertain... and now, well since few days back, im angry (and angsty too)... especially to my parents... in other words... wala silang anak lately... meron lng sila DRIVER!!!

putang ina nila!!! grrr!!! and now, im really mad at them... that i think im acting out weird... SIGHS!!!! especially to the people i am close too...

anyways... i have to study for an exam 2mrw...

cge... gotta be okay na muna... kahit di ko ma-feel ngayon.

later.

February 1, 2005 / 8:32pm

January's over... Feb na... wow... it's kinda nerve-wrecking na kasi. with march being near, and im not talking about school stuff or something... im talking about the financial 'crisis' we're in to... i know it's my parents problem (to point out it), but somehow, it also affects me in someways... but i have to stay focus on the bigger picture... me moving on and finishing my studies...

anyways... kanina israel, gato, dyobi and denise were here in my house... basically tambay and ask a favor to print something... wala lng... it was fun naman eh... hehehe :P

anyways...again, the exam kanina was good... maybe becuase i was able to study for it and wow... it was good naman. :D

o cya... i think i have to take some rest na muna... and make the plans na for the road trip to tagaytay next week... hehehe!!! :P

laterz... c",)

January 31, 2005 / 11:38pm

what a great way to end the month (and the day as well...) by having a ROAD TRIP with your friends!!!! (COOOL!!!) hehehehe!!! c",)

we wen to the Fort, ate at go nuts-donuts... went to drop ambok at makati... went to shaw blvd. to have a yosi break... passed by my old school (xavier), well toured them there (share something special with them)... dropped goij at kamuning... then denise... then dyobi... and gato at teacher's village... and stepay at katipunan... and lastly israel at marikina... then i went home...

once i got home kanina... well i did what i promised my mom kaninang umaga... done.

and i got to email the questionaires for 2mrws oral recit sa psych 180... yahoo!!! :P

all in a days work!!! and it was FUN FUN FUN!!!! :P

hehehe!!

anyways, i have to rest na rin...

have an early class 2mrw and a big exam too (w/c aral na rin ako!!)

what a day!!! hehehe!!

laterz!!! c",)

January 30, 2005 / 9:40am

well, i just scanned some more of my pictures... and here's the one in which i was being tattooed (this happened more than 2 weeks ago)... COOL!!!
it hurts... but hey!! i have a tattoo!!!

'stig!!! :P


cge... maya na lang uli.

laterz!! c",)

January 29, 2005 / 9:14pm

...well... here's for the day na muna...


there will be more pix to be post later on... hehehe!! :P

laterz!!! c",)

January 29, 2005 / 9:12pm

...this is still at the thingamagig thing before the brigde to ilocos area... lamig talaga dun!!!

brr... :P

anyways... there's the last pic next for the day... and it's still me!!! HEHEHE!!! (syempre!! blog ko to kaya me-me-me ang dapat ang laman!!!) c",)

...

January 29, 2005 / 9:11pm

well, some of the pictures from the ilocos trip are developed na (kasama na rin yung inuman last christmas and nung nagpa-tat ako) ... kaya here's the pictures... well most of the pictures aren't been scanned yet... kaya eto na muna...


this is where we first stopped at... it's a thingamagig... it's near the brigde to ilocos part... lakas na hangin (and FRESH AIR!) at lamig!!! this was around 6-ish in the morning... well here are my FA friends (from L-R) goitj, nikki, coco, tepay, gato, denise (likod ni gato), ambok, dave (nakatalikod), dyobi and israel. well, form what i can remember some or one of them ay doo0bie na... hehehe!! aga eh!! :P

anyways, the later pix are me... hehehe :P

...

January 27, 2005 / 5:23pm

home na ako... yeah, it's kinda early to be home at this time... but i have to...kasi babasa pa ako ng book for the biopsych for the graded recitation 2mrw... and after that 2mrw, i still have to make some plans for the report for social psych (RE: conformity) and also do some of the reference for my english 5 paper... well... isama ko na rin yung related lit ko for social psych...

anyways... after things are done on the right time by saturday, ill reward myself by watching elektra... tapos ill finish the problem sets for STS and do the rest of my son's documentation for child psych... anyways... kakayanin ko yan!!! (ako pa!!!) :P

anyways... i have to really start reading for biopsych...

laterz!!! c",)

January 25, 2005 / 7:34pm

well... it's been a while since i blogged something...

yeah, i was suppose to blog yesterday, but i ran out of time (naubos yung prepaid internet card)... so i wasn't able to blog the things that happened during the weekend...

... in the upper part of luzon... yeah, i just came from ilocos sur & ilocos norte... cool place (literally)... but i guess it's the season of VERY cold nights na rin...

though i didn't really hang-out with my FA friends because they're stoned... but i got to meet the japs form our school and got to hang-out also with mouse & girard...

to be honest, regarding my friends form FA, i love them all... but seeing then get stoned, i cnt stand... mahal ko sila, kaso kung hihithit sila, im out of the picutre na muna... and it's kinda saddens me to see israel break his more-than-2-months-of-not-being-stoned time... kaso, i cnt stop him, but that doesn't mean that i left our friendship... to be fact nga, we're still good friends nga eh... kaso on the stoned part, im totally out of the picture (kahit na mdyo im kinda curious to try... kaso takot rin ako eh).

anyways... right now, im back to study mode and finishing the required papers (english 5) and some reports (social psych RE: conformity) and so much more... anyways, im good and will still be good, kahit mdyo mahaharass ako (nka-bakasyon naman ako, and i think i got enough rest na rin from the weekend)...

ill be posting the pictures here sa blog when they are done and developed (kasama na rin yung picture ng tattoo ko sa likod... hehehehe!!)

o cya... rest na muna ako... at magbabasa pa ako ng readings...

laterz!!! c",)

January 19, 2005 / 8:38pm

im downloading the teaser trailer of Fantastic Four (the movie)... OH MY GOD!!! it's really is a FANTASTIC one!!!!

i wanna see it once i get to see Elektra next week.

WHOA!!! astig!! and add to that, i got to know that the showing of FF here in the Philippines will be on the 6th of July... I REALLY REALLY CNT WAIT TO WATCH IT na!!!

anyways, i have to get some rest na rin... 2mrw ko nlng gagawin yung math14 homework ko...

c' ya!

laterz!!! c",)

January 19, 2005 / 6:02am

well, my tattoo is done... and here's the design that is now stuck on my back.... COOL!!! :P



anyways, it's morning na and im suppose to prep-up na for my day... o cya... maya na lng uli...

laterz!!! :P

January 13, 2005 / 5:20pm

i really get sad when i see a friend who is pissed off on something... yeah, i felt so sorry for israel kanina... and the sadder part is i dnt know how to be a a friend towards him... i dnt know...

maybe i need some assessment on my own right now... yeah, im happy right now... but when i see my friends aren't happy... i feel sad and sorry...

it's just me to feel this way... honest.

i really want to spead my happiness to other as well... ganun lng... im a happy person... a shiny-happy-perpy person... :P

anyways... tawagan ko nlng sya later.

neways... im still happy.

cge.

laterz.

January 12, 2005 / 8:51pm

MAY TATOO NA AKO!!!!

or an outline of my tatoo... and so far... im such a happy camper!!! c",)

anyways... masakit to be honest... but the pain is really worth it.... PROMISE!!!

ill post the pictures ones they are developed na... hehehe!!

anyways... IM SO HAPPY!!! hehehehe!!! :P

cge.

laterz. c",)

January 12, 2005 /9:40am

well, im done getting the transcripts of my sister kanina sa UPIS... and before i go to school (later at around 11am) i'll be dropping by the bank to pay for the birth certificate of my Ate Joy... then after school (which is around 4-ish), i'll be fetching my mom at her office... hmm... call it normal, but im sure (or somehow have the gut feeling) that i'll be quite as bored as yesterday (or specifically last night) was.

SIGHS!!

anyways... im still on my strict eating habits right now, just to loose some pounds in a normal way... then hopefully i could start to have a walk within this week... or if not, by monday (for sure!!)

hay naku... o cya... maya nlnga ata uli.


later.

January 11, 2005 / 9:29pm

well... im quite bored right now... and i blame it to the formaline kanina...

anyways... i hope things will be ok 2mrw naman... sana.

im really that bored right now... even if im quite done on my reference seeking for my social and english 5 papers... im still that bored... SIGHS!!!

i wanna go out right now... but im that bored... SIGHS!!!

anyways... ill just watch reruns of Friends na muna...

later.



*Damn!!! im still bored... and im quite pissed/angry (and the sad part, i dnt know why i am feeling this... hmm.)

January 10, 2005 / 6:56pm

what a good way to start my week...

well... right now, i got X-Men:Phoenix Endsong #1 and X4 #2 and i got the partial readings ill be needing for my social psych & english 5 paper (hehehe!!) and i got to finally borrow the Buffy Musical CD from matt arcilla ... what a good way to start my week!!!! :P

right now, im just downloading the APA journals iv got from school kanina... and 2mrw i and some of my ka-psychs will be heading towards ADMU's library to get some more readings for our paper on social psych... sana i cud get the sufficient readings i'll be needing for my papers...

anyways, i cnt wait for friday... hehehe!! kasi, ill be having my upper right side of my back a tattoo... excited na nga ako eh... i already bought a petrolium jelly na nga eh... anyways... ill just wait and see and wait for friday... :P

o cya... maya na lang uli...


laterz!!! c",)

January 9, 2005 / 3:16pm

i am so bored right now...

i cnt study or even read for 2mrw's class... ewan ko kung bakit... im trying to read, kaso di nagre-register sa utak ko yung binabasa ko... it's really one of those days talaga o... bwiset!!

hmmm.... 2mrw mdyo errands boy uli ako... after class, takbo ako sa ortigas-greenhills area para gawa ng mga pautos ng erpats ko... hay naku... sana magkaroon n nang driver sila... hirap uli nito eh... kung kailan research periods na uli eh... SIGHS!!!!

anyways... i think i have to surf blindlessly muna to somewhere... maybe later something may jump-start my brain...

laterz.

January 9, 2005 / 8:29am

well... got to watch BladeTrinity last night at the Power Plant with my parents. to be honest, taking care of my dad is like taking care of a kid... hay naku... kapagod rin... anyways, back to blade, mdyo ok naman, kaso puro cut... i'll just wait for the un-cut version on dvd... buit it's good na rin.

and yesterday, i got my glasses na... kinda cool... kaso, im still adjusting to it. looks cool naman eh... hehehe :p and to be honest, i see more clearly with it. cool nga eh.

anyways, im planning to go to greenhills later... to get the comics i downed for... or baka 2mrw nlng when i stop-by at medical city... hmm... i think 2mrw nlng... cge, 2mrw nlng... one time, big time nlng...

anyways, maya nlng uli...

laterz!!! :p

January 6, 2005 / 9:51pm

well... here's one of the movie's i really plan to watch this month...


nice poster... i think i'll buy one when i see one... jennifer garner really looks HOT!!!!

anyways, i think im quite done for my research for social psych... and im also thinking that i'll do the same topic for my english 5, para di naman ganun ka-hassle sa akin... anyways, bahala na ako dun...

o cya... rest na muna ako.

laterz!!! c",)

January 6, 2005 / 8:12am

well... im going to leave here in an hour... so im prepping up na rin...

later is my exam for math11... wish me luck... :P

anyways, wala lng... nag-blog lng ako for the hell with it... gotta prep up na rin...

laterz!!! c",)

January 4, 2005 / 5:07pm

just got home... really home na... di na ako alis and drive people somewhere (haay salamat!)...

anyways, it is official, i'll be wearing glasses... kasi i just got from the eye doctor and prescribed my to were glasses na... astigmatism na kasi ako eh, which i can notice it for some time na (di ko lang napapansin). hay naku... it took me 22 years, 7 months and 7 days for me to have glasses... hmmm...how nice of it (blah!!)

one more thing... i saw jax... and pinasakay ko siya going to sta.lu... wala lng... when he rode with us, mdyo kinabahan ako... but i didn't let it bug me... anyways, i miss him too... and i wasn't expecting this to happen rin eh... hehehe. :P

what a day... seriously...

there was the submission of the paper for STS (whohooo!!), and now seeing jax and giving him a ride (yipeeeyah!!!)... hay naku... saya nito... but i have to rest right now... later nlng yung celebration... hehehe... kahit gusto kong mag-brickhaus ngayon, but there's always next time... :D

today is really good... 4th day of january... and in my tradition (the first 12 days represent the 12 months of the year), April will be good too... :D

saya nito... :D

o cya, pahinga na muna ako...

laterz... c",)

January 4, 2005 / 4:43am

i woke up kaninang 12:30 to start finishing my paper for STS... and now im really awake, at ngayon ko lang i-start yung paper ko... hassle!!!

anyways, ok naman pa ako... mdyo pressure lng...

cge, i have to start this na... every minute counts na rin eh...

later.

January 2, 2005 / 6:31pm

well, im quite done na muna for the STS paper... yeah i know that i only finished 6 out of the 10 questions on the problem set... at least i got to do it. and tuesday pa naman due yan... kaya there is still 2mrw to finish it. maybe i'll do it 2mrw at school... right now, pahinga na muna ako ng mga ilang minutes... tapos later, i'll read the readings for 2mrw's psych class...

hay naku, mdyo na stress out ata utak eh... hehehe :P

anyways, i got to read the career test noong high school ako... well... nkakatuwa lng... kasi may tsinek pala akong possible careers na kukunin ko... and they are: Fine Artist, Librarian and Social Work... and there the ones that i checked na nsa other career choice (Career/Educational Counselor, Social Scientist, Advertisng Executive, Cook, Media Specialist and Research Assistant)... wala lng... kasi, natawa ako sa part na 'Fine Artist'... with my new friends from FA and trying to remember my 'drawing' days... hmmm... wala lng.

hay naku, life is really something... something.

o cya... pahinga na muna ako.

laterz!! c",)

January 2, 2005 / 11:25am

i can't do my paper right becuase of some fat-bitch here in my room... and lakas pa ng volume!!! it's a big distraction to me!! BITCH!!!

anyways, i still analyzing the answers for the STS problem... para hopefully i cud finish this today and catch up on my readings for psych...

im still quite worried for my english 5 paper... im thinking that to change my topic. but the porblem is i still can not think of a good topic that i could do... THINK!!!

hay naku... bahala na muna yon... i have to take it one at a time... baka sumabog lahat sa mukha ko kung pinagsabay-sabay ko...

anyways... i'll just read the articles of Escultura then finish the problem set... kakayahin ko to... for sure!!

hmm...sali kaya ako sa game ka na ba... para ang dali kasi eh... hehehe :p

o cya... gotta read na muna... and later palayasin tong fat-bitch kong kapatid...

later.

January 1, 2005 / 8:05am

Well... it's the first day of 2005.

why not show my new friends on my blog....

well... let me me introduce them, from left to right...
jobi, israel (the one with the dreds), ambok, ron, dave and the one from the near right is gato.

anyways, im so happy i met them and become friends with them...

there are more pictures to come... next time (kasi di ko pa na-scan yung iba... hehehe!)

cge... maya uli.

laterz... c",)

January 1, 2005 / 12:57am

MY FIRST BLOG-JOURNAL FOR 2005!!

well, im quite full na from the dinner kanina... mdyo i have to cut down eating rin, kasi baka mabigla yung tiyan ko... anyways, im good... simple enough and fruitful na rin. :D

o cya... i think i have to get some ZZZzzzz's na muna...

HAPPY NEW YEAR uli!!! and i hope things will get in the right places na rin.

laterz...

December 31, 2004 / 11:24pm

well, it's almost midnight and a few minutes away to the year 2005.

2004 for me was a very challenging year for me. parang rollercoaster ride... without knowing when to stop... and without any safety belts or anything to keep from harm... yeah it was a tough year for me. and i though that it will not be solved within the end of this year...

2004 for me it started very bad (gruesomely BAD) and ended quite good... i lost a friend (jax) and i gain a lot of friends (FA people: israel, ambok, jobi, gato, dave, denise, ron to name a few)... and there were the friends who stood by my side during my troubledsome times (nina, giselle & lloyd)... and yes, there were the famous words like 'renovation', 'redemption' and 'intervention' (and other words na i cnt remember but made an impact to me as well)... and the famous line, 'take it one step a day...' hay naku... this year was a whoopass for me!!! BIG TIME!!

anyways, as the year ends in a matter of minutes... im proud to say that i learned a lot (A LOT!!!) i knew more about myself and this time i knew myself, by myself... not by other people, which is good... got to be able to see what kind of a person i am and what capabilities i can do... I AM A SURVIVOR... the true one.

i may stumble a lot, but i was able to rise a lot as well... this me in 2004.

and for the following years to come... maghanda sila... dahil i'll be kicking ass and rising up from the ashes!!!


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!


and more lessons to learn dude... and to Man above, thanks for taking care of me...


laterz. c",)

December 30, 2004 / 9:57pm

im here at home resting, kasi may sakit ako... i think it's the having-a-few-hours-of-sleep and the constipation i have...

so far, im still experiencing a slight headache... with a stomach ache as well... and i'v been withdrawing my crap for a while... and now im still drinking tea to wash out the toxins off my system... yeah... so far, im better than i was a while ago.

sighs... kung kailan na magtatapos yung taon by 2mrw... humabol pa talaga yung sakit ko oh... asar!! :P

anyways, nood muna ako ng dvd, para di naman mabato dito...

HAPPY Rizal DAY!!! :P

laterz...

December 29, 2004 / 9:09pm

ei!! few more days nlng at 2005 na!! (yey!)

so far, di ko oras ang mga nangyayari sa akin... yes, this is the prcie when someone knows how to drive in the family... they become the driver... sighs.

anyways, i got nina & lloyd's gift... it's a book... veronika decides to die by paulo coelho... 'stig!! it's the 2nd best gift i got (the 1st was the weird-nice looking art bottle from the FA pips)... :P

hay naku, 2mrw ay di tuloy yung gigs kina ron... kasi he's still in cavite... but hey at least they're safe from the tsunami that happened in asia... but im good... kasi i still have A LOT of things to finish in a shortest span of time... english 5 papers, the problem set for STS, documentation of son's growth stages, at things i cnt remember but i have to face it once i remember it... pati na rin yung money for the comics i ordered from matt and the other issues that will come out this month...oo nga pala, pati na rin yung payment ko for the vigan field trip... hehehe!!!

VIGAN baby!!! :P

anyways... gotta watch TV or read a book or something...

laterz... :P

December 27, 2004 / 7:21pm

quite tired from driving people around... what a day!!!

now, im still thinking on how can i do for my paper for english 5... sighs... but i have to force myself na rin to do my paper... anyways... i still have a small time left... kakayanin ko to! (kailangan eh!!)

neways... gotta have some rest from kanina and for 2mrw na rin...

laterz...

December 26, 2004 / 6:12pm

well... wala akong nakuhang pamasko from my ninang ganda, kasi wala siya... but ain't my lost naman eh...

anyways, got to hang-out for a while at israel's pad... mdyo, dyahe ako ng konti eh... pero di ko pinahalata... kasi dyahe ako, feeling ko may kasalanan ako sa kanya eh... but hey!! we're cool pala all along... hehehe :P got to see him in his 'backstreet-boy' look during his high school era... hehehe :P it was fun hanging out with him... di nakababato pag sya ang kasama...!! 'stig nga eh!! :D

hay naku... neways... im good na rin... wala na rin yung sipon ko, still feeling fuzzy but im recovering na rin eh...

o cya...

laterz... c",)

December 26, 2004 / 10:42am



here's the continuation of my blog...

well, so far, ill be having the astonishing x-men vol 1 when classes starts on the 3rd of january... yes!! my friend matt (arcilla) got to help me buy this... hehehe!! and with another comic (x-men 165)... hay naku, mdyo delayed ng konti yung pasko ko... pero sulit na rin ito!!! :P cnt wait to read it and have it!!!

neways, i think im recovering from my cold na rin... lots of liquids nga lng... i hope later i cud buy a new steamer... para next time i cud inhale my remedies out... hehehe :P

o cya... maya nlng ata uli...


laterz!!!



*i hope di asar sa akin si israel... i feel that mdyo nakulitan sya sa akin eh... di ko na muna ata syang i-disturb muna... :D (kulit ko kasi eh!!)

December 26, 2004 / 10:41am



well, i just emailed my sister, who is in the US, the comic i really wanted to have since i saw it a few months ago... this is the comic where i saw a cool drawing of phoenix... and i cnt wait to buy the action figure of that when i comes out next month... hehehe :P

to be continued on the next blog... a few minutes from now (kasi may isa pang picture dun eh)...

December 25, 2004 / 1:28pm

may ubo at sipon ako ngayon... mdyo nakaka-asar nga eh...

plus im quite irritated about myself lately... ang kulit ko to some of my friends ata eh... specially to israel... i think i have to control it... baka lumala uli eh, like before... but i have to apologize later or next time na mag-usap kami... kulit ko uli... hehehe.

anyways, ill be planning to go out later... go to my ninang ganda at cubao for some pamasko... and the money she'll give to me will go to my vigan field trip this january with my FA buddies... but i have to kill this illness i have first... lot of h20 lang yan ata... neways, have to be in good healt palagi...

cge... maya nlng na muna.

laterz.

December 25, 2004 /12:23am

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Maligayang Pasko!!!

December 24, 2004 / 1:54pm

it's the eve of christmas... and now we'll just have a noche buena as a family... no guest, just us... good for us na rin... simple is good na rin.

anyways, last night jobi & israel hanged out here and we drank here... cnt believe it na i lasted til 4 in the morning... hehehe!! and add to that, nka 3 strongs ice ako befor ebeing 'whapak!'... cool!! hehehe... :P

tapos kanina naman, i drove the guys to their homes na naman... alam ko puyat rin sila eh... kailangan rin nila ng rest and sleep... but i happy for myself and for them... basta... masaya ako. :P

neways, gotta do some papers na rin ngayon, kasi wala naman akong lakad and i think wala namang aalis ngayon... it's a good oppurtunity to do some papers... :P

cge...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!


laterz!! c",)

December 22, 2004/ 7:47pm

grabe tong araw ko... my stomach rumbled and i got to discard at tita elsa's house and at nina's house too... but hey, im good na rin... hehehehe!! :p

anyways, aside from the burial procession of FPJ (which i dnt care AT ALL!) the day went well naman... got to meet with israel and jobi kanina... hehehe!! kahit sandali lng, it was fun!!! seriously!!

anyways, i still have to catch on some rest pa... hehehe :P

laterz!! :D

December 21, 2004 / 11:55pm

i should write this down before the day ends...

today... was the time... i gave jax my christmas gift...

yes... i went to his place kaninang around before lunch... and i did it... at first there was the tensed feeling, but i was quite calm when 'DV' by Cambio played in the radio when i was around a few minutes from his house... by that time i knew things will not be bad as i am expecting it... and it ended good... absolutely good.

i can say that things ended good between us na... yet im still hoping that we could be friends again (but im not pushing it naman)... kasi right now, i am happy...

i showed myself that i have really moved on... YEAH!!!

whoohoo!!! what a day... and what a good way to somewhat end 2004 in my life... patching up things and having good friends... i learned new lessons and still taking things one day at a time...

di lng matanggal uli yung smile ko ngayon... haaaayyy... sarap nitong feeling!!

anyways, i have to call israel in a while...

i can say it again... NOW TRULY HAPPY!!!

laterz. c",)

December 20, 2004 / 11:09am

right now... im doing some things my mom asked me to do... scanning photos... as in A LOT of photos!!! and later i have to make a powerpoint presentation with the phots i'm scanning right now... i just took a ten minute break just to type it here on my blog kung ano ang ginagawa ko ngayon...

PPPPPPPPPPRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE!!!

anyways, im good still naman...

sighs...

have to go back to work...

laterz!!

December 19, 2004 / 3:44pm

i was suppose to go to the bday party at ma'am myra's today... kaso tinamad na rin ako eh... and still a little bit of sleepy...

anyways, i'll just look for someone to talk with or do some papers, like the one for english 5... it's time to pay some debts for prof picart na rin eh... hmmm paper work... nakakamiss... hehehe! :P

anyways... maya na lng uli...

laterz. :D

December 19, 2004 / 8:04am

just woke up ... the christmas party last night was... tipsy... hehehehe!!! enjoy sobra!!! kaso the hassle part was going home, i really had a hard time fighting myself not to sleep... but i won the battle and got home the girls and myself safe and sound (har-har-har!!) :P

anyways, later i'll be going to ma'am myra's kids bday at 3pm... i hope pwede n yung otap as a gift... hehehe, mdyo mag-tight na ako ng savings ko eh... :P

hay, im still quite feeling the sleepiness (or the tipsiness) right now... but it's more on 'fading away' mode...

sayang nga at di rin ako nakapunta kina dyobi, to there 'outdoor cookout'... but i think na-understand nila... babawi rin ako sa kanila next time... promise!!

anyways, i have to get started na with my day... grocery daw kami ng erpats ko cherry in a little while...

laterz!!! :P

December 18, 2004 / 9:40am

well... last night was.... WOW!!! even i was kinda of a jerk in some moments (like the making some of my friends miss call me...) things went well naman, there were boring moments but napapatungan naman ng kalokohan...ayt!!! :P

and now, mdyo tamad-or-hang-over mode ako... kahit di naman ako ganuun kalasing, i was having fun with them... hehehehe!!! :D

anyways, i'll be leaving later to buy beer at riverbanks and hopefully i cud watch thier basketball championship later... and be back home and prep up for the psych x'mas party/miko's bday thing later... hay naku... puro party for the weekend... enjoy 'to!!!

oo nga pala, i have to buy something for ma'am myra's kids 3rd bday 2mrw... neways, bahala na, i cud think of something later... sighs... :P

o cya... maya nalng uli... ligo na ko (freshens me up muna)...

laterz!!! c",)



**i'm so happy.... merry chirstmas!!! :P

December 17, 2004 / 5:34am

and this one is from his 3rd birthday (December 13, 2004), with his tito gato, tita denise, tita stepay and tito ambok. it was just a simple celebration but it was fun indeed...


...more pics to come... c",)

Decmeber 17, 2004 / 5:25am

nga pala... here's some pictures of my son's 2nd & 3rd birthdays...



this one is from his 2nd birthday (December 7, 2004), it was celebrated by his other friends, yoda and cyclops... hehehe :P

December 17, 2004 / 5:14am

so far, and it's offcial... it's the last day of class for the year 2004. yeah!!! and the last dsy of class before the christmas break... WHOOHOOO!!!! :P

and later i'll treat my friends for pizza sa brickhouse!!! yehey!!! :P

anyways, i got to sleep and had a very weird and scary dream... why would i think of that? hmmm... maybe because by next year some of my new friends will in UP and im afraid if i go there and visit them that i'll see some ghosts from my past... scary. but i think that will not hinder me to see and hang-out with my friends... walang hahadlang sa kin!!! hehehehe!! :D

sighs... di pa pala ako nakapag-review for my exam later... anyways, i think i have to start studying na rin... or atleast recall whatever i can remember from the lectures... wish me luck!!

laterz.

December 16, 2004 / 4:08pm

well, kanina i got my 10K... and now, i've got my kitchie nadal cd and some bench undies... hehehe...

i'll put the remaining 5K in a bank and start saving some money... tama lang nga eh!!

now... ill start reviewing for my exam for biopsych and 2mrw... PARTY treat with israel and the gang at brickhaus!!! yehey!!! and x'mas party with my fellow ka-psych on saturday night and lastly, ma'am myra's kid's bday on sunday afternoon... this is gonna be fun!!! yipee!!! :P

anyways, i gotta study/rest na rin, kasi punta pa kami megamall later to pick-up something...

laterz!!! c",)

December 16, 2004 / 7:44am

well, just got home from driving my mom to her carpool...

anyways, last night was quite enjoy... kasi i got to eat for free and the food at the KC admin X'mas party was totally delicious!!! and together with israel adn dyobi, we got got eat and have 2nd rounds (hehehe!!)... but that wasn't the best part yet... deng and i got to talk and in her 'mommy-deng' mode she got to say that she's happy to see me happy and see that i have new friends... and told me the same advice i've told myself and other as well that don't screw things up again... and yeah, i won't screw things up, and i have learned from my mistakes na... ayoko nang ma-ulit ang mga nang yari sa akin... totally!!

hay naku... it's been a while that i haven't blog anything yet online... maybe later pag nag-online na ako i cud get to post the recent blog-journals i've written...

true i still miss jax, but at least di na katulad ng dati, there was the 'tie-up-loose-ends' already and somehow we're in good terms na... but as ging would say it always, "...one day at a time..."

anyways, gotta finish what i've been reviewing since last night...

wish my luck...

laterz.

December 14, 2004 / 7:46pm***

today isn't a good day...

well, it started waking up at 5 in the morning just to drive my mom somewhere for a 'prayer meeting'... and from that, i was just able to sleep for less than 5 hours... sighs!!

ngayon naman, actually kani-kanina lng... when i was going home... nasa gate na ako at busina ng busina ako for more than 15 minutes na... shit!!! have to open the gate by myself... and when i went in sa room ko, nandun si manag... watching TV... SIGHS!!!! for crying out loud!!! di nya naririnig yung busina ko... arrrggghh!!! nakakabwiset!!! and i told her that i've been blowing my horn for a long time, then i shut the door... BANG!!!

nakakaasar talaga o... hay naku... mga tao dito talaga... mababaliw ka talaga when if keep my guard down... ggrrrr!!! asar talaga!!!

ngayon, nagdadabg yung matanda... SIGHS!!!

yeah, i know mdyo inappropriate yung ginawa ko, but im really quite stressed out lately.... studying at some place isn't my thing, but i have to get out form my home para lng maka-aral ako ng mabuti...paksyet talaga sila!!! STRESSED OUT AKO!!!

neways, gotta do some research na muna...

it really pissed off...


SIGHS!!!


7:57pm

OH FUCK OFF!!! and i thought things just ended... di pa pala... i was gonna try to be online... and guess what... ubos na ang account for the internet!!! SHIT that fat bitch!!! grrr.... im really REALLY that pissed off to the people here... i wanna go out and hang somewhere, but i decided that just to stay here and sleep it out muna... sighs!!!

2mrw... ill buy my own internet card... kupalan na kung kupalan... basta ako, ill have it my way... bahala yung iba dito... bahala sila!! bitch!!!

it reallly pisses my off.... ka-bwiset talaga o...

sighs.



***-this happend, but i have to save it on my PC (wordPad), for archieval purposes....

December 13, 2004 / 5:22pm

hmm... im not sure if ill post this later sa blog or not... bahala na mamaya...

anyways, i'm quite disappointed from what i've heard sa dad ko na mdyo matatagalan sila capt.lim to make the final transaction in buying our land... halata na mdyo 'down' si papa... and made me quite a worried one too... kasi by 1st week or 2nd week of march nxt year is doomsday na eh... and im still keeping my faith up, kahit mdyo na-shaken (or still shaking) yung situation namin ngayon...

hay naku, parang timing na timing yung pagpunta ko with israel and the gang later sa 'brick-haus'... dun na rin ako aaral for my exam 2mrw... nakaka-shaking lng talaga...

sighs

December 12, 2004 / 2:36pm

... cnt rest yet...

i forgot to write about this thing...

well, kanina pumunta nga kami sa pampanga to drive my parents to this mass... and weird enough, naki-sit na rin ako for the mass... well, my plan was just to read my book for psych while my parents are in mass... but my dad asked me nlng... so i went and attended with them... and during the mass, medyo grogy pa ako... but what the heck... it's been more than 2 years since i attend a catholic mass...

anyways, in my thoughts runs a lot of things... like my faith... well, all i can right now that i'm a believer... but to be a follower, is still under thinking... kasi i still cnt quite understand the meaning of following... i've been a roman catholic, a born-again christian, and now im just a plain agnostic person... but i can say that my hope & faith is still there for God... maybe im just letting my mind think a lot... hay naku.

basta, ako ay mdyo lito ng konti... but i'll make sure this confusion won't distract my life... so far, i've learned a lot from my past... and now im hopeful and faithful that things will fall into the right places on the right time... i gotta have faith (ryt?!)!!

hay naku... neways... just my mind that is quite in a random-thoughts-mode... but im hoping (and sure of it) that God won't let go of me...

laterz!!! :P

December 12, 2004 / 2:14pm

whoa!!! WHAT A WEEKEND (so far)!!!!

last night, i got to watch YANIG SA TAGUIG with my dad and kuya jay... tnx to my friend ron, who gave me complementary tickets... to be honest, di sana ako pupunta... but hey!! i went... and it's a guys night out.... hehehe!!! SOBRANG ASTIG ang FIGHT!!! i didn't know that my nationalistic will come out and shout for manny pacquiao and for the other pinoy boxers... COOL!!! basta astig!!! watching it live is very accelerating and my adrenaline is going up the borders and i just kept shout and cheer for Pacman!!! hehehehe!!! AYOS!!! :P

hay... what a night that was...

now, kaka-uwi ko lng from driving my parents from pampanga... ok naman yung drvie ko sa highway...medyo i can say that i'm ready for EK or tagaytay... ROAD TRIP na 'to!!!

sighs... neways, gotta rest na muna... and later ill review for my class 2mrw and finish my math homework...

laterz!!! c",)

December 9, 2004 / 7:59am

just woke up a few minutes ago...last night was FUN FUN FUN!!!

anyways... i have to prep up na rin...

keep ya posted!!!

laterz. :P

December 9, 2004 / 12:16am

just got home from the review for my report for 2mrw.

yeah, i hang-out with israel, dyobi, ambok... and later on with goyj, gino, dave, gelo, gato and later i was introduce to some of their friends, trisha, gino and kyla... to be honest, they're really a fun-happy people to hang-out with. SOBRA!!! they're the type of people that i've prayed to hang-out with, very simple people with nothing to be ashamed off... ASTIG sila!!!

hay... i was happy (really!!!)... and i got to study and prep up too for my report... hay naku, enjoy ito!!! im sure it will happen again...

you know, this is good for me... now im having a great life, with new friends and all... masasabi ko na rin na sayang yung 8-9 months of being depressed and all, but with moving on, things went well (and still going on...).

basta, it's hard to explain all... but im so HAPPY!!!

o cya... i have to sleep na rin, have to wake up early rin eh...

im happy and good... :D

laterz!!! c",)


~same date~ 1:09am

well, right now, i was not expecting that israel will call me when he gets home... so right now im listening to him. i didnt expect that he'll share a lot of things to me... for an emotional person, like me, makes me wanna cry for him... grabe now im knowing who Israel D. Remo not just an extra-ordinary person, but also a great friend.

hay naku... it's 1:50am, and im still talking to israel... but i'm enjoying it... the company and having a new friend... 'stig to!!

anyways, usap muna kami... k?

laterz!!! :P


~3:09am~

we finished talking right now... WOW!!! now i have to really catch up with my sleep... but im cool (HONEST!!)... it was a good conversation with israel... sarap talaga siyang kausapin... and a good friend too.

gud morning!!!

laterz...

December 8, 2004 / 6:58pm

PUNYETA tong araw na ito!! kasi nagpuyat ako from 1am to 5am just to read for my report sa social psych... only knowing later na 2mrw pa ang report... hehehehehe... ka-bwiset... tuloy, sobrang antok ako kanina sa Seminar class ko... (Yawn!!)

anyways, i have to rest na muna... o cya...

laterz...

hmm...im planning to study for my report kina dyobi... hmm... i think i should take it...

laterz.

December 8, 2004 / 3:29am

yes... 3:29AM!!! i am awake na... or in other words, im awake because i have to REALLY catch up with my readings for social psych later at 1030... kasi magrereport kami later and it's about attitude & behavior... sighs!!

anyways... kakausap ko lang kay israel kani-kanila lang... tagal uli... more than 2 hours... enjoy talaga syang makausap... talagang di mo mapapansin yung lipas ng oras... and got to prove to myself that he's worth it to be a really REALLY GOOD FRIEND (at maaasahan ko)...

anyways, i have to go back to my readings... and really understand it na rin...

pero, singit lang... i feel happy na... it's a good & happy for me... new friends... things got patch-up na rin... and im thinking that i am really growing up... di na ako yung dati... im changing to a better person as i was before... i know there are still things to fix up with and to... but i'll take it one day at a time... darating at darating ding yung panahon upang maayos ang lahat... ayon lng...

cge... balik na uli ako sa readings...

laterz!!! c",)

December 5, 2004 / 8:04am

well, i saw seth & israel yesterday, and they taught me how to lock my dred and they helped me fix up my dred as well... and seth was kinda laughing sa kinuwento ko kay israel... ehehehehe... :P mdyo na-praning nga ako sa dred ko... but, hey!! im good na... just a little more practice pa...

anyways, sunday na pala ngayon... and 2mrw is back to school again... and im planing to do my english 5 homework right now... para di na ako ma-hassle sa sabado... biblio and intro part na rin ng paper ko eh... kaya mdyo dugo-dugo uli... and it's just 2 weeks nlng before mag-start ang christmas break... and i think it will be a bloodshed kasi marami kaming gagawin... kaya it won't be a "merry" one for sure...

anyways... uli... i miss my friends na.... yesterday was fun, kahit di na ko nakapunta sa anime gig sa UP... nakapag-market market naman uli kami... hehehe!! and i got to bought some underwear sa bench uli... hehehe :P

things are ok with me naman... medyo bored lng ata ako... or walang maka-usap, but i have to make time na rin for my study na muna... para di ma-bored... ayon...

o cya... ill start reading na muna yung social psych... para di naman dyahe kay myra at sa class and also my grade-performance... :D

later. c",)

December 3, 2004 / 9:45pm

some thing happened today, and i cannot quite believe it.

it all started kanina when someone texted sa cellphone ko... at first, di ko muna pinansin, kasi medyo grogy ako and quite tired... but when i read it noong nagising ako... mdyo natuwa ako sa taong nag-text sa kin... si jax. and he was asking me about any news about the showing of x-men 3 (or X3)... then it led to kamustahan. and later part on"hope to see ya around..." kinda of thing... which i was quite surprise and happy about it... especially when i have really moved on with my so-called-life... nakakatuwa lng kasi rin, kasi yung pinag-usapan namin ni Israel last night about friendship and fixing things... i think i do truly agree that friends fight and friends also fix things up (or patches thing up)... and knowing that the friendship that was is still the strongest bond that cannot (or it's hard) to break it... basta may kasamang time rin... kasi time really heals all kinds of wounds...

im such good right now... i know that this moment has to end... but surely it is one moment that i am happy, really happy about it...

later, please remind me to thank israel and my new friends for really helping out on many things, pati 'tong nangyari kanina... hehehe :P

anyways... i cud really have a good night sleep tonight, kahit sobrang aga ang gising ko mamaya ng madaling araw...

gud nyt.

laterz!!! c",)

December 3, 2004 / 12:48pm

kaka-gebs ko lng... what a relief!!!

now, technically, di na ako constipated... i just have to take some more real fruit juice... and ill be good as wolverine uli... hehehe!! :P

anyways... im quite having trouble with my dred... tumitikwas na kasi and israel told me sila na bahala muna once we get to see on monday... MONDAY!!! and tagal pa nun!! and im aint sure kung tuloy yung play ng tanghal 2mrw... anyways... sana matuloy, para i cud watch and attend the anime gig sa UP rin...

hay... kanina napanood ko na rin yung King Arthur... it's good naman.

sighs... quite bored right now... and i hate thinking deep thoughts right now, nakaka-praning minsan eh... sighs... i miss my friends (so much!!)...

cge... gotta read something muna... or something...

sighs


later.

December 3, 2004 / 10:03am

well... im hoping (and i think so) that super typhoon is going away right now and it's gonna be bright and sunny again (even i hate the sunny part... init kasi eh)... but im hoping that people, especially the ones close to me are safe and sound naman...

last night parang christmas lights dito... black-out and light dito... but during the dark times, i got to talk and chikka with Israel... grabe, di ko akalain na he's so friendly and so much may alam... as in, ang talino niya, kinda reminds me of jax (only better or an updated version of him)... and i hope that we can become more solid friends... and i've learned a lot from him too (sobra!!)... and i respect him a lot too... and there also somethings na napag-usapan namin that will go with me to the grave (promise yon!!). and it's kinda weird, kasi it's been a while (as in a really really long time ago) na nakipag-usap ako sa phone na it took more than 12 midnight... whoa!! astig nga eh!! :P sarap kausap siya, talaga (sobra!), tska di ka mababato ang the best thing is i get to learned more about my friends... galing galing talaga!!!

anyways, im awake right now... mdyo constipated... pero hey!! im good...

gotta read out my boredom... have to make some of my homeworks na muna nga...

cge...

laterz!! c",)

December 2, 2004 / 5:57am

i wasn't able to type in my blog yesterday, kasi nakatulog ako (i wasn't expecting that ill be tired by that time)... anyways, ok naman yung anniv ng parents ko kahapon, simple lang naman, but it's good.

oo nga pala... nagpa-dredlock na ako... there's this one long dred on my right side of my head... hehehe... cool!!! :P

neways, right now, today, classes in all levels are suspended because of the super typhoon that is arriving today... if only this reality will be like with superheroes and all... i cud save and suck the super typhoon with my bloodstone gauntlet... hehehe... but hey, i pray for the safety of everyone, especially the people who are close to me... sana they'll be safe.

hay naku... i think this gives me enough time to do the scrapbook for social psych and the things for english 5... also start readign the da vinci code too (i started reading the prologue... 'sitg!!).

anyways, gotta surf pa for something pa...

laterz!! c",)

November 30, 2004 / 8:52pm

well... i bought the illustrated version of Da Vinci Code already at Fully Booked at the Power Plant kanina... and during that time i got to see the sexier version of the PS2. which made me more patient and wait for a better upgraded version of that sexy PS2 (yung may direct loading and all...). anyways, ill start reading the book this weekend or sa christmas break (which ever is suitable)...

and on the sad-news-part... my son, Lobo, had an accident... his appendix blew and there's was a gush of blood. yes, he got the appendicitis... so he went for an urgent operation... thank god that the operationwas a success... and now he's resting that my locker. recovering and hoping that 2mrw he'll be okay... hay naku... hirap talaga maging ama... anyways, i plan to see him get better.

o cya... have to read pa for my social psych class 2mrw...

wish me luck...

laterz!!! c",)

November 29, 2004 / 8:41pm

well... i just saw and confirmed that there is a sexier version of the PS2... hmm... which made me more patient to buy it... ill wait for the better modified version and a cheaper price na rin... but ill keep saving for it... hehehe!!! astig 'to (sobra!!)...


anyways... it's my son 1st birthday today... i brought him to my kuya's place to meet his tito and tita there in makati... and later i toured him around... hehehe... it was fun!!

sige, gotta prep-up na rin for school 2mrw...

nyt.

laterz!!! :P

November 28, 2004 / 5:58pm

the gun gallery expo at megamall was cool... lots of ammo there... and there were some guns i wish i have, but i know i cnt have it right now... anyways, we got to help papa buy mama a gift for thier anniversary on wednesday...

anyways, im planning right now for my son, *Lobo's first birthday this monday... which is 2mrw... hmmm... and now im planning to bring him for a joy ride... and try to bring him to rockwell... anyways... i so love my son... so my first gift that i'll give to him, even if he can't use it right now... it will symbolize what i want him to have.. a good book... ill give him the illustrated version of Da Vinci Code... i'll try to read him during his bedtime stories...

hay... i love my son so much... i'll give everything... i hope his birthday would be good 2mrw...

o cya... anyways... i have to read some things for my psych class... have to catch up on things...


laterz!!



* Lorenzo Robert Bataclan - my "eggs"-periment for my child psych class. ill place the pictures soon. :P

November 26, 2004 / 3:10pm

i am so fucking bored!!! like there's no life running on/in me... kaasara naman kasi walang laboratory ngayon eh... bwiset!!! grrrr!!

kaya i spent my time (or what's remaining of it) sa library...

add to that na i didnt have the chance to pay my tuition and buy the books i wanted to buy... kaasar nga eh... sighs!!!

anyways... im so bored that im home right now and cnt think on what to do... well there's the homework for english 5 and the thing for social psych... anyways... baka yon na muna yung gawin ko...

hay... it's really one of those days na nakaka-bagot... eh...!

cge...

later.

November 26, 2004 / 6:49am

well... it's just 29 days before Christmas... dang!!! ala pa akong pera... but once i have the money... ill get the PS2 na... no matter what!! :P

anyways, tuesday is set on meeting david at UP... so far i haven't have any plans on what to say to him... i'll just let the moment takes its course... but one thing is for sure for me (i hope) that ill be the same and ill be open to whatever God wants with me...

hay naku... im half-excited and half-tensed with this. kahit na im sure of what david will say... pero, ba't ko inuunahan yung sarili... basta bahala na ang anuman ang mangyari sa martes...

cge, ill try to warm up myself na... mdyo maaga yung classes ko eh...

laterz!!! c",)

November 25, 2004 / 6:44pm

well, na re-connect na uli yung phoneline namin... kaya, im back with my blog...

anyways, i wanna post my circulation paper which i wrote for my social psych class... it's about ME...

so here goes...

Real (what i am)
Ako. Ang alam ko sa tunay kong pagkatao ay ganito… Ako ay isang simpleng tao na may mga panagarap. Ang iba sa mga pangarap na pinapangarap ko ay natupad na, at ang iba naman ay nagdadasal na sana’y makamit ko ang mga iyon. Kung tutuusin nga, masaya na ako sa ganitong sitwasyon ng buhay ko. Ngunit tao rin ako at may mga gusto rin ako sa buhay. Tulad ngayon, sa totoo, di ako masaya sa kalagayan ko ngayon. Sa mga nangyari sa akin lately, parang di ako nasasayahan sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko. Pero nagaagwan ko naman i-compensate ang mga nangyari sa akin, kaya nagagawa ko rin na maging masaya anuman ang mga pinagdadaanan ko ngayon.

Ideal (what i want)
Ang gusto ko sa buhay ay maging peaceful ang pag-iisip. Walang stresses sa buhay, tulad ng mga problemang dinadaanan ko ngayon. Isali na rin ang pagkakaroon ng maayos (o mataas) na pinansyal na sitwasyon. At para makuha ako ang ganoong pinansyal na pangangailanagan ay dapat may maayos at respetong trabaho ang aking makukuha. Iyon lang naman ang simpleng hiling ko sa buhay. Isingit na rin yung mga gusto kong magawa bago mamatay (mahabang listahan iyon, kaya saka na lang).

Ought (what people see me)
Akala sa karamihan ng mga kaklase ko ay matalino ako. Pero sa totoo ay matiyaga lang akong tao. Ayaw ko sa tao na tinuturing akong isang masipag na tao, kasi tamad talaga ako. MATIYAGA, at hindi masipag (magkaiba iyon). Kung tutuusin nga, kaya ako nagtiyatiyaga dahil may mga panagrap rin ako sa buhay. At doon sa pagtiyatiyaga ko ay nape-perceive ako ng karamihan ng masipag na tao. Mas gugustuhin ko na tawagin akong mabait (kasi totoo naman), matiyaga (tumpak!), pero masipag (I don’t think so!). Tulad ng research paper ko noong nakaraang semester, hindi ko talaga nagustuhan ang aming topic, kaso pinilit ko na lang maging matiyaga sa gawain na iyon. Kahit na hindi ko trip talaga noong mga panahon na iyon ang pag-aaral na ginawa naming, ginawa ko pa rin ang aking makakaya upang magakagawa ng isang maayos na pag-aaral.

... anyways... ayon...

and i decided a few nights ago to go back to victory... but with my terms... and this time i've learned my lesson, from both sides... i know things will be different, but i am sure that things will fall into the right places...

anyways, pahinga na muna ako...

laterz. c",)

November 23, 2004 / 5:53am

well... that was good crap for the morning (and for the day as well)...

neways, here's the 1st glimpse of Dr. Doom sa FF movie... COOL!!!

now i cnt really wait to watch it!!! :P

November 23, 2003 / 5:42am

good morning!!

now im preping up for my STS class... w/c will start at 7am... SIGHS!!!

napapakulo na akong ng tubig... im waiting for the moment to take a shit too... and preping up the clothes that ill wear today... hay naku... it's another manic-tuesday... hehehe :P

anyways, i agree on what israel said yesterday, it's really a "tamad"-mode during the 2nd sem... parang nawawalan ako ng gawa... pero, i have to push myself lng talaga to work out... hay naku...

anyways, the moment to crap begins...

ill try to post nlng later...

laterz!!!

November 20, 2004 / 4:43pm

well, the typhoon is now reaching our area... it's kinda weird eh, it's been 2 or 3 days na since it arrived our country and ngayon lng dararating sa central luzon area... hmmm, weird... yon lng :P

neways, iv bought na the final part of the 4 part X-Men story line... and all i cud say is... it could have been better... kasi parang "poof!" lng eh... juggurnaut and nocture was gone and there's something wrong with the carter kid at the end... anyways, it didn't stop me to buy the next issues to follow and to buy more X-Men comics in the weeks to follow rin... like in 2 weeks time, ill be buying the X-Men/FF mini-series and the X-Men Unlimited # 6... and so forth and so on.

hay naku... now i have to start reading with psych and later ill do my math 14 homewrok too... and 2mrw ill continue with the psych readings and i hope to plan to make my egg-child na rin... im still thinking to what to name may egg-child... pero i still have time pa naman eh. :D

anyways, i've read the comics and later i'll start to read the psych readings na...

o cya... im one happy camper uli!!! hehehehe!! :P

laterz!! c",)

November 19, 2004 / 5:43pm

last night was absolutely fun!!

i got really drunk and the best thing was i was not home alone. isreal, jobi and ambok stayed for the night and gosh they are so fun to hang with!! 'stig!! and so nice pa!! im really happy that im having good friends again. and it's a good sing that i am now really moving on.

hay naku, i still feel quite drunk. even if im not drunk anymore... hehehe :P

basta astig kagabi... nanood pa kami ng irreversible... hehehe :P

anyways, kanina wala pasok ako. as in wala na naman uli si PJ... but good thing naman, kasi i hate going to school with a hang-over (hehehe)... anyways, we (ka-psych), got to finish and revised the consti for our org. as i see it naman, it looks good naman and so far, i see no loop-holes on it. i feel good naman na sobrang ok and it's getting to warm up with the org.

sighs... i still have classes pa pala 2mrw and finalize pa yung ibebenta for the garage sale for the foundation week on monday... kaya ko yan!! (ako pa!) c",)

o cya... nood na muna ako ng TV at maghinta kina papa at mama... pauwi na rin sila from baguio eh... and sana taong bahay uli ako next week. :P hehehe!!


laterz!!! c",)

November 16, 2004 / 11:08pm

sinamahan ko si ambok to get a tatoo. together with isreal and dobi... and watching ambok get pinched a lot of time is quite painful... BUT!!!

i decided na to get the tatoo na... tsaka (or never) nlng yung pa-dreds... i know that tats are permanent and with the dred i cud get my hair cut after a while... but i see the tatoo on me, and the design (Phoenix) somehow reminds me of my life... that i can rise from the ashes and be more stronger... and it's my body...

right now, i decide to have a tatoo... final na yan!! :D

but right now too, i have to save money na rin... :P

cge, gotta take some ZZZZs na rin... at i have to be in KC at 9am for my service at the library... and for my class at 1pm...

nyt.

laterz c",)

November 15, 2004 / 9:46pm

look at those lips... kissable...


cnt wait to watch her...

saw the trailer na... WOW!!!

cge, tulog na ko at maaga pa ako 2mrw...

laterz c",)

November 15, 2004 / 8:42pm

hay... what a weekend it was...

today nga pala yung birthday ng mom ni jax... yon lng... greeted her naman... that is all...

hay... pasukan na uli 2mrw... and 7am uli ang class ko... paksyet!! :P

neways, ill be ready (hopefully) 2mrw...

and 2mrw uli, ill be getting my copy of the sobrang kapal readigns for social psych... hay buhay nga naman o... hehehe :D

sighs... ngayon ay may allergy uli ako... paksyet nga eh!!

anyways, i hope things will be good or better 2mrw... i pray for the best.

cge, gotta take a shower na muna... para sumingaw yung init and so i cud have a nice sleep later...

laterz :P

November 12, 2004 / 5:36pm

just finished downloading and watching the new trailer of Elektra (which ill watch when it comes out!!)... astig yung trailer!!! i love the tatoo effect... hehehe!!

anyways, i got to watch The Incredibles kanina, solo nga lng, but im good... it's superhero funny!! and the execution was GREAT!!! i hope i cud see this when the 3rd installment of X-MEN comes out in 2006...

anyways, i need money!! P2000 to be exact... and these are for my readings, and books needed for my majors (oh my!! majors lng 'to!!!) SIGHS!!!

plus i have some things to buy... like the gimik things i want to have... and my plans to have a tatoo... im still deciding on whether or not to pursue on having my hair get dreds... hmmm...

hay buhay...

neways... nood muna ako ng Witch Hunter Robin... kahit tagalized ito, ok na rin...

laterz!! c",)

November 10, 2004 / 7:37am

well, i having thoughts on having a tatoo na... and it's getting real na rin... and this is what i have in mind... the phoenix... and ill try to save 1,500 for it... i decided to have a color tatoo...


hmm... tatoo... cool and it will remind me how i survive things...

anyways, 2day is the day... i really pray it is the day... today.

oo nga pala... bka mga next month or the new year ako magpapadred na... mdyo haba pa raw ng konti yung hair ko... hehehe... 'stig talaga yung mga FA friends ko... hehehe!! :P

anyways... i have to get up and start something... im still making ramdam kung papasok ako or not... anyways... bahala na mamaya...

g'morning!!

laterz!!! c",)

November 8, 2004 / 6:32pm

well, 2mrw is the start of the 2nd semester... so classes will start... and i will have my first class at 7am... and ends at 10am, which will be followed by another class at 10am 'til 1pm... so 6 hours str8... how nice to start a class opener... hmmm

anyways, im quite tired from the brain shopping kanina at UST and buying some containers for it... anyways, it was fun and tiring as well... haaay... kapagod talaga... but i enjoyed na rin... hehehe. :P

i feel... WAIT!! i think (that's better), that im not that prepared for school... kasi i dnt have any notebooks yet, and there is still one subject that i dnt know what time is the schedule of it (the seminar class on wednesday)... and i have't paid yet, again, for my tuition...

oo nga pala, i got in the scholarship grant again... even if i got a 2.41 GWA... but 50% grant is better than nothing... di ba?

sighs... i so tired talaga... i cnt feel my legs anymore... i wish i cud go to a spa... kahit yung foot spa nlng... haaaay... kapagod... :P

o cya... i have to rest and change pa to my home clothes... cge...

laterz!! c",)

November 6, 2004 / 6:38pm

hmm... what a friday that was... even if it's just a day ago (yesterday...) there was mixed things up... all went in a loop... sighs!!

bad side first... im quite getting irritated with some women in my life, particularly on joy & nina. joy is too "jologs" and sobrang taklesa... next, nina was so not-yet-over stage, in which she's in denial of her insides, particularly on the ateneo and the 'B' thing... shit dude!! but hey... ako, iiwas na muna ko dun.. kasi baka mahawa pa ako... and i hate it when im in the crossfire...

the GOOD GOOD thing... my prof for math 14 this coming sem is my 'lola'... heheheh!!! prof. villalobos, the math teacher of my kuya & ate when they were in high school and the 'inay' of my mom during her high school days... me as the 'apo'... alagang-alaga talaga ako... heheheh!!! :P i will survive math 14 for sure... ehehhehehe!!! :P

anyways, it's so cold here in my room... dat my hands are getting colder like dead cold... hehehe...

ey, just saw the site of elektra the movie... cool... :P

anyways, gotta post this later the blog...

cge...

laterz!! c",)

November 4, 2004 / 10:44pm

well, so far no news from them... but my hopes are still in tack...

2mrw ill be returning to school again. for the RA service and the added subject that im planning to get, seminar... para i cn attain a full 21 units this sem... challenge... but i cn stand it naman... im a survivor naman eh!!

anyways, i have to sleep na rin... have to be early 2mrw...

nyt.

laterz!! c",)

November 3, 2004 / 6:49pm

well, im enlisted for next sem... 19 units... but im hoping that the pending subject of Seminar would be go for the good... para 21 units ako...

hay naku... ok na rin ito...

by the way, i passed last sem... nakakagulat nga lng na mdyo mataas ako kay ma'am pj than ma'am myra... it's kinda weird... but hey... at least i passed everything... :D

yehey for me!! :P

anyways... gotta rest na muna... and i pray the good news would be arriving 2mrw... i pray & hope for the best...

laterz. :D

November 2, 2004 / 1:25pm

well, i decided not to go on... which is, i think it's a good move na rin... even if i have to lie about it... and somehow, i have to show the monster who is the boss of me... but it will not just take this moment to defeat it... step-by-step procedure ito... i think it's a good start...

anyways, it's just me... and my dad right now sa house... mdyo boring but i think i can manage it...

anyways, yon lng muna po...

have to get some brains pa... hehehe :P

laterz.

November 1, 2004 / 8:03am

NOVEMBER NA!!! whoa!!

malapit na ang pasko... that sux!! ='c

anyways, my mom, camille and i was able to go to Loyola last night... traffic going there wasn't that heavy, to nice about it, the traffic was organized well enough... and i wasn't able to have a hard time looking for a good parking... things went well naman...

and from what my mom said about it... yes, i'll keep the tradition to go to loyola during undas...

anyways, im dad was quite excited, kasi malapit na yung november 4... i hope it happens na... and i pray thing will fall into the right places na rin...

anyways, gotta set up for breakfast na rin... ala pa kasi si manang eh, next week pa balik nya...

laterz... c",)