Friday, September 10, 2004

September 10, 2004 / 7:51pm

cnt wait for the sequel of Resident Evil: Apocalypse...
re2:jill valentine... wow!!


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Thursday, September 09, 2004

September 9, 2004 / 9:49pm

so far, im ready for the report 2mrw... hehehe... but with little adjustment, kasi yung the basis of the hand-outs came from the 3rd edition of the book, while there some thing that i missed from the 2nd edition... so yon nlng... whohoo!!! :D

btw, im now loving my psych class... VERY MUCH!!! basta... things are a lot like high school, but this time i learned from my mistakes then... and now, i know who i am and currently im discovering myself more... hay naku, its quite complicated, but im good... totally!! :P

cge, i have to finish watching CSI & later do finishing touches for my report... heheheh :D

gotta split...

laterz.... c",)
September 9, 2004 / 7:20am

good morning!!!

i did it, at 11:56pm last night, i got to finish the hand-out for MY report 2mrw for psych 145... WHOHOOO!!!

now, all i have to do to to talk to kxk & pao about the report execution & also the food... ako na bahala sa food, sila na sa drinks & forks/plates...

right now, as in today, i'll be going to Batino SPED Center with rheena and makikihalubilo kami sa mga magulang ng mga special children doon... it's for our research paper for 118.

anyways, im just downloading a thng from the net so i cn put pictures on my blog... yehey!! :P

cge....

laterz :P

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

September 8, 2004 / 11:06pm

I Shall Believe (Sheryl Crow)

Come to me now
And lay your hands over me
Even if it's a lie
Say it will be alright
And I shall believe

I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That I only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe

Open the door
And show me your face tonight
I know it's true
No one heals me like you
And you hold the key

Never again
would I turn away from you
I'm so heavy tonight
But your love is alright
And I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly
You won't give up on me
And I shall believe
I shall believe
September 8, 2004 / 8:15pm

so far... im good with the plan for fridays report... kaya ko to!! hehehe!!! ill just finish this hand out 2nyt, kahit it might take midnight or something... basta, ill finish this today!!! 2mrw naman eh 10am yung class ko i cud wake up late.

anyways, ill gotta kill this crappy report shift & silent...

laterz!!!

PS: i'm good at this... hehehe >:)
September 8, 2004 / 8:30am

well, it's wednesday. season finale na ng ALIAS... Whohooo!!! :D

anyways, i have a lot of work to do... as in SOBRA!! di lng sa isang subject... LAHAT!! sighs!!! i have a lot of paper due (155 final paper, 118 final paper & 145 lexical analysis), exams (PI 100, the final exam for 118, the 2nd exam for 155 & two more exams for 145), and projects (researches for 155 & 118, as well as the presentation for 118)... hay. and the worst thing is, most of them is on the 30th of september, w/c is around 3 weeks nlng... INAY KO PO!!!

pero, i bet myself kakayanin ko ang mga 'to...

true stress & pressure are at my side lately, but the hell with them... ill finish these all. ill give my very best to finish them all. I WILL SUCCEED!!! i will get through this...

hay naku... daming work to do talaga... grrr...

anyways, i miss my best friend jax... i hope things would be okay between us na... but even his forgiveness is good enough na rin... anyways, have to move on. take one day at a time... i can be better than before...

basta, yon na muna... may PE make-ups pa ako maya... and ill have to finish the hand-out for fridays report & the one for sinapian by this week or eary nxt week...

wish me luck!!

laterz... :D

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

September 7, 2004 / 9:25pm

so it begins.

i have to made the hand-outs and the report for psych 145 for friday (oh yeah, the food too). and the thing that pao & kxk will do... do my bidding... hahahaha!!! dominating is kinda good for the soul sometimes. :P

and im also enjoying reading eleven minutes...paulo coelho is a cool writer... ASTIG!!! :D

i love reading the book... the best!!

anyways, i have to do more work na rin, be the better of than myself more... hahahaha!!!

cge...


laterz!!! :P

Monday, September 06, 2004

September 6, 2004 / 3:15pm

success yung presentation namin sa PI 100... ma'am doty was amazed by our groups shadow presentation & the hand-outs we submitted... hehehe AYOS!! :P

and as i got home... binalik na pala ni jax ang readings ko & yung y tu mama ko... i just txtd him tnx... no regrets... but im still hopeful that someday things will be ok betwen the both of us.

hay buhay, there really up & down moments... oo nga pala, i love my ka-psych class... they're my friends... talaga!! :D wala lng, talaga sa hirap at ginhawa nandun sila... supportive talaga!! :)

hay, gotta rest na muna... cge...

laterz!! :D

Sunday, September 05, 2004

September 5, 2004 / 11:22pm

malapit na mag-12am... at gising pa ako... AAARRRGGHHH!!!

i have to be early 2mrw pa... SHIT!!

fuck mondays!!

i hate mondays, especially when there are things to be done & submitted on the 1st day of the week!!! DAGNAMIT!!!

bwiset!!

ill try to go to sleep na... para maaga 2mrw na rin... pipilitin kong maaga dumating...

gggrrrr...


later...
September 5, 2004 / 9:52pm

now im quite tensed with our groups presentation for PI 100 2mrw... i feel na medyo nadadali kami ng konti... but im still have high hopes for our act 2mrw... never lost hope and have strong faith 'ika nga... kaya namin 'to!

as well as the proposal for our paper for 155... matatapos din namin ito... kayang-kaya 'to.

but now, im so tired na... and have to be in school very early again (7am!!).

kaya tutulog ako ng maaga later... hay naku...

anyways, gotta fix up na rin for 2mrw, cuz its another day... and i hope it would better or good enough... i hope it will be.

laterz!!

ps: im stressed out & still quite pissed off... (grrr!)
September 5, 2004 / 12:13pm

well, ill be taking my bath in a little while, kasi have to meet up with my groupmates sa PI for our presentation 2mrw... which we hope would be a kick-ass one (or a good one)...

hay, i really have to make some damage control later pa... kasi i feel di lng by saying "sorry" to my friends will do... anyways, ill show to myslef that i can outwit myself more... and show that i can do it better than before...

hehehe. :P

anyways, i hope things 2mrw would be smooth sailing... ngek!!

cge, ligo na ako...


laterz.

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Sepetmber 4, 2004 / 6:28pm

what a friday that was yesterday... napuno nlng ako for no apparent reason... well mdyo i got to release my stresses in a worng way... which was walking out (oh wrong word, Storming out) from the class of ma'am pj... anyways, i got to be relaxed after the talk with our school's counsellor...

now, saturday, kaka-alis lng ng mga groupmates ko sa PI... well mdyo 1/3 done na kmi sa presenation for monday... we have the characters na rin and part of the hand-out... anyways kakayanin namin yan!!! :P

hay... what a day!! lakas pa ng ulan...

there is still a lot of things to done, like the lexical analysis for 145 & the report for a certain topic sa 145... and the paper for 155... hay kahit nawala yung 118... dami pa ring gagawin... which can make me busy rin. :)

anyways, gotta be busy...

laterz.


ps: i'm Good!!

Thursday, September 02, 2004

September 2, 2004 / 3:16pm

im home... yes im home early... and now im looking for some reference for our porposal for the 155 paper... yes, our proposal was rejected, and now im looking for another research topic... and sexual behavior on the internet is somehow easy, after the discussion kanina... so far, i got good-enough readings... ill email it to rheena & jen later...

cge, balik uli ako sa research mode...

wish me luck.

laterz!!!

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

September 1, 2004 / 6:53pm

WHAT A DAY!!!

fuck!!

watched a very VERY DISTURBING (and VERY KADIRI!!) french film... too much i cnt handle. by the way, why do always the disturbing films or the very sexual films are from france? maybe it's conneceted with the Paris thing (city of love...thing)... anyways, the thing we've watched kanina... GROSS!!!

then the quiz for 118... long and harder than the 2nd exam... ngek for me!! :P

tapos nakakatamad na the things that followed.

naaantok na nga ako eh... but i still have to finish a paper on FDG for 118 that is due 2mrw... hay, mdyo light na yung things to come (and hopefully it will still be light hanggang matapos yung sem)...

what's another day... :D

cge, rest na muna ako...

laterz!! c",)
September 1, 2004 / 7:05am

oh my, i haven't finish my exam... but at least 50% done na ako... i'll just have to think more thoroughly one the next part... THINK!!!!

whoa!! "BER"-months na pala... and a few days later halloween na, and few more days pasko na... pero bago yun... MALAPIT NA ANG SEM BREAK!!! (whoohoooo!!!) :P

grabe, kulang pa ata ako sa tulog... but i have to finish this exam na muna...

cge, ill just have to finish this with my bare hands....

tapos later, magfru-Frutas ako... hehehe!!!

laterz. :D

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

August 31, 2004 / 11:16pm

im now doing my 2nd exam for 118... and still my head hurts (well, slightly nlng)... hay naku, but at leats 25% done na ako... 75% nlng.... KAYA ko to!!!

cge, balik na uli ako...

SSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!


laterz
August 31, 2004 / 8:21pm

my head hurts... hay, sobrang na windang ako sa exam sa 145... kakayanin ko 'to!! i still have one more thing to finish, the take home exam... hay... DISTRESS!!!!

PPPPPPPPPPPRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSUUUUUURRRRRRREEEEEEE!!!!

pero kakayanin... i just have to rest na muna... have to cool down my head first...

cge... yon lng...

laterz....

Monday, August 30, 2004

August 30, 2004 / 8:17pm

so far, the defense went well naman... got to learn from the mistakes or yung mga kulang sa paper namin... para at least it will be a good research.

now, i have to study for the exam for 145 2mrw... but also, i have to start working on the 2nd exam for 118, w/c is a take home one (and due on wednesday)... 2 things to do, but it's both heavy to do in one sitting... hay naku... pero kakayanin!! :P

anyways, i have already sent the proposal i added to rheena... bahala na sya.

hay buhay...

buti GOOD JOB kanina... hehehe im good....

always...

wish me luck 2mrw...

laterz.

Sunday, August 29, 2004

August 29, 2004 / 9:54pm

well, im ready for the exam and the defense 2mrw... maaga lng ako gigising, plus i have to wake up lloyd 2mrw too...

hay... naku... it's gonna be a hectic monday 2mrw, and a start of a bloody week... hehehe!!

pero kakayanin namin yan... (sana!!)

but hey!! im good...

nyt!!

laterz!!

Saturday, August 28, 2004

August 28, 2004 / 11:36am

well, the test was moved to tueday, the 30th of august... well right now, im just making some finalization for the defense on monday (and yes, tuloy na rin yung exam sa 118 sa monday)... its quite good na rin, in my view point... kasi after monday, another exam on tuesday and a long quiz on wednesday... and after that, rest point na muna... tapos bak-bakan na uli!! :P

kaya ko yan... hehehe!!! :D

anyways, have to finish understanding our defense, para di ako mag-mukhang engot... :P

laterz.

Friday, August 27, 2004

August 27, 2004 / 10:23pm

so now, cancel ang exam ko 2mrw... it was moved on a tuesday... the only problem right now, we dnt have any news from ma'am myra regarding the schedule for 118's defense and the 2nd exam... and if things dont change... PRESSURE will be at our sides... hay naku... it is one of those days again... pero, we'll survive it for sure... HEHEHEEH!!! :P

anyways, i still have to continue to review... both 118 & 145...plus get ready for the proposal defense on monday (if things doesn't chang)... anyways, have to be prepared, whatever happens...

but ill survive it... for sure!!

cge, gotta review and rest na rin...nyt!


laterz.
August 27, 2004 / 5:30pm

well, im home... ill just rest for a while, then ill start reviewing for the exam 2mrw for psych 145... kakayanin ko yan!! heheheh!!

anyways... yon lng... tska bagong linis yung kwarto... yipee!!! :P

yon lng...

laterz... (--,)

Thursday, August 26, 2004

August 26, 2004 / 10:34am

school is suspended... GOSH!! and im ready for the long quiz for 118... sayang... pero kinakabahan ako na baka ma-move yung sched namin... sighs!! another make-up class sa saturday, ata... ngek!!

anyways, i have to finish note taking for my review, buti naman, it gave me extra time to review... and be more ready for the exam on monday... hehehe! physical traces nlng ang ino-note take ko... tapos, i have to finish the content analysis for the FGD on infidelity... and i have to review too for the exam on 145 sa saturday, i have the lecture notes naman eh... kulang nlng ay yung libro ko... and that's smooth na...! :P

hay naku... i miss jax. wala lng... cnt wait to see him... even i know things has changed a lot... anyways, im moving on... cuz i have too... and it will benefit me more...

anyways (again)... boring tong ulan na 'to... kasi baha sa labas and i cnt get out... add to that, i have no car... kasi sira yung electronic thingy na pick-up... anyways, papayat uli ako sa pagko-commute. :)

i think that's it for the day...

good luck nlng sa exams ko!!!

laterz!! :P

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

August 25, 2004 / 10:17pm

isa nlng at tapos na review ko for thequiz 2mrw sa 118... kayang kaya ko yan!! ill pass this quiz and the exam on monday... I CAN DO IT!!! :P

also, starting 2mrw... ill be commuting to school... god, i wish friends pa kami ni jax para makasabay sa kanya... but shit happens... have to find another way... anyways, im cool...

hay, physical traces nlng... reviewed na ako... ehehehe!

cge, gotta finish this muna... nyt!!

laterz!! :D

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

August 24, 2004 / 6:48pm

so far, im done with some of the interview schedule for our research for 118... kakayanin namin yan!

anyways, i have start studying for the LONG QUIZ sa 118 on thursday kaya, ill have to read a lot starting tonight... and there's the 2nd long exam sa 145 on saturday, kaya basa uli sa thursday night naman... HAY NAKU!! too many things to read... PRESSURE!!! :P

anyways... kakayanin ko yan... ako pa!!

cge, have to start reading na... nyt!

laterz!! c",)
August 24, 2004 / 7:35am

ANG SAKIT PA RIN NG MGA MUSCLES KO!!! pero enjoy pa rin yung banahaw trip... having a good , long sleep since i'v return from the trip... pero i think i should start doing and making plans for the defense & the long quiz / exam for 118 and the 2nd exam for 145 (sa saturday)... hay busy uli, but i think im fully batt na.... yahoo!!

anyways, i forgot to say... jax txtd me nung sunday night... at first his number didnt registered sa utak ko... but hey! that's cool... i hope isoli na nya yung pinapasoli ko... hope for the best, and expect the worst nlng... BUT STRONGLY HOPING ako... :D

sakit pa ng legs ko.... ahhhh...

anyways, ill just do some interview schedule today... and we'll email it to ma'am myra for checking, so we cud start the FGD & the interviews for case study... kaya yan!! grrr.... :P

cge, i have to do something pa...

laterz!!

Saturday, August 21, 2004

August 21, 2004 / 7:01pm

2mrw is my field trip sa banahaw... my bag is packed up... and my baon is ready... all i have to do i wake up at 4 am and make the final fix ups and ill be ready na... yahoo!! :P

im so excited... cool!!! hehehehe!!!

im also done with the papers for 118 and the take home quiz for 155... ill just read some of the articles sa trip...

hay... what a life... too many things iv learned lately... and im digesting it one at a time...

im cool... :)


laterz...
August 21, 2004 / 12:22pm

i got to tell nina the whole thing last night... she listened... and didn't left me... just as i wanted. no one left me... and somehow, it was quite a relief for me... and it gave me a good point of view that he did this just to save me... nice... now im truly understanding what kay said to me last time... jax saved me...

it's weird, but ones i get to see it from a clearer angle i can understand it... and it will really gonna take a lot of time before things will get all together again...

i have to forgive myself... completely before anything else... yon muna...

cge, i have to finish some more papers before going to banahaw 2mrw morning...

Laterz... :D

Friday, August 20, 2004

August 20, 2004 / 4:42pm

im having another allergy attack... ggggrrrr..!! i cnt think or concentrate on things that i did kanina, like the interview & the biology exams... kaiinis... but i did good naman... kaso i could have done better.

yon... and i also got my laking national card na... yipee!! :P (jologs ko!! hehehe!)

anyways, ill finish all the things needed for monday, by 2mrw... before i go to banahaw on sunday... kaya ko naman eh!! type lng ng type... nasanay na rin naman ako eh...

kakayanin ko yan!! hehehe :D

cge, gotta type...

laterz!!! c",)
August 20, 2004 / 8:59am

what a sleep! iv been having a good sleep since i got that back massage sa blind massager nung wednesday... sarap! (kahit na medyo kumikirot yung upper back ko 'til now... but im good.) anyways, this sunday tuloy ako sa banahaw field trip for PI 100... at last a field trip since the taal volcano nung nat sci 2... but on saturday, ill try out sa fitness first... hehehehe... maggi-gym na rin ako... hehehe!! :P

hay naku... sana naman isoli na rin ni jax yung hinihingi ko... kinda need them... kahit yung hand-outs (teehheee!!! :P) neways, today ill take the 2nd part of the long exam in biology... wish me luck! and so far i still have to let people answer my survey on lexical analysis... plus have to finish by 2mrw yung mga papers neede for monday... ill email it all to rheena, para ma-intergrate nya sa paper namin... to many papers nga... but kakayanin namin naman yan eh... mdyo kinakabahan lng ako ng konti sa defense namin 10 days from now...

i think ill be able to survive this things... hopefully...

o cya, have to prep up na for school (review, ligo, fix things up, etc...)


laterz... c",)

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

August 18, 2004 / 12:40am

---o0o---

FREE (by Maria Mena)

I`ve been walking around all day, thinking
I think i have a problem, I think I think too much
I`ve been tought to hold back my tears and avoid them
but you`ve made pain into something I could touch

I`ve been walking around all day, laughing
Think I`d be better off whithout you here
And I bet you are sweet and hard to get over
So I`ll cry and people will stop and stare
now thats ok, let them stop and stare...

coz I am fragile
I am hopeless
I'm not perfect
but I am free...

I`ve been walking around all day, waiting
and waiting is all I seem to do
´cause I never get it unless I`m fed it
but this time I'll just have to
yeah this time I'll just have to...

Say you're not around... am I finished?
If you`re not around that's too bad
Hope you´re safe and sound, not alone now
´cause you know I belive in you...

---o0o---

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

August 17, 2004 / 11:35pm

what a weird day... well, i see every day as a weird one... makes it unique from the other days. :P

anyways, im good... but now, im quite worrying about the interview we'll do for the next mini-research, which is due on monday next week... YIKES on that!!

but i should take it easy... relax and be open to a lot of tests... things might get rough, but (hey!) i get to manage it and fix it...

anyways, mdyo sinisinat uli ako... it's quite weird for me to feel his weak... pero, it's all in the mind... i can manage this... it won't kill me... no one can kill me... im strong enough to survive. been thru a lot of things na, kakayanin ko yan!! ...me pa! :P

even with things for me are getting unbalanced... with school, friends and family... maayos rin yan... i never loose faith... NEVER!

cge, too much insperation can lead too... hmmm.... :P

have to give na nga yung "acquiantance gift" ko kay MJ (aka. Joy ng life ko) 2mrw... im sure she'll love the jimmy-pucca baby tee... im hoping she'll like it!! i HOPE...

cge, nyt!


LATERz.... :)

Monday, August 16, 2004

August 16, 2004 / 7:33pm

i didnt notice that i was driving w/o a license... weird!! i just found out when i was gonna give my license to the security guard at nina's village... GRABE!! na-freak out ako!! but nakita ko naman na nasa pajero ko naiwan yung license ko... HAY!!! what a day!

anyways... got to do the report... have to conclude it sa thursday... and submitted the papers on time and got a good proposal for the interview mini-paper... so far so good... im alive!! hehehe :P

but still has the thing i had, when i wrote the thing sa bullitin ng friendster...

im good.... HONEST!!!

anyways, i have to study for the LLLLOOOOONNNNGGGG EXAM for biology 11 2mrw...

there is still pressure... but i can survive!!


LATERZ!! c",)

Sunday, August 15, 2004

August 15, 2004 / 3:23pm

sleepy... i dnt know why... but i have to sleep early 2nyt, maaga gising ko bukas (430am)... have to be energetic 2mrw... strating from 630am to 530pm (str8!!)... what a monday it will be 2mrw... >:P

anyways, im thanking lloyd for letting me borrow his internet account right now... kaya nakaka-post ako dito sa journal ko ngayon... THNX bro!! :D

cge, i have to finish reading the required things to read for 2mrw's quizzes...

laterz!! :P

Saturday, August 14, 2004

August 14, 2004 / 10:10pm

well... im quite done for some paper...
-na-print ko na yung revised proposal for 118's major field research.
-the phase one is 95% done, revised.
-iv email the added references & the related lit for our group's 155 proposal.
-im 100% done and ready for our group's report/discussion for 155 this monday & thursday.

the only thing ill finish is reading the needed readings for individual interview and making a proposal for the mini-research for it (psych 118)... and be prepare for the long quiz for 155 and the quizt for 118... ALL OF THESE on MONDAY!!!

pressure is still there... but hope and determination is still getting stronger... it may not be easy, but we can manage and survive it!!

anyways, i have to sleep na rin...

nyt!!

laterz!! :D

Friday, August 13, 2004

August 13, 2004 / 10:41pm

it's friday the 13th... cool! :P

anyways, ive posted something sa friendster bullitin board... ill just paste it here too (for reference purpose)...

here it goes...

it's weird... but im so having a hard time to think if things are getting on the right track for me... i just found out kanina na someone died, a former batchmate from my grade school... from what i can remember he was my classmate in the early days of my school life... then i was trying to think about the possible things to put in my group's proposal, due monday... pressure is really taking a toll for me... i keep on saying that "im good"... that im five by five... but the truth is, there are somethings that are really hard to let go off... even if im focusing of certain things like school work and other things, 'di rin tatagal yon... so many things to handle, w/ so little time to manage it... im hoping that il survive this things...

and that's the end of it...

anyways... im good... still surviving... and i still want to kick his ass minsan, but im still not letting go (it's really weird)... but i guess ako lng ang nakaka-intindi nito... ill survive it, don't worry!!

im good...

nyt!

laterz!! c",)

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

August 11, 2004 / 10:29pm

well... got the readings at Ateneo...and while i was there i saw some batchmates from grade school & high school. saw kenn tomas, ronald uy and mark sui, classmates (and friends) from high school. seeing them reminds me a lot of high school... A LOT!

im just finishing some part for the phase one... later ill email it to rheena... hope it could help.

one thing... mayabang ba ako? o nagmamayabang ba ako? wala lng... i dnt even though na mayabang ako... sighs!! hehehe....

anyways, i have to finish this typing thing... tapos ill read the readings for the proposal for psych 155...

kaya yan!

sige, i have to go...

by the way.... hehehe... im done pala w/ my requirement... have to rest for a while, then read for the quiz 2mrw...


laterz!
August 11, 2004 / 6:27am

gooood MORNING!! :P

today, ill leave the house at arounf 730, basta before 8... para mag-service ako sa school... then at 10 ill go to PE, but magpapaalam ako sa prof ko kung pwede akong ilipat sa PM class, due to my research sa 118... then after PE ill go to rheena's and fetch her, tapos punta kami sa Batino (but ill bring the car na rin)... then after ill go to Ateneo Library, para i cud get the references for our proposal sa 155 research project.

i think that's all...

by the way, last night, i left a message to jax... getting the remaining stuff i own from him... that asshole!! sabi nya sosoli nya lahat ng gamit ko... FOOL!! hehehehe... am i that bitchy? hehehehe!

anyways, im good... wala akong pake sa anong mangyari... im still mad at him, no matter what... but it is still jax... my best friend before... (still the same...) but, with the situation, i have to be angry... the reasons are mine alone .

basta... ganun!! :P

cge, gotta prep up na for today...


LATERZ!! :D

Monday, August 09, 2004

August 9, 2004 / 9:40pm

something that i wanted to listen... well ill share to you the song that makes me cozy...

~o0o~

Return to Pooh Corner...

Christopher Robin and I walked along
Under branches lit up by the moon
Posing our questions to Owl and Eeyore
As our days disappeared all too soon
But I've wandered much further today than I should
And I can't seem to find my way back to the Wood

So help me if you can
I've got to get back
To the House at Pooh Corner by one
You'd be surprised
There's so much to be done
Count all the bees in the hive
Chase all the clouds from the sky
Back to the days of Christopher Robin and Pooh

Winnie the Pooh doesn't know what to do
Got a honey jar stuck on his nose
He came to me asking help and advice
And from here no one knows where he goes
So I sent him to ask of the Owl if he's there
How to loosen a jar from the nose of a bear

It's hard to explain how a few precious things
Seem to follow throughout all our lives
After all's said and done I was watching my son
Sleeping there with my bear by his side
So I tucked him in, I kissed him and as I was going
I swear that the old bear whispered "Boy welcome home"

Believe me if you canI've finally come back
To the House at Pooh Corner by one
What do you know
There's so much to be done
Count all the bees in the hive
Chase all the clouds from the sky
Back to the days of Christopher Robin
Back to the ways of Christopher Robin
Back to the days of Pooh

~o0o~

nyt...



laterz...
August 9, 2004 / 6:34pm

just got home... ate whatever is on the table... im so hungry from the stresses in school... anyways, i have to type a lot of revisions for the proposal & phase one for psych 118... pressure 'to!! sobra!

pero kakayanin namin yan...

at may sked na kami for the research sa batino... wednesday at 1pm & fridays at 7am... konting sacrifice lng... pero it will be worth it, im sure... im gonna enjoy this and learn big time from it for sure!!

anyways, my sister has to use this PC for a while... ill just try making drafts for the revision sa notebook... before i type later... or whatever comes first... but sure ill finish it 2day, for sure!

gtg...

laterz.
August 9, 2004 / 12:10am

i cnt sleep... parang may kulang pa... i feel like there's still something i've missed or something...

-i did my part for phase one.
-i finished the survey forms & spread it sa email
-ok na for the report on thursday
-did the reaction paper for The Hours.
-did read some parts for the 118 class discussion for 2mrw (and still gonna continue it 2mrw)
-almost did finished the reading for 155, expect for the book.

and now... i cnt seem to think what else did i miss... hmm? THINK... what else pa ba?

ah! ewan, im sure things were good on the right path, so far...

cge... i think ill jack it off na muna... i myt get to sleep after doing that....


later.

Sunday, August 08, 2004

August 8, 2004 / 9:24am

good morning!!!

so far all i can see on what's to do for 2day is just read the hand-outs/books for psych 155 & 118. yipee!! astig 'to!! so far, im 80% done with reading the articles for 155 (one hand-out & the book nlng) and the readings on Survey & Questionnaire for 118... hay dami pa, but im gonna make it naman... kaya ko 'to!! been thru hell and all... so this won't be a burden...

anyways, i last nyt i saw the new pic of the jax-ass sa friendster nya... geek. maniac na geek. sex maniac na geek. basta, sarap i-print yung pic tapos tira-tirahin ng mga darts... heheheh, cool!! :P

ganun pa rin itsura ng mokong na yon... it's still jax... 'nuff said...

ganito ang araw ko ngayon, basa, aral ng konti, OOOPPS!! i forgot! may reaction paper pa pala ako for The Hours... and i think i have to buy that DVD na rin... ang ganda kasi eh... neways, back to the plan...

...basa, aral ng konti, finish the reaction paper, do some errands here sa house, REST REST & REST!!
basa, aral ng konti, finish the reaction paper, do some errands here sa house, REST REST & REST!!
basa, aral ng konti, finish the reaction paper, do some errands here sa house, REST REST & REST!!
basa, aral ng konti, finish the reaction paper, do some errands here sa house, REST REST & REST!!

i think that would be sufficiently enough (redundant ba? :P) for the day... tsaka its one of my lightest load for a day... cool!

cge, i have to started reading na...


LATERZ c",)

Saturday, August 07, 2004

August 7, 2004 / 9:38pm

i just got home, around 30 mins ago... from class (930-11am) and from making sama with nina on helping our friend, lloyd, for shopping a perfect gift for her mom's bday today and also eating at thier place kanina... things went out very good kanina... nasamahan namin si lloyd to get a beautiful and affordable gift for his mom... and may natira pang pera to get his copy of FHM, plus na-libre pa nya kami for lunch... fun day for me... i get to hang-out with my friends, which is good for me... with me being busy with a lot of papers lately... this is good way to release the stress and be lighten up a little bit naman... enjoy!!

anyways, im home, back to work for me... have to finish the paper for the Phase One for 118. i already spread the survey forms thru emails... and ill make print-outs later too... so far... things are going smoothly, kahit may pressure... kakayanin ko ang mga yan!!

yebah!! :P

o cya, have to be busy again...

laterz!! c",)
August 7, 2004 / 8:11am

i should preping up for class by now... anyways, madali lng yon... and after class, gimik na!! hay salamat... some social life with my friends... at least something fun before goin back to working on those papers... hay naku... enjoy 'to!

cge, have to pump myself muna... heating up for the day... you know what i mean... >:P

later... :P

Friday, August 06, 2004

August 6, 2004 / 11:19pm

im online... so does the jack-ass (buhay pa ang gago!!) neways, nabigla ako ng konti, but im good... as long as he doesn't PM me or something... if he does that, ill kick his sorry ass!! hehehehe!! :P

anyways, here one of my favorite and entertaining song that i so much love... DV by Cambio...

~~~~

DV (cambio)

Junction, Pasay, Rotonda, Baclaran
Quiapo, Carriedo, Cubao,
Bambang
Anggono, Tanay, Binangonan, Singer
New york, Projects, Taytay
Roxas, Aurora, American blvd
Marcos, Sumulong, Imelda, Crossing
Singgalong, Estrella, Plaza Miranda
Antipolo, Rizal
Pero wala pa ring tatalo sa

Divisoria

Teacher's village, Quezon avenue
Bf, Vito cruz, Taft, Alabang
Ortigas, Libis, Katipunan, Cogeo, Malate
Circumferential road
Tandang sora, Crispa, Ayala
Sembo, Kalentiong, Julia vargas
V.luna, V.mapa, Rockwell
Rockwell!

sinong marunong pumunta?
pwede ba `kong sumama sa..
divisoria

~~~~

hehehe... enjoy 'to dude!! :P

cge, nyt!!

laterz!! :P
August 6, 2004 / 8:26pm

im doing my paper for our major research paper for psych 118 right now. well, my insight on the place, my expectations and more insight on the possibilities that our research can attain. kasi it's quite new to me... this SPED in public schools... it's really different from other private institutions... SOBRANG DIFFERENT!!

anyways, ill be going to school for a while... im hoping by 1030am ill be out or at least 1100am... iv done with my survey for the lexical analysis, papa-check ko lng kay ma'am PJ yung ginawa ko... hay naku... kakayanin ko 'to... ako pa! iv been through a lot... and this won't hurt a bit... i could even kick its ass!!

hey! kick its ass... miss kicking ass... hehehehe!!! :P

anyways, i have to finish things pa... gud nyt!

laterz!! c",)

Thursday, August 05, 2004

August 5, 2004 / 11:07pm

so far, im done with reading fro 155, iv made the choices for the survey for 145, fixed up my school things for 2mrw... i think that's all iv finished. aside from the things iv mentioned kanina.

ryt now im getting free pron... yehey!! hehehehe... >:P

wala lng... cnt sleep pa eh... i think i have a new body clock... i can stand til 11 to 12 midnight... wow!! maybe it's the things we are doing to our majors and other subjects, kaya ako nagkakaganito... k lng... i think, as long as i do submit good enough or the best work i can to the prof... anyways, im good ryt now, lately too... no bad feelings, kahit konti, pero naayos rin. :D

anyways, i have end this journal for the day...

nyt nyt!!

laterz! :P
August 5, 2004 / 7:13pm

well, i guess things went good for today...

-im 90% done with hand-out for our report next week.
-95% done with powerpoint presentation for that report.
-we've passed the mini-research on SO on time kanina.
-ill just make draft for the Phase One of our paper later, before i sleep.

i guess things are well goodie-goody for today... yehey!!

i think our paper on the teachers/paprent of SPED kid in batino public school will be an opener, especially for me... kasi when i was it kahapon... GRABE ang pagkapabaya ng mga local government dito... different from the services i did when i was in xavier... laki ng diperensya!!

anyways, ill do my very best to make a good, worthy paper on this...

wish us luck!! but we know, we'll give our best on this!!

o cya... sobrang dami ko pang gagawin...

laterz!! :D

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

August 4, 2004 / 10:37pm

guess what... im quite practicing Agnosticism... well, i believe there's a God... that's all...

nah... im still a believer... no doubt 'bout it.

but still im not like someone who is an atheist, who doesn't belive at al... and that person, who says he is one atheist is a hypocrite-atheist...

wala lng... gusto ko lng mag-rant... mdyo im doing good right now... im 75% done with the powerpoint presentation and also the hand-outs for our report next week thursday... YEBAH!!

harharhar!!

plus i cud gimik this saturday... at last... a social life!!! for once i could just forget school stuff for one day... kahit 12 hours lng... buhay!! :P

hehehe :P

anyways, i have to catch the ZZZZZs again, para makabawi on the sleeps iv missed lately...

ill just fix my bag nlng...

LATERZ!! :D
August 4, 2004 / 6:58pm

im sinusitis is now getting out of my system... yipee!!

wala lng...

galing kami ni rheena sa batino sped school.... ok naman, kaso im quite shocked sa nakita ko... sobrang pinabayaan na ng local government ang mga public schools na QC... "tsk tsk" on them! anyways, i see that it won't be something to be a problem on me... kailangan lng nga mag-practice uli ng tagalog ko... ala-4th yr high school, during alem's class... hehehehe... :P

hay naku... i have to finish something again, like the report ill do for the psych 155 report on personality disorder... w/c will be on 12th of this month, next week thursday...

kaya namin yan! :D

o cya!

laterz... c",)

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

August 3, 2004 / 10:21pm

well, the day was a-ok naman... it was just a mood swing on me yesterday... kaya i think things are ok... natapos na rin yung actual SO... it's quite good naman... ill just be finishing my inferences by 2mrw and ill email it to rheena 2mrw too... anyways, ill be going to a school for special kids 2mrw with my partner, to start the Phase One of our research... hope things would go smoothly... i just pray that things would be good.

yon lng... and also ill try to ditch badminton 2mrw, pa-check lng ako ng attendance, tapos sibat na ako... hay, sayang i cnt make it sa forensic seminar sa UP 2mrw... daming gagawing and all for just one major... SIGHS!!!

pero kakayanin... it's a good practice, to be honest enough. tama rin naman yung ginagawa ni ma'am myra sa amin eh... kapagod nga lang... pero kakayanin!!

anyways, have to take some rest na rin... at kulang pa ako sa tulog...

nyt-nyt!!

laterz!! c",)

Monday, August 02, 2004

August 2, 2004 / 9:35pm

what a day!! im so pissed off... pissed off to myself... and also to some people at school... im so pissed on how irritable sometimes i may be and that i can be sometimes that lazy... but im also pissed off at some of my clasmates for not being honest to me... and i hate that, having no good communication... especially kung ka-partner mo sile for the whole sem sa majors... GOSH!! nakaka-asar, now im proving that i can be responsible and hardworking as i was before, double it more!! now, i just finished typing the field notes of our observation we did this morning... HA on that!! and 2mrw, ill prove more... just wait and see, that i can do it!!

sighs! some people are really getting in my skin... AAARRRGGGHH!!!

kainis talaga!!

anyways, it's just one of those days, i think, and it's a manic monday... maaayos din 'to... all i have to do is just focus more on what's more important... passing and doing the right thing sa acads.

kakayanin ko yan!! im a survivor, no doubt about it. :P

o cya... have to prep up pa for 2mrw...

laterz!!
August 2, 2004 / 5:19am

im about to prep up for school... it's so high school, waking up very early... well, i ain't in high school anymore... im doing this cuz it is needed for our field research... i have to be in KC by 630am and set up our experiment area (one-way mirror & "bait")...

now im heating up my body (not that way!!)... just stretching out... and getting a jump-start...

anyways, i have to take a bath na rin...

wish us luck!!

later...

Sunday, August 01, 2004

August 1, 2004 / 8:09am

im so thinking on what to observe... maybe just sitting & watching the peoplesa mga tindahan will make things enough for it... hmmm... ill buy naman an ink ng printer, i could use that advantage... whoopee!!

anyways, august na... bilis rin ng panahon... and im proud to say that im getting good on things... bitter pa rin (ng medyo), but i can manage it and be more of a better man later... :D

grabe talaga yung mga pinapagawang paper for psych... parang ang bilis nga eh... psych 101 lng last time, tapos psych 118, field methods na kami... and another field research we'll do is on using the one-way mirror sa monday... and we'll go on the 7am class... AHHHH ang aga!! syet!!

anyways, ill survive... cge, breakfast na muna ako...

later! :P

Saturday, July 31, 2004

July 31, 2004 / 7:33pm

im still feeling weak... literally weak... im still sick, my left ear is somehow has its smootchy weird thing, my muscles pains due to my badminton still hurts, and may sinat pa ako... but the good news is that we'd passed the proposal just in time kanina... yehey for that!! and 2mrw ill do my individual observation, w/c i havent thought about it... but hey, ill do it 2mrw... ala-alias :P

anyways, my throat still hurts... but im guessing ill be ok... naghi-heal naman ako eh...

kaya no need to worry... im good...

getting good one day at a time...

o cya... i have to go muna sa banyo..

later...

Friday, July 30, 2004

July 30, 2004 / 11:33pm

"My Happy Ending"
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

-----------------------------------------------------------
somehow... he got what he desreves... but hey!! im still concern 'bout him... he is still (and was) my best friend... and that bond is strong (i know)... kahit ganito ang sitwasyon... 

but it will still takes time to get things right... im just hoping that it wont end up being like it was before... im still hoping (and hope never goes away...)

Laterz!! c",)

July 30, 2004 / 11:10pm

im quite done with my part on the proposal for 118... i hope it is good enough... but im thinking "yeah... its 5 by 5." the good thing right now is that our good ma'am myra extended the submission for our mini-research paper for SO... good good on that!! lessen the burden, kahit mabigat pa rin... but hey!! it's a good practice i say!!

another thing happened... just now... someone is depressed/heart broken... and its not what lloyd said to me kaninang umaga... the other one... HHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! im so happy that someone is really smacking his face down-hard... makes me happy!! hehehehe!!

pressure in me gotten loosey.... whooopeee!! :P

now i cnt sleep of the sudden happiness.... what a rush!! whhooopppeee!!

but the pressure is still present.... hay what a life im having!! hooraah!!!

listening to techno while doing my proposal... and drinking ceylen tea... and having to know this news from him... hay... perfect way to end my day with a smile!! :)

cge... gotta sink thing first... im good (always!!)

 
LATERZ!!! (hahahahaha!!)
July 30, 2004 / 12:11pm

well, im experiencing trangkaso right now... my throat is sore... it's hard ot talk... my nose is staring to be stuffy... and im going to be sick... BUT that won't block my way on finishing the proposal that is due 2mrw... KAYANG KAYA 'to!!

kami pa!!

anyways, im just doing some final refernce hunt on the net... hope we could find sufficient reference for now... and later we'll improve it more...

yesterdays report went well... we're done with the reporst for psych 118... psych 155 nlng WHOOOS!!! :D

gotte finish researching na muna...

laterz!! :P

Monday, July 26, 2004

July 26, 2004 / 7:18pm

its the last final telecast of Buffy sa studio23 later at 8pm... so sad... i wanna tissue... :(

anyways, i still have to study for my exam in psych 145 2mrw... and later i have to make some prep-up for the report on psych 118... by the way, we're done with the mini-research on document study (whoohhhooo!!!)

but it ain't over yet!!

there are still the exams (psych 145 & PI 100), the class discussion (psych 118) and the dreaded major project proposal (psych 118)......... PRESSURE talaga!!

pero kakayanin!! ako pa!! :P

sige... magbabasa pa ko ng readings sa psych... wish me luck!!

laterz!! :D
July 26, 2004 / 6:45am

good morning!!

today is a start of a freakin' hellish week... and its starts with the submission of the mini-research paper on document study methods and our reporting on Single Observation Method for psych 118... then the next one will be 2mrw's 1st exam on psych 145... the next will be doing the 1st draft proposal for the main research project for psych 118 that will be due on thursday... and still on thursday is the 1st exam for PI 100... i hope on friday will be like rest or gimik reward...

anyways, ill be watching catwoman on saturday with someone... yes... ill have a date with someone... and im not saying who... :P

hay naku... have to read this godforsaken reading pa!! too much... but im betting ill survive this...

i will survive this... im a force of nature that can't be underestimated... hahahaha!!

laterz...

Sunday, July 25, 2004

July 25, 2004 / 8:20pm

did i forget to mention that last friday our school got flooded... high ankle deep... and yesterday i helped clean out the library's bookshelfs... too many damages... but we'll survive...

WE ALL SURVIVE...

later uli!! :P

 
July 25, 2004 / 8:15pm

quite done for the mini-research paper on pugad baboy...reporting and the proposal nlng for 118, reviewing for the exams in 145 & PI100 (tues & thurs)... kaya pa yan! (kahit sumasakit ng konti yung ulo... KAYANG KAYA pa yan!!)

hay... too many things in my head... if someone wants to peak... siguradong mahihilo sya for a long time... peak lng yon... panu pa kung pumasok pa sa mind ko... comatose... :P

breath... breath... relax... i have lots of reading to read pa... like people with OCDs and other neurosis disorders...

PPPPPPPPPPPRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUURRRREEEEEEEEE!!!

anyways... gotta read na muna... later na yang mga problema na yan!!

laters!!

Thursday, July 22, 2004

July 22, 2004 / 8:21am

just woke up... around 30 mins ago... and now im perping up for school... now just check the tv... whats on cable... to my surprise, naging dream itong cable namin... may ETC na!!! Whoohoo!!! :p

anyways, ill just finish the last part for the mini-research about pugad baboy... hay what a life!! gotta finish this by 2mrw... and a lot more to do!! (like reviewing for the exam for psych 145 & PI 100, doing the report for the class dicussion in psych 118 & doing its proposal...)

one word... PRESSURE!! (but hey!! i can do it! im strong enough to survive!!)

gotta go... hell time uli!

LATERZZ!

Monday, July 19, 2004

July 19, 2004 / 9:26pm
 
mondays are really tiresome.... whooos!!
 
but hey! i got to know more about the document study gig for psych 118... i totally (kinda) get it na! and quite happy for the topic rheena suggested... comics!! yehey!! :P
 
anyways, i have to go back and read for ma'am pj's class 2mrw (psych 145)...
 
laterz!! :P
July 19, 2004 / 7:22am
 
it's another manic monday...
 
i have to go to school early, so i could make plans for the proposal we have for the next mini-research paper... and i forgot to make a reaction paper on Bayaning Third World for PI 100 (anyways, sa thursday pa due 'non).  today im quite ready for the quiz in Psych 118 (kahit di ko natapos yung mga binabasa ko... but ill try to read it once i get to school).  hay naku... :P
 
anyways, i think i have to take a bath na rin, prep myself up for the whole day of school... and getting tired after...  i'll just make the jogging thing on thursday nlng... after ng reseach namin ni rheena...
 
oo nga pala, im planning to jog again, para i could really release the stresses im having. napapasin ko kasi na konting stress lng ang nilalabas ko when i study or review or do school works... i hvae to release it in someway that i can do... like jogging before... and plus i need good sleeping time... para i feel really charged up the following day...
 
yon lng...
 
i really have to take a bath na...
 
mamaya uli!!
 
LATERZ!! :P

Saturday, July 17, 2004

July 17, 2004 / 5:23pm
 
im somehow done for the 1st mini-research paper for psych 118... whoa!! what a headache thinking of the right words... hehehehe... but many thanks too kay rheena, my partner... it was quite fun, walking around sa loyola, looking for tombstones for data... and now im thinking for the next topic in which we'll use a different method of research, Document study method... hmmm... kaya ko yan!! KAYA NAMIN YAN!! :P
 
anyways, i have to finish reading the remaining readings for monday's class... DAMI!!! kaya im hoping that after this sem ends... ill have my OWN TIME to relax and indulge... malapit na rin yon... konting tiis na lng...
 
anyways, gotta go!!
 
LATERZ!! :D

Thursday, July 15, 2004

July 15, 2004 / 8:32pm

day was fun!!

i wasn't really able to study for my exam in abnormal psych... but i did it (i think?)... the test was pretty good... and i somehow answered it good enough... yehey for me!! kaso, i have to end the habit of last minute reviews... kasi i just studied an hour and a half for the exam... i have to return my good study habits like last year... i have, or else it might be bad for me for the net exams... better do the right thing than failing it bad...

then after that, i got to drive fin's crosswind... automatic!! it was FUN!!! hehehehe!! :P

got to a joy ride / road trip (Mang Jimmy's -> UP -> Eastwood) fun-fun-FUN!! :D

2mrw AM... rheena and i will do the physical traces for our psych 118 mini-research paper... sana ok ito!! wish us luck!! :D

anyways, i have to read some reading for 2mrw's 145 class...

laterz!! :D

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

July 14, 2004 / 4:40pm

i didn't go to school... but i got the readings for our grps report 1 & 1/2 weeks from now...

kaso i hate that sinisipon pa ako ngayon!! shit! im having a hard time to study... with my nose running and the constant sneezing... i hate it!!

im hoping that ill be a-ok 2mrw... magre-research pa kami sa sementeryo 2mrw eh... hay saya yon!! :P

anyways, have to finish reading this that makes society perceive psychological abnormalities as a sickness... or something...


later. c",)
July 14, 2004 / 9:55am

i decided not to go to school na muna... because of this stupid flu (grrrr!) but i'v already got the readings for our report for pscyh 118, w/c is 2 weeks from now... it's better to be ready and prepared na... :P

and im having a runny nose right now... ka-asar!!

btw, jax is still alive... kasi i saw his fx... yes, i mean the human jax, not the frog... hehehehe :P

anyways, i hope he's doing fine and all... even i still hate him... i still hope for the best for him... civil enough.

ahhh... i hate this cold... better inhale some steam later...

yon lng... muna

laterz!
July 14, 2004 / 8:43am

im having the cold attacks again... stupid allergies!! ayaw ko ng ganito!! gusto ko nga mag-badminton ngayon eh!! ASAR!!!

anyways, ill go but not play... sama ng sipon ko ngayon (uli!) arrrggghhhh!!!

i wont take my sevice muna, uli... have to review for psych 155's 1st exam 2mrw... and read dome more readings and also make plans for the mini-research paper for 118...

PPPPPRRRRRRRREEEEEEEESSSSSSSSUUUUUUURRRRREEEEEEE!!!!

anyways... gotta have some steam muna para di ganoon kalala yung sipon ko...

later...

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

July 13, 2004 / 8:44pm

hay... WHAT A DAY!!

i skinned R.B. & JaxII kanina... RB died after skinning him alive... while jaxII was a tough one, he died after his heart was cut out from him... yeah yeah... he survived the skinning and the electricution tortures... but i really love torturing them... hehehe!! :P

im just talking about the two frogs i skinned off & electricuted in Biology class kanina... eheheh :P

it was fun, but with me, having not eaten breakfast & lunch... my energy just went down to 0.1% after the laboratory experiment... plus the sad part ay nag-brownout pa sa KC... kaya low bat talaga na ako... but hey!! i survived...

got home early and eat for energy... now im having the sipon again... but has the eregy to handle it!! :P

2mrw ill be going badminton for PE3 then review for the exam for psych 155... have to read a lot of readings. para ma-gets ko!! :D

anyways, i have to go and rest and fix this sipon...

plus i have to do this thing for my parents... printing... scanning (not xerox!!)... anyways, just doing my part to help them... hay buhay!! :P


LATERXX!! c",)
July 13, 2004 / 7:43am

good morning!! im awake... i "jump started" myself up (hehehehe)... and im fixing up things for my biology class... the fishes and the snails... kinda weird, but its fun... :P

wala lng...

whoa!! i juts found out... halle berry might not be going back as storm in the 3rd x-men movie (awwww)... sayang... but im hoping that the actress will play storm will be more than what halle gave... and im hoping that she will fly more!!

and i think i saw sa net na eliza dushku (aka FAITH my girl)... is rumored to be black cat on the 3rd spider-man flick... sana nga... with her act as faith, she'll rocks!!

yon lng muna... i think...

by the way, im thinking of some ways to buy the pins from lyndon without him knowing that im buying them... hmmm... his pins are goood, but he's still a jerky-asshole...

anyways, dito na muna...


LATER...

5 by 5... :D

Monday, July 12, 2004

July 12, 2004 / 6:55pm

i commuted going home today... nakakamis sumakay ng fx going home... memories of riding it makes me feel... makes me feel... hmm... i dnt know what i am feeling about it... basta, nakakamiss lng sumakay ng fx pauwi... :P

today ill read some readings in psych... plan some things for the mini-research paper that rheena & i will do this week... hay... super-duper busy na uli ako!! what a life... sana the reward or benefits of all this work will be fruitfull enough to make me smile and happy!! yet i am still good right now... taking it one day at a time. im in progress... im good... good in being me... yehey!!

anyways, ill try to write nlng later... my parenst just got home...


LATER!! c",)
July 12, 2004 / 8:13am

im done with my paper on the magdalene sisters, im well aware of the readings on physical traces... kulang nlng yung pang PI 100 at psych 155... pero kayang kaya yan!! ako pa! :P

another manic monday for me... and i have to make plans for the proposal and the rest for our research project for psych 118, add to that the report we will make for Single Observartion Method and the two other ones for 155, Personal Disorder & Sinapian... hay... plus yung PI 100 pa pla... what a sucky life!! :P

anyways, maya nlng uli, have to finish some things pa before going to school...


LATERZ... c",)

Sunday, July 11, 2004

July 11, 2004 / 10:47pm

...im back...

whoooo... im good!!

and im doing my paper again... hay buhay!!

its so nice that im back online... saya-saya!!

anyways, i have to type this paper pa...


LATERZ!! c",)
July 11, 2004 / 10:10pm

im doing my paper on the Magdalene Sisters, its a docu-film i got to watch during my psych 118 class... so far, my good... really good...

taking things one day at a time...

and my stomach in rumbling... ouch!! i think ill have to do no.2 na muna...

later... promise!! :D

Saturday, July 10, 2004

July 10, 2004 / 8:17pm

im back... the pc is running AWESOME!!

later... have to finish some readigs for psych!!

LATERZ!!! :P

Friday, July 02, 2004

July 2, 2004 / 3:30pm

im here at the mall... RP:ME... doing some research for my psych class... and now writing my journal... and quite pissed off... dunno why, maybe it's one of those jax episode im having lately... kaasar nga eh!! anyways, i have to finish getting sufficient readings for my report...

im still angry at that ass hole (aka Jax)... gggrrrr!!!

laters...

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

June 30, 2004 / 8:13pm

well... GMA was inagurated today, being the 2nd female president, and giving her another term... i just wish things would change for the better...

so far, i played badminton kanina for PE... took my time to serve at Sir Abueva'a office as part of my require service for the office as thier scholar... it's quite cool actually... sorting out and havet the oppurtunity to read some good articles from the newspaper... good writing... and let me say that there is still hope for us... and more hope for me...

the few days were quite as tiring as ever... right now, or later, ill have to finish some readings for psych classes 2mrw, para di ako magmukhang timang... but im kinda digging the things im reading... im learning and im enjoying it... cool!!

lately, im having another i-miss-jax episodes... im hoping na mawala na ito uli... kasi ang hirap eh... kahit im getting strength from my anger at him, thinking about him won't make things easy for me too... hay naku!! stress!! THAT ASSHOLE!! grrrr...

anyways, i have to read na uli... my brain is hungry for psychological knowledge...

adios for now...

laterz!! c",)

Saturday, June 26, 2004

June 26, 2004 / 8:10am

my aches are gone... gutom lng ako ngayon... so, i think im a-ok (hopefully)

now can start my work... but ill worry later about my new assignment kay mam thes sa admin office ng KC... ill be doing office work... how nice... anyways, i think ill start with the report rheena and i will do on monday, then do the assignment paper about 3 controversial reseaches, and lastly read the readings for class... i think thats good... and to follow nlng yng muscles ni jax (the skinned frog)...

btw, about jax, my old friend, i miss him... kinda weird lng, but i ges it's those feelings... mawawala rin yan in few days... i have jax the frog naman to torture eh... eheheh

gotta eat breakfast na muna...


laterz... :P

Friday, June 25, 2004

June 25, 2004 / 10:56pm

grabe!! SAKIT NG ULO KO!! i have the aching of the stomach and the headache from the formalin... i hate it... it keeps me slow, and i cnt do the works i have to do (readings, report & frog study)...

i just really hate the aching feeling im feeling right now... aaarrrgggghhhh!!!!

i just hope that 2mrw ill be a-ok, so that i can start the plans for our report in psych 118 on monday... and also read the readings needed for monday's psych 155... also review for my frog's muscle for bio 11... to many works... but i cn stand the pressure... I CAN DO it!! as long as im ok... health wise... :D

anyways, pwede na yon!!


later...

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

June 23, 2004 / 9:42am

today is my lolo's centennial year... but he's dead... we are just celebrating for the heck of it (i think), but hey!! it's a good reason for the relatives to get together and have a good time. and im suppose to speak about my lolo, whom i didn't had the chance to meet up... anyways, ill try to make a speech later at school... yup, it's a wednesday, and i have a class from 1130 to 530 (str8!!)... no breaks!! i guess, that will a low batt thing after class... but hey! im perpy!! i can get the energy... :) anyways, im just gonna take a bath in a little while, it's been, what, 3 days since i wrote here... basically, im just too tired and TIRED from school... 10-530, everyday... it's somehow a stressful... and the thing is it's only the begining of class... im expecting a lot more workload when the mid of the sem comes and a very lot more load by the end of the sem... hay, kaya ko 'to!! i can to it... ako pa!! :P

anyways, have to finish things muna here before taking a bath...

laterz... c",)

Sunday, June 20, 2004

June 20, 2004 / 11:10pm

im suppose to be sleeping right now... but im not. kasi naman yung nanay ko... cnt blame her too... anyway, it's just too hard to adjust most of the time... and lately, i've been having a hardtime to adjuct and accept some things right now... but i do get to understand why i should embark on this and face the hardship, kasi it will surely have good benefits in the end... and magblo-blossom yung mga works of my labor... kaya tiisin ang pasakit, at siguradong kakayanin ko ito!! :D

tama si nina, i should really give jax the space, and it will really take a very looooooooong time (almost to an infity time) to get his forgiveness... but im still hoping... but i have more things than that to focus on... like my studies and graduating on time, also the career i want to have to get my own income and all... it's all the long term, and less of the short term things ako eh...

anyways, i think i have to get some ZZZzzzzzz's na rin, i have to be early 2mrw... drive my mom to her office and be at school for class... kaya ill needing the energy ill get from sleeping, a lot!!

charge up and ill be ready for the battle 2mrw...

nyt.

later.
June 20, 2004 / 5:25pm

hmm... headaches... i hate having my head spin... specially when i typed something with a very weird setting... plus my mom's hand wrting... PRRRREEEESSSSUUURRRREEE!!!

hay naku, plus 2mrw, again... 10 to 530 str8 uli ako.... pressure!! atleat, iv done my paper and fixed up the readings... and also ready for recitation... and somehow, ill make to manage my sked to read all the readings... and i want to have a good grade. yon!!

also headaches... ouch!!

anyways, have to recharge muna...

laterz

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

June 16, 2004 / 8:33pm

so far, im so tired and stressed out... 10-530 str8 sked is such a way way long hardship... kasi no breaks at all... but the brighter side, i myt get loose some weight and be not that fat again, whopee!! anyways, 2mrw ill be hanging out with lloyd, eat, sight-seeing, the works... hay naku, i got a good sleep kaninang hapon... best, or atleast a good sleep since a long time ago (panahon pa noong mag-kaibigan pa kami ni jax)... hay naku, what a life, im good yet still bitter... im angry at him, but hey! what the heck... i wanna kick his ass minsan, but hey! on that...

haaaay, i have to read the readings na uli for ma'am myra's class...

hope for the best for me...

laterz...

Sunday, June 13, 2004

June 13, 2004 / 8:22pm

ok, i got my plan for the CAP thing... ill meet my kuya on tuesday morning and give him the requirements to submit, then on wednesday afternoon (after my PE class), ill have lloyd to tag along with me to makati, and later at around 4pm... ill fetch my mom. good plan... yehey!!

that's all for now.

hope for the best for me 2mrw, kasi 1st day of classes 2mrw, and im so excited!! i cud get busy again!! whoopee!!

later. c",)
June 13, 2004 / 4:40pm

what a looong boring day, again!

hay naku, all i cud do was typing for my dad's paper work... it's kinda the only way not to get bored... im still bored by the way... the only thing good is that 2mrw classes will start (yipee!!) so i cud get busy and focus on other things, aside that thing... u know. but so far, i made my tentative plans on my CAP tuition and getting it w/o hurting my sked in school... i just hope my kuya would cooperate with me...

hmm... u know, im having a hard time sleeping, actually waking up... kasi my hormones are kinda up & down... its kinda weird, but i think ill manage it... i just hope something good will come out... but hey!! a little bit of jacking off won't hurt, no harm no foul... sarap pa... ehehehehehe... :P

anyways, i have to clean up some mess sa office... not that kinda of mess! :P

laterz... c",)

Saturday, June 12, 2004

June 12, 2004 / 8:34pm

looooong day today... quite a little bit boring nga eh. but the only thing that is quite ok is when someone got in to our property and started to steal some scrap metals... and good thing the neighbor informed my pops... and my dad brought out his .45 and started make a shoot out... cool and exciting, but also quite scary, kasi baka something bad might happen to my pops... but good thing nuthing happened to him, mdyo i saw a good presence of my dad shooting out his gun... i guess he'll be more "up" if ever the stealer was shot... hehehe :P anyways, that's all for 2day... the rest was quite a bore... ~YAWN~

i still cnt decide on what to do for my tuition fee... hmmm... i have to make a solid plan by 2mrw... kasi classes will start monday, and i haven't paid my tuition fee yet... quite a pressure, but i have to make solid decisions by 2mrw... hmm.... THINK, THINK...THINK!! well, in the plan, there's going to CAP office in makati (twice) and going to makati as well... THINK!!!

bahala na ako!! 2mrw ill make the plan...

later.
June 12, 2004 / 9:10am

MABUHAY ANG PILIPINAS!!
MABUHAY ANG KALAYAAN!!
MABUHAY ANG PILIPINO!!
MABUHAY ANG INDEPENDENCIA NG PILIPINAS!!

MABUHAY TAYONG LAHAT!!




...hehehe...

truly, Mabuhay tayong lahat!!

Happy Independence Day!! :)

Friday, June 11, 2004

June 11, 2004 / 6:22am

-----o0o-----
What's Another Day
(Maria Mena)

"You gave this way more thought then it deserved."
You say as I tell you about my fear of rejection.

I wouldn't know better then to get scared,
cause since we've met we've had this great connection.

"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.

I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?"

This stage of oblivion I find comfortable
and prior to this I never spoke.
You say you understand my absence now,
and why I never tell jokes.

"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.

I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,

"What's another day?" when we're already getting use to gray.

"What's another day?" when inspiration grows out from this.

"What's another day?" when silence is the next best thing to this, and we're all getting used to hearing you say...

"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.

I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,

"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.

I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,

"What's another day?"
-----o0o-----

Thursday, June 10, 2004

June 10, 2004 / 9:17pm

well, just what i predicted... my day went well... I GOT THE SCHOLARSHIP!!! yippeee!!! :D

add to that, i got to see melissa and neri of SCQ, very pretty girls, i can say... hehehe :P

50% is not that bad... it's like a sale sa mall... 50% off ur units!! hehehe...

and another 50 to add... just finished watching 50 first dates... sobrang kwela!! hehehehe... cnt stop laughing!!

hay wat a day!! ok naman, kahit mdyo pagod from driving and RA and driving...

btw, saw a xaverian sa KC, di sya nag-enrollm yung girlfriend nya... but i really know him... pero im good with faces eh... anyways, the thing on what that guy said, his right to say that nakaka-miss yung xavier... yeah thinking about that made me really miss my former alma-mater... much. kahit, i hate to say it, dun ko nakilala yung old friend ko... but the whole thing, i miss xavier... cnt wait sometime to visit and just hang-out sa roof top ng high school building. hay, memories... good or bad, they are all the same. :)

wat a day nga talaga!! im good... plus smiling. :)

laterz. c",)
June 10, 2004 / 7:11am

wow... i cnt believe it. i woke up good, without having the feeling of being chased or down... i woke up fine and kinda horny (hehehe). wala lng. ba't ganun? tuwing im ok and having a good time, bigla na lng siya sumusulpot. and the thing is, i get his attention, susundan ko sya... its kinda weird, maybe it's the small thing inside me that keeps on telling me "to not give up on our friendship, maaayos din yan"... yes the id inside me... but the ego and super ego keeps telling me to relax and be calm, and get over it... hay wat a dilemma im having... but the only thing im sure is that if im just calm and do my very best to move on and forget him muna...ill be ok. very ok... im good... i have friends who believes in me and who will stand beside me... and im glad to have them, i love them.

anyways, im predicting that this day and the days that follows will be fine and good... :)

anyways, im good... always.

laterz!

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

June 9, 2004 / 2:39pm

well, what a day!! (even if the day isn't over)

i was at RP kanina with my dad, then all of a sudden, i saw someone that looks familiar, kaya i checked out who was it... it's jax. with his new bag, new pants, new shirt and a new hair. it's kinda weird, i think he saw me too... anyways, first there was fear and nginig then there was rage & anger... i wanna kick him there and run... just to release my anger on him, for being such a jerk... i knw, in a way, i do also deserved to be kicked out... but i was just trying to tie up loose ends and finish up things... and he treated it like our friendship didnt exist at all... that asshole!!

btw, im still pissed off from yesterday, kaya ganito lng ang entry ko sa journal... very bitter and mad... wala lng... mawawala rin ito, in due time... but im still good. gusto ko nga kamustahin sya, but i hesitate doing it, kasi alam ko aawayin ko yng gagong yon. hehehe :P

hay buhay! it's really a not-so-good day for me lately... hmm... ok lng yan, lalampasan ko rin 'to... i have giselle & lloyd to back me up... yan yng mga taong i can truly consider as true friends (corny, but it's true!!)

gotta rest na muna, nood pa daw kami ng cine later with the folks...

later.

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

June 8, 2004 / 11:34am

MGA PUTANG INA NILA!! LAHAT NG TAO DITO SA BAHAY!! pine-pressure nila ako... sobra!! akala kung sino silang pa-importante!! BWISET SILA!! they assume so many things, na pwedeng i-understand muna and think... lalong-lalo yung magulang ko!! grrr.... i know i somehow screwed up too, but atleast im bold enough to face the truth, kaso sila, they go histerical pa!! nakaka-inis na, palaging ganito... im making ways to help the situation that they started, tapos ganito pa nila ako tratratuhin... mga ASSHOLES!! i was just trying to help... nag-aaral na nga ako ng mabuti, para makatapos ng on-time sa college, kahit pagod na ako on driving them to places near and very far... and after classes i will still drive them... kahit pagod na ako... SIGHS!! for christsake! im being overload by them... and ayaw ko ma-burnout dahil dito lng... grrr... sunod-sunod talaga ang mga 'to 'no? well, if it's a plan to make me fall down, they're wrong... ill manage it, but ill attack back!! mga hindot sila!! sali ko na rin yung old friend ko sa murang 'to, he also deserves it!! sighs!! nasisira tuloy yung sked ko... pahamak!! and i though im moving ok, i was just being the good deeds act, and i get this crap!! tangina nila!!

grr....



...

Monday, June 07, 2004

June 7, 2004 / 8:09pm

im watching BUFFY right now... faith, the first evil, a lot of potential slayers and the slayerettes... wow!! plus i think the evil priest will show up na rin... Whoopeee!!!

anyways, ok yng RA kanina, mdyo na loose balance lng ako when i knew that she had the chance to read the "email"... she said that i should just walk away, walk away... that's quite a mouth full for a simple phrase. but i should walk away... tama sya, tama rin si lloyd. i love them... they are my friends. true friends. the friends iv been wishing for in life... thank God for them... i do appreciate them so much!

i think that's all for now, gotta watch buffy na...

later!! c",)

Sunday, June 06, 2004

June 6, 2004 / 10:40pm

good evening!

im about to finish my day by writing on my journal... well the day went quite dull, but ok... it was still raining (until now), kaya ang lamig... i finished the draft of the thing i typed for my mom's thing for her office... got to talked to my friends (ging, lloyd & nina)... btw, lloyd read jax's email... and he was quite shocked to read such a very angry email... but he's true enough to give me sufficient advise... true friend ko yang si lloyd eh!! he's my joey!! :P

hay buhay, im quite sleepy na rin... and i remember that i have to be early in waking up 2mrw... drive my mom, go school and be a RA and fetch my mom later that afternoon. add to that, it's the start of classes to some schools, kaya it will be a heavy traffic to face 2mrw... sighs!! what a life in the metro...

anyways, gotta sleep na rin...

laterz.
June 6, 2004 / 8:41am

good morning!! :P

what will i do today... hmm... pick up my parent's medicine's at antipolo and type some errands for my mom... what a sunday, boring sunday!! :-/

by the way, iv heard (or read) on what happened to someone i knew before... hehehehe.... buti nga sa kanya!! :P made a small tingling in the spine worth it, hehehe....

sobrang lamig ngayon... its raining... i wish i could do something ryt now, like watching xxx or meeting someone, and doing it... libog ata ako ngayon, maybe cuz its the cold weather... brrrr...

hay naku, 2mrw matrapik na uli sa kamaynilaan... pasukan na kasi ng ibang tao dyan... kaya i have to wake up early and take a bath early so i cud drive my mom early and be at school early for the RA... i jus pray i will get in the scholarship grant this time... what a buhay... :D

o sya, i have to warm up na and do the stuffs needed doing...

later.

Saturday, June 05, 2004

June 5, 2004 / 7:40pm

oo nga pla, bot the series finale of FRIENDS... ohh... i just wanna cry!!

"i got off the plane..." -rachel green

those lines really meant something to me... aaawww.... ang sweet nila ross and rachel!!! oh im so good!!

laterz :P
June 5, 2004 / 7:31pm

ok pla kung mag-RA ako sa KC... cool... not just for the free food, but also i cud get to know the new blood of KC students... hehehehe...

registration starts next week... and being an RA has its perks... una kang mag-reg, u cn pick the sked ahead of the others... kaso, iv got my sked for the majors... BLOODY HELL!! MTh - 11:30 to 5:30 (Str8!), while TF - 10:00 to 5:30 (with breaks)... whoa!! what a sked... im aiming for 22 to 24 units this sem, so i wont be delayed and graduate on time... what a week... whooo...

but im still good... 2mrw, sunday, ill be typing some errands for my mom... SIGHS!! a little pressure on that, but hey! kaya ko yan!!

sana pala, im really hoping the mouse will have a safe labor and a healthy baby... anyway, i txtd her, and she's fine, bed rest lng before labor... im really hoping she and the baby will be fine, pati na rin si daddy girard... i pray and hope things will be a-ok for them...

im good... hehehe... good... jus loaded my cell 300 bucks (whopee!!)

anyways, next time nlng uli...

laterz... im gooooood c",)

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

June 2, 2004 / 10:00am

i jus got home from driving my mom & sister... and now watching the miss universe live from quito, equador... wala lng...

hay, wala pa yung padala ng ate from LA... i kinda need the cash right now... as in i have now mulah in my wallet... and i have to watch a movie!!! WAAAHHH!!! :P

anyways, im doing good so far... moving is somewhat in the progress... and im doing good, as i said ago...

anyways, 2mrw is my orientation for applying as RA for the enrollement... and next week it will be my enrollment na... i hope ill get all the subjects i want at sana it will fit the sked...

anyways, gotta watch miss u. na muna... hehehe... :P

laterz...