June 30, 2004 / 8:13pm
well... GMA was inagurated today, being the 2nd female president, and giving her another term... i just wish things would change for the better...
so far, i played badminton kanina for PE... took my time to serve at Sir Abueva'a office as part of my require service for the office as thier scholar... it's quite cool actually... sorting out and havet the oppurtunity to read some good articles from the newspaper... good writing... and let me say that there is still hope for us... and more hope for me...
the few days were quite as tiring as ever... right now, or later, ill have to finish some readings for psych classes 2mrw, para di ako magmukhang timang... but im kinda digging the things im reading... im learning and im enjoying it... cool!!
lately, im having another i-miss-jax episodes... im hoping na mawala na ito uli... kasi ang hirap eh... kahit im getting strength from my anger at him, thinking about him won't make things easy for me too... hay naku!! stress!! THAT ASSHOLE!! grrrr...
anyways, i have to read na uli... my brain is hungry for psychological knowledge...
adios for now...
laterz!! c",)
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Saturday, June 26, 2004
June 26, 2004 / 8:10am
my aches are gone... gutom lng ako ngayon... so, i think im a-ok (hopefully)
now can start my work... but ill worry later about my new assignment kay mam thes sa admin office ng KC... ill be doing office work... how nice... anyways, i think ill start with the report rheena and i will do on monday, then do the assignment paper about 3 controversial reseaches, and lastly read the readings for class... i think thats good... and to follow nlng yng muscles ni jax (the skinned frog)...
btw, about jax, my old friend, i miss him... kinda weird lng, but i ges it's those feelings... mawawala rin yan in few days... i have jax the frog naman to torture eh... eheheh
gotta eat breakfast na muna...
laterz... :P
my aches are gone... gutom lng ako ngayon... so, i think im a-ok (hopefully)
now can start my work... but ill worry later about my new assignment kay mam thes sa admin office ng KC... ill be doing office work... how nice... anyways, i think ill start with the report rheena and i will do on monday, then do the assignment paper about 3 controversial reseaches, and lastly read the readings for class... i think thats good... and to follow nlng yng muscles ni jax (the skinned frog)...
btw, about jax, my old friend, i miss him... kinda weird lng, but i ges it's those feelings... mawawala rin yan in few days... i have jax the frog naman to torture eh... eheheh
gotta eat breakfast na muna...
laterz... :P
Friday, June 25, 2004
June 25, 2004 / 10:56pm
grabe!! SAKIT NG ULO KO!! i have the aching of the stomach and the headache from the formalin... i hate it... it keeps me slow, and i cnt do the works i have to do (readings, report & frog study)...
i just really hate the aching feeling im feeling right now... aaarrrgggghhhh!!!!
i just hope that 2mrw ill be a-ok, so that i can start the plans for our report in psych 118 on monday... and also read the readings needed for monday's psych 155... also review for my frog's muscle for bio 11... to many works... but i cn stand the pressure... I CAN DO it!! as long as im ok... health wise... :D
anyways, pwede na yon!!
later...
grabe!! SAKIT NG ULO KO!! i have the aching of the stomach and the headache from the formalin... i hate it... it keeps me slow, and i cnt do the works i have to do (readings, report & frog study)...
i just really hate the aching feeling im feeling right now... aaarrrgggghhhh!!!!
i just hope that 2mrw ill be a-ok, so that i can start the plans for our report in psych 118 on monday... and also read the readings needed for monday's psych 155... also review for my frog's muscle for bio 11... to many works... but i cn stand the pressure... I CAN DO it!! as long as im ok... health wise... :D
anyways, pwede na yon!!
later...
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
June 23, 2004 / 9:42am
today is my lolo's centennial year... but he's dead... we are just celebrating for the heck of it (i think), but hey!! it's a good reason for the relatives to get together and have a good time. and im suppose to speak about my lolo, whom i didn't had the chance to meet up... anyways, ill try to make a speech later at school... yup, it's a wednesday, and i have a class from 1130 to 530 (str8!!)... no breaks!! i guess, that will a low batt thing after class... but hey! im perpy!! i can get the energy... :) anyways, im just gonna take a bath in a little while, it's been, what, 3 days since i wrote here... basically, im just too tired and TIRED from school... 10-530, everyday... it's somehow a stressful... and the thing is it's only the begining of class... im expecting a lot more workload when the mid of the sem comes and a very lot more load by the end of the sem... hay, kaya ko 'to!! i can to it... ako pa!! :P
anyways, have to finish things muna here before taking a bath...
laterz... c",)
today is my lolo's centennial year... but he's dead... we are just celebrating for the heck of it (i think), but hey!! it's a good reason for the relatives to get together and have a good time. and im suppose to speak about my lolo, whom i didn't had the chance to meet up... anyways, ill try to make a speech later at school... yup, it's a wednesday, and i have a class from 1130 to 530 (str8!!)... no breaks!! i guess, that will a low batt thing after class... but hey! im perpy!! i can get the energy... :) anyways, im just gonna take a bath in a little while, it's been, what, 3 days since i wrote here... basically, im just too tired and TIRED from school... 10-530, everyday... it's somehow a stressful... and the thing is it's only the begining of class... im expecting a lot more workload when the mid of the sem comes and a very lot more load by the end of the sem... hay, kaya ko 'to!! i can to it... ako pa!! :P
anyways, have to finish things muna here before taking a bath...
laterz... c",)
Sunday, June 20, 2004
June 20, 2004 / 11:10pm
im suppose to be sleeping right now... but im not. kasi naman yung nanay ko... cnt blame her too... anyway, it's just too hard to adjust most of the time... and lately, i've been having a hardtime to adjuct and accept some things right now... but i do get to understand why i should embark on this and face the hardship, kasi it will surely have good benefits in the end... and magblo-blossom yung mga works of my labor... kaya tiisin ang pasakit, at siguradong kakayanin ko ito!! :D
tama si nina, i should really give jax the space, and it will really take a very looooooooong time (almost to an infity time) to get his forgiveness... but im still hoping... but i have more things than that to focus on... like my studies and graduating on time, also the career i want to have to get my own income and all... it's all the long term, and less of the short term things ako eh...
anyways, i think i have to get some ZZZzzzzzz's na rin, i have to be early 2mrw... drive my mom to her office and be at school for class... kaya ill needing the energy ill get from sleeping, a lot!!
charge up and ill be ready for the battle 2mrw...
nyt.
later.
im suppose to be sleeping right now... but im not. kasi naman yung nanay ko... cnt blame her too... anyway, it's just too hard to adjust most of the time... and lately, i've been having a hardtime to adjuct and accept some things right now... but i do get to understand why i should embark on this and face the hardship, kasi it will surely have good benefits in the end... and magblo-blossom yung mga works of my labor... kaya tiisin ang pasakit, at siguradong kakayanin ko ito!! :D
tama si nina, i should really give jax the space, and it will really take a very looooooooong time (almost to an infity time) to get his forgiveness... but im still hoping... but i have more things than that to focus on... like my studies and graduating on time, also the career i want to have to get my own income and all... it's all the long term, and less of the short term things ako eh...
anyways, i think i have to get some ZZZzzzzzz's na rin, i have to be early 2mrw... drive my mom to her office and be at school for class... kaya ill needing the energy ill get from sleeping, a lot!!
charge up and ill be ready for the battle 2mrw...
nyt.
later.
June 20, 2004 / 5:25pm
hmm... headaches... i hate having my head spin... specially when i typed something with a very weird setting... plus my mom's hand wrting... PRRRREEEESSSSUUURRRREEE!!!
hay naku, plus 2mrw, again... 10 to 530 str8 uli ako.... pressure!! atleat, iv done my paper and fixed up the readings... and also ready for recitation... and somehow, ill make to manage my sked to read all the readings... and i want to have a good grade. yon!!
also headaches... ouch!!
anyways, have to recharge muna...
laterz
hmm... headaches... i hate having my head spin... specially when i typed something with a very weird setting... plus my mom's hand wrting... PRRRREEEESSSSUUURRRREEE!!!
hay naku, plus 2mrw, again... 10 to 530 str8 uli ako.... pressure!! atleat, iv done my paper and fixed up the readings... and also ready for recitation... and somehow, ill make to manage my sked to read all the readings... and i want to have a good grade. yon!!
also headaches... ouch!!
anyways, have to recharge muna...
laterz
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
June 16, 2004 / 8:33pm
so far, im so tired and stressed out... 10-530 str8 sked is such a way way long hardship... kasi no breaks at all... but the brighter side, i myt get loose some weight and be not that fat again, whopee!! anyways, 2mrw ill be hanging out with lloyd, eat, sight-seeing, the works... hay naku, i got a good sleep kaninang hapon... best, or atleast a good sleep since a long time ago (panahon pa noong mag-kaibigan pa kami ni jax)... hay naku, what a life, im good yet still bitter... im angry at him, but hey! what the heck... i wanna kick his ass minsan, but hey! on that...
haaaay, i have to read the readings na uli for ma'am myra's class...
hope for the best for me...
laterz...
so far, im so tired and stressed out... 10-530 str8 sked is such a way way long hardship... kasi no breaks at all... but the brighter side, i myt get loose some weight and be not that fat again, whopee!! anyways, 2mrw ill be hanging out with lloyd, eat, sight-seeing, the works... hay naku, i got a good sleep kaninang hapon... best, or atleast a good sleep since a long time ago (panahon pa noong mag-kaibigan pa kami ni jax)... hay naku, what a life, im good yet still bitter... im angry at him, but hey! what the heck... i wanna kick his ass minsan, but hey! on that...
haaaay, i have to read the readings na uli for ma'am myra's class...
hope for the best for me...
laterz...
Sunday, June 13, 2004
June 13, 2004 / 8:22pm
ok, i got my plan for the CAP thing... ill meet my kuya on tuesday morning and give him the requirements to submit, then on wednesday afternoon (after my PE class), ill have lloyd to tag along with me to makati, and later at around 4pm... ill fetch my mom. good plan... yehey!!
that's all for now.
hope for the best for me 2mrw, kasi 1st day of classes 2mrw, and im so excited!! i cud get busy again!! whoopee!!
later. c",)
ok, i got my plan for the CAP thing... ill meet my kuya on tuesday morning and give him the requirements to submit, then on wednesday afternoon (after my PE class), ill have lloyd to tag along with me to makati, and later at around 4pm... ill fetch my mom. good plan... yehey!!
that's all for now.
hope for the best for me 2mrw, kasi 1st day of classes 2mrw, and im so excited!! i cud get busy again!! whoopee!!
later. c",)
June 13, 2004 / 4:40pm
what a looong boring day, again!
hay naku, all i cud do was typing for my dad's paper work... it's kinda the only way not to get bored... im still bored by the way... the only thing good is that 2mrw classes will start (yipee!!) so i cud get busy and focus on other things, aside that thing... u know. but so far, i made my tentative plans on my CAP tuition and getting it w/o hurting my sked in school... i just hope my kuya would cooperate with me...
hmm... u know, im having a hard time sleeping, actually waking up... kasi my hormones are kinda up & down... its kinda weird, but i think ill manage it... i just hope something good will come out... but hey!! a little bit of jacking off won't hurt, no harm no foul... sarap pa... ehehehehehe... :P
anyways, i have to clean up some mess sa office... not that kinda of mess! :P
laterz... c",)
what a looong boring day, again!
hay naku, all i cud do was typing for my dad's paper work... it's kinda the only way not to get bored... im still bored by the way... the only thing good is that 2mrw classes will start (yipee!!) so i cud get busy and focus on other things, aside that thing... u know. but so far, i made my tentative plans on my CAP tuition and getting it w/o hurting my sked in school... i just hope my kuya would cooperate with me...
hmm... u know, im having a hard time sleeping, actually waking up... kasi my hormones are kinda up & down... its kinda weird, but i think ill manage it... i just hope something good will come out... but hey!! a little bit of jacking off won't hurt, no harm no foul... sarap pa... ehehehehehe... :P
anyways, i have to clean up some mess sa office... not that kinda of mess! :P
laterz... c",)
Saturday, June 12, 2004
June 12, 2004 / 8:34pm
looooong day today... quite a little bit boring nga eh. but the only thing that is quite ok is when someone got in to our property and started to steal some scrap metals... and good thing the neighbor informed my pops... and my dad brought out his .45 and started make a shoot out... cool and exciting, but also quite scary, kasi baka something bad might happen to my pops... but good thing nuthing happened to him, mdyo i saw a good presence of my dad shooting out his gun... i guess he'll be more "up" if ever the stealer was shot... hehehe :P anyways, that's all for 2day... the rest was quite a bore... ~YAWN~
i still cnt decide on what to do for my tuition fee... hmmm... i have to make a solid plan by 2mrw... kasi classes will start monday, and i haven't paid my tuition fee yet... quite a pressure, but i have to make solid decisions by 2mrw... hmm.... THINK, THINK...THINK!! well, in the plan, there's going to CAP office in makati (twice) and going to makati as well... THINK!!!
bahala na ako!! 2mrw ill make the plan...
later.
looooong day today... quite a little bit boring nga eh. but the only thing that is quite ok is when someone got in to our property and started to steal some scrap metals... and good thing the neighbor informed my pops... and my dad brought out his .45 and started make a shoot out... cool and exciting, but also quite scary, kasi baka something bad might happen to my pops... but good thing nuthing happened to him, mdyo i saw a good presence of my dad shooting out his gun... i guess he'll be more "up" if ever the stealer was shot... hehehe :P anyways, that's all for 2day... the rest was quite a bore... ~YAWN~
i still cnt decide on what to do for my tuition fee... hmmm... i have to make a solid plan by 2mrw... kasi classes will start monday, and i haven't paid my tuition fee yet... quite a pressure, but i have to make solid decisions by 2mrw... hmm.... THINK, THINK...THINK!! well, in the plan, there's going to CAP office in makati (twice) and going to makati as well... THINK!!!
bahala na ako!! 2mrw ill make the plan...
later.
Friday, June 11, 2004
June 11, 2004 / 6:22am
-----o0o-----
What's Another Day
(Maria Mena)
"You gave this way more thought then it deserved."
You say as I tell you about my fear of rejection.
I wouldn't know better then to get scared,
cause since we've met we've had this great connection.
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?"
This stage of oblivion I find comfortable
and prior to this I never spoke.
You say you understand my absence now,
and why I never tell jokes.
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?" when we're already getting use to gray.
"What's another day?" when inspiration grows out from this.
"What's another day?" when silence is the next best thing to this, and we're all getting used to hearing you say...
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?"
-----o0o-----
-----o0o-----
What's Another Day
(Maria Mena)
"You gave this way more thought then it deserved."
You say as I tell you about my fear of rejection.
I wouldn't know better then to get scared,
cause since we've met we've had this great connection.
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?"
This stage of oblivion I find comfortable
and prior to this I never spoke.
You say you understand my absence now,
and why I never tell jokes.
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?" when we're already getting use to gray.
"What's another day?" when inspiration grows out from this.
"What's another day?" when silence is the next best thing to this, and we're all getting used to hearing you say...
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
you say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us.
But I can't sleep when you're gone and you say,
"What's another day?"
-----o0o-----
Thursday, June 10, 2004
June 10, 2004 / 9:17pm
well, just what i predicted... my day went well... I GOT THE SCHOLARSHIP!!! yippeee!!! :D
add to that, i got to see melissa and neri of SCQ, very pretty girls, i can say... hehehe :P
50% is not that bad... it's like a sale sa mall... 50% off ur units!! hehehe...
and another 50 to add... just finished watching 50 first dates... sobrang kwela!! hehehehe... cnt stop laughing!!
hay wat a day!! ok naman, kahit mdyo pagod from driving and RA and driving...
btw, saw a xaverian sa KC, di sya nag-enrollm yung girlfriend nya... but i really know him... pero im good with faces eh... anyways, the thing on what that guy said, his right to say that nakaka-miss yung xavier... yeah thinking about that made me really miss my former alma-mater... much. kahit, i hate to say it, dun ko nakilala yung old friend ko... but the whole thing, i miss xavier... cnt wait sometime to visit and just hang-out sa roof top ng high school building. hay, memories... good or bad, they are all the same. :)
wat a day nga talaga!! im good... plus smiling. :)
laterz. c",)
well, just what i predicted... my day went well... I GOT THE SCHOLARSHIP!!! yippeee!!! :D
add to that, i got to see melissa and neri of SCQ, very pretty girls, i can say... hehehe :P
50% is not that bad... it's like a sale sa mall... 50% off ur units!! hehehe...
and another 50 to add... just finished watching 50 first dates... sobrang kwela!! hehehehe... cnt stop laughing!!
hay wat a day!! ok naman, kahit mdyo pagod from driving and RA and driving...
btw, saw a xaverian sa KC, di sya nag-enrollm yung girlfriend nya... but i really know him... pero im good with faces eh... anyways, the thing on what that guy said, his right to say that nakaka-miss yung xavier... yeah thinking about that made me really miss my former alma-mater... much. kahit, i hate to say it, dun ko nakilala yung old friend ko... but the whole thing, i miss xavier... cnt wait sometime to visit and just hang-out sa roof top ng high school building. hay, memories... good or bad, they are all the same. :)
wat a day nga talaga!! im good... plus smiling. :)
laterz. c",)
June 10, 2004 / 7:11am
wow... i cnt believe it. i woke up good, without having the feeling of being chased or down... i woke up fine and kinda horny (hehehe). wala lng. ba't ganun? tuwing im ok and having a good time, bigla na lng siya sumusulpot. and the thing is, i get his attention, susundan ko sya... its kinda weird, maybe it's the small thing inside me that keeps on telling me "to not give up on our friendship, maaayos din yan"... yes the id inside me... but the ego and super ego keeps telling me to relax and be calm, and get over it... hay wat a dilemma im having... but the only thing im sure is that if im just calm and do my very best to move on and forget him muna...ill be ok. very ok... im good... i have friends who believes in me and who will stand beside me... and im glad to have them, i love them.
anyways, im predicting that this day and the days that follows will be fine and good... :)
anyways, im good... always.
laterz!
wow... i cnt believe it. i woke up good, without having the feeling of being chased or down... i woke up fine and kinda horny (hehehe). wala lng. ba't ganun? tuwing im ok and having a good time, bigla na lng siya sumusulpot. and the thing is, i get his attention, susundan ko sya... its kinda weird, maybe it's the small thing inside me that keeps on telling me "to not give up on our friendship, maaayos din yan"... yes the id inside me... but the ego and super ego keeps telling me to relax and be calm, and get over it... hay wat a dilemma im having... but the only thing im sure is that if im just calm and do my very best to move on and forget him muna...ill be ok. very ok... im good... i have friends who believes in me and who will stand beside me... and im glad to have them, i love them.
anyways, im predicting that this day and the days that follows will be fine and good... :)
anyways, im good... always.
laterz!
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
June 9, 2004 / 2:39pm
well, what a day!! (even if the day isn't over)
i was at RP kanina with my dad, then all of a sudden, i saw someone that looks familiar, kaya i checked out who was it... it's jax. with his new bag, new pants, new shirt and a new hair. it's kinda weird, i think he saw me too... anyways, first there was fear and nginig then there was rage & anger... i wanna kick him there and run... just to release my anger on him, for being such a jerk... i knw, in a way, i do also deserved to be kicked out... but i was just trying to tie up loose ends and finish up things... and he treated it like our friendship didnt exist at all... that asshole!!
btw, im still pissed off from yesterday, kaya ganito lng ang entry ko sa journal... very bitter and mad... wala lng... mawawala rin ito, in due time... but im still good. gusto ko nga kamustahin sya, but i hesitate doing it, kasi alam ko aawayin ko yng gagong yon. hehehe :P
hay buhay! it's really a not-so-good day for me lately... hmm... ok lng yan, lalampasan ko rin 'to... i have giselle & lloyd to back me up... yan yng mga taong i can truly consider as true friends (corny, but it's true!!)
gotta rest na muna, nood pa daw kami ng cine later with the folks...
later.
well, what a day!! (even if the day isn't over)
i was at RP kanina with my dad, then all of a sudden, i saw someone that looks familiar, kaya i checked out who was it... it's jax. with his new bag, new pants, new shirt and a new hair. it's kinda weird, i think he saw me too... anyways, first there was fear and nginig then there was rage & anger... i wanna kick him there and run... just to release my anger on him, for being such a jerk... i knw, in a way, i do also deserved to be kicked out... but i was just trying to tie up loose ends and finish up things... and he treated it like our friendship didnt exist at all... that asshole!!
btw, im still pissed off from yesterday, kaya ganito lng ang entry ko sa journal... very bitter and mad... wala lng... mawawala rin ito, in due time... but im still good. gusto ko nga kamustahin sya, but i hesitate doing it, kasi alam ko aawayin ko yng gagong yon. hehehe :P
hay buhay! it's really a not-so-good day for me lately... hmm... ok lng yan, lalampasan ko rin 'to... i have giselle & lloyd to back me up... yan yng mga taong i can truly consider as true friends (corny, but it's true!!)
gotta rest na muna, nood pa daw kami ng cine later with the folks...
later.
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
June 8, 2004 / 11:34am
MGA PUTANG INA NILA!! LAHAT NG TAO DITO SA BAHAY!! pine-pressure nila ako... sobra!! akala kung sino silang pa-importante!! BWISET SILA!! they assume so many things, na pwedeng i-understand muna and think... lalong-lalo yung magulang ko!! grrr.... i know i somehow screwed up too, but atleast im bold enough to face the truth, kaso sila, they go histerical pa!! nakaka-inis na, palaging ganito... im making ways to help the situation that they started, tapos ganito pa nila ako tratratuhin... mga ASSHOLES!! i was just trying to help... nag-aaral na nga ako ng mabuti, para makatapos ng on-time sa college, kahit pagod na ako on driving them to places near and very far... and after classes i will still drive them... kahit pagod na ako... SIGHS!! for christsake! im being overload by them... and ayaw ko ma-burnout dahil dito lng... grrr... sunod-sunod talaga ang mga 'to 'no? well, if it's a plan to make me fall down, they're wrong... ill manage it, but ill attack back!! mga hindot sila!! sali ko na rin yung old friend ko sa murang 'to, he also deserves it!! sighs!! nasisira tuloy yung sked ko... pahamak!! and i though im moving ok, i was just being the good deeds act, and i get this crap!! tangina nila!!
grr....
...
MGA PUTANG INA NILA!! LAHAT NG TAO DITO SA BAHAY!! pine-pressure nila ako... sobra!! akala kung sino silang pa-importante!! BWISET SILA!! they assume so many things, na pwedeng i-understand muna and think... lalong-lalo yung magulang ko!! grrr.... i know i somehow screwed up too, but atleast im bold enough to face the truth, kaso sila, they go histerical pa!! nakaka-inis na, palaging ganito... im making ways to help the situation that they started, tapos ganito pa nila ako tratratuhin... mga ASSHOLES!! i was just trying to help... nag-aaral na nga ako ng mabuti, para makatapos ng on-time sa college, kahit pagod na ako on driving them to places near and very far... and after classes i will still drive them... kahit pagod na ako... SIGHS!! for christsake! im being overload by them... and ayaw ko ma-burnout dahil dito lng... grrr... sunod-sunod talaga ang mga 'to 'no? well, if it's a plan to make me fall down, they're wrong... ill manage it, but ill attack back!! mga hindot sila!! sali ko na rin yung old friend ko sa murang 'to, he also deserves it!! sighs!! nasisira tuloy yung sked ko... pahamak!! and i though im moving ok, i was just being the good deeds act, and i get this crap!! tangina nila!!
grr....
...
Monday, June 07, 2004
June 7, 2004 / 8:09pm
im watching BUFFY right now... faith, the first evil, a lot of potential slayers and the slayerettes... wow!! plus i think the evil priest will show up na rin... Whoopeee!!!
anyways, ok yng RA kanina, mdyo na loose balance lng ako when i knew that she had the chance to read the "email"... she said that i should just walk away, walk away... that's quite a mouth full for a simple phrase. but i should walk away... tama sya, tama rin si lloyd. i love them... they are my friends. true friends. the friends iv been wishing for in life... thank God for them... i do appreciate them so much!
i think that's all for now, gotta watch buffy na...
later!! c",)
im watching BUFFY right now... faith, the first evil, a lot of potential slayers and the slayerettes... wow!! plus i think the evil priest will show up na rin... Whoopeee!!!
anyways, ok yng RA kanina, mdyo na loose balance lng ako when i knew that she had the chance to read the "email"... she said that i should just walk away, walk away... that's quite a mouth full for a simple phrase. but i should walk away... tama sya, tama rin si lloyd. i love them... they are my friends. true friends. the friends iv been wishing for in life... thank God for them... i do appreciate them so much!
i think that's all for now, gotta watch buffy na...
later!! c",)
Sunday, June 06, 2004
June 6, 2004 / 10:40pm
good evening!
im about to finish my day by writing on my journal... well the day went quite dull, but ok... it was still raining (until now), kaya ang lamig... i finished the draft of the thing i typed for my mom's thing for her office... got to talked to my friends (ging, lloyd & nina)... btw, lloyd read jax's email... and he was quite shocked to read such a very angry email... but he's true enough to give me sufficient advise... true friend ko yang si lloyd eh!! he's my joey!! :P
hay buhay, im quite sleepy na rin... and i remember that i have to be early in waking up 2mrw... drive my mom, go school and be a RA and fetch my mom later that afternoon. add to that, it's the start of classes to some schools, kaya it will be a heavy traffic to face 2mrw... sighs!! what a life in the metro...
anyways, gotta sleep na rin...
laterz.
good evening!
im about to finish my day by writing on my journal... well the day went quite dull, but ok... it was still raining (until now), kaya ang lamig... i finished the draft of the thing i typed for my mom's thing for her office... got to talked to my friends (ging, lloyd & nina)... btw, lloyd read jax's email... and he was quite shocked to read such a very angry email... but he's true enough to give me sufficient advise... true friend ko yang si lloyd eh!! he's my joey!! :P
hay buhay, im quite sleepy na rin... and i remember that i have to be early in waking up 2mrw... drive my mom, go school and be a RA and fetch my mom later that afternoon. add to that, it's the start of classes to some schools, kaya it will be a heavy traffic to face 2mrw... sighs!! what a life in the metro...
anyways, gotta sleep na rin...
laterz.
June 6, 2004 / 8:41am
good morning!! :P
what will i do today... hmm... pick up my parent's medicine's at antipolo and type some errands for my mom... what a sunday, boring sunday!! :-/
by the way, iv heard (or read) on what happened to someone i knew before... hehehehe.... buti nga sa kanya!! :P made a small tingling in the spine worth it, hehehe....
sobrang lamig ngayon... its raining... i wish i could do something ryt now, like watching xxx or meeting someone, and doing it... libog ata ako ngayon, maybe cuz its the cold weather... brrrr...
hay naku, 2mrw matrapik na uli sa kamaynilaan... pasukan na kasi ng ibang tao dyan... kaya i have to wake up early and take a bath early so i cud drive my mom early and be at school early for the RA... i jus pray i will get in the scholarship grant this time... what a buhay... :D
o sya, i have to warm up na and do the stuffs needed doing...
later.
good morning!! :P
what will i do today... hmm... pick up my parent's medicine's at antipolo and type some errands for my mom... what a sunday, boring sunday!! :-/
by the way, iv heard (or read) on what happened to someone i knew before... hehehehe.... buti nga sa kanya!! :P made a small tingling in the spine worth it, hehehe....
sobrang lamig ngayon... its raining... i wish i could do something ryt now, like watching xxx or meeting someone, and doing it... libog ata ako ngayon, maybe cuz its the cold weather... brrrr...
hay naku, 2mrw matrapik na uli sa kamaynilaan... pasukan na kasi ng ibang tao dyan... kaya i have to wake up early and take a bath early so i cud drive my mom early and be at school early for the RA... i jus pray i will get in the scholarship grant this time... what a buhay... :D
o sya, i have to warm up na and do the stuffs needed doing...
later.
Saturday, June 05, 2004
June 5, 2004 / 7:31pm
ok pla kung mag-RA ako sa KC... cool... not just for the free food, but also i cud get to know the new blood of KC students... hehehehe...
registration starts next week... and being an RA has its perks... una kang mag-reg, u cn pick the sked ahead of the others... kaso, iv got my sked for the majors... BLOODY HELL!! MTh - 11:30 to 5:30 (Str8!), while TF - 10:00 to 5:30 (with breaks)... whoa!! what a sked... im aiming for 22 to 24 units this sem, so i wont be delayed and graduate on time... what a week... whooo...
but im still good... 2mrw, sunday, ill be typing some errands for my mom... SIGHS!! a little pressure on that, but hey! kaya ko yan!!
sana pala, im really hoping the mouse will have a safe labor and a healthy baby... anyway, i txtd her, and she's fine, bed rest lng before labor... im really hoping she and the baby will be fine, pati na rin si daddy girard... i pray and hope things will be a-ok for them...
im good... hehehe... good... jus loaded my cell 300 bucks (whopee!!)
anyways, next time nlng uli...
laterz... im gooooood c",)
ok pla kung mag-RA ako sa KC... cool... not just for the free food, but also i cud get to know the new blood of KC students... hehehehe...
registration starts next week... and being an RA has its perks... una kang mag-reg, u cn pick the sked ahead of the others... kaso, iv got my sked for the majors... BLOODY HELL!! MTh - 11:30 to 5:30 (Str8!), while TF - 10:00 to 5:30 (with breaks)... whoa!! what a sked... im aiming for 22 to 24 units this sem, so i wont be delayed and graduate on time... what a week... whooo...
but im still good... 2mrw, sunday, ill be typing some errands for my mom... SIGHS!! a little pressure on that, but hey! kaya ko yan!!
sana pala, im really hoping the mouse will have a safe labor and a healthy baby... anyway, i txtd her, and she's fine, bed rest lng before labor... im really hoping she and the baby will be fine, pati na rin si daddy girard... i pray and hope things will be a-ok for them...
im good... hehehe... good... jus loaded my cell 300 bucks (whopee!!)
anyways, next time nlng uli...
laterz... im gooooood c",)
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
June 2, 2004 / 10:00am
i jus got home from driving my mom & sister... and now watching the miss universe live from quito, equador... wala lng...
hay, wala pa yung padala ng ate from LA... i kinda need the cash right now... as in i have now mulah in my wallet... and i have to watch a movie!!! WAAAHHH!!! :P
anyways, im doing good so far... moving is somewhat in the progress... and im doing good, as i said ago...
anyways, 2mrw is my orientation for applying as RA for the enrollement... and next week it will be my enrollment na... i hope ill get all the subjects i want at sana it will fit the sked...
anyways, gotta watch miss u. na muna... hehehe... :P
laterz...
i jus got home from driving my mom & sister... and now watching the miss universe live from quito, equador... wala lng...
hay, wala pa yung padala ng ate from LA... i kinda need the cash right now... as in i have now mulah in my wallet... and i have to watch a movie!!! WAAAHHH!!! :P
anyways, im doing good so far... moving is somewhat in the progress... and im doing good, as i said ago...
anyways, 2mrw is my orientation for applying as RA for the enrollement... and next week it will be my enrollment na... i hope ill get all the subjects i want at sana it will fit the sked...
anyways, gotta watch miss u. na muna... hehehe... :P
laterz...
Monday, May 31, 2004
May 31, 2004 / 5:50pm
hmm... im good... so far... taking one day at a time... i can do it!! :P
anyways, i passed psych 135... 2.5.... that's good enough. :) and i also submitted my application for scholarship... i hope ma-approved yan. i really really hope it will. :D
and i found out that iv already had finished 70 units... 101 units nlng... mdyo pressured, but i can do it!! KAYA KO YAN!!!
im good... pretty good (looking)... im good...
anyways, i have to finish this entry...
later!! :D
hmm... im good... so far... taking one day at a time... i can do it!! :P
anyways, i passed psych 135... 2.5.... that's good enough. :) and i also submitted my application for scholarship... i hope ma-approved yan. i really really hope it will. :D
and i found out that iv already had finished 70 units... 101 units nlng... mdyo pressured, but i can do it!! KAYA KO YAN!!!
im good... pretty good (looking)... im good...
anyways, i have to finish this entry...
later!! :D
May 31, 2004 / 10:03am
may bday blow was so astig!!
there were food, drinks and lots of wild smootchies!! from 3 seconds to 10 seconds lip actions... especially the girl on girl lip action... eheheh... nice... very nice...
also, ging, rovik & lloyd slept here... wow!! cool!! kaso, mdyo na-akward lng ako when they decided to stay in my room instead outside, pero it's cool... :D
sabi ko na nga, i doubt my high school friends to come... can't blame jax... he was jus informing me... basta, ganyan naman sila eh... since high school pa silang ganun... anyways, it was good!! got really drunk... pero its ok, bday ko naman... and a good way to release and forget problems... anyways, yon lng for the weekend, sunday, i made bawi on the lack of sleep i had...
now its monday, i have to finish my scholarship letter and do some errand again... back to normal life in the house... sighs!!
and last night, cnt help myself to cry about the lost i have... jax. it's quite hard to accept and believe that i lost my best friend like this... iyak lng ako ng iyak hanggang makatulog ako... i miss him, but i have to move on... di lng pala renovation ang kailangan, pati demolition is needed, fresh new start... and i think it will be harder than before, pero i have to, it's my life that needs to be fixed up first... kaya ko yan! :D
anyways, i have to finish up the requirements for my scholarship application... i want the scholarship!! and ill pray and hope that i got in, kahit 50% man lng... i hope & pray.
sige, errands na muli ako...
later. c",)
may bday blow was so astig!!
there were food, drinks and lots of wild smootchies!! from 3 seconds to 10 seconds lip actions... especially the girl on girl lip action... eheheh... nice... very nice...
also, ging, rovik & lloyd slept here... wow!! cool!! kaso, mdyo na-akward lng ako when they decided to stay in my room instead outside, pero it's cool... :D
sabi ko na nga, i doubt my high school friends to come... can't blame jax... he was jus informing me... basta, ganyan naman sila eh... since high school pa silang ganun... anyways, it was good!! got really drunk... pero its ok, bday ko naman... and a good way to release and forget problems... anyways, yon lng for the weekend, sunday, i made bawi on the lack of sleep i had...
now its monday, i have to finish my scholarship letter and do some errand again... back to normal life in the house... sighs!!
and last night, cnt help myself to cry about the lost i have... jax. it's quite hard to accept and believe that i lost my best friend like this... iyak lng ako ng iyak hanggang makatulog ako... i miss him, but i have to move on... di lng pala renovation ang kailangan, pati demolition is needed, fresh new start... and i think it will be harder than before, pero i have to, it's my life that needs to be fixed up first... kaya ko yan! :D
anyways, i have to finish up the requirements for my scholarship application... i want the scholarship!! and ill pray and hope that i got in, kahit 50% man lng... i hope & pray.
sige, errands na muli ako...
later. c",)
Saturday, May 29, 2004
May 29, 2004 / 3:18pm
in two hours (or less or even more) na yung bday blow out ko... yipee!! ging, rovik & lloyd are coming (and staying for the night... cool!!) and my friends from KC are also coming, and im doubting if my high school friends are coming also (what the heck!). anyways, im so happy, even if some aren't coming...
last nyt, i got to talk to ate kay, i feel sorry for her... to what happened to her and kuya pedro... she doesnt deserve this bad things... but i also know the she is a very strong and intelligent woman can fix things up for herself... idol ko sya, honestly saying... and i got to tell her my problems too... and i get advise from her, and she's very good on giving a good perspective on how to deal with problems... i luv my ate kay. :D
anyway, ill be taking a bath again... for the preperation... :P
later...
in two hours (or less or even more) na yung bday blow out ko... yipee!! ging, rovik & lloyd are coming (and staying for the night... cool!!) and my friends from KC are also coming, and im doubting if my high school friends are coming also (what the heck!). anyways, im so happy, even if some aren't coming...
last nyt, i got to talk to ate kay, i feel sorry for her... to what happened to her and kuya pedro... she doesnt deserve this bad things... but i also know the she is a very strong and intelligent woman can fix things up for herself... idol ko sya, honestly saying... and i got to tell her my problems too... and i get advise from her, and she's very good on giving a good perspective on how to deal with problems... i luv my ate kay. :D
anyway, ill be taking a bath again... for the preperation... :P
later...
Friday, May 28, 2004
May 28, 2004 / 8:42pm
jax greeted me... and wish me happiness and all... and emphasize on moving on... and being happy whatever i wanted to be... it felt weird but also great... but it also saddens me that i have to face the fact that we are no longer friends, just civil strangers... or jus plain old high school classmates... fine with me now, kasi before i cud say that im on denial then... now, im good. hmm... my old friend, talagang di ko sya makakalimutan...
i think that's cool na rin... ika nga ni ging, "hope for the best and expect the worst too"... and i got both... nice... and im, ryt now, somehow smiling... kasi im happy to be like this na... he also mentioned that some people from my high school myt drop by... cool!! i miss them too...
hay what a day... mdyo nanginig ako ng konti... but im good.
happy birthday gimo, gem, gempot!! c",)
later.
jax greeted me... and wish me happiness and all... and emphasize on moving on... and being happy whatever i wanted to be... it felt weird but also great... but it also saddens me that i have to face the fact that we are no longer friends, just civil strangers... or jus plain old high school classmates... fine with me now, kasi before i cud say that im on denial then... now, im good. hmm... my old friend, talagang di ko sya makakalimutan...
i think that's cool na rin... ika nga ni ging, "hope for the best and expect the worst too"... and i got both... nice... and im, ryt now, somehow smiling... kasi im happy to be like this na... he also mentioned that some people from my high school myt drop by... cool!! i miss them too...
hay what a day... mdyo nanginig ako ng konti... but im good.
happy birthday gimo, gem, gempot!! c",)
later.
May 28, 2004 / 6:13pm
it's so nice that people that i haven't talked to sometimes, greeting me on my birthday... galing!! :D
jonathan ang, edgar segovia, kevin chua, jonathan aquino, david sta.maria, and some more people who i haven't heard or seen for a few months or years, just greeting me... galing galing talaga... and im doing more good status than kanina... :D
anyways, i miss them na rin... i hope they would come 2mrw... enjoy 'to!!
anyways, even if i didnt do anything on this day, like malling or buying stuff, it is still a good birthday for me... :D
status ko nga sa YM ko eh... "why worry... it's my BIRTHDAY!"
there's no need to worry anything, i hope. pero everything's cool and good. :D
laterz... :P
it's so nice that people that i haven't talked to sometimes, greeting me on my birthday... galing!! :D
jonathan ang, edgar segovia, kevin chua, jonathan aquino, david sta.maria, and some more people who i haven't heard or seen for a few months or years, just greeting me... galing galing talaga... and im doing more good status than kanina... :D
anyways, i miss them na rin... i hope they would come 2mrw... enjoy 'to!!
anyways, even if i didnt do anything on this day, like malling or buying stuff, it is still a good birthday for me... :D
status ko nga sa YM ko eh... "why worry... it's my BIRTHDAY!"
there's no need to worry anything, i hope. pero everything's cool and good. :D
laterz... :P
Thursday, May 27, 2004
May 27, 2004 / 10:09pm
well, it's actually an hour and 51 minutes before the 28th of May arrives and it's gonna be my bday... yippee.
im hoping for the best, and also expecting the worst... well, on worst thing iv thought before happened na, kaya i think there's no way it can be fixed... how sarcastic am i? anyways, im gonna be ok, kahit konti lng ang mag-greet sa 'kin... and where it be a bad or good day later, ill still have that smile that keeps me goin'... and there's always (ALWAYS) a bright side... and im moving on... taking a good solid step per day... im moving... moving... move on... :D
bente-dos na ako... and still looking great you tiger!! grrr... :P
well, things definitely went awry and kaboomy when i was 21... i hope things would be better than 21 and things would sail smoothly... and also,im never giving up, kahit it's over-OVER things... kasi, i know, and i have faith, na it will be fixed up, or atleast, it would end up good (not like this...) to sum up, im hoping that 22 would be a good age and a good start for me... c",)
hay naku... bday ko na later!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY gempot :P
laterz...
well, it's actually an hour and 51 minutes before the 28th of May arrives and it's gonna be my bday... yippee.
im hoping for the best, and also expecting the worst... well, on worst thing iv thought before happened na, kaya i think there's no way it can be fixed... how sarcastic am i? anyways, im gonna be ok, kahit konti lng ang mag-greet sa 'kin... and where it be a bad or good day later, ill still have that smile that keeps me goin'... and there's always (ALWAYS) a bright side... and im moving on... taking a good solid step per day... im moving... moving... move on... :D
bente-dos na ako... and still looking great you tiger!! grrr... :P
well, things definitely went awry and kaboomy when i was 21... i hope things would be better than 21 and things would sail smoothly... and also,im never giving up, kahit it's over-OVER things... kasi, i know, and i have faith, na it will be fixed up, or atleast, it would end up good (not like this...) to sum up, im hoping that 22 would be a good age and a good start for me... c",)
hay naku... bday ko na later!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY gempot :P
laterz...
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
May 25, 2004 / 12:53pm
hmm... im good... moving on an having a good start... but i also starting to forget the past and the mistakes iv done... even him. but im good... and it's a lesson iv learned so hard, yet somehow taking it one day at a time... i feel good.
*hitit ng hangin*
*bugtong hininga*
feeling better... and i cnt seem to notice it, but im smiling... kinda a little bit weird, but hey! im feeling good... mainit nga lng, but im not complaining... i wish this weather will be like this until sunday... para enjoy yung blowout ko sa saturday & also my birthday, which is around 3 more days... whoopee!!
anyways, alam ko rin na nabawasan na ng isang taong di pupunta (you know who...) but atlst, my friends who were there to help me move on are coming... im so happy!! :D
o sya... pahinga na muna ako...
laterz...
hmm... im good... moving on an having a good start... but i also starting to forget the past and the mistakes iv done... even him. but im good... and it's a lesson iv learned so hard, yet somehow taking it one day at a time... i feel good.
*hitit ng hangin*
*bugtong hininga*
feeling better... and i cnt seem to notice it, but im smiling... kinda a little bit weird, but hey! im feeling good... mainit nga lng, but im not complaining... i wish this weather will be like this until sunday... para enjoy yung blowout ko sa saturday & also my birthday, which is around 3 more days... whoopee!!
anyways, alam ko rin na nabawasan na ng isang taong di pupunta (you know who...) but atlst, my friends who were there to help me move on are coming... im so happy!! :D
o sya... pahinga na muna ako...
laterz...
Monday, May 24, 2004
May 24, 2004 / 1:43am
jus read the email from jax... tama sya. i really haven't moved on... i didnt realized that it may take a lot of sacrifices to move on... and in this case, loosing a friend... and ending up being civil strangers... it's still true, my best friend died... but i must move one, it's my life that im living, not his.
for that, i'll miss my best friend, Jacky Varias Chang (1999-2004)... age 20, and we were friends since 1999... and it was a good friendship we had. no doubt about it... it was good... i won't forget it at all...
let's have a moment of silence...
forever in my memories, and forever will be good, jax is one of my very closest friends i ever had... and for that i won't forget the good and even the bad times we both shared and experienced...
godspeed jax, enjoy lifes goodness and overcome trials...
amen.
jus read the email from jax... tama sya. i really haven't moved on... i didnt realized that it may take a lot of sacrifices to move on... and in this case, loosing a friend... and ending up being civil strangers... it's still true, my best friend died... but i must move one, it's my life that im living, not his.
for that, i'll miss my best friend, Jacky Varias Chang (1999-2004)... age 20, and we were friends since 1999... and it was a good friendship we had. no doubt about it... it was good... i won't forget it at all...
let's have a moment of silence...
forever in my memories, and forever will be good, jax is one of my very closest friends i ever had... and for that i won't forget the good and even the bad times we both shared and experienced...
godspeed jax, enjoy lifes goodness and overcome trials...
amen.
Sunday, May 23, 2004
May 23, 2004 / 1:27pm
the battle that iv been fighting for is done... and i lost... patay na pala best friend ko... and the person whom is thought is still jax is not the jax that i knew. this "new" jax is not the best friend i had... the jax i know is now DEAD...
nag-away kami sa txt... and whoa!! it's a big one... i hate to say it but, i lost him... and i have to face it. he considered me a stranger now... but the good thing is that we are not enemies... just perfect strangers... and i hate it!!
kahit iv sed it a wyl ago na im giving up, i wont give up... ill just fight it in a silent way...
but still... the "new" jax is an asshole-jackass!!
im soooo angry and at the same time sad... my shaking right now... hay buhay!!
in a sarcastic way... what a good way to jump start my bday week... SIGHSS!!
i dnt know him anymore...
...
the battle that iv been fighting for is done... and i lost... patay na pala best friend ko... and the person whom is thought is still jax is not the jax that i knew. this "new" jax is not the best friend i had... the jax i know is now DEAD...
nag-away kami sa txt... and whoa!! it's a big one... i hate to say it but, i lost him... and i have to face it. he considered me a stranger now... but the good thing is that we are not enemies... just perfect strangers... and i hate it!!
kahit iv sed it a wyl ago na im giving up, i wont give up... ill just fight it in a silent way...
but still... the "new" jax is an asshole-jackass!!
im soooo angry and at the same time sad... my shaking right now... hay buhay!!
in a sarcastic way... what a good way to jump start my bday week... SIGHSS!!
i dnt know him anymore...
...
May 23, 2004 / 7:46am
im still at home... headaches kinda gone (i hope)... fourth day of my not-smoking-day... but im still bored...
i woke up at around 2am kanina, i txtd jax... and whoa!! i cnt bliv i did that... i just txtd him, asking him if we're cool... and something else, like i knw the situation and i understand him... and our friendship is still under renovation and all... that it myt take a while to fix things... sighs! how senti and emotional could i get... i jus hope jax would come on saturday... i really reallly do... kahit sandali lng... i pray he would come.
anyways, i miss him, talking to him well, it was ok... ayaw nya lang samahan akong manuod ng cine this week... i understand that... anyways, its morning... and im bored... plus wala akong pera!! and i want that spider-man cartoon dvd... WAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!
later...
im still at home... headaches kinda gone (i hope)... fourth day of my not-smoking-day... but im still bored...
i woke up at around 2am kanina, i txtd jax... and whoa!! i cnt bliv i did that... i just txtd him, asking him if we're cool... and something else, like i knw the situation and i understand him... and our friendship is still under renovation and all... that it myt take a while to fix things... sighs! how senti and emotional could i get... i jus hope jax would come on saturday... i really reallly do... kahit sandali lng... i pray he would come.
anyways, i miss him, talking to him well, it was ok... ayaw nya lang samahan akong manuod ng cine this week... i understand that... anyways, its morning... and im bored... plus wala akong pera!! and i want that spider-man cartoon dvd... WAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!
later...
Saturday, May 22, 2004
May 22, 2004 / 5:23pm
im having a fucking headache right now... add to that the things that are bugging my head... if this were a buffy episode, the first is attacking me right now... SIGHS!!
nakaka-asar ang tatay ko!! tangina!! lalong akong napi-pissed off sa kanya eh!! tangina!! AAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!! PPPPPRRRRREEEEEESSSSSUUUUURRRRREEEEEE!!!
i hate this day... it's so boring!! and my headache... not a good combination... hay buhay!!
i should shave and be vainy before my bday...
and i hope eveything with me and jax will be make-up and peace and everything cool again... i hope for that day to come...
hay naku, my dad is calling me again... ASAR!!
later. :-/
im having a fucking headache right now... add to that the things that are bugging my head... if this were a buffy episode, the first is attacking me right now... SIGHS!!
nakaka-asar ang tatay ko!! tangina!! lalong akong napi-pissed off sa kanya eh!! tangina!! AAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!! PPPPPRRRRREEEEEESSSSSUUUUURRRRREEEEEE!!!
i hate this day... it's so boring!! and my headache... not a good combination... hay buhay!!
i should shave and be vainy before my bday...
and i hope eveything with me and jax will be make-up and peace and everything cool again... i hope for that day to come...
hay naku, my dad is calling me again... ASAR!!
later. :-/
May 22, 2004 / 12:30pm
im bored... and quite down... i dnt know why, but i think i know why... labo ko... mixed emotion ako ngayon, pati libog nandito... sighs!! what a life i have right now... sux...
anyways, im trying to be not bored by having an x-men marathon... or dvd marathon... para di mabato... for the weekend...
i txtd jax kanina, just asking him if he want to go out with me this week, either a movie or badminton... i hope he replies, kahit umayaw siya... i know its hard for me... sa totoo, takot na ako talaga sa kanya... im just trying to fight for our friendship, whatever is left to fix... hay buhay...
anyways, i have to log out na rin...
later...
im bored... and quite down... i dnt know why, but i think i know why... labo ko... mixed emotion ako ngayon, pati libog nandito... sighs!! what a life i have right now... sux...
anyways, im trying to be not bored by having an x-men marathon... or dvd marathon... para di mabato... for the weekend...
i txtd jax kanina, just asking him if he want to go out with me this week, either a movie or badminton... i hope he replies, kahit umayaw siya... i know its hard for me... sa totoo, takot na ako talaga sa kanya... im just trying to fight for our friendship, whatever is left to fix... hay buhay...
anyways, i have to log out na rin...
later...
May 22, 2004 / 9:41am
what's another day... than a boring saturday? hmm... i miss smoking, it's been 3 days na... good progress, i think... anyways, i have to do some errands for my parents, which sometimes i hate it, kasi i blocks some of my plans, specially some school requirements... hirap kasi maging driver eh... SIGHS!!
i have to go... errands... SIGHS!!
later. :-/
what's another day... than a boring saturday? hmm... i miss smoking, it's been 3 days na... good progress, i think... anyways, i have to do some errands for my parents, which sometimes i hate it, kasi i blocks some of my plans, specially some school requirements... hirap kasi maging driver eh... SIGHS!!
i have to go... errands... SIGHS!!
later. :-/
Friday, May 21, 2004
May 21, 2004 / 9:35pm
hay naku!! what a day!! im done w/ both reports, group & special... kaso i felt kinda guilty sa special paper ko, cut & paste lng kasi ito eh... but i just did it just submit it... sayang rin yung extra points eh...
hay buhay...im pre-writing my journals na from now on... kasi nagkakaroon ng system shut down ang PC lately... may pumapasok atang virus dito eh... better safe & precausious, than sorry...
i miss my best friend sooooo much!! ill never give up fighting for our friendship, kahit i feel sad and this randomly down lately... i wnt give up!! i love my best friend, jax, he's like a brother to me...
hay naku, summer class is done and i have my bday to come... oh wait!! it's exactly one week before my bday... SIGHS!! :P
while im typing this journal, nagsca-scan muna ako ng PC... para i cud just copy & paste this later sa blog ko...
anyways, i truly miss my best friend, i wish we could talk things out and make-up for all.
the thing that i just hate right now, summer season to be exact, is i wasnt able to swin this season again.... SIGHS!! i wanna swin... kasi iv done and still doing badminton to atleast loose some pounds... and i think swimming will do the same to me... loose pounds... hay naku...
why am i so green (L) lately... i should check this monster inside me nga... baka its making some plans to ruin my life again... hmm... baka its just hormones or my id wanting to satisfy itself... hmm... may i kinda need a good satisfaction too... ill jus try to satisfy myself later... pero sana next time, it would be more... hehehehe :P
"this love has taken its toll... she said goodbye, to many times before..." -This Love by Maroon 5
WALA LNG!! gosh! i cnt bliv ill be singing too sa journal ko.... hehehe :P
sige na nga...
laterz c",)
hay naku!! what a day!! im done w/ both reports, group & special... kaso i felt kinda guilty sa special paper ko, cut & paste lng kasi ito eh... but i just did it just submit it... sayang rin yung extra points eh...
hay buhay...im pre-writing my journals na from now on... kasi nagkakaroon ng system shut down ang PC lately... may pumapasok atang virus dito eh... better safe & precausious, than sorry...
i miss my best friend sooooo much!! ill never give up fighting for our friendship, kahit i feel sad and this randomly down lately... i wnt give up!! i love my best friend, jax, he's like a brother to me...
hay naku, summer class is done and i have my bday to come... oh wait!! it's exactly one week before my bday... SIGHS!! :P
while im typing this journal, nagsca-scan muna ako ng PC... para i cud just copy & paste this later sa blog ko...
anyways, i truly miss my best friend, i wish we could talk things out and make-up for all.
the thing that i just hate right now, summer season to be exact, is i wasnt able to swin this season again.... SIGHS!! i wanna swin... kasi iv done and still doing badminton to atleast loose some pounds... and i think swimming will do the same to me... loose pounds... hay naku...
why am i so green (L) lately... i should check this monster inside me nga... baka its making some plans to ruin my life again... hmm... baka its just hormones or my id wanting to satisfy itself... hmm... may i kinda need a good satisfaction too... ill jus try to satisfy myself later... pero sana next time, it would be more... hehehehe :P
"this love has taken its toll... she said goodbye, to many times before..." -This Love by Maroon 5
WALA LNG!! gosh! i cnt bliv ill be singing too sa journal ko.... hehehe :P
sige na nga...
laterz c",)
May 21, 2004 / 7:04am
im done with our groups paper... kaso the special project, hindi pa...
PPPPPREEEEEESSSSUUURRREEE!!! AAARrRRRRGGHHHH!!!
anyways, i feel so mixed up right now, kanina (pati last night) libog na libog ako... now im sad... and i dnt know what feelings ill have later... hay naku!! weird things are happening talaga to me... and i somewhat hate it! i miss my best friend (jax), which i doubt it that he will come to my bday handaan (mang-iindyan yon eh... ganyan naman sya palagi) i feel very concern to both nina & lloyd right now... and im still sad, down... but atleast i got to laugh na...
and plus, i have to fight this addiction over smoking... i hate to quit... kahit im having a really hard time on quiting... hay naku... gem gem gem, 'kaw kasi eh... tsk tsk tsk...
anyway, i have to try and finish my special project, basta may ma-submit ako will do...
later!! c",)
im done with our groups paper... kaso the special project, hindi pa...
PPPPPREEEEEESSSSUUURRREEE!!! AAARrRRRRGGHHHH!!!
anyways, i feel so mixed up right now, kanina (pati last night) libog na libog ako... now im sad... and i dnt know what feelings ill have later... hay naku!! weird things are happening talaga to me... and i somewhat hate it! i miss my best friend (jax), which i doubt it that he will come to my bday handaan (mang-iindyan yon eh... ganyan naman sya palagi) i feel very concern to both nina & lloyd right now... and im still sad, down... but atleast i got to laugh na...
and plus, i have to fight this addiction over smoking... i hate to quit... kahit im having a really hard time on quiting... hay naku... gem gem gem, 'kaw kasi eh... tsk tsk tsk...
anyway, i have to try and finish my special project, basta may ma-submit ako will do...
later!! c",)
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
May 19, 2004 / 7:08am
i wasn't able to review last night... but atleast i got to browse some... pero sobrang konti.... :-(
anyways, im so happy i got season 6 of friends on dvd... YIPEE!! :P
but i have to cram my exam ryt now before mag-1pm... YIKES!!
hay naku... i hate cramming, but being a xaverian, i am able to cram good enough... and i hate it!!
and i have to do some errands pa... HAY BUHAY!!
have to go na... drive my mom and study and all... SIGHS!!
later... :-/
i wasn't able to review last night... but atleast i got to browse some... pero sobrang konti.... :-(
anyways, im so happy i got season 6 of friends on dvd... YIPEE!! :P
but i have to cram my exam ryt now before mag-1pm... YIKES!!
hay naku... i hate cramming, but being a xaverian, i am able to cram good enough... and i hate it!!
and i have to do some errands pa... HAY BUHAY!!
have to go na... drive my mom and study and all... SIGHS!!
later... :-/
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
May 18, 2004 / 11:10am
11:10am... it doesn't look like 11:10am... it's more like 8 or 9am on a rainy day... rainy day, i said... hmmm... i really hope that it will not rain on my bday blow out... i pray that it will not rain on that day!!
anyways, im installing norton anti-virus right now... para maayos na tong pc namin... and doing that, im listening to maroon5 and reading my notes for my last exam 2mrw... wish me luck!! c",)
mga 20 to 30 mins. pa ata matatapos yung updating ng norton... hay... later on, around 2pm ill go to megamall to pick up my sister's padala... baka iikot na rin ako dun or tambay sa powerbooks... bahala na...
hay naku!! 10 days nlng at bente-dos na ako... im getting older... and hopefully wiser (hehehe)...
sige na nga... review nlng uli ako... wish me luck!!
at may tatapusin pa akong papers for my special project... hay buhay!! :-/
laterz... c",)
11:10am... it doesn't look like 11:10am... it's more like 8 or 9am on a rainy day... rainy day, i said... hmmm... i really hope that it will not rain on my bday blow out... i pray that it will not rain on that day!!
anyways, im installing norton anti-virus right now... para maayos na tong pc namin... and doing that, im listening to maroon5 and reading my notes for my last exam 2mrw... wish me luck!! c",)
mga 20 to 30 mins. pa ata matatapos yung updating ng norton... hay... later on, around 2pm ill go to megamall to pick up my sister's padala... baka iikot na rin ako dun or tambay sa powerbooks... bahala na...
hay naku!! 10 days nlng at bente-dos na ako... im getting older... and hopefully wiser (hehehe)...
sige na nga... review nlng uli ako... wish me luck!!
at may tatapusin pa akong papers for my special project... hay buhay!! :-/
laterz... c",)
Monday, May 17, 2004
May 17, 2004 / 7:35pm
what a bitchin' day today!!
my prof, ma'am pj, was quite bitching kanina... kasi it's a female thing... kaya ok lng sa amin... pero nakakatakot pala pag-bitch mode sya... yikes!!
anyways, mdyo asar ako sa kapatid ko kasi nag-short uli yung phone line ng modem... that bitch!! grrr....
hay naku... it raining today... and its quite cold outside.... brrrr... anyways, may bagyo daw eh...
i just hope that it won't rain on my birthday blow next weekend (may 29)... i hope it wont.
laterz...
what a bitchin' day today!!
my prof, ma'am pj, was quite bitching kanina... kasi it's a female thing... kaya ok lng sa amin... pero nakakatakot pala pag-bitch mode sya... yikes!!
anyways, mdyo asar ako sa kapatid ko kasi nag-short uli yung phone line ng modem... that bitch!! grrr....
hay naku... it raining today... and its quite cold outside.... brrrr... anyways, may bagyo daw eh...
i just hope that it won't rain on my birthday blow next weekend (may 29)... i hope it wont.
laterz...
Sunday, May 16, 2004
May 16, 2004 / 7:39pm
hay... what a very hot and boring day... technically all i did was sleep... sighs!! my day sucks... but my life ain't bad at all... anyways, i have a new way to deal with my boredome... bug lyndon... yes, lyndon gregorio of beerkada... i kept on bugging him on why i was banned out from the beerkadets... wala lng. :P
hay naku... atleast i got to talk to teacher ging... 3-way kami with sensei lloyd... miss them, and i miss her so much... even if my strong feelings for her, back then, was still here now... i have much more respect for her... true i still love her, but i love her as a best friend. i think that's enough... kasi sa totoo we can talk anything eh... i could say to her na i got a crush on her and she will just talk to me and later we will just smile and be happy again... hay... pero the funny thing, until now... the song ng stephen speak, "out of my league"... it's my song about her, until now... and i hope it won't change.
God, i do really LOVE MY FRIENDS!! (jax, lloyd, giselle, nina, aby, wendi, rheena, fin, feric, kate, and the rest) ill give my life for them talaga (specially the first 4 people)...i do relly love them!! Grant them safety and happiness...
anyways, i enjoyed everyday...hehehe :P
sige, ill bug lyndon pa... hehehe (joke!)
laterz... c",)
hay... what a very hot and boring day... technically all i did was sleep... sighs!! my day sucks... but my life ain't bad at all... anyways, i have a new way to deal with my boredome... bug lyndon... yes, lyndon gregorio of beerkada... i kept on bugging him on why i was banned out from the beerkadets... wala lng. :P
hay naku... atleast i got to talk to teacher ging... 3-way kami with sensei lloyd... miss them, and i miss her so much... even if my strong feelings for her, back then, was still here now... i have much more respect for her... true i still love her, but i love her as a best friend. i think that's enough... kasi sa totoo we can talk anything eh... i could say to her na i got a crush on her and she will just talk to me and later we will just smile and be happy again... hay... pero the funny thing, until now... the song ng stephen speak, "out of my league"... it's my song about her, until now... and i hope it won't change.
God, i do really LOVE MY FRIENDS!! (jax, lloyd, giselle, nina, aby, wendi, rheena, fin, feric, kate, and the rest) ill give my life for them talaga (specially the first 4 people)...i do relly love them!! Grant them safety and happiness...
anyways, i enjoyed everyday...hehehe :P
sige, ill bug lyndon pa... hehehe (joke!)
laterz... c",)
May 16, 2004 / 11:29am
some investor from some bank are going here for lunch today... i think they are gonna make an investment for my dad's fishpond... sana matuloy, and hopefully that they could also help for solving our financial crisis and the foreclosure of our house & lots... i hope it can...
wish us luck!!
and pray for the best!! :D
later... c",)
some investor from some bank are going here for lunch today... i think they are gonna make an investment for my dad's fishpond... sana matuloy, and hopefully that they could also help for solving our financial crisis and the foreclosure of our house & lots... i hope it can...
wish us luck!!
and pray for the best!! :D
later... c",)
May 16, 2004 / 10:11am
putang-ina 'tong kapatid ko... ayaw umails dito...
hay salamat, umalis na rin.
anyways, i was quite sad kahapon... actually kagabi. kasi it bugged me again, the thing that jax-isn't-my-friend-at-all kind of thing... i was gonna talk to ging, kaso i got too tired and slept... kanina naman i got to rant it to nina... ok nman... i should not give up this battle, kasi it's not really a loosing battle at all... kaya i should continue fight for our friendship, no matter what happens... i love my best friend!! :D
im feeling quite better... :P
wala na kasing sagabal dito... hehehe
alam mo, kanina, i so horny pala... hmm... got the best vitamin-j kanina... :P (hehehe... hormones kinda need a good rub now and then)
hehehe... :P
later! c",)
putang-ina 'tong kapatid ko... ayaw umails dito...
hay salamat, umalis na rin.
anyways, i was quite sad kahapon... actually kagabi. kasi it bugged me again, the thing that jax-isn't-my-friend-at-all kind of thing... i was gonna talk to ging, kaso i got too tired and slept... kanina naman i got to rant it to nina... ok nman... i should not give up this battle, kasi it's not really a loosing battle at all... kaya i should continue fight for our friendship, no matter what happens... i love my best friend!! :D
im feeling quite better... :P
wala na kasing sagabal dito... hehehe
alam mo, kanina, i so horny pala... hmm... got the best vitamin-j kanina... :P (hehehe... hormones kinda need a good rub now and then)
hehehe... :P
later! c",)
Saturday, May 15, 2004
May 15, 2004 / 8:17am
still at little bit pissed of... but, hey!! im cool na... :p
anyways, i this thing from researching for my special bonus paper... i just wanna post it, just in case to remind me that life is full of laughs too. :P
--start--
Humor doesn’t typically come to mind in the same breath as depression. But humor can be an important ally in getting beyond the rigidity of thinking that accompanies depression and keeps people locked into a depressed state of mind.
One goal of cognitive therapy is to change your perspective, your point of view. Humor is one way to change your view viscerally—and enjoyably.
Cultivating a humorous mindset helps you see yourself and any situation with a more supple mind so that you are not locked into a negative view. Depression is both caused by and causes the inability to see options and choices we otherwise would.
Take a common situation: someone feels very depressed in the wake of having failed at something. They cancel plans and withdraw from social opportunities. They don’t feel “up to it.” Under the surface, perhaps out of view of the conscious mind, the person might feel that the failure disqualifies him from the human race. However, turning around and asking out loud, "Does that disqualify me from the human race?" is humorous. It highlights the absurdity of the extreme conclusion.
We’re not talking stand-up comedy, but insight-oriented commentary, achieved via anecdote and metaphor. You might feel down from a cutting remark your spouse made. But you could ask yourself: Does that “cutting” remark draw blood? Noting the metaphor puts it in its place—an obnoxious comment, but not a searing one.
Humor fosters acceptance of our humanness and our foibles. It is not sarcasm or put-downs. What we are looking for is gentle, playful perspective that embraces humanness but never at the expense of others—or of ourselves. The goal is not to take life too seriously.
So how to foster good humor?
• Choose to allow yourself to laugh at your own behaviors and beliefs—but not at yourself. Make that distinction clearly.
See your life not as a distraught drama but as a romantic comedy. Recognize the inherent farce-like quality in situations including sex and relationships.
Cultivating humor not only makes life more bearable, it makes you more attractive to others. Study upon study shows that a sense of humor is high up on the list of traits that most people seek in a partner.
• Insert silliness. Fill your life with one goofy thing a day. Make an unusual observation about someone. Or do something you normally wouldn’t do. Wear something silly. You will learn that nothing terrible happens—and you may also discover that something good often happens.
• Puncture a rigid mindset with a mental exercise called “paradoxical intention.”
Suppose you have to give a speech and you are unduly anxious about looking uncomfortable. You can overcome the fear of failure by deliberately focusing on it and humorously exaggerating the very effects you fear.
Say you are worried about having to speak publicly and sweating profusely. Deliberately imagine a humorous situation where you are—literally—sweating like a fountain and spewing enough to drown the first row of the audience. Accept that you sweat like a fountain; imagine it and then think, what is the worst that could happen?
• Exaggeration is funny because it skewers the falsehood. If you fail at a test or perform poorly at an audition, you could erroneously call yourself a failure. That, however, is an overgeneralization. Alternatively, you could see yourself as someone who failed at this particular thing, but in no way does that stamp you forever in this way.
Find the humor by saying, this makes me an utter wretch, a failure now and forever, a doomed and worthless subhuman, because I didn’t get the part that I wanted or my partner isn’t giving me the attention I want. Get into the exaggeration until you see the absurdity of seeing yourself as a “total failure.”
• Walk down the street remembering that people are nude under their clothes. It reduces fear of others. Such thoughts can take people of high status from deity to human. It helps to remember that everyone yells at their kids, spills ketchup, goes to the bathroom.
• Play to an audience. Think of stories and items that would make others laugh.
• Be sensitive to the words you use. They can rigidify or help loosen up your thinking.
• Create cute, funny neologisms with your partner. Call it goofifying. Creating your own funny expressions for your experiences makes you more flexible and allows you to interpret and assess reality better.
• Smile. Here’s a favorite silly joke I cant resist passing along: What does an agnostic, dyslexic insomniac do? Stays up all night and wonders if there is a dog.
--end--
anyways, yon lng... smile ka lang dyan & everything!! :p
later!! c",)
still at little bit pissed of... but, hey!! im cool na... :p
anyways, i this thing from researching for my special bonus paper... i just wanna post it, just in case to remind me that life is full of laughs too. :P
--start--
Humor doesn’t typically come to mind in the same breath as depression. But humor can be an important ally in getting beyond the rigidity of thinking that accompanies depression and keeps people locked into a depressed state of mind.
One goal of cognitive therapy is to change your perspective, your point of view. Humor is one way to change your view viscerally—and enjoyably.
Cultivating a humorous mindset helps you see yourself and any situation with a more supple mind so that you are not locked into a negative view. Depression is both caused by and causes the inability to see options and choices we otherwise would.
Take a common situation: someone feels very depressed in the wake of having failed at something. They cancel plans and withdraw from social opportunities. They don’t feel “up to it.” Under the surface, perhaps out of view of the conscious mind, the person might feel that the failure disqualifies him from the human race. However, turning around and asking out loud, "Does that disqualify me from the human race?" is humorous. It highlights the absurdity of the extreme conclusion.
We’re not talking stand-up comedy, but insight-oriented commentary, achieved via anecdote and metaphor. You might feel down from a cutting remark your spouse made. But you could ask yourself: Does that “cutting” remark draw blood? Noting the metaphor puts it in its place—an obnoxious comment, but not a searing one.
Humor fosters acceptance of our humanness and our foibles. It is not sarcasm or put-downs. What we are looking for is gentle, playful perspective that embraces humanness but never at the expense of others—or of ourselves. The goal is not to take life too seriously.
So how to foster good humor?
• Choose to allow yourself to laugh at your own behaviors and beliefs—but not at yourself. Make that distinction clearly.
See your life not as a distraught drama but as a romantic comedy. Recognize the inherent farce-like quality in situations including sex and relationships.
Cultivating humor not only makes life more bearable, it makes you more attractive to others. Study upon study shows that a sense of humor is high up on the list of traits that most people seek in a partner.
• Insert silliness. Fill your life with one goofy thing a day. Make an unusual observation about someone. Or do something you normally wouldn’t do. Wear something silly. You will learn that nothing terrible happens—and you may also discover that something good often happens.
• Puncture a rigid mindset with a mental exercise called “paradoxical intention.”
Suppose you have to give a speech and you are unduly anxious about looking uncomfortable. You can overcome the fear of failure by deliberately focusing on it and humorously exaggerating the very effects you fear.
Say you are worried about having to speak publicly and sweating profusely. Deliberately imagine a humorous situation where you are—literally—sweating like a fountain and spewing enough to drown the first row of the audience. Accept that you sweat like a fountain; imagine it and then think, what is the worst that could happen?
• Exaggeration is funny because it skewers the falsehood. If you fail at a test or perform poorly at an audition, you could erroneously call yourself a failure. That, however, is an overgeneralization. Alternatively, you could see yourself as someone who failed at this particular thing, but in no way does that stamp you forever in this way.
Find the humor by saying, this makes me an utter wretch, a failure now and forever, a doomed and worthless subhuman, because I didn’t get the part that I wanted or my partner isn’t giving me the attention I want. Get into the exaggeration until you see the absurdity of seeing yourself as a “total failure.”
• Walk down the street remembering that people are nude under their clothes. It reduces fear of others. Such thoughts can take people of high status from deity to human. It helps to remember that everyone yells at their kids, spills ketchup, goes to the bathroom.
• Play to an audience. Think of stories and items that would make others laugh.
• Be sensitive to the words you use. They can rigidify or help loosen up your thinking.
• Create cute, funny neologisms with your partner. Call it goofifying. Creating your own funny expressions for your experiences makes you more flexible and allows you to interpret and assess reality better.
• Smile. Here’s a favorite silly joke I cant resist passing along: What does an agnostic, dyslexic insomniac do? Stays up all night and wonders if there is a dog.
--end--
anyways, yon lng... smile ka lang dyan & everything!! :p
later!! c",)
May 15, 2004 / 5:29am
DAMMIT!!! nakaka-asar!! walang tubig kami... and i thought that i was having a very good crap kanina... tangina talaga oh!!! and nasira tuloy yung libog ko kanina... i planted to do something pa nman kanina...SIGHS!!! :-/
anyways, bwiset talaga 'to!! i didnt wash my butt completely...because of the shortage of water... hay naku!! ASAR!!
ayan tuloy, i woke very early for a weekend... im sure masarap sana ang tulog ko pa.... GRRRR....
later :-/
DAMMIT!!! nakaka-asar!! walang tubig kami... and i thought that i was having a very good crap kanina... tangina talaga oh!!! and nasira tuloy yung libog ko kanina... i planted to do something pa nman kanina...SIGHS!!! :-/
anyways, bwiset talaga 'to!! i didnt wash my butt completely...because of the shortage of water... hay naku!! ASAR!!
ayan tuloy, i woke very early for a weekend... im sure masarap sana ang tulog ko pa.... GRRRR....
later :-/
Friday, May 14, 2004
May 14, 2004 / 8:50pm
WHAT A DAY!!
first i drove my mo to her office at around past 7am... then i went to school for my class... had a loooong notes to copy... and after the lecture (that was from 10 to 12pm) we went to mang jimmy's at UP... and it was FANTASTIC!!! ang sarap ng kinain namin... BUSOG na BUSOG kami.... and a good yosi made it good... :P then we hang out at UP's sunken garden... played cards and just hang out at the fresh breeze at UP... hay naku... SARAP!! then i fetched my mom at around 5pm... and unexpectedly, i drove her to a bowling area in cubao... had a chance to play bowling... para akong nag-badminton... hay sarap...
WHAT A DAY!!! :P
anyways, i have to atleast start my paper for my group report and the extra bonus points...
WHAT A DAY!!!!
i wish things will be a-ok na... with everything around me.
then, all of a sudden, right now... i feel kinda green... ngek!! baka wala lng 'to... down hormones...DOWN boy!! :P
WHAT A DAY!!!!!
later! :D
WHAT A DAY!!
first i drove my mo to her office at around past 7am... then i went to school for my class... had a loooong notes to copy... and after the lecture (that was from 10 to 12pm) we went to mang jimmy's at UP... and it was FANTASTIC!!! ang sarap ng kinain namin... BUSOG na BUSOG kami.... and a good yosi made it good... :P then we hang out at UP's sunken garden... played cards and just hang out at the fresh breeze at UP... hay naku... SARAP!! then i fetched my mom at around 5pm... and unexpectedly, i drove her to a bowling area in cubao... had a chance to play bowling... para akong nag-badminton... hay sarap...
WHAT A DAY!!! :P
anyways, i have to atleast start my paper for my group report and the extra bonus points...
WHAT A DAY!!!!
i wish things will be a-ok na... with everything around me.
then, all of a sudden, right now... i feel kinda green... ngek!! baka wala lng 'to... down hormones...DOWN boy!! :P
WHAT A DAY!!!!!
later! :D
Thursday, May 13, 2004
May 13, 2004 / 6:38pm
im having the sinus again... ASAR!! grrrr....
anyways, the day went well, so far...
i got to get the journal for our project in psych135... also got to help wendi fix her yahoo account... somehow, all is well... except that i can't go to jax today kasi di ko nakuha yung dvd & cd and this sinus is getting in to me... anyways, ill drop it next week... after my exam is over...
hay naku... bored but i have to jump start my brain again...
later. :D
im having the sinus again... ASAR!! grrrr....
anyways, the day went well, so far...
i got to get the journal for our project in psych135... also got to help wendi fix her yahoo account... somehow, all is well... except that i can't go to jax today kasi di ko nakuha yung dvd & cd and this sinus is getting in to me... anyways, ill drop it next week... after my exam is over...
hay naku... bored but i have to jump start my brain again...
later. :D
May 13, 2004 / 7:57am
hmm... didn't had the good sleep last night... sobrang lamig and i dnt have any blanket on... kaya im had aa very cold and unmovable sleep the whole night... SIGHS!!
now, ang bagal ng mom ko to get ready for office... hay naku, nanay ko talaga, oh... :P anyways, ill be going to school at 11am later to get some online journals for my groups extra-project for psych 135 (the summer major)... i hope we could do it good or better. :D
anyways, i have to scan something... kaya mago-off line na muna ako...
later!! :P
hmm... didn't had the good sleep last night... sobrang lamig and i dnt have any blanket on... kaya im had aa very cold and unmovable sleep the whole night... SIGHS!!
now, ang bagal ng mom ko to get ready for office... hay naku, nanay ko talaga, oh... :P anyways, ill be going to school at 11am later to get some online journals for my groups extra-project for psych 135 (the summer major)... i hope we could do it good or better. :D
anyways, i have to scan something... kaya mago-off line na muna ako...
later!! :P
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
May 12, 2004 / 7:44pm
just got home kanina. ate my dinner na... hay sarap... :D
what a day!! it was a great day for my parents... w/c also means it's also a great day for me. YEHEY!! :P sinamahan ko ang mom ko sa bpi-makati to appeal and talk to their lawyers... but the good thing that happened is they offered to help us... so another window was opened for us...YIPEE!! :j anyways, all things went well for our family... malaki ang kinaltas sa babayaran ng magulang at we can decide on how much and what are the terms we can have on paying our debt... wow!! milagro nga eh!!
to the man above... THANX!! :D
another thing is i got to be, somehow, exactly on time for my exam and got to txt my best friend, jax, about the good news. YIPEE!! :D
and after the exam, i went to rockwell with some of my classmates, fin, rheena, feric & frank... enjoy!! kahit sa fully booked lng kami tumambay... :P
what a day nga!!
YEHEY on us!! and YIPEE for me!! :P
later...
just got home kanina. ate my dinner na... hay sarap... :D
what a day!! it was a great day for my parents... w/c also means it's also a great day for me. YEHEY!! :P sinamahan ko ang mom ko sa bpi-makati to appeal and talk to their lawyers... but the good thing that happened is they offered to help us... so another window was opened for us...YIPEE!! :j anyways, all things went well for our family... malaki ang kinaltas sa babayaran ng magulang at we can decide on how much and what are the terms we can have on paying our debt... wow!! milagro nga eh!!
to the man above... THANX!! :D
another thing is i got to be, somehow, exactly on time for my exam and got to txt my best friend, jax, about the good news. YIPEE!! :D
and after the exam, i went to rockwell with some of my classmates, fin, rheena, feric & frank... enjoy!! kahit sa fully booked lng kami tumambay... :P
what a day nga!!
YEHEY on us!! and YIPEE for me!! :P
later...
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
May 11, 2004 / 2:17pm
im quite bored, but atleast i got to read some of the hand-outs for my exam 2mrw... w/c means, i got to review some of it... YEHEY for me!! :P oo nga 'no... i might not get to take the exam with my ka-psych 2mrw at 10am...NGEK for me!! kaya i have to review really really hard... that's easy to say :P
look at me... why am i so so percky? tapos kahapon at kanina, i was thinking on how a loser i am, kasi i get to paranoid with the friendship jax & i have... napasobrahan ata yung looking at different angles eh... i should stay patient, as always, and have more faith... hirap pala ng ganito 'no?
hay naku... ang init, kaso makulimlim dito... i hate this weather... humid sya!! :-/
i hope magkaayosan na kami ni jax... be good freinds uli... and also have those gimiks again... i miss those times... very much.
reminicsing nanaman ako, oh... bad-bad yan!! :P
i regret that i took a peek sa journal nya... anyways, ill forget about it naman eh... nicotine can erase some memories in our brain, you know that? :P
hay naku... quitting smoking is hard... the addiction and the withdrawal is hard...
anyways, i have to review more and understand more... wish me luck!!
laterz... :D
im quite bored, but atleast i got to read some of the hand-outs for my exam 2mrw... w/c means, i got to review some of it... YEHEY for me!! :P oo nga 'no... i might not get to take the exam with my ka-psych 2mrw at 10am...NGEK for me!! kaya i have to review really really hard... that's easy to say :P
look at me... why am i so so percky? tapos kahapon at kanina, i was thinking on how a loser i am, kasi i get to paranoid with the friendship jax & i have... napasobrahan ata yung looking at different angles eh... i should stay patient, as always, and have more faith... hirap pala ng ganito 'no?
hay naku... ang init, kaso makulimlim dito... i hate this weather... humid sya!! :-/
i hope magkaayosan na kami ni jax... be good freinds uli... and also have those gimiks again... i miss those times... very much.
reminicsing nanaman ako, oh... bad-bad yan!! :P
i regret that i took a peek sa journal nya... anyways, ill forget about it naman eh... nicotine can erase some memories in our brain, you know that? :P
hay naku... quitting smoking is hard... the addiction and the withdrawal is hard...
anyways, i have to review more and understand more... wish me luck!!
laterz... :D
May 11, 2004 / 8:09am
our exam was postponed for 2mrw... same time... TANGINA!! kasi i have to drivemy mom 2mrw morning sa makati and i don't know until what time siya matatapos doon... and i don't want to miss or even ruined my perfect attendance sa class, sayang rin kasi yung +.25 points sa grade ko... hmmm... i have to think of some thing... THINK!!
hay naku... atleast, the bright side of this is that i cud have the xtra time to study, today. so that ill be ready for 2mrw... thank God!! :D
hmm... but i have to think of a way to drive my mom and still able to take the exam... malalimang pag-iisip 'to...
later...
our exam was postponed for 2mrw... same time... TANGINA!! kasi i have to drivemy mom 2mrw morning sa makati and i don't know until what time siya matatapos doon... and i don't want to miss or even ruined my perfect attendance sa class, sayang rin kasi yung +.25 points sa grade ko... hmmm... i have to think of some thing... THINK!!
hay naku... atleast, the bright side of this is that i cud have the xtra time to study, today. so that ill be ready for 2mrw... thank God!! :D
hmm... but i have to think of a way to drive my mom and still able to take the exam... malalimang pag-iisip 'to...
later...
Monday, May 10, 2004
May 10, 2004 / 6:26pm
hmm... election day... and my 1st time to vote... well as people would say, the 1st time is the best and memorable of all... they were right... memorable, kasi and init, nagsisiksikan at ang tagal maka-boto and the best, kasi i got to be part of a nationwide thing and the power to choose is somehow great. :P
anyways, i feel sad and blue right now... kasi i miss my best friend so much... kahit yesterday i went ot him and gave his mom some apples... feeling ko galit pa sya and wants me out... anyways, i know naman na things aren't gonna be a-ok in just one snap of a finger... but i miss the good ol' days na... where we can talk about anything and share thoughs (minus the thing i did to him) and being gem & jax again... i miss it so much, and i would trade/sacrifice EVERYTHING, even my all, just to make things ok again, or even better for our friendship. anyway, ill be going to his place again thursday, jus to drop his cd & dvd... in which i won't make singil to the dvd... consder it as a peace offering. hay naku!! hirap din pala 'tong renovation thing... buyt im patient enough, kasi im fighting for our friendship... i value it so much.
sighs!! i hate 2day, ang sad-sad ko at di pa ako nakaka-review for my exam 2mrw... sige na nga, aral na ako...
btw, i think the stalker is gone.... YEHEY!!! :P
later...
hmm... election day... and my 1st time to vote... well as people would say, the 1st time is the best and memorable of all... they were right... memorable, kasi and init, nagsisiksikan at ang tagal maka-boto and the best, kasi i got to be part of a nationwide thing and the power to choose is somehow great. :P
anyways, i feel sad and blue right now... kasi i miss my best friend so much... kahit yesterday i went ot him and gave his mom some apples... feeling ko galit pa sya and wants me out... anyways, i know naman na things aren't gonna be a-ok in just one snap of a finger... but i miss the good ol' days na... where we can talk about anything and share thoughs (minus the thing i did to him) and being gem & jax again... i miss it so much, and i would trade/sacrifice EVERYTHING, even my all, just to make things ok again, or even better for our friendship. anyway, ill be going to his place again thursday, jus to drop his cd & dvd... in which i won't make singil to the dvd... consder it as a peace offering. hay naku!! hirap din pala 'tong renovation thing... buyt im patient enough, kasi im fighting for our friendship... i value it so much.
sighs!! i hate 2day, ang sad-sad ko at di pa ako nakaka-review for my exam 2mrw... sige na nga, aral na ako...
btw, i think the stalker is gone.... YEHEY!!! :P
later...
Saturday, May 08, 2004
May 8, 2004 / 10:02pm
i have to let this person OUT of my system (carlo)... he's an ass!! and im so stupid that i let him get to know me... anyways, ill talk to him when he calls me and ill str8 up things for him... uupakan ko sya, tang-ina nya!!
anyways, my day was fine... sobrang INIT nga lng!! 2mrw i have to bring the pick-up to get the air-con fixed-up... i hope malamig na sya when she returns... anyways, ill be getting some ZZZZZs na rin... kasi maaga ako 2mrw to makati.
nyt!!
laterz!!! :D
i have to let this person OUT of my system (carlo)... he's an ass!! and im so stupid that i let him get to know me... anyways, ill talk to him when he calls me and ill str8 up things for him... uupakan ko sya, tang-ina nya!!
anyways, my day was fine... sobrang INIT nga lng!! 2mrw i have to bring the pick-up to get the air-con fixed-up... i hope malamig na sya when she returns... anyways, ill be getting some ZZZZZs na rin... kasi maaga ako 2mrw to makati.
nyt!!
laterz!!! :D
Friday, May 07, 2004
May 7, 2004 / 10:19am
when i wrote last night that i had a bad day yesterday... i take it back. i had a good day yesterday... got to talk and kamustahin si jax, my best friend (which means i was only insersecure about myself)... i ditched carlo (which shows i can)... and got to talk to nina & lloyd (my other cloe friends)... all in all, a good day!! :P
anyways... i hope it will be good days from now on... but i can manage to rise up when a bad day comes...
later! :D
when i wrote last night that i had a bad day yesterday... i take it back. i had a good day yesterday... got to talk and kamustahin si jax, my best friend (which means i was only insersecure about myself)... i ditched carlo (which shows i can)... and got to talk to nina & lloyd (my other cloe friends)... all in all, a good day!! :P
anyways... i hope it will be good days from now on... but i can manage to rise up when a bad day comes...
later! :D
Thursday, May 06, 2004
May 6, 2004 / 8:41pm
im bored... stressed out... and quite a little bit sad... kasi di ko nakita si jax. but atleast i got to drop his cd & dvd and went to his house... i feel sorry for his mom, si tita dolor... nagkasakit eh... para i wanna drop by 2mrw sa kanila and give them the manggoes here... anyway, i pray she will be ok na.
and also, sana maging completely ok na rin kami ng best friend ko... should be happy nga on the progress right now eh.. :P
anyway, i have to remove this guy im chatting with (carlo the ngek!) and remove him from my mistake i did before... getting to know him.
wish me luck.
later.
im bored... stressed out... and quite a little bit sad... kasi di ko nakita si jax. but atleast i got to drop his cd & dvd and went to his house... i feel sorry for his mom, si tita dolor... nagkasakit eh... para i wanna drop by 2mrw sa kanila and give them the manggoes here... anyway, i pray she will be ok na.
and also, sana maging completely ok na rin kami ng best friend ko... should be happy nga on the progress right now eh.. :P
anyway, i have to remove this guy im chatting with (carlo the ngek!) and remove him from my mistake i did before... getting to know him.
wish me luck.
later.
May 6, 2004 / 7:56am
four more days 'til the election... hmmm...
i am going to jax's house later... wish me luck... by the way, he texted me last night... it was a good one. im happy!!
also, i got to meet carlo, potential friend... he's nice...
last night, got also to be an outlet for nina, who is now, im hopiing, just had a bad day yesterday... and im praying she's ok na.
anyways, later ill play badminton with my friends before going to jax...
later. c",)
four more days 'til the election... hmmm...
i am going to jax's house later... wish me luck... by the way, he texted me last night... it was a good one. im happy!!
also, i got to meet carlo, potential friend... he's nice...
last night, got also to be an outlet for nina, who is now, im hopiing, just had a bad day yesterday... and im praying she's ok na.
anyways, later ill play badminton with my friends before going to jax...
later. c",)
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
May 5, 2004 / 7:40pm
sighs!! im bored..and quite pissed off... kasi yung pinagawa kong cd for jax ay di pala natapos... and my fucking sister, as always, didn't informed me before... BITCH!! anyways, i got to call jax a while ago, telling him that ill drop his cd & dvd 2mrw. anyways, bakas pa rin sa boses ng best friend ko yung thing... but there's the thing that makes things happy... gets? :P anyway, gaga yung sister ko... she's so stupid! anyways... im just ranting off...
badminton 2mrw... good! and im hoping its a double good-good for me when i visit jax too. :D wish me luck!
laters!! :P
sighs!! im bored..and quite pissed off... kasi yung pinagawa kong cd for jax ay di pala natapos... and my fucking sister, as always, didn't informed me before... BITCH!! anyways, i got to call jax a while ago, telling him that ill drop his cd & dvd 2mrw. anyways, bakas pa rin sa boses ng best friend ko yung thing... but there's the thing that makes things happy... gets? :P anyway, gaga yung sister ko... she's so stupid! anyways... im just ranting off...
badminton 2mrw... good! and im hoping its a double good-good for me when i visit jax too. :D wish me luck!
laters!! :P
May 5, 2004 / 7:31am
well, im planning to watch a movie 2mrw and drop by at jax's place to give his cds & dvds... wish me luck. :D
anyways, i still miss my best friend... kahit mdyo ok-ok na kami... kasi the renovation ain't finish... kasi there things to fix in me... like the monster in me, i have to kill it or vanquish it pa, at mdyo ill have a hard time to do it... and time will tell when everything is ok... kaya patient lng ako... but im happy na with this.
anyways, later... :P
well, im planning to watch a movie 2mrw and drop by at jax's place to give his cds & dvds... wish me luck. :D
anyways, i still miss my best friend... kahit mdyo ok-ok na kami... kasi the renovation ain't finish... kasi there things to fix in me... like the monster in me, i have to kill it or vanquish it pa, at mdyo ill have a hard time to do it... and time will tell when everything is ok... kaya patient lng ako... but im happy na with this.
anyways, later... :P
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
May, 4, 2004 / 7:56pm
we had our psych class here at home... wow!! astig!! hehehe :P
wala lng... sinisipon nanaman ako... sighs!!
im just chatting right now...
my report, pala, kanina sa class, with fin & feric, kinda did well naman... but there's the first blood presence, but i went well. :D
later!! :P
we had our psych class here at home... wow!! astig!! hehehe :P
wala lng... sinisipon nanaman ako... sighs!!
im just chatting right now...
my report, pala, kanina sa class, with fin & feric, kinda did well naman... but there's the first blood presence, but i went well. :D
later!! :P
Sunday, May 02, 2004
May 2, 2004 / 7:52am
it's my sister's birthday today. yon lng! :P
ill be getting the strada later at around 11 or 12pm... and ill go to makati by means of commuting... naks!! :P
and it's just 26 days left before my 22nd birthday... sighs!! :P
anyway, i have to finish my outline by 2nyt!! kasi 2mrw i have no time to do it, even in the morning. hay naku!!
later! :D
it's my sister's birthday today. yon lng! :P
ill be getting the strada later at around 11 or 12pm... and ill go to makati by means of commuting... naks!! :P
and it's just 26 days left before my 22nd birthday... sighs!! :P
anyway, i have to finish my outline by 2nyt!! kasi 2mrw i have no time to do it, even in the morning. hay naku!!
later! :D
Saturday, May 01, 2004
May 1, 2004 / 8:25pm
i have to wake up early 2mrw... kasi i have to go to borther's house in makati, commuting... SIGHS!! ppppprrrreeessssuuuurrreeee!!! but im hoping ill enjoy it, again. :P
what a day!! i got to chat with jax for a time... kasi it's really been a loooonnnng time na di ko sya nakakausap, i think he read my email na... anyways, i happy! happy to see my life again!! :D but i know its not yet over, there are things to say and clarify... anyways, i miss him soo much!
to the man up there... THNX MAN!! :)
anyways, im thristy... ill drink h2O...
later!! :D
i have to wake up early 2mrw... kasi i have to go to borther's house in makati, commuting... SIGHS!! ppppprrrreeessssuuuurrreeee!!! but im hoping ill enjoy it, again. :P
what a day!! i got to chat with jax for a time... kasi it's really been a loooonnnng time na di ko sya nakakausap, i think he read my email na... anyways, i happy! happy to see my life again!! :D but i know its not yet over, there are things to say and clarify... anyways, i miss him soo much!
to the man up there... THNX MAN!! :)
anyways, im thristy... ill drink h2O...
later!! :D
May 1, 2004 / 4:35pm
nag-chat kami ni jax... he's the one who initiated... here's the chat we had kanina...
-START-
jax_chang33 (2:38:05 PM): wazup?
g_bataclan528 (2:39:04 PM): eto... "RENOVATION on going"... ikaw? musta na?
jax_chang33 (2:39:25 PM): huh?
g_bataclan528 (2:40:11 PM): never mind...
g_bataclan528 (2:40:23 PM): musta summer mo?
jax_chang33 (2:40:34 PM): anong nirerenovate mo?
jax_chang33 (2:40:37 PM): mainit
g_bataclan528 (2:40:45 PM): anong sina-summer mo?
jax_chang33 (2:40:58 PM): payatas
g_bataclan528 (2:41:16 PM): seryoso?!? how is/was it nman?
jax_chang33 (2:41:36 PM): mabaho mainit
g_bataclan528 (2:41:53 PM): is that ur cw.... thing?
jax_chang33 (2:42:01 PM): oo
g_bataclan528 (2:42:09 PM): hanggang kailan yan?
jax_chang33 (2:42:15 PM): ewan
g_bataclan528 (2:42:48 PM): alam ko 2 to 3 weeks ata lng yan eh... kasi nag-oofer na sa skul namin ng cwts eh
g_bataclan528 (2:42:56 PM): pero sa amin sa home for the aged
g_bataclan528 (2:43:15 PM): napanood mo n hellboy?
jax_chang33 (2:43:41 PM): first day of showing pangit naman e
g_bataclan528 (2:44:04 PM): napangitan ka? ok naman ah? hehehe
g_bataclan528 (2:44:18 PM): anyway, van helsing will be showing next week na
jax_chang33 (2:44:41 PM): parang corny rin dahil sa frankenstein
g_bataclan528 (2:44:53 PM): talga...
jax_chang33 (2:45:32 PM): kaw
g_bataclan528 (2:45:54 PM): nagbabasa ako ngayon for my report this tuesday... and im thinking how can i make it interesting for a 1 to 4pm class
g_bataclan528 (2:46:51 PM): summer class ako ng major, psych (perception & sensation) 1-4pm everyday!! pero yung lab namin ay badminton after class..
g_bataclan528 (2:47:21 PM): kasi tabi lng namin yung badminton court ng riverbanks... enjoy rin...
jax_chang33 (2:47:58 PM): aok
g_bataclan528 (2:48:01 PM): and next summer uli major uli... kaya until i granduate... i have no summer break.
g_bataclan528 (2:48:44 PM): ei, may handaan dito 2mrw... bday kasi ni camille eh... punta ka.
jax_chang33 (2:49:01 PM): ibati mo na lang ako...o kaya txt ko na lang sha
g_bataclan528 (2:49:21 PM): try calling her cel... sasagot si aubrey miles.
g_bataclan528 (2:49:46 PM): btw, lam mo ba magkano bayad per head sa loreland?
jax_chang33 (2:49:55 PM): npe
g_bataclan528 (2:50:05 PM): pero may bayad dun, ryt?
jax_chang33 (2:50:14 PM): di ko lam e
g_bataclan528 (2:50:24 PM): ic.
g_bataclan528 (2:51:10 PM): btw, may 29, saturday... ako naman maghahanda... punta... it would mean so much for me if you come...
jax_chang33 (2:51:28 PM): ill see
g_bataclan528 (2:51:37 PM): konti lng yun mga pupunta eh.. mga 20 to 30 lng ata eh.
jax_chang33 (2:52:05 PM): kelan punisher, spiderman?
g_bataclan528 (2:52:35 PM): june 30 ang spderman... punisher mid-may dito (ata)
g_bataclan528 (2:53:12 PM): im waiting for kill bill vol 2
g_bataclan528 (2:54:47 PM): try mo pumunta, k?
jax_chang33 (2:55:16 PM): estimate mo kelan ko makukuha cds ko.
g_bataclan528 (2:56:09 PM): estimate... bka monday or the most is thursday this coming week... promise ko talaga!!
jax_chang33 (2:56:18 PM): ayt
g_bataclan528 (2:57:07 PM): btw, pagpunta ko dyan, pwedeng pa-burn ng cd? kasi kinuha na ng kuya ko yung PC nya, kaya di ako makapagburn eh... ok lng ba?
jax_chang33 (2:57:36 PM): panu mo binuburn cds ko?
g_bataclan528 (2:58:38 PM): sa PC ng kuya ko... iniwan nya dito for a while... kaya i burned the half and yung isa pinaburn ko sa friend ko...
jax_chang33 (2:58:59 PM): ahh. wala ako dito e
g_bataclan528 (2:59:08 PM): hirap pala magdownload kung prepaid ang gamit... kailangan midnyt ka magdownload para mdyo mabilis.
g_bataclan528 (2:59:16 PM): huh, nasan ka?
jax_chang33 (2:59:31 PM): i mean sa monday. wkdays.
g_bataclan528 (2:59:47 PM): ah... what time ka ba umuuwi?
jax_chang33 (2:59:59 PM): iba iba
g_bataclan528 (3:01:30 PM): kasi i myt drop the cds around 6 or 7pm eh... after ng badminton. anyway, kung nandun ka, pa-burn... kung wala pa-iwan ko nlng kung sino man dyan at next time na lng ako paburn, k lng?
jax_chang33 (3:03:06 PM): bhala na
g_bataclan528 (3:03:57 PM): okidokie. tnx
jax_chang33 (3:04:22 PM): online si rex
g_bataclan528 (3:04:41 PM): pati si jon
g_bataclan528 (3:04:47 PM): conference tyo?
g_bataclan528 (3:05:46 PM): uy, i bot pala maroon 5... ganda ng mga songs, worth it yung album... tsaka yung cd ng 88.3fm, jamming with you, ganda then yung mga selection.
jax_chang33 (3:06:07 PM): anu id ni jon?
g_bataclan528 (3:06:20 PM): agent_jonathan_ang
g_bataclan528 (3:09:14 PM): pati sina melvin at syquiatco online
g_bataclan528 (3:11:00 PM): ei, i have to go na rin, nagpapadrive parents ko uli sa lawyer nila... hay, pressure for me... wish us luck!
jax_chang33 (3:11:18 PM): ayt
g_bataclan528 (3:11:27 PM): nice chatting and hearing from you dude... ingatz!!
g_bataclan528 (3:11:32 PM): later! bye!!
g_bataclan528 (3:11:35 PM): and tnx uli!
jax_chang33 (3:11:41 PM): k
g_bataclan528 (3:11:47 PM): ill bring the cds ASAP, promise!!
jax_chang33 (3:11:54 PM): oo na
-END-
ang galing ng araw na ito!! hope is very strong, so is faith!! :D
im happy!! and im not gonna give up... NEVER!!
later!! :D
nag-chat kami ni jax... he's the one who initiated... here's the chat we had kanina...
-START-
jax_chang33 (2:38:05 PM): wazup?
g_bataclan528 (2:39:04 PM): eto... "RENOVATION on going"... ikaw? musta na?
jax_chang33 (2:39:25 PM): huh?
g_bataclan528 (2:40:11 PM): never mind...
g_bataclan528 (2:40:23 PM): musta summer mo?
jax_chang33 (2:40:34 PM): anong nirerenovate mo?
jax_chang33 (2:40:37 PM): mainit
g_bataclan528 (2:40:45 PM): anong sina-summer mo?
jax_chang33 (2:40:58 PM): payatas
g_bataclan528 (2:41:16 PM): seryoso?!? how is/was it nman?
jax_chang33 (2:41:36 PM): mabaho mainit
g_bataclan528 (2:41:53 PM): is that ur cw.... thing?
jax_chang33 (2:42:01 PM): oo
g_bataclan528 (2:42:09 PM): hanggang kailan yan?
jax_chang33 (2:42:15 PM): ewan
g_bataclan528 (2:42:48 PM): alam ko 2 to 3 weeks ata lng yan eh... kasi nag-oofer na sa skul namin ng cwts eh
g_bataclan528 (2:42:56 PM): pero sa amin sa home for the aged
g_bataclan528 (2:43:15 PM): napanood mo n hellboy?
jax_chang33 (2:43:41 PM): first day of showing pangit naman e
g_bataclan528 (2:44:04 PM): napangitan ka? ok naman ah? hehehe
g_bataclan528 (2:44:18 PM): anyway, van helsing will be showing next week na
jax_chang33 (2:44:41 PM): parang corny rin dahil sa frankenstein
g_bataclan528 (2:44:53 PM): talga...
jax_chang33 (2:45:32 PM): kaw
g_bataclan528 (2:45:54 PM): nagbabasa ako ngayon for my report this tuesday... and im thinking how can i make it interesting for a 1 to 4pm class
g_bataclan528 (2:46:51 PM): summer class ako ng major, psych (perception & sensation) 1-4pm everyday!! pero yung lab namin ay badminton after class..
g_bataclan528 (2:47:21 PM): kasi tabi lng namin yung badminton court ng riverbanks... enjoy rin...
jax_chang33 (2:47:58 PM): aok
g_bataclan528 (2:48:01 PM): and next summer uli major uli... kaya until i granduate... i have no summer break.
g_bataclan528 (2:48:44 PM): ei, may handaan dito 2mrw... bday kasi ni camille eh... punta ka.
jax_chang33 (2:49:01 PM): ibati mo na lang ako...o kaya txt ko na lang sha
g_bataclan528 (2:49:21 PM): try calling her cel... sasagot si aubrey miles.
g_bataclan528 (2:49:46 PM): btw, lam mo ba magkano bayad per head sa loreland?
jax_chang33 (2:49:55 PM): npe
g_bataclan528 (2:50:05 PM): pero may bayad dun, ryt?
jax_chang33 (2:50:14 PM): di ko lam e
g_bataclan528 (2:50:24 PM): ic.
g_bataclan528 (2:51:10 PM): btw, may 29, saturday... ako naman maghahanda... punta... it would mean so much for me if you come...
jax_chang33 (2:51:28 PM): ill see
g_bataclan528 (2:51:37 PM): konti lng yun mga pupunta eh.. mga 20 to 30 lng ata eh.
jax_chang33 (2:52:05 PM): kelan punisher, spiderman?
g_bataclan528 (2:52:35 PM): june 30 ang spderman... punisher mid-may dito (ata)
g_bataclan528 (2:53:12 PM): im waiting for kill bill vol 2
g_bataclan528 (2:54:47 PM): try mo pumunta, k?
jax_chang33 (2:55:16 PM): estimate mo kelan ko makukuha cds ko.
g_bataclan528 (2:56:09 PM): estimate... bka monday or the most is thursday this coming week... promise ko talaga!!
jax_chang33 (2:56:18 PM): ayt
g_bataclan528 (2:57:07 PM): btw, pagpunta ko dyan, pwedeng pa-burn ng cd? kasi kinuha na ng kuya ko yung PC nya, kaya di ako makapagburn eh... ok lng ba?
jax_chang33 (2:57:36 PM): panu mo binuburn cds ko?
g_bataclan528 (2:58:38 PM): sa PC ng kuya ko... iniwan nya dito for a while... kaya i burned the half and yung isa pinaburn ko sa friend ko...
jax_chang33 (2:58:59 PM): ahh. wala ako dito e
g_bataclan528 (2:59:08 PM): hirap pala magdownload kung prepaid ang gamit... kailangan midnyt ka magdownload para mdyo mabilis.
g_bataclan528 (2:59:16 PM): huh, nasan ka?
jax_chang33 (2:59:31 PM): i mean sa monday. wkdays.
g_bataclan528 (2:59:47 PM): ah... what time ka ba umuuwi?
jax_chang33 (2:59:59 PM): iba iba
g_bataclan528 (3:01:30 PM): kasi i myt drop the cds around 6 or 7pm eh... after ng badminton. anyway, kung nandun ka, pa-burn... kung wala pa-iwan ko nlng kung sino man dyan at next time na lng ako paburn, k lng?
jax_chang33 (3:03:06 PM): bhala na
g_bataclan528 (3:03:57 PM): okidokie. tnx
jax_chang33 (3:04:22 PM): online si rex
g_bataclan528 (3:04:41 PM): pati si jon
g_bataclan528 (3:04:47 PM): conference tyo?
g_bataclan528 (3:05:46 PM): uy, i bot pala maroon 5... ganda ng mga songs, worth it yung album... tsaka yung cd ng 88.3fm, jamming with you, ganda then yung mga selection.
jax_chang33 (3:06:07 PM): anu id ni jon?
g_bataclan528 (3:06:20 PM): agent_jonathan_ang
g_bataclan528 (3:09:14 PM): pati sina melvin at syquiatco online
g_bataclan528 (3:11:00 PM): ei, i have to go na rin, nagpapadrive parents ko uli sa lawyer nila... hay, pressure for me... wish us luck!
jax_chang33 (3:11:18 PM): ayt
g_bataclan528 (3:11:27 PM): nice chatting and hearing from you dude... ingatz!!
g_bataclan528 (3:11:32 PM): later! bye!!
g_bataclan528 (3:11:35 PM): and tnx uli!
jax_chang33 (3:11:41 PM): k
g_bataclan528 (3:11:47 PM): ill bring the cds ASAP, promise!!
jax_chang33 (3:11:54 PM): oo na
-END-
ang galing ng araw na ito!! hope is very strong, so is faith!! :D
im happy!! and im not gonna give up... NEVER!!
later!! :D
May 1, 2004 / 11:48am
im quite nervous (or napra-praning) nanaman ako... kasi di pa nagre-reply si jax... but im not expecting for him to reply, just for him to understand that im not giving up our friendship... renovation is going on...
anyway, i've just finished the 1st draft of the revised version ng contract na pinagawa ng tatay ko... anyways, im going to finish to make an outline for my group's report by 2mrw afternoon...
too many problems and emotional burdens to carry... kasama na rin yung financial problem namin... pero i should take it easy (ika nga ni jax)... hay naku... i won't give up... my hope, kahit ganito, is getting stronger...
we can make it... kasi i believe!!
later! :D
im quite nervous (or napra-praning) nanaman ako... kasi di pa nagre-reply si jax... but im not expecting for him to reply, just for him to understand that im not giving up our friendship... renovation is going on...
anyway, i've just finished the 1st draft of the revised version ng contract na pinagawa ng tatay ko... anyways, im going to finish to make an outline for my group's report by 2mrw afternoon...
too many problems and emotional burdens to carry... kasama na rin yung financial problem namin... pero i should take it easy (ika nga ni jax)... hay naku... i won't give up... my hope, kahit ganito, is getting stronger...
we can make it... kasi i believe!!
later! :D
Friday, April 30, 2004
April 30, 2004 / 11:38pm
napadala ko na yung email kay jax... i've sent my piece.
and now im hoping for the best...
and 2mrw morning ill be drving my parents to meet with their lawyer and hopefully fix or find a way to fix things... and, also, im hoping for the best too.
hope for the best for me and my family...
anyway, gotta sleep... and im thinking... maybe ill be able to sleep good enough now... im also hoping for that...
later... c",)
napadala ko na yung email kay jax... i've sent my piece.
and now im hoping for the best...
and 2mrw morning ill be drving my parents to meet with their lawyer and hopefully fix or find a way to fix things... and, also, im hoping for the best too.
hope for the best for me and my family...
anyway, gotta sleep... and im thinking... maybe ill be able to sleep good enough now... im also hoping for that...
later... c",)
April 30, 2004 / 8:30pm
i just typed a letter that im planning to email it to jax later... yet im quite afraid to send it... even with nina's approval... anyway, im planning to send it asap...
so here's the letter iv typed...
-start-
ei jax,
musta ka na? hope that you're doin well. ewan ko kung bakit, but i think you should know... and so far, you are the one i could tell this problem im experiencing lately. the thing is, na-foreclose ng bank ang lote na kinatatayuan ng bahay namin. so that means, we might be force to move out. and i know it's my parent's problem to handle this but the thing is im experiencing their burdens as well, emotionally... lately im near your house eh, sa may imperial, doon kasi yung lower court house and the register of deeds... kaya there were times i can drop you cds... kaso pinagdra-drive ko parents ko dun... kaso seeing and reading the case ng parents ko really makes me cry every night
and it gives me a very hard time to sleep lately... and honestly im really having the hard time... with all things na hinanarap ko... also, the only thing to solve this ay mabenta yung loteng binebenta namin, yung 1 hectare... so much pressure, di lang sa kanila, pati ko, pressure...
pero, ang nakakatuwa dito, is when you txtd me, the one where you replied sa email ko regarding sa cds mo... na i should take my time with ur cds and "take it easy"... hindi mo alam kung gaano gumaan ang pakiramdam ko sa simpleng text message mo... and for the fact that im been trying to cope up with the bad/horrible things iv done to you... again, im so sorry for hurting you. and i know how much mad, angry, sad and betrayed you felt then...at hindi ko talaga mapatawad ang sarili ko sa nagawa ko... i was a very bad friend to my
best friend... and i realize how important our friendship is and im not giving up on that. as i said before, you are still my best friend... and yet i understand, very much, why we should not see each other for a while... anyway, you just don't know how overwhelmed i was when i received your text, i literally got down on my knees and cried... parang all the strings of hope na pingaha-hang on ko ay tumibay...TNX bro... you dnt know how much it meant to me...
by the way, my parents wants to ask ur mom or your aunt fely kung may kilala silang serious buyer ng lupa, yung mga naghahanap ng 1 hectare... pero dnt tell them na na-foreclose kami... kasi di pa final yung laban eh... di lng nila na-text ikaw kasi nahihiya sila.
tnx bro... hope to hear & see from ya soon.
always hoping the best for you! ingatz!!
-end-
so... what do i think of it... good enough, dba?
later...
i just typed a letter that im planning to email it to jax later... yet im quite afraid to send it... even with nina's approval... anyway, im planning to send it asap...
so here's the letter iv typed...
-start-
ei jax,
musta ka na? hope that you're doin well. ewan ko kung bakit, but i think you should know... and so far, you are the one i could tell this problem im experiencing lately. the thing is, na-foreclose ng bank ang lote na kinatatayuan ng bahay namin. so that means, we might be force to move out. and i know it's my parent's problem to handle this but the thing is im experiencing their burdens as well, emotionally... lately im near your house eh, sa may imperial, doon kasi yung lower court house and the register of deeds... kaya there were times i can drop you cds... kaso pinagdra-drive ko parents ko dun... kaso seeing and reading the case ng parents ko really makes me cry every night
and it gives me a very hard time to sleep lately... and honestly im really having the hard time... with all things na hinanarap ko... also, the only thing to solve this ay mabenta yung loteng binebenta namin, yung 1 hectare... so much pressure, di lang sa kanila, pati ko, pressure...
pero, ang nakakatuwa dito, is when you txtd me, the one where you replied sa email ko regarding sa cds mo... na i should take my time with ur cds and "take it easy"... hindi mo alam kung gaano gumaan ang pakiramdam ko sa simpleng text message mo... and for the fact that im been trying to cope up with the bad/horrible things iv done to you... again, im so sorry for hurting you. and i know how much mad, angry, sad and betrayed you felt then...at hindi ko talaga mapatawad ang sarili ko sa nagawa ko... i was a very bad friend to my
best friend... and i realize how important our friendship is and im not giving up on that. as i said before, you are still my best friend... and yet i understand, very much, why we should not see each other for a while... anyway, you just don't know how overwhelmed i was when i received your text, i literally got down on my knees and cried... parang all the strings of hope na pingaha-hang on ko ay tumibay...TNX bro... you dnt know how much it meant to me...
by the way, my parents wants to ask ur mom or your aunt fely kung may kilala silang serious buyer ng lupa, yung mga naghahanap ng 1 hectare... pero dnt tell them na na-foreclose kami... kasi di pa final yung laban eh... di lng nila na-text ikaw kasi nahihiya sila.
tnx bro... hope to hear & see from ya soon.
always hoping the best for you! ingatz!!
-end-
so... what do i think of it... good enough, dba?
later...
Thursday, April 29, 2004
April 29, 2004 / 7:49pm
maaga ako 2mrw... kasi ill drive my mo to makati, RCBC bldg... to meet someone, who will (hopefully) help us with the family crisis we are now facing (those assholes from the bank really think they can win... ano sila, sinuswerte!) anyways... after driving my mom to makati & to her office ill go home and go to makati my commuting (naks!!)...PPPPRRREEESSSUUURRREEE!!! but hey! atleast i get to commute and ride the trains again...
im still tired from badminton kanina... but it's a good stress reliever... believe me!! astig mag-badminton!! haaayyy!!! :P
ill just rest for a while and 2mrw is another day... SIGHS!! :D
later.
maaga ako 2mrw... kasi ill drive my mo to makati, RCBC bldg... to meet someone, who will (hopefully) help us with the family crisis we are now facing (those assholes from the bank really think they can win... ano sila, sinuswerte!) anyways... after driving my mom to makati & to her office ill go home and go to makati my commuting (naks!!)...PPPPRRREEESSSUUURRREEE!!! but hey! atleast i get to commute and ride the trains again...
im still tired from badminton kanina... but it's a good stress reliever... believe me!! astig mag-badminton!! haaayyy!!! :P
ill just rest for a while and 2mrw is another day... SIGHS!! :D
later.
April 29, 2004 / 7:13am
naiinis ako, kasi na-1st blood ako sa 1st exam ko... pero sobrang pagod na talaga ako nung night before at nakatulog ako, at hirap pala talagang i-cram yung mga lessons an hour before the exam... ayon tuloy 38/100 ang score ko (SIGHS!)
anyways, its thursday, my car isn't allowed to go roaming, except between 10am-3pm... kaya later at 930am ill drive my mo to her office and drop the strada to my kuya's house at makati and ill commute goin to school via lrt-mrt... whohoo!! :P
hay, miss ko pa rin best friend ko... but i know things will get better... yehey!!
later!! :P
naiinis ako, kasi na-1st blood ako sa 1st exam ko... pero sobrang pagod na talaga ako nung night before at nakatulog ako, at hirap pala talagang i-cram yung mga lessons an hour before the exam... ayon tuloy 38/100 ang score ko (SIGHS!)
anyways, its thursday, my car isn't allowed to go roaming, except between 10am-3pm... kaya later at 930am ill drive my mo to her office and drop the strada to my kuya's house at makati and ill commute goin to school via lrt-mrt... whohoo!! :P
hay, miss ko pa rin best friend ko... but i know things will get better... yehey!!
later!! :P
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
April 28, 2004 / 7:37pm
so, last night jax texted me, telling me that he read the email iv sent the day before... well the email is about his cds and the "difficulties" i am experiencing lately... he texted, "ok lng, take ur tym. take it easy." WHOA!! my reaction went up... i wasn't expecting him to reply, or even say those things "take it easy" to me... but i felt a relief and a big hope, that shows that the renovation is quite doing well. im happy... di ko nga ma-erase sa fone ko eh.
i miss him, still... but my hope is getting better & stronger. :D
im happy, kahit mdyo asar at bagsak ang exam ko kanina sa psych (first blood, took its toll!!)
hay... buhay nga naman!!
later! :P
so, last night jax texted me, telling me that he read the email iv sent the day before... well the email is about his cds and the "difficulties" i am experiencing lately... he texted, "ok lng, take ur tym. take it easy." WHOA!! my reaction went up... i wasn't expecting him to reply, or even say those things "take it easy" to me... but i felt a relief and a big hope, that shows that the renovation is quite doing well. im happy... di ko nga ma-erase sa fone ko eh.
i miss him, still... but my hope is getting better & stronger. :D
im happy, kahit mdyo asar at bagsak ang exam ko kanina sa psych (first blood, took its toll!!)
hay... buhay nga naman!!
later! :P
April 28, 2004 / 6:32am
its just 1 month before my bday... wala lang...
di pa ako nakaka-review for my exam later at 9am... and i have to drive my mom to her office... PPPPRRREEESSSSUUURRREEE!!!
at nag-text sa akin si jax... ill write nlng later pagbalik ko... aasikaso ko na muna yung exam ko....
later!
its just 1 month before my bday... wala lang...
di pa ako nakaka-review for my exam later at 9am... and i have to drive my mom to her office... PPPPRRREEESSSSUUURRREEE!!!
at nag-text sa akin si jax... ill write nlng later pagbalik ko... aasikaso ko na muna yung exam ko....
later!
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
April 27, 2004 / 7:34am
it's happening again, im having trouble sleeping right... it's like going back to square one (minus the crying and puking).
ganun na ba akong ka-depressed?!? SIGHS!
maybe i need some activity, like badminton games, kung saan napapagod ako and thus, i can get a good sleep.
hirap talaga nang ganito... even if sometimes i want to straighten things up, di pa pwede eh... hay naku!! ASAR!!
i miss my best friend... and im so sorry for what i did... i messed up, badly! but im not giving up on our friendship... NEVER!!
later...
it's happening again, im having trouble sleeping right... it's like going back to square one (minus the crying and puking).
ganun na ba akong ka-depressed?!? SIGHS!
maybe i need some activity, like badminton games, kung saan napapagod ako and thus, i can get a good sleep.
hirap talaga nang ganito... even if sometimes i want to straighten things up, di pa pwede eh... hay naku!! ASAR!!
i miss my best friend... and im so sorry for what i did... i messed up, badly! but im not giving up on our friendship... NEVER!!
later...
Monday, April 26, 2004
April 26, 2004 / 10:20pm
i love nina! not in that kind of way... the love a friend would give a fellow friend kind of love...gets? anyway, i jus saw her posting sa friendster, and all i wanted to say is "thank you" to her. kasi, atleats, i kinda gave her hope, or even a small peace of mind... THANK YOU!!
anyways, ill be getting the other cd for jax hopefully 2mrw, so i cud drop the 2 cds at his place within this week... and im hoping that we cud talk or something, iwa-one time, big time ko 'to... kahit alam ko it won't be a one-time, big-time thing... best friend ko pa rin sya, no matter what!!
1st exam ko na sa wedenesday, and somehow, im quite nervous... dunno why. im kinda feeling im gonna pass naman, pero medyo kinakabahan ako... sighs!! kaba lang 'to... :P
ill try to fix and help with the renovation this week, and i hope things would be cool (or better) for me and my best friend... :) wish me luck!!
later!! :P
i love nina! not in that kind of way... the love a friend would give a fellow friend kind of love...gets? anyway, i jus saw her posting sa friendster, and all i wanted to say is "thank you" to her. kasi, atleats, i kinda gave her hope, or even a small peace of mind... THANK YOU!!
anyways, ill be getting the other cd for jax hopefully 2mrw, so i cud drop the 2 cds at his place within this week... and im hoping that we cud talk or something, iwa-one time, big time ko 'to... kahit alam ko it won't be a one-time, big-time thing... best friend ko pa rin sya, no matter what!!
1st exam ko na sa wedenesday, and somehow, im quite nervous... dunno why. im kinda feeling im gonna pass naman, pero medyo kinakabahan ako... sighs!! kaba lang 'to... :P
ill try to fix and help with the renovation this week, and i hope things would be cool (or better) for me and my best friend... :) wish me luck!!
later!! :P
April 26, 2004 / 9:12am
i trully miss my best friend... si jax yon! and also, im afraid of him... kinda weird. but i miss him (so much!)... i know how mad he is, how angry he is and how sad he is, it really makes me feel low and down right guilty that i hurt and took advantage of my best friend... how bad of a friend am i?! but now im taking amends of all the things iv done to my best friend... and im hoping that there will come a time that all the things that happended in the past, would just be a laugh or nothing at all...
GOD i miss him so much!! and also, please guide me and also my family in this situation we are going through...
anyway... later.
i trully miss my best friend... si jax yon! and also, im afraid of him... kinda weird. but i miss him (so much!)... i know how mad he is, how angry he is and how sad he is, it really makes me feel low and down right guilty that i hurt and took advantage of my best friend... how bad of a friend am i?! but now im taking amends of all the things iv done to my best friend... and im hoping that there will come a time that all the things that happended in the past, would just be a laugh or nothing at all...
GOD i miss him so much!! and also, please guide me and also my family in this situation we are going through...
anyway... later.
Saturday, April 24, 2004
Friday, April 23, 2004
April 23, 2004 / 9:41pm
i hate the burdens i am carrying right now... and also, i hate being emotional, too emotional, on the things that are happening to me and around me... susmaryosep!! sighs!!
i pray for a miracle... that is all i am asking... a miracle for everything that is happening right now.
from my best friend (jax) and my parent's health to our financial difficulties... a miracle would be good. (kahit kina nina, isali na rin!)
hay naku...
later.
i hate the burdens i am carrying right now... and also, i hate being emotional, too emotional, on the things that are happening to me and around me... susmaryosep!! sighs!!
i pray for a miracle... that is all i am asking... a miracle for everything that is happening right now.
from my best friend (jax) and my parent's health to our financial difficulties... a miracle would be good. (kahit kina nina, isali na rin!)
hay naku...
later.
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
April 21, 2004 / 8:00am
na-praning ako yesterday... but iv talked to lloyd for advice... and he said what jax told me before and that is to have more outlets... friends to be exact... kasi im so much focused on jax, my best friend, that i forgot my other friends... TIME really takes a long time to heal things... masakit talaga but im willing to face it, para maayos ang lahat... mahal ko kasi ang mga kaibigan ko, at willing ako to give time to heal things up.
later.
na-praning ako yesterday... but iv talked to lloyd for advice... and he said what jax told me before and that is to have more outlets... friends to be exact... kasi im so much focused on jax, my best friend, that i forgot my other friends... TIME really takes a long time to heal things... masakit talaga but im willing to face it, para maayos ang lahat... mahal ko kasi ang mga kaibigan ko, at willing ako to give time to heal things up.
later.
Sunday, April 18, 2004
April 18, 2004 / 6:35pm
hay... got too sleepy... didnt have the time to read the book for psych 2mrw... SIGHS!! but got to check nina, on how she is... she's quite ok, but still not yet off the woods...
anyways, i miss jax... i texted him kanina, still im not expecting him to reply (kahit there's a small expectation that he will reply)... sinabi ko lang na ill be dropping his cds this week... im hoping that i cud use his burner, ibu-burn ko ng cd si wendi eh... im just hoping... anyways im hoping for the best and also expecting the unexpected (hirap!!) but im strong... and try not to be affected by it. love ko yang best friend ko eh... ill give up my life for him, and for my friends that i do love so much!! :)
later.
hay... got too sleepy... didnt have the time to read the book for psych 2mrw... SIGHS!! but got to check nina, on how she is... she's quite ok, but still not yet off the woods...
anyways, i miss jax... i texted him kanina, still im not expecting him to reply (kahit there's a small expectation that he will reply)... sinabi ko lang na ill be dropping his cds this week... im hoping that i cud use his burner, ibu-burn ko ng cd si wendi eh... im just hoping... anyways im hoping for the best and also expecting the unexpected (hirap!!) but im strong... and try not to be affected by it. love ko yang best friend ko eh... ill give up my life for him, and for my friends that i do love so much!! :)
later.
April 18, 2004 / 9:04am
things aren't always what they are... sometimes you don't know someone that well... this the thing i've learned about my friend, nina... i feel so sorry for her... B & Nina broke up... and now she's in full bitch mode... shocking sa akin yon!! but im rooting for her, what ever happens... after listening to her kaninang madaling araw, it kinda hit me on what me & jax faced... i quite guilty nga eh, because im the bad guy in our situation, kaya through nina's side, i get to see and know jax's side better... i was an awful person and a bad friend to him... that i learned... and this time im really taking time seriously, kahit matagal ng konti at masakit sa akin... i won't loose my faith on him... mahal ko yung best friend ko eh.
later.
things aren't always what they are... sometimes you don't know someone that well... this the thing i've learned about my friend, nina... i feel so sorry for her... B & Nina broke up... and now she's in full bitch mode... shocking sa akin yon!! but im rooting for her, what ever happens... after listening to her kaninang madaling araw, it kinda hit me on what me & jax faced... i quite guilty nga eh, because im the bad guy in our situation, kaya through nina's side, i get to see and know jax's side better... i was an awful person and a bad friend to him... that i learned... and this time im really taking time seriously, kahit matagal ng konti at masakit sa akin... i won't loose my faith on him... mahal ko yung best friend ko eh.
later.
Saturday, April 17, 2004
April 17, 2004 / 7:41pm
my body is still aching... OUCH!! having a hard time to walk...GRRRR!!!
but the Happy Tree Friends are making me happy!! :P even at this time of grief.
lalalalala..lalalala.lalalala.lalalalala...lalalalalala..lallalalalala.... :D
hehehe... astig talaga anf HTF!! :P they rule!!
hay naku... keeps me happy... :P
later.
my body is still aching... OUCH!! having a hard time to walk...GRRRR!!!
but the Happy Tree Friends are making me happy!! :P even at this time of grief.
lalalalala..lalalala.lalalala.lalalalala...lalalalalala..lallalalalala.... :D
hehehe... astig talaga anf HTF!! :P they rule!!
hay naku... keeps me happy... :P
later.
April 17, 2004 / 8:23am
my body hurts... a lot!! my thigh muscles are cramming, my legs are like beaten up and im having a hard time to walk straight... OUCH!! ='(
ang hirap pala talaga kung di mo nakakausap ang best friend ko... i miss him... so much, but i think it has to be this way until the right time comes for us to be cool... SIGHS!!
later.
my body hurts... a lot!! my thigh muscles are cramming, my legs are like beaten up and im having a hard time to walk straight... OUCH!! ='(
ang hirap pala talaga kung di mo nakakausap ang best friend ko... i miss him... so much, but i think it has to be this way until the right time comes for us to be cool... SIGHS!!
later.
Friday, April 16, 2004
April 16, 2004 / 9:10pm
BADMINTON is good!! believe me!! papayat ako dito sa sports na 'to!! grabe enjoy!! kaso i feel that parang bugbog ang mga muscles ko. :P
anyway, ill be going to a funeral right now... but the day (so far) went well!! :P
but im still miss my best friend, JAX... but i have to be patient and be confident and also, NEVER LOOSE HOPE... kasi all is for the betterment of our friendship, and a renovation is needed... I WONT GIVE UP!! love ko yang best friend ko eh...
later! :P
BADMINTON is good!! believe me!! papayat ako dito sa sports na 'to!! grabe enjoy!! kaso i feel that parang bugbog ang mga muscles ko. :P
anyway, ill be going to a funeral right now... but the day (so far) went well!! :P
but im still miss my best friend, JAX... but i have to be patient and be confident and also, NEVER LOOSE HOPE... kasi all is for the betterment of our friendship, and a renovation is needed... I WONT GIVE UP!! love ko yang best friend ko eh...
later! :P
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
April 14, 2004 / 12:47pm
may pasok pala si jax... i think he's taking the thing that replaces for the ROTC thing... anyways, im having the flu again!! KAASAR nga eh!! sinisipon nanaman uli ako... grrr!! i have to finish the draft pa of mama's paper... at sana i cud finish this today... with this condition, ill try my best... plus my papais quite annoying right now, daming drama!! SIGHS!! kakain na muna ako ng lunch, tapos steam up and type... and fetch mama...
later.
may pasok pala si jax... i think he's taking the thing that replaces for the ROTC thing... anyways, im having the flu again!! KAASAR nga eh!! sinisipon nanaman uli ako... grrr!! i have to finish the draft pa of mama's paper... at sana i cud finish this today... with this condition, ill try my best... plus my papais quite annoying right now, daming drama!! SIGHS!! kakain na muna ako ng lunch, tapos steam up and type... and fetch mama...
later.
April 14, 2004 / 6:02am
im having another episode of attacks, attacks of depression... because i miss my best friend so much. and it also involves the attack of the monster, but i have to keep myself on the ground... SIGHS!! it's hard to handle it, but i must do it, because i care for our friendship so much, that im will to fight for it. even if it cost my very own life. God, i miss him! but i know that time is making renovations to our friendship... and im taking the time, full-time.
minsan gusto ko siyang tawagan, pero natatakot na ako, pero im not also giving up... love him, like my brother... the brother i wish i had...
later...
im having another episode of attacks, attacks of depression... because i miss my best friend so much. and it also involves the attack of the monster, but i have to keep myself on the ground... SIGHS!! it's hard to handle it, but i must do it, because i care for our friendship so much, that im will to fight for it. even if it cost my very own life. God, i miss him! but i know that time is making renovations to our friendship... and im taking the time, full-time.
minsan gusto ko siyang tawagan, pero natatakot na ako, pero im not also giving up... love him, like my brother... the brother i wish i had...
later...
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
April 13, 2004 / 9:24am
just got home, kakahatid ko lng sa nanay ko... and ill be taking a bath a little later than im off to KC to reg for summer class...
anyway, im downloading wallpapers right now... from hellboy to kill bill... enjoy! :P sighs!! i really miss my best friend... but i know i have to tame this monster before everything else, part of the renovation period...
papasama ako 2mrw kay lloyd to go to manila city hall... i cn say road trip... hmm... :P
anyway, later nlng uli!! :D
just got home, kakahatid ko lng sa nanay ko... and ill be taking a bath a little later than im off to KC to reg for summer class...
anyway, im downloading wallpapers right now... from hellboy to kill bill... enjoy! :P sighs!! i really miss my best friend... but i know i have to tame this monster before everything else, part of the renovation period...
papasama ako 2mrw kay lloyd to go to manila city hall... i cn say road trip... hmm... :P
anyway, later nlng uli!! :D
April 13, 2004 / 5:43am
bakit ganito ako? why are my "defense mechanism" up again that make me quite pissed off on something... SIGHS!! anyway, i miss na best friend so much, i am hoping that the RENOVATION would still make us cool...
i love mondays, kasi buffy day yon!! galing lumalabas na yung mga potential slayers!! wohoo!! :P
anyway, ill reg for summer later na... later! :D
bakit ganito ako? why are my "defense mechanism" up again that make me quite pissed off on something... SIGHS!! anyway, i miss na best friend so much, i am hoping that the RENOVATION would still make us cool...
i love mondays, kasi buffy day yon!! galing lumalabas na yung mga potential slayers!! wohoo!! :P
anyway, ill reg for summer later na... later! :D
Monday, April 12, 2004
Saturday, April 10, 2004
April 10, 2004 / 9:20pm
amazing... kanina i found out that someone prayed for the RENOVATION of me and my best friend... that touched me so much... tnx bro!! (u know who u are!) anyways, kaninag around 3pm i sent the text to him... and there i did it and im hoping things will be ok or sumthng... but im praying that it will be ok...
hope the best for us!! gud luck!!
later!! :P
amazing... kanina i found out that someone prayed for the RENOVATION of me and my best friend... that touched me so much... tnx bro!! (u know who u are!) anyways, kaninag around 3pm i sent the text to him... and there i did it and im hoping things will be ok or sumthng... but im praying that it will be ok...
hope the best for us!! gud luck!!
later!! :P
April 10, 2004 / 9:41am
what's the threat if i send the message? well, he might reply and tell that im too dramatic, or he might not reply...forever, or reply and tell me that he miss me to and that it will still take time to repair everything, or... im having to many "ors".... SIGHS!! bahala na ako!! later ill send the message, and just be prepared for some verbal beating or something beating... ill take the blows!!
ill be ready. ONE TIME, BIG TIME!!
neway, it's been more than a month naman eh... and its a holy weekend naman, i see no harm... NO HARM, NO FOUL! send ko na mamaya... i can do it and i believe!! i trully miss him naman talaga eh... and im sorry for messing up things and im getting better and realizing stuff around me and also im loving myself more... i think i can do it and be more positive and be more "looking-for-the-bright-side" of all situation... :)
hay naku... i just want to be all the same and normal... ang hirap to be honest... what a big irony nga talaga!!
anyway, later nlng uli!! c",)
what's the threat if i send the message? well, he might reply and tell that im too dramatic, or he might not reply...forever, or reply and tell me that he miss me to and that it will still take time to repair everything, or... im having to many "ors".... SIGHS!! bahala na ako!! later ill send the message, and just be prepared for some verbal beating or something beating... ill take the blows!!
ill be ready. ONE TIME, BIG TIME!!
neway, it's been more than a month naman eh... and its a holy weekend naman, i see no harm... NO HARM, NO FOUL! send ko na mamaya... i can do it and i believe!! i trully miss him naman talaga eh... and im sorry for messing up things and im getting better and realizing stuff around me and also im loving myself more... i think i can do it and be more positive and be more "looking-for-the-bright-side" of all situation... :)
hay naku... i just want to be all the same and normal... ang hirap to be honest... what a big irony nga talaga!!
anyway, later nlng uli!! c",)
Friday, April 09, 2004
April 9, 2004 / 8:16pm
it's quite a good, Good Friday naman... hmm... kasi kaka-friendster ko lang at nakita at nahanap ko ang mga ka-VCM pips ko (aka former church pips) at si ms. nery... my 4th year class adviser!! :)
anyway, kaninang umaga, cookie texted me a very nice quote... and it kinda hit me and realizing it, i do miss my best friend... gusto ko nga iforward tong txt sa kanya, kaso im not sure kung it's the right time... but i think it's not yet the right time... ata... neway, na-save ko naman and hopefully i can send it on the right time... hmm... naging dilemma tuloy sa akin 'to kanina pa... SIGHS!!
anyway, i need someone to talk too... maybe lloyd can give me advice... anyways, later na lang uli!! :P
it's quite a good, Good Friday naman... hmm... kasi kaka-friendster ko lang at nakita at nahanap ko ang mga ka-VCM pips ko (aka former church pips) at si ms. nery... my 4th year class adviser!! :)
anyway, kaninang umaga, cookie texted me a very nice quote... and it kinda hit me and realizing it, i do miss my best friend... gusto ko nga iforward tong txt sa kanya, kaso im not sure kung it's the right time... but i think it's not yet the right time... ata... neway, na-save ko naman and hopefully i can send it on the right time... hmm... naging dilemma tuloy sa akin 'to kanina pa... SIGHS!!
anyway, i need someone to talk too... maybe lloyd can give me advice... anyways, later na lang uli!! :P
Thursday, April 08, 2004
April 8, 2004 / 10:13pm
im having another damn allergic reaction... the flu and watery eyes... DAMMIT!!
im having a hard time right now... but the CSI marathon im having right now kinda keeps me cool... :)
maraming tao ngayon ang naglalakad patungong antipolo church... kaya nagbebenta kami ngayon na drinks for the walkers... :P
anyways, im suffering from this gadammit cold again... and i wanna call jax (BUT i cant!! not yet!!)... anyways... i hvae to stand still and be more patient than before... im getting better na nga eh!! and ill do my best not to be that depressed again... i believe in myself and i can do it!! :)
hay naku...
gotta get back to the CSI marathon again... later!!
kill bill rocks!!!! :P
im having another damn allergic reaction... the flu and watery eyes... DAMMIT!!
im having a hard time right now... but the CSI marathon im having right now kinda keeps me cool... :)
maraming tao ngayon ang naglalakad patungong antipolo church... kaya nagbebenta kami ngayon na drinks for the walkers... :P
anyways, im suffering from this gadammit cold again... and i wanna call jax (BUT i cant!! not yet!!)... anyways... i hvae to stand still and be more patient than before... im getting better na nga eh!! and ill do my best not to be that depressed again... i believe in myself and i can do it!! :)
hay naku...
gotta get back to the CSI marathon again... later!!
kill bill rocks!!!! :P
April 8, 2004 / 6:52am
i just love watch The Wild Thornberries sa nick... wala lng, i get to watch good & cool toons lately... :)
anyway, yesterday i watch The Passion again, and this time with lloyd & his date, gel... gel's ok. she's nice and i hope lloyd would realize she quite a girlfriend material for him... boto ako sa kanya! :P
laki talaga ng impact sa akin yung Passion, kahit 2nd time ko panoorin... basta it pushed a lot of buttons!! i wanna watch it again... sana napanood na rin ni jax...
anyway, later nlng uli!! :P
i just love watch The Wild Thornberries sa nick... wala lng, i get to watch good & cool toons lately... :)
anyway, yesterday i watch The Passion again, and this time with lloyd & his date, gel... gel's ok. she's nice and i hope lloyd would realize she quite a girlfriend material for him... boto ako sa kanya! :P
laki talaga ng impact sa akin yung Passion, kahit 2nd time ko panoorin... basta it pushed a lot of buttons!! i wanna watch it again... sana napanood na rin ni jax...
anyway, later nlng uli!! :P
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
April 6, 2004 / 4;45pm
well, i did what a friend would do... i texted jax. i just txtd him na wala na yung mga reviewers niya dito... hay naku... im bored... i hope i cud get out and hang out with lloyd... hmm... anyways, im still bored... may nagpapabasa dito sa chapel... wala lng... boring pa rin... every holy week naman eh... its like the street of racoon city every holy week... except holy thursdays nights, palaging maraming taong naglalakad.... as sobrang dami!! :P
i think ill just read my psych book on sensation and perception, para i cud learned something while bored... plus i can be a little bit advance for summer... gosh im so monica and excited for summer class... hehehe!!
later!! :P
well, i did what a friend would do... i texted jax. i just txtd him na wala na yung mga reviewers niya dito... hay naku... im bored... i hope i cud get out and hang out with lloyd... hmm... anyways, im still bored... may nagpapabasa dito sa chapel... wala lng... boring pa rin... every holy week naman eh... its like the street of racoon city every holy week... except holy thursdays nights, palaging maraming taong naglalakad.... as sobrang dami!! :P
i think ill just read my psych book on sensation and perception, para i cud learned something while bored... plus i can be a little bit advance for summer... gosh im so monica and excited for summer class... hehehe!!
later!! :P
April 6, 2004 / 12:43pm
im quite bored, no friends to talk to... yayayain ko sana si lloyd na manood ng The Passion 2mrw eh... neway, i dunno... im suppose to be in baguio, or on the road goin to baguio right now... but no, im here at my house... anyway... im quite ok... bored lng... :P
jax txtd me kanina, asking kung may naiwan siyang MSA reviewer... well i cnt reply... kasi ayaw ko... at wala naman dito yung review... sighs!! pabaya talaga 'tong best friend ko... hehehe :P i hope he finds whatever he is looking...
neway, ill be taking lunch in a few minutes... later nlng uli!! :)
im quite bored, no friends to talk to... yayayain ko sana si lloyd na manood ng The Passion 2mrw eh... neway, i dunno... im suppose to be in baguio, or on the road goin to baguio right now... but no, im here at my house... anyway... im quite ok... bored lng... :P
jax txtd me kanina, asking kung may naiwan siyang MSA reviewer... well i cnt reply... kasi ayaw ko... at wala naman dito yung review... sighs!! pabaya talaga 'tong best friend ko... hehehe :P i hope he finds whatever he is looking...
neway, ill be taking lunch in a few minutes... later nlng uli!! :)
Sunday, April 04, 2004
April 4, 2004 / 8:10pm
right now... i miss my best friend... dunno why, but im getting over with all the being sad and depress (so far...)
last friday night pinanood ko yung The Passion of the Christ... words were not enough to explain on what i have watched... it really hit a lot of buttons to me... from my family to my friends situations... everything!! i love watching it again, kahit solo lang ako... and it was not that disturbing at all... it's more of a film that can hit people in a divine way that God want us to see... anyways, IT WAS AWESOME!! it gave me a lot to think about and how to deal with the situations i am facing... :)
yesterday naman, i got to talk to ate kay... tell her the good news at kamustahin sya... i feel worried about her back... i hope she's getting better... miss ko na rin siya!!
anyways, uli, later na lng!! :P
right now... i miss my best friend... dunno why, but im getting over with all the being sad and depress (so far...)
last friday night pinanood ko yung The Passion of the Christ... words were not enough to explain on what i have watched... it really hit a lot of buttons to me... from my family to my friends situations... everything!! i love watching it again, kahit solo lang ako... and it was not that disturbing at all... it's more of a film that can hit people in a divine way that God want us to see... anyways, IT WAS AWESOME!! it gave me a lot to think about and how to deal with the situations i am facing... :)
yesterday naman, i got to talk to ate kay... tell her the good news at kamustahin sya... i feel worried about her back... i hope she's getting better... miss ko na rin siya!!
anyways, uli, later na lng!! :P
Friday, April 02, 2004
April 2, 2004 / 8:13am
belated april fools!! :p
anyway,enjoy kahapon, hang out with lloyd & nina... wala lng. trip lng... and the thing is nag-enjoy ako.
today, i dnt know, pero ill drive and make some errands... grocery and all... anyways, maybe di ako makakasama with lloyd & nina muna... pero sana tuloy kami 2mrw to watch a movie...
anyways (uli)... later nlng!! :)
btw, i still miss jax... i wish we could talk soon... kasi there's a lot of questions and clarification to clear out first na medyo di ko gets...
later uli!! :)
belated april fools!! :p
anyway,enjoy kahapon, hang out with lloyd & nina... wala lng. trip lng... and the thing is nag-enjoy ako.
today, i dnt know, pero ill drive and make some errands... grocery and all... anyways, maybe di ako makakasama with lloyd & nina muna... pero sana tuloy kami 2mrw to watch a movie...
anyways (uli)... later nlng!! :)
btw, i still miss jax... i wish we could talk soon... kasi there's a lot of questions and clarification to clear out first na medyo di ko gets...
later uli!! :)
